Disclaimer- I don't own the pretty boys.. though I am willing to take them
off anyone's hands. Also I don't own the song 'Strange and Beautiful' by
Aqualung, they do, obviously.
Warning - Shounen AI, perhaps a little lime too.. AyaxKen and YoujixOmi.. though in this chapter it's more OmixYouji.. This should be the only chapter that has a song in it.. I was just inspired to do it after reading a hell of a lot of AyaKen.. a lot more than even a fangirl like me should read.
//lyrics//
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Strange and Beautiful
// I've been, watching your world from afar
I've been, trying to be where you are
And I've been, secretly falling apart //
Aya handed the skillfully created bouquet to the young girl in front of him, as well as some change. It was amasing what these girls would pay for flowers as long as they were given by any of the four men who worked at the shop. The girl was blushing and thanking him, a strong blush across her cheek, but all he did was nod in return, he wasn't even looking at her. His eyes were focused upon a certain brown haired nineteen-year old across the shop floor. Ken was too busy trying to fight off several high school girls to notice the looks Aya was giving him, each of the girls was trying to take something from him, the flowers he picked up for a bouquet, the flowerpot he had intended to use, even the decorative paper.
After a few more moments of struggling and apologising to the girls for tugging away the objects so harshly, he had managed to put them on the table in the middle of the shop, he allowed the girls to watch him do his work but he was totally oblivious to the crimson haired man watching him as well. The red head didn't know precisely when he'd fallen for the ex J- Leaguer, just that he had done. They had only worked together for, well, it was under two years and it's only natural that you fall for someone in your work place, right? The fact that it was Ken never bothered him, he had had relationships before, with both men and women before his sister was involved in that.. accident.. It was that it was now, that bothered him so much. The red haired assassin had been confused since the day his sister had woke up, could he now feel again? His reason for vengeance was now gone, his sister was awake, was Ken just the impulse his body had made now it could feel again? Was this love.. or just need? He had to believe it was love, he had to believe that he belonged in the arms of the former goalkeeper, and, that the former goalkeeper belonged in his embrace as well.
// I'll see, to me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be, so perfect with me but you just
Can't see, you turn every head but you don't
See me //
"Aya-kun!" the genki blonde shouted above the squealing of the girls. Aya, though his sister was awake, and everyone knew his real name, the name Aya had stuck, Weiss were too used to calling him it, he was too used to hearing it, to change back to Ran now would seem, wrong. But did that mean that Ran no longer existed? "Aya-kun!!" Omi shouted a little louder this time to try and grab their leader's attention, the resident dart thrower had noticed that their crimson haired flower man seemed to be drifting away from them recently, especially with the missions drying up. He seemed to be thinking too much, as if he was doubting something, but all the time he spent thinking, he could put into action, to prove himself wrong. The blonde sighed as Aya eventually cast his violet eyes toward him. "..What is it?" Aya asked in his usual authoritative tone. The youngest member of Weiss had almost forgotten with all that thinking about his leader's mental state, that he actually came over here to ask him something. "I can't reach the wire that the customer wants.. could you please come help me?" The shorter of the two almost whimpered. It was embarrassing always having to ask the others to reach something for him, as he was too much of a chibi, as Youji would put it, to reach it himself. One of these days, he'll grow a couple of inches, reach that shelf himself.
Omi had that determined look on his face, that one where he tries to look older than he is and just ends up coming off as adorable. Aya had almost felt like smiling, but instead he nodded for Omi to lead the way, easily reaching to the shelf and taking the wire from it, handing it to the school boy next to him. "Thank you Aya-kun.." Omi said quietly, looking to the floor before he disappeared into the crowd of women once again. Closing his eyes, Aya leant back against the shelf, falling back into his thinking state of mind, only to be interrupted again twenty seconds later by a small group of girls, who more than anything just wanted to hear him speak. Why wouldn't these girls leave him alone? Youji, Ken and Omi would be a lot more appreciative of their company, or at least would treat the girls as if they were. To Aya that was their mistake, if you don't treat them like they're wanted, then they'll get the idea that they're not.
