Disclaimer: I do not own CCS, CLAMP does. And some of the songs featured in this fic, are NOT written by me. See end for more details. This is only a fan fic.
Note to Readers: Ooo, it chapter is a song fic! It features some of my favorite songs! I hope you would like them! And also I would like to thank everyone who reviewed *gives big hug and kisses to all of you*!! Thank you!!! Please review!
Important: Okay this is a cliffhanger alert! If you don't like them, maybe you should wait until the next chapter because I don't want to keep you hanging too much!
Summery: The 17 year old Tomoyo seem to have everything together, all the fame, glamour and a multi-million dollar record deal. But deep inside she is breaking apart. One day, fate brings Eriol and Tomoyo together, will he put her back together or is he going to break her even more...
Every Life Have It's Share Of Pain
Chapter 2: Violet
By Hally Dang
Music is pounding in her ear, matching her heart beat perfectly. She took a few deep breaths trying to calm herself down. It was time for her big concert. She fixed her ear and mouth piece again, it was violet, like everything else about her. Violet eyes and violet hair. Violet tube top and violet hip-huggers. Violet make-up and violet jewelry. Violet was even her name. She sighed at the thought of that. She, Tomoyo Daidouji, is the World's most loved Pop Princess Violet. It had only been a year and now all her songs had hit number one and the sale of her CD's have been record breaking.
She studied the stage, it was covered completely with a thick layer of lilac smoke and different colored lights flashed around her. She was sitting on a swing at the very back of the stage, where there was complete darkness. She was waiting for her cue.
Waves of screams and shouts were flooding around her. They were her loyal fans who loved and adored her. She slipped on a fake smile waiting for the flashes of cameras.
The music is getting louder and louder. It was playing a slow and sad tone. The lights started to flash faster. And she knew the show has begun.
"Ooo..." Her voice was beautiful, soft and enchanting. Like an angel's flowing throughout the stadium like magic. The screams from the audience got louder as the lights started to focus on her.
"You know, I don't know what it is"
She said softly, smiling,
"But everything about you is so irresistible..."
The screaming prevailed, she can't even hear herself think anymore. But she had practiced this song so many times that she didn't need to think about it.
The music started to get faster. She stood up from her swing as the lights started to flash again. Her dancers enter the stage from every direction, some came from the audience, and some enter from the right or left. They exploded into a dance.
"Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm suppose to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can't stop fanning the fire
I know I meant to say no"
"But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just cant stop myself falling (falling)
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game (no)
Cause when I feel his arms wrapped around me
I know meant to say no (I meant to say no)"
"But he's irresistible (irresistible)
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"Can't you see whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
Baby, you know its more than just spiritual
His kisses are powerful
He's so irresistible
You're so irresistible"
She smiled her best pretend smile as the cameras flashed. She looked at one guy who was screaming at her like crazy and she winked at him. Everyone screamed even louder.
"He's irresistible (yeah yeah)
Up close and personal (oh yeah)
Now inescapable I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical (oh yeah)
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"He's Irresistible
Up close and personal (yeah yeah)
I can hardly breathe (irresistible to me)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
As she sang the last few lines, fireworks exploded in the skies behind the stadium. The fans continued to scream at their idol and she bowed with her dancers.
"Hello Los Angeles!" She said into her mouthpiece. "What's up?" A wave of yells was her reply. She slapped on another fake smile. "Welcome everybody to my Purple Dreams Live Concert!" Her eyes studied her audience they were waving banners with stuff like "I love you Violet" or "You go Violet!" on them. One, which a guy was holding up a sign that read "Will you marry me?"
She gave a light laugh. "I don't think I can marry you, `cause I'm too young," she said pointing at his sign. "But...I can dedicate the next song to you." She grinned when she saw him jumping up and down in joy. "It's called `Somebody's Somebody', I hope you will enjoy it."
A large TV screen appeared behind her. It was almost as large as the entire stage. It showed her smiling as one her male dancer brought her a stool. Music started to play, it was a sad but hopeful melody.
"Watchin' lovers walkin'
Hand in hand they pass me by
Wish I was one of them
Wish I had somebody
Wakin' up beside me
Looking into my eyes at night
I want a love to call my own I want someone that I can hold
Want someone wanting me
Wanna feel how it feels to be"
Her joyful eyes suddenly clouded over. As the lights surrounded her, glistening tears ran down her cheeks. She struggles to keep her voice from cracking, she closed her eyes allowing herself to drift back into painful recollections. The song brought back so much painful memories to her. Her mind wandered through all the sorrow and grief she had buried deep inside, and this song just dug them all up. Without a warning she remembers everything that had happened in the past year, everything she had force herself to forget. All the pain.
