*A short songfic about Tarzan's feelings towards Kala when he
discovers the truth-that she isn't his real mother, and what he
thinks when he is about to get on the boat. It's taken from the
Savage Garden song 'I Don't Know You Anymore', but I've changed the
lyrics slightly in places so it will suit the story.*

I Don't Know You Anymore

I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this nightmare
Maybe I should have listened to you
When you told me the truth

We can go back to the beginning again
Talk about anything
It doesn't matter
I'll be courageous if you can pretend that you're forgiven me

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frame has changed
And so has my name
We can't talk much anymore
We'll keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

Softening your words were
Always such relief from the pain inside
The taunts were more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean

You always told me to carry on smiling
'Keep that chin up, you'll be alright'
Can you believe how long that was ago-are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frame has changed
And so has my name
We can't talk much anymore
We'll keep running from the pain inside
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I sometimes scorned your words
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it everyday

So maybe I should have listened to you
Is it too late to tell?
Oh well, it doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognise this place
The picture frame has changed
And so has my name
We can't talk much anymore
We'll keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again

I see your face
I see your face