"Omi.." a small whisper had caught the attention of the blue eyed boy. "Hai?" he walked toward the door, where the whisper was coming from, only to be grabbed by three arms that pulled him quite roughly out of the shop. Ken, meanwhile, had been watching Omi from his position near the cash register, making sure that the youngest member of their team wasn't getting into any trouble, but all that it seemed to be was a guy and a couple of girls, giving Omi some kind of challenge. Ken was confused about this so he watched a little longer until one of the girls produced Omi's laptop, now Ken knew he didn't have to watch over the little one, he knew that he'd get his computer back, Omi would kill for that little electrical device. Ken finished paying for a small group of girls and flashed them a smile to let them know that he had appreciated their business. As soon as they started to move away, Ken's eyes also started to wander. He let the green orbs fall over each of the people in the room, including his teammates, but always found his eyes kept wanting to fall upon one person, one Aya Fujimiya, well, Ran Fujimiya, but the name meant nothing, it was the man beneath the name Ken had grown so fond of. He often wondered whether Aya knew how beautiful he was, and by beautiful he meant breathtaking. Ken had often found himself thinking of what it would be like to be in those strong arms, to be entwined with that body, to be part of that man's heart and to offer him a piece of his own, it was just that, well, Aya wouldn't be interested, would he?
Omi nodded to the request of the three in front of him, not because he had to, after all he could take back his computer in a second, it was because he wanted to. He could tell that his face was heating up, but he really didn't care, hopefully the three that had given his challenge would take it as embarrassment and not, as it was, a full on blush. He had been dreaming of doing this for months now. The elder member of Weiss had flirted with him, sure, but did he have any idea of how far he was really pushing this "chibi"? The taller blonde had flirted with everyone, everyone that had entered the shop, unless they managed to state they were under eighteen, but this golden rule that Youji lived by seemed to have let Omi by. Was this a sign that Youji liked him too? Or was Youji just so comfortable around him that he didn't feel that he needed to effect Omi with that rule? Either way it didn't matter, Omi could always pass this moment off to the others as a dare given to him, that he hadn't really wanted to do it, but he secretly hoped that maybe Youji would return these feelings.
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me. Yeah, yeah //
Aya had been watching Omi outside, his little fan group seemed to have gotten bored and had went to pester Ken. He hadn't wanted to pass off his problems to Ken, but he knew that the brown haired young man could handle them better than he could. Anyway, back to Omi, that determined look had reappeared on his face, but this time it was accompanied by a subtle blush as he walked in brushing past the hoards of customers towards one Youji Koudou. Youji had his back turned and didn't see it coming before a hand pulled him round, an arm slinking around his neck before pulling him down to meet their soft lips, the kiss had been initiated, and it was only polite for Youji to kiss back, wrapping his arms around the slim waist before him. Before he knew it he was lost in the sheer passion of the moment, lips parting and slips of flesh clashing in a dance of pure heat. It seemed like a blissful eternity, but in reality it was only a few seconds before the kiss was broken and his brain allowed the images that his eyes had been sending him through. "O..Omittchi?" The younger was blushing furiously as he bowed slightly and then ran off back out the shop to take his laptop back and to try and calm his rapidly beating heart.
"Omittchi?" Youji repeated.. His natural grace and confidence seemingly lost to confusion. Omi wasn't meant to kiss him, Omi was meant to be the innocent one, the naïve one, the one Youji loved but never wanted to corrupt. He was still standing in the middle of the shop floor, Aya, Ken and the customers had watched him enjoy that kiss, really enjoy it, most of the girls were smiling and even Ken had an amused look on his face, but still Youji couldn't move. Though the physical presence had gone, he could still feel Omi there, it was captivating, it was like his first kiss all over again. His body slowly began to recover and he ran his hand through his hair, reaching to tie it up again before realising his hair tie had disappeared, and he had the oddest feeling that the genki boy had took it from him.
Omi kept himself pressed against the wall, his laptop in his right hand, trapped in a tight grip while in his left hand he played with the band he had taken out of Youji's hair during their kiss. It was everything he had been dreaming about and more. He hadn't expected to get so lost in the kiss, to just forget where he was, who was looking at him. Omi snapped the band around his wrist. Even if Youji didn't like him, he'd always have that band to remind him of that kiss. He turned around to walk back into the shop only to be stopped by a tall body in front of him. A soft hand cupped his chin gently before his eyes were raised to meet with Youji's soft smile "That's two things you've stolen from me chibi.." he said calmly before he placed a reassuring kiss upon the nervous school boy's lips.
//Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
And I know, that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes//
Ken had watched the whole thing.. of course he hadn't seen Youji and Omi but himself and Aya. He hadn't even realised the smile that crept upon his face until Youji left to follow the youngest member of their team. He was still smiling when his gaze had risen to meet Aya's, a blush quickly over taking his face before he managed to look away. It was just that Aya was so.. hypnotizing to say the least. "If you're not buying anything get out!" Their fearless leader had snapped, Aya was embarrassed of being caught staring at Ken, by Ken himself that he just wanted to be alone, so he had to shout at the girls get them out of here. Youji and Omi walked in together, Omi was looking down, his cheeks flushed while Youji's arm was draped over him. Aya growled slightly under his breath, why couldn't Ken and him just work out that way? Though the younger member of the newly formed couple was obviously nervous about this public display of affection, Youji was there for reassurance, for support.
Ken was happy for the two, but he couldn't help feeling jealousy pang at him as well. Aya was so distant, the chances that, even if Ken did pull off a stunt like Omi, that it'd actually pay off, were minimal. Aya'd probably push him away, keep him at a distance, probably not even look at him again. Was one kiss really worth all that risk? To lose the potential of everything for that one moment? Omi seemed to think so.. But Aya and Youji are so different. He could risk it all, even for that brief second of contact, he felt like he could risk it all and it would be worth it, but only if he succeeded.. if he lost Aya before he even had the chance to be with him, it would crush him.. He would wait, until he knew the time was right, and if that time never came? If that time never came then he and Aya just weren't meant to be, eventually he'd be able to accept that. There was no point in keeping the shop open while everything was in so much chaos, so Aya approached Ken. "Close up. I'll be in my room if you need me.."
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you. Love me //
Was the word please so hard to utter? For Aya perhaps it was.. Ken nodded to his words silently before lifting his head to watch the older man walk away, his gaze followed every movement that body made, his brain analysed what that body would feel like next to his own, against his own. It was like Ken and slipped into some kind of dream and as the crimson haired assassin disappeared behind the door, Ken's lips parted and he subconsciously said the words. "..I need you.." But by then, of course, it was too late. Omi cast him a concerned glance, and he wasn't sure if the little one had heard his words, but it didn't matter, nothing could be done about them, not yet. Picking up the keys Ken went toward the door, closing and locking them for the night. "Ken-kun?" Omi had said from somewhere behind him. "Hm?" was his detached answer. "Are you okay?" Ken smiled as he turned around reaching up to ruffle the younger's hair. "I'm fine Omi- kun, you go and have some fun alright?" his smile broadened. "Well done chibi.." he said affectionately, causing the small blonde to blush. "Thank you Ken.. goodnight!" he offered before turning to leave the room and catch up with Youji. As soon as the boy had disappeared the ex soccer player sighed. "..Goodnight".
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
Cos I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you, love, me yeah, yeah, yeah. //
He had to leave. He couldn't stand being in that room. How did they find it so easy? Aya knew he loved Ken, just like Omi loved Youji, but he couldn't be that forward, not at the moment, probably, not for a long time. He still had to get used to the fact that he was still human, and the more he realised that the more he felt for Ken. Closing his door behind him Aya stripped off before going to the bathroom and splashing his face with water, washing and cleaning himself before laying on his bed, wrapping himself in the white sheets and staring at the space next to him. Would Ken ever lie there in the pale moon light? Would Aya ever get to feel that strong, athletic body next to his? Would he ever be able to stroke that smooth skin and trace the line of his electric smile with his fingers? To slowly stroke the chestnut strands that gently frame a tanned face and pale eyes? Aya sighed with frustration. He didn't know! He didn't know whether he could even if he got the chance! Would his mind let his body become human again? Could he risk it? All he knew was that a certain nineteen year old would be haunting his dreams that night as he placed a pale hand on he empty space next to him.
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End . AN - Hm.. hopefully this will be the first chapter of many.. but hey.. it might just be a one shot.. Review.. tell me what you think.. anything you'd want me to explain in the next chapter? What did you think of Youji and Omi? More importantly what did you think of Aya and Ken? I know that Youji and Omi did more, but I was just trying to prove that Omi and Youji are very different from Aya and Ken.. tell me if I conveyed that alright. Anyway.. I've got to go think of Ran.. mm.. Ran..
Ja matte ne!