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me"
Syaoron had came back for her Sakura. Sakura had been heart broken for almost five years now, and was overjoyed to see her Syaoron again and she completely pushed Tomoyo a side. Leaving her alone in a corner as she laughed and went off with her precious Syaoron. Tomoyo was happy Syaoron had came back for Sakura, ever since he had left Sakura had never smiled or laughed like she used to. Now he had came back she left Tomoyo, without meaning to. But she was too afraid to tell Sakura how she felt, about her and everything else. And turned to music as a relief from all the pain. She started to spend more and more time on writing songs and singing. She entered a contest at the age of 16 and found herself a record deal. Soon at the age of 17 she became Violet, famous and loved.
"Spending all of my time
Spending all my time on me
Where is that someone who
I can give my time to
Searching for that lover
With the love that will change my life
I want two arms to hold me close
I want the thing I need the most
Somebody needing me
So I can feel how it feels to be"
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me"
"What I'm looking for
Is someone to love me more
Than I've been loved before With love so right
What I need to find
Is someone to hold me tight
What I mean is I want to be ---"
Her make up is running as tears refuse to stop. She did her best to keep herself breaking, and continued on with the song. The audience gazed at her in regard as she forced a false smile upon her face.
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me..."
She finished the song with a tear streaked face. The audience was completely silent, no one dared to speak as they looked at their idol with concern. She forced herself to stand up and bow.
Suddenly, she discovered herself in a mind splintering headache. The world seems to swirl around her, faster and faster. She found it hard to concentrate. Tomoyo was losing balance as another wave of pain washed over her. It seem to blind her, as everything became fuzzy. She tried to steady herself by the stool but her hand slipped upon its surface, making her lose balance completely, she collapsed to the floor. As she was about to hit the hard ground she found herself being swallowed by blackness and pain. Before long she was lost the cold darkness, it felt as tough her mind was separated from her body, and she sank into a deep sea of sleep......
Lost and forgotten.....
What do you think? I lost my touch didn't I? I hope it's make sense! It's only the second Chapter and I feel like I lost it plot and theme!!!! Oh well, I think I'm patch it up nicely! E+T coming very soon!! Sorry if this one was a bit short. Please review, they mean a lot to me!!! And a big thanx to all who reviewed before!
About the Songs: Okay, the first song is called "Irresistible" By Jessica Simpson. Second one is "Somebody's Somebody" by Christina Aguilera (this song is on her CD so you might not have heard it, sorry).
Note to Readers: Ooo, it chapter is a song fic! It features some of my favorite songs! I hope you would like them! And also I would like to thank everyone who reviewed *gives big hug and kisses to all of you*!! Thank you!!! Please review!
Important: Okay this is a cliffhanger alert! If you don't like them, maybe you should wait until the next chapter because I don't want to keep you hanging too much!
Summery: The 17 year old Tomoyo seem to have everything together, all the fame, glamour and a multi-million dollar record deal. But deep inside she is breaking apart. One day, fate brings Eriol and Tomoyo together, will he put her back together or is he going to break her even more...
Every Life Have It's Share Of Pain
Chapter 2: Violet
By Hally Dang
Music is pounding in her ear, matching her heart beat perfectly. She took a few deep breaths trying to calm herself down. It was time for her big concert. She fixed her ear and mouth piece again, it was violet, like everything else about her. Violet eyes and violet hair. Violet tube top and violet hip-huggers. Violet make-up and violet jewelry. Violet was even her name. She sighed at the thought of that. She, Tomoyo Daidouji, is the World's most loved Pop Princess Violet. It had only been a year and now all her songs had hit number one and the sale of her CD's have been record breaking.
She studied the stage, it was covered completely with a thick layer of lilac smoke and different colored lights flashed around her. She was sitting on a swing at the very back of the stage, where there was complete darkness. She was waiting for her cue.
Waves of screams and shouts were flooding around her. They were her loyal fans who loved and adored her. She slipped on a fake smile waiting for the flashes of cameras.
The music is getting louder and louder. It was playing a slow and sad tone. The lights started to flash faster. And she knew the show has begun.
"Ooo..." Her voice was beautiful, soft and enchanting. Like an angel's flowing throughout the stadium like magic. The screams from the audience got louder as the lights started to focus on her.
"You know, I don't know what it is"
She said softly, smiling,
"But everything about you is so irresistible..."
The screaming prevailed, she can't even hear herself think anymore. But she had practiced this song so many times that she didn't need to think about it.
The music started to get faster. She stood up from her swing as the lights started to flash again. Her dancers enter the stage from every direction, some came from the audience, and some enter from the right or left. They exploded into a dance.
"Don't you try to tell me that he's not my type
To hide what I feel inside
When he makes me weak with desire
I know that I'm suppose to make him wait
Let him think I like the chase
But I can't stop fanning the fire
I know I meant to say no"
"But he's irresistible
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"Don't you think I'm trying to tell my heart what's right
That I should really say goodnight
But I just cant stop myself falling (falling)
Maybe I'll tell him that I feel the same
That I don't want to play no game (no)
Cause when I feel his arms wrapped around me
I know meant to say no (I meant to say no)"
"But he's irresistible (irresistible)
Up close and personal
Now inescapable
I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual (oh oh yeah)
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"Can't you see whenever he's close to me
I really find it hard to breathe
He's so irresistible
Baby, you know its more than just spiritual
His kisses are powerful
He's so irresistible
You're so irresistible"
She smiled her best pretend smile as the cameras flashed. She looked at one guy who was screaming at her like crazy and she winked at him. Everyone screamed even louder.
