Title: Changes (Pt 2)
Subtitle: If You Were Mine (Spikes POV)
Author: Faith; Faith_Dru@lycos.com
Disclaimer: Buffy and the gang don't belong to me, they all belong to the master mind Joss Whedon. The song 'If You Were Mine' belongs to Cyndi Thomson although I did change the words around so that they would fit.
Rating: PG maybe PG-13
Summary: While Willow's having her moment after Oz broke up with her, this is what's going on in Spike's thoughts. Spike and his demon are kind of split personalities, caused by the chip.
Pairing: implied Willow/Oz, but not really.
Spoilers: Again the brake up isn't like in the show, and Verucca doesn't exist.
Author's Notes: *Thoughts*, ~Demon thoughts~, // song//, - actions -
Feedback: Please! Don't make me beg! Not that I've got anything against begging, but Spike doesn't like when I've got to beg. (

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* I love the rain. It's always fun standing outside....no one around, except a few helpless people that are oblivious....not like it'll do me any good... *

In the middle of his thoughts he saw something that seemed familiar.

* Red? *

He could hear her crying once he got closer to her still form.

* What could she be crying about? Wonder in her puppy had anything to do with this. I wish that I could hold her or at least comfort her, tell her everything will be okay. *

He followed her until she stopped under a more sheltered, and excluded area. * What a strange place to come, but I've seen her come her often. * ~ Yeah you've been following her...just like the great poof himself.~ * Sod off! * ~ You're becoming a great poof. ~ * Sod off! * ~ You know she intrigues you. ~ * I never said she didn't...I just meant that following Willow is like the poof of a sire following -shutter- Buffy. * ~ Good point. ~ * But Willow she's different. She's something else. *

// If she were mine, I would celebrate like everyday was Christmas.
If she were mine, I would love her like it's nobody's business.
I would give her everything I had.
I would treat her right, I would make her laugh.
Baby I would smile forever,
If she were mine. //

* What's that she saying? * ~ I think she's saying....~ *Please remember! Please remember what? * -Listening- * Oz? *

// If she were mine, baby every night would be a romance novel.
If she were mine, I would quench her thirst like a tall glass of water.
She would be my one desire.
I would kiss her like a house on fire.
Baby I would burn like crazy,
If she were mine. //

* I want to go and hug her and tell her everything will be okay. * ~ Then go. ~ * I don't want to scare her, and it's tearing me a part watching her cry. *

// She everything I can't resist.
Just to hear her voice is bliss.
It is, yeah it is. //

* I could kill that lit' puppy...because he's hurting.... ~ our ~ Willow! *

// If she were mine I would shout it out.
We'd show the world what love's about.
We'd never sleep in our big old bed,
We'd just kiss and kiss and kiss instead.
If she were mine, I would be complete.
Nothing would be missing baby.
If she were mine,
If only she were mine. //

He watched her fade away, like no one knew she was there....but he did, he would always know that she was there. And he would keep watching her, like it was natural.

TBC?