^_^ Avenged Suffering ^_^
Warning - Shounen AI, perhaps a little lime too.. AyaxKen and YoujixOmi.. though in this chapter it's more OmixYouji.. This should be the only chapter that has a song in it.. I was just inspired to do it after reading a hell of a lot of AyaKen.. a lot more than even a fangirl like me should read.
//lyrics//
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Strange and Beautiful
// I've been, watching your world from afar
I've been, trying to be where you are
And I've been, secretly falling apart //
Aya handed the skillfully created bouquet to the young girl in front of him, as well as some change. It was amasing what these girls would pay for flowers as long as they were given by any of the four men who worked at the shop. The girl was blushing and thanking him, a strong blush across her cheek, but all he did was nod in return, he wasn't even looking at her. His eyes were focused upon a certain brown haired nineteen-year old across the shop floor. Ken was too busy trying to fight off several high school girls to notice the looks Aya was giving him, each of the girls was trying to take something from him, the flowers he picked up for a bouquet, the flowerpot he had intended to use, even the decorative paper.
After a few more moments of struggling and apologising to the girls for tugging away the objects so harshly, he had managed to put them on the table in the middle of the shop, he allowed the girls to watch him do his work but he was totally oblivious to the crimson haired man watching him as well. The red head didn't know precisely when he'd fallen for the ex J- Leaguer, just that he had done. They had only worked together for, well, it was under two years and it's only natural that you fall for someone in your work place, right? The fact that it was Ken never bothered him, he had had relationships before, with both men and women before his sister was involved in that.. accident.. It was that it was now, that bothered him so much. The red haired assassin had been confused since the day his sister had woke up, could he now feel again? His reason for vengeance was now gone, his sister was awake, was Ken just the impulse his body had made now it could feel again? Was this love.. or just need? He had to believe it was love, he had to believe that he belonged in the arms of the former goalkeeper, and, that the former goalkeeper belonged in his embrace as well.
// I'll see, to me, you're strange and you're beautiful
You'd be, so perfect with me but you just
Can't see, you turn every head but you don't
See me //
"Aya-kun!" the genki blonde shouted above the squealing of the girls. Aya, though his sister was awake, and everyone knew his real name, the name Aya had stuck, Weiss were too used to calling him it, he was too used to hearing it, to change back to Ran now would seem, wrong. But did that mean that Ran no longer existed? "Aya-kun!!" Omi shouted a little louder this time to try and grab their leader's attention, the resident dart thrower had noticed that their crimson haired flower man seemed to be drifting away from them recently, especially with the missions drying up. He seemed to be thinking too much, as if he was doubting something, but all the time he spent thinking, he could put into action, to prove himself wrong. The blonde sighed as Aya eventually cast his violet eyes toward him. "..What is it?" Aya asked in his usual authoritative tone. The youngest member of Weiss had almost forgotten with all that thinking about his leader's mental state, that he actually came over here to ask him something. "I can't reach the wire that the customer wants.. could you please come help me?" The shorter of the two almost whimpered. It was embarrassing always having to ask the others to reach something for him, as he was too much of a chibi, as Youji would put it, to reach it himself. One of these days, he'll grow a couple of inches, reach that shelf himself.
Omi had that determined look on his face, that one where he tries to look older than he is and just ends up coming off as adorable. Aya had almost felt like smiling, but instead he nodded for Omi to lead the way, easily reaching to the shelf and taking the wire from it, handing it to the school boy next to him. "Thank you Aya-kun.." Omi said quietly, looking to the floor before he disappeared into the crowd of women once again. Closing his eyes, Aya leant back against the shelf, falling back into his thinking state of mind, only to be interrupted again twenty seconds later by a small group of girls, who more than anything just wanted to hear him speak. Why wouldn't these girls leave him alone? Youji, Ken and Omi would be a lot more appreciative of their company, or at least would treat the girls as if they were. To Aya that was their mistake, if you don't treat them like they're wanted, then they'll get the idea that they're not.