"He's irresistible (yeah yeah)
Up close and personal (oh yeah)
Now inescapable I can hardly breathe (I can hardly breathe)
More than just physical (oh yeah)
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
"He's Irresistible
Up close and personal (yeah yeah)
I can hardly breathe (irresistible to me)
More than just physical
Deeper than spiritual
His ways are powerful
Irresistible to me"
As she sang the last few lines, fireworks exploded in the skies behind the stadium. The fans continued to scream at their idol and she bowed with her dancers.
"Hello Los Angeles!" She said into her mouthpiece. "What's up?" A wave of yells was her reply. She slapped on another fake smile. "Welcome everybody to my Purple Dreams Live Concert!" Her eyes studied her audience they were waving banners with stuff like "I love you Violet" or "You go Violet!" on them. One, which a guy was holding up a sign that read "Will you marry me?"
She gave a light laugh. "I don't think I can marry you, `cause I'm too young," she said pointing at his sign. "But...I can dedicate the next song to you." She grinned when she saw him jumping up and down in joy. "It's called `Somebody's Somebody', I hope you will enjoy it."
A large TV screen appeared behind her. It was almost as large as the entire stage. It showed her smiling as one her male dancer brought her a stool. Music started to play, it was a sad but hopeful melody.
"Watchin' lovers walkin'
Hand in hand they pass me by
Wish I was one of them
Wish I had somebody
Wakin' up beside me
Looking into my eyes at night
I want a love to call my own I want someone that I can hold
Want someone wanting me
Wanna feel how it feels to be"
Her joyful eyes suddenly clouded over. As the lights surrounded her, glistening tears ran down her cheeks. She struggles to keep her voice from cracking, she closed her eyes allowing herself to drift back into painful recollections. The song brought back so much painful memories to her. Her mind wandered through all the sorrow and grief she had buried deep inside, and this song just dug them all up. Without a warning she remembers everything that had happened in the past year, everything she had force herself to forget. All the pain.
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me"
Syaoron had came back for her Sakura. Sakura had been heart broken for almost five years now, and was overjoyed to see her Syaoron again and she completely pushed Tomoyo a side. Leaving her alone in a corner as she laughed and went off with her precious Syaoron. Tomoyo was happy Syaoron had came back for Sakura, ever since he had left Sakura had never smiled or laughed like she used to. Now he had came back she left Tomoyo, without meaning to. But she was too afraid to tell Sakura how she felt, about her and everything else. And turned to music as a relief from all the pain. She started to spend more and more time on writing songs and singing. She entered a contest at the age of 16 and found herself a record deal. Soon at the age of 17 she became Violet, famous and loved.
"Spending all of my time
Spending all my time on me
Where is that someone who
I can give my time to
Searching for that lover
With the love that will change my life
I want two arms to hold me close
I want the thing I need the most
Somebody needing me
So I can feel how it feels to be"
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me"
"What I'm looking for
Is someone to love me more
Than I've been loved before With love so right
What I need to find
Is someone to hold me tight
What I mean is I want to be ---"
Her make up is running as tears refuse to stop. She did her best to keep herself breaking, and continued on with the song. The audience gazed at her in regard as she forced a false smile upon her face.
"Somebody's somebody
Someone's someone
Some sweet lover's lover
I wanna be that one
Someone faithful to someone faithful
Someone kind to someone kind to me
Somebody to somebody who loves me
Who loves me..."
She finished the song with a tear streaked face. The audience was completely silent, no one dared to speak as they looked at their idol with concern. She forced herself to stand up and bow.
Suddenly, she discovered herself in a mind splintering headache. The world seems to swirl around her, faster and faster. She found it hard to concentrate. Tomoyo was losing balance as another wave of pain washed over her. It seem to blind her, as everything became fuzzy. She tried to steady herself by the stool but her hand slipped upon its surface, making her lose balance completely, she collapsed to the floor. As she was about to hit the hard ground she found herself being swallowed by blackness and pain. Before long she was lost the cold darkness, it felt as tough her mind was separated from her body, and she sank into a deep sea of sleep......
Lost and forgotten.....
What do you think? I lost my touch didn't I? I hope it's make sense! It's only the second Chapter and I feel like I lost it plot and theme!!!! Oh well, I think I'm patch it up nicely! E+T coming very soon!! Sorry if this one was a bit short. Please review, they mean a lot to me!!! And a big thanx to all who reviewed before!
About the Songs: Okay, the first song is called "Irresistible" By Jessica Simpson. Second one is "Somebody's Somebody" by Christina Aguilera (this song is on her CD so you might not have heard it, sorry).