I'm Liz Parker, and now am at a boarding school in Vermont. New school, new start. That's the way I'm trying to look at things from now on. I'm not sure how that works, but I'll figure it out. Everything's so different here. It's nothing like my old school. People aren't all your enemy disguising themselves as your friend. I can really just pass as someone normal. It's probably one of the best things and one d the worst things to happen to me.

The fact that it was sort of a rhetorical question, would I have to change school because of what happened makes me wonder why all of it happened in the first place and how I'm now here. I do have to admit though, that I'm happy. I mean it can be the best of things and the worst of things all at the same time. But hey, who am I to complain?? I just hope that I'm on a winning streak, because the bumps on the road here are big.

It's funny how much a person can change but still be themselves. I guess in reality your just growing. Which is a great thing, because when you grow, you don't really have to get rid of stuff, such as who you are, and what you'll be. We have total control over ourselves and that's something to remember, the only thing is that we have total control over ourselves, but only ourselves. And I think that's what might have caused some people to do certain things, whether good or bad.

Life can be so direct at times, no fooling around. It makes you get right down to business, sometimes before you're given a chance to avoid it for a few years. It comes flying at you, and you see it out of the corner of your eye, but ignore it, and try not to acknowledge the fact that there's a weight about to be put onto your shoulders. Someday Though You hope that it will all be over and you will be able to move on and maybe forget parts of that time in your life.