"Omi.." a small whisper had caught the attention of the blue eyed boy. "Hai?" he walked toward the door, where the whisper was coming from, only to be grabbed by three arms that pulled him quite roughly out of the shop. Ken, meanwhile, had been watching Omi from his position near the cash register, making sure that the youngest member of their team wasn't getting into any trouble, but all that it seemed to be was a guy and a couple of girls, giving Omi some kind of challenge. Ken was confused about this so he watched a little longer until one of the girls produced Omi's laptop, now Ken knew he didn't have to watch over the little one, he knew that he'd get his computer back, Omi would kill for that little electrical device. Ken finished paying for a small group of girls and flashed them a smile to let them know that he had appreciated their business. As soon as they started to move away, Ken's eyes also started to wander. He let the green orbs fall over each of the people in the room, including his teammates, but always found his eyes kept wanting to fall upon one person, one Aya Fujimiya, well, Ran Fujimiya, but the name meant nothing, it was the man beneath the name Ken had grown so fond of. He often wondered whether Aya knew how beautiful he was, and by beautiful he meant breathtaking. Ken had often found himself thinking of what it would be like to be in those strong arms, to be entwined with that body, to be part of that man's heart and to offer him a piece of his own, it was just that, well, Aya wouldn't be interested, would he?
Omi nodded to the request of the three in front of him, not because he had to, after all he could take back his computer in a second, it was because he wanted to. He could tell that his face was heating up, but he really didn't care, hopefully the three that had given his challenge would take it as embarrassment and not, as it was, a full on blush. He had been dreaming of doing this for months now. The elder member of Weiss had flirted with him, sure, but did he have any idea of how far he was really pushing this "chibi"? The taller blonde had flirted with everyone, everyone that had entered the shop, unless they managed to state they were under eighteen, but this golden rule that Youji lived by seemed to have let Omi by. Was this a sign that Youji liked him too? Or was Youji just so comfortable around him that he didn't feel that he needed to effect Omi with that rule? Either way it didn't matter, Omi could always pass this moment off to the others as a dare given to him, that he hadn't really wanted to do it, but he secretly hoped that maybe Youji would return these feelings.
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
When I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you love me. Yeah, yeah //
Aya had been watching Omi outside, his little fan group seemed to have gotten bored and had went to pester Ken. He hadn't wanted to pass off his problems to Ken, but he knew that the brown haired young man could handle them better than he could. Anyway, back to Omi, that determined look had reappeared on his face, but this time it was accompanied by a subtle blush as he walked in brushing past the hoards of customers towards one Youji Koudou. Youji had his back turned and didn't see it coming before a hand pulled him round, an arm slinking around his neck before pulling him down to meet their soft lips, the kiss had been initiated, and it was only polite for Youji to kiss back, wrapping his arms around the slim waist before him. Before he knew it he was lost in the sheer passion of the moment, lips parting and slips of flesh clashing in a dance of pure heat. It seemed like a blissful eternity, but in reality it was only a few seconds before the kiss was broken and his brain allowed the images that his eyes had been sending him through. "O..Omittchi?" The younger was blushing furiously as he bowed slightly and then ran off back out the shop to take his laptop back and to try and calm his rapidly beating heart.
"Omittchi?" Youji repeated.. His natural grace and confidence seemingly lost to confusion. Omi wasn't meant to kiss him, Omi was meant to be the innocent one, the naïve one, the one Youji loved but never wanted to corrupt. He was still standing in the middle of the shop floor, Aya, Ken and the customers had watched him enjoy that kiss, really enjoy it, most of the girls were smiling and even Ken had an amused look on his face, but still Youji couldn't move. Though the physical presence had gone, he could still feel Omi there, it was captivating, it was like his first kiss all over again. His body slowly began to recover and he ran his hand through his hair, reaching to tie it up again before realising his hair tie had disappeared, and he had the oddest feeling that the genki boy had took it from him.
Omi kept himself pressed against the wall, his laptop in his right hand, trapped in a tight grip while in his left hand he played with the band he had taken out of Youji's hair during their kiss. It was everything he had been dreaming about and more. He hadn't expected to get so lost in the kiss, to just forget where he was, who was looking at him. Omi snapped the band around his wrist. Even if Youji didn't like him, he'd always have that band to remind him of that kiss. He turned around to walk back into the shop only to be stopped by a tall body in front of him. A soft hand cupped his chin gently before his eyes were raised to meet with Youji's soft smile "That's two things you've stolen from me chibi.." he said calmly before he placed a reassuring kiss upon the nervous school boy's lips.
//Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes
And I know, that waiting is all you can do
Sometimes//
Ken had watched the whole thing.. of course he hadn't seen Youji and Omi but himself and Aya. He hadn't even realised the smile that crept upon his face until Youji left to follow the youngest member of their team. He was still smiling when his gaze had risen to meet Aya's, a blush quickly over taking his face before he managed to look away. It was just that Aya was so.. hypnotizing to say the least. "If you're not buying anything get out!" Their fearless leader had snapped, Aya was embarrassed of being caught staring at Ken, by Ken himself that he just wanted to be alone, so he had to shout at the girls get them out of here. Youji and Omi walked in together, Omi was looking down, his cheeks flushed while Youji's arm was draped over him. Aya growled slightly under his breath, why couldn't Ken and him just work out that way? Though the younger member of the newly formed couple was obviously nervous about this public display of affection, Youji was there for reassurance, for support.
Ken was happy for the two, but he couldn't help feeling jealousy pang at him as well. Aya was so distant, the chances that, even if Ken did pull off a stunt like Omi, that it'd actually pay off, were minimal. Aya'd probably push him away, keep him at a distance, probably not even look at him again. Was one kiss really worth all that risk? To lose the potential of everything for that one moment? Omi seemed to think so.. But Aya and Youji are so different. He could risk it all, even for that brief second of contact, he felt like he could risk it all and it would be worth it, but only if he succeeded.. if he lost Aya before he even had the chance to be with him, it would crush him.. He would wait, until he knew the time was right, and if that time never came? If that time never came then he and Aya just weren't meant to be, eventually he'd be able to accept that. There was no point in keeping the shop open while everything was in so much chaos, so Aya approached Ken. "Close up. I'll be in my room if you need me.."
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
I'll put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you. Love me //
Was the word please so hard to utter? For Aya perhaps it was.. Ken nodded to his words silently before lifting his head to watch the older man walk away, his gaze followed every movement that body made, his brain analysed what that body would feel like next to his own, against his own. It was like Ken and slipped into some kind of dream and as the crimson haired assassin disappeared behind the door, Ken's lips parted and he subconsciously said the words. "..I need you.." But by then, of course, it was too late. Omi cast him a concerned glance, and he wasn't sure if the little one had heard his words, but it didn't matter, nothing could be done about them, not yet. Picking up the keys Ken went toward the door, closing and locking them for the night. "Ken-kun?" Omi had said from somewhere behind him. "Hm?" was his detached answer. "Are you okay?" Ken smiled as he turned around reaching up to ruffle the younger's hair. "I'm fine Omi- kun, you go and have some fun alright?" his smile broadened. "Well done chibi.." he said affectionately, causing the small blonde to blush. "Thank you Ken.. goodnight!" he offered before turning to leave the room and catch up with Youji. As soon as the boy had disappeared the ex soccer player sighed. "..Goodnight".
// I'll put a spell on you
You'll fall asleep
Cos I put a spell on you
And when I wake you I'll be the first thing you see
And you'll realise that you, love, me yeah, yeah, yeah. //
He had to leave. He couldn't stand being in that room. How did they find it so easy? Aya knew he loved Ken, just like Omi loved Youji, but he couldn't be that forward, not at the moment, probably, not for a long time. He still had to get used to the fact that he was still human, and the more he realised that the more he felt for Ken. Closing his door behind him Aya stripped off before going to the bathroom and splashing his face with water, washing and cleaning himself before laying on his bed, wrapping himself in the white sheets and staring at the space next to him. Would Ken ever lie there in the pale moon light? Would Aya ever get to feel that strong, athletic body next to his? Would he ever be able to stroke that smooth skin and trace the line of his electric smile with his fingers? To slowly stroke the chestnut strands that gently frame a tanned face and pale eyes? Aya sighed with frustration. He didn't know! He didn't know whether he could even if he got the chance! Would his mind let his body become human again? Could he risk it? All he knew was that a certain nineteen year old would be haunting his dreams that night as he placed a pale hand on he empty space next to him.
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End . AN - Hm.. hopefully this will be the first chapter of many.. but hey.. it might just be a one shot.. Review.. tell me what you think.. anything you'd want me to explain in the next chapter? What did you think of Youji and Omi? More importantly what did you think of Aya and Ken? I know that Youji and Omi did more, but I was just trying to prove that Omi and Youji are very different from Aya and Ken.. tell me if I conveyed that alright. Anyway.. I've got to go think of Ran.. mm.. Ran..
Ja matte ne!
^_^ Avenged Suffering ^_^