Title:My Little Darkness
Author:Mika
Disclaimer:The characters belong to WWE.This story belong to ME.
Chapter 1
When I couldn't lose my love,a devil appeared.
The devil lived in my heart.The devil never let me go....
His body pressed warm against my back and our fingers entwined.
His head rested on my shoulder.His breath warmed my shoulder.
His hands were clutched around my waist and it was obvious to us both that he was never letting go.
"Why doesn't he forget her?"
He loved me.
But he never told her separation.
We have been living together.
But, he didn't drive her out of his life.
Almost all his time was mine.
But his slight time which was not mine troubled me.
My love is driving me into a corner.
His love drove me crazy and changed me into a devil.
Don't again let go of me.
Don't leave me alone into this darkness. . .
I rolled out of Paul's arms and sat on the bed.
I wanted to escape from this dark room.
From darkness of my feeling.....
I sighed deeply and I walked into the bathroom.
Paul felt that warmth disappeared from his arm.
He reached over to touch Steph, but there was only an empty space.
"Steph?"
He called out her.He slowly opened his eyes.
He looked around.
But,there was no figure of hers anywhere.
He sat on the bed and saw the light underneath the bathroom door.
"Steph?"
He asked knocking lightly, "Are you all right?"
There was no reply from her.
Paul slowly opened the door.
He saw only a red at first.
Red which spread to the floor of the bathroom.
Her crimson blood......
He rushed to her,and wrapped his arms around her body.
"Steph,oh no....baby...."
I felt his warm arms and his voice which calls my name.
But I was so tired.I couldn't open my eyes.
He lifted me in his arms and laid me on our bed.
He telephoned in order to call an ambulance.
I felt lonely after I lost his warmth.
Only the pain of my wrist was left behind to me.
I had shouted in the heart.
Don't again let go of me.
Don't leave me alone into this darkness. . .
I woke up in the pure white room.
My right hand was in his very warm hand.
My left wrist was wrapped in the bandage.
His warmth cured my pain.
I gazed at his beautiful eyes.
The eyes were carrying out the very sad color.
"Why did you do that?"
His voice was trembling.
His pain flowed to me through his hand.
---Then,the devil whispered to me.---
I knew your tenderness.
Sometimes it killed me.
You never know....
When you were anxious about her,I'm destroyed in pieces.
"You neve understand me...."
I barely whispered.
You bowed your head.
I know you are crying.
"Steph,Talk to me,please..."
your voice...my favorite voice...
It changed to devilish voice and led me to hell.
I was falling in darkness.
For break your tenderness.
"Joanie...."
I felt my voice was not mine.
"Drive her out of your life!I can't endure any more."
I knew. The word hurt you.
I also knew that you couldn't drive her out of your heart.
But,I also knew that you couldn't hurt me.
After you looked at my blood, I knew your answer.
"Steph...."
Now, your sad eyes changed to darkness.
You grasped my hand firmly.
"I will do anything you want"
We're together.
We're going to hell together.
I know the hell is called "love"
Author:Mika
Disclaimer:The characters belong to WWE.This story belong to ME.
Chapter 1
When I couldn't lose my love,a devil appeared.
The devil lived in my heart.The devil never let me go....
His body pressed warm against my back and our fingers entwined.
His head rested on my shoulder.His breath warmed my shoulder.
His hands were clutched around my waist and it was obvious to us both that he was never letting go.
"Why doesn't he forget her?"
He loved me.
But he never told her separation.
We have been living together.
But, he didn't drive her out of his life.
Almost all his time was mine.
But his slight time which was not mine troubled me.
My love is driving me into a corner.
His love drove me crazy and changed me into a devil.
Don't again let go of me.
Don't leave me alone into this darkness. . .
I rolled out of Paul's arms and sat on the bed.
I wanted to escape from this dark room.
From darkness of my feeling.....
I sighed deeply and I walked into the bathroom.
Paul felt that warmth disappeared from his arm.
He reached over to touch Steph, but there was only an empty space.
"Steph?"
He called out her.He slowly opened his eyes.
He looked around.
But,there was no figure of hers anywhere.
He sat on the bed and saw the light underneath the bathroom door.
"Steph?"
He asked knocking lightly, "Are you all right?"
There was no reply from her.
Paul slowly opened the door.
He saw only a red at first.
Red which spread to the floor of the bathroom.
Her crimson blood......
He rushed to her,and wrapped his arms around her body.
"Steph,oh no....baby...."
I felt his warm arms and his voice which calls my name.
But I was so tired.I couldn't open my eyes.
He lifted me in his arms and laid me on our bed.
He telephoned in order to call an ambulance.
I felt lonely after I lost his warmth.
Only the pain of my wrist was left behind to me.
I had shouted in the heart.
Don't again let go of me.
Don't leave me alone into this darkness. . .
I woke up in the pure white room.
My right hand was in his very warm hand.
My left wrist was wrapped in the bandage.
His warmth cured my pain.
I gazed at his beautiful eyes.
The eyes were carrying out the very sad color.
"Why did you do that?"
His voice was trembling.
His pain flowed to me through his hand.
---Then,the devil whispered to me.---
I knew your tenderness.
Sometimes it killed me.
You never know....
When you were anxious about her,I'm destroyed in pieces.
"You neve understand me...."
I barely whispered.
You bowed your head.
I know you are crying.
"Steph,Talk to me,please..."
your voice...my favorite voice...
It changed to devilish voice and led me to hell.
I was falling in darkness.
For break your tenderness.
"Joanie...."
I felt my voice was not mine.
"Drive her out of your life!I can't endure any more."
I knew. The word hurt you.
I also knew that you couldn't drive her out of your heart.
But,I also knew that you couldn't hurt me.
After you looked at my blood, I knew your answer.
"Steph...."
Now, your sad eyes changed to darkness.
You grasped my hand firmly.
"I will do anything you want"
We're together.
We're going to hell together.
I know the hell is called "love"