Yami: Why!?!? Why did you encourage her!?!?!

Oh, quit being a baby! At least you're _in_ this chappy!

Yami: Only because you like doing evil things to me!

Yugi: You should see what she's doing to me! I'm totally OOC in this!

Yami: *reads ahead* Yeah, but during those moments it's in _my_ POV! So _i'm_ the one that suffers!

Hey, without it it wouldn't be a torrid love st- AGH! FORGET YOU HEARD THAT!

Yami and Yugi: What? What?

Forget it - just do the disclaimer! Now!

::Chaos Chao ownth not Yu-Gi-Oh::


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Chapter Four - Why are you running away?

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I had stayed in that little clearing all day. Actually, at one or two points I



dozed off, only to wake up from nightmares where Yugi was ripping apart the Puzzle and



sending me back to that awful black pit…just the memory made me shudder. But now it was



getting dark, and though the rain had died down to a drizzle I wasn't particularly fond of



the idea of sleeping in the park. So I pushed myself up, briefly cursing when I discovered



both my legs were asleep. After waking them up I staggered out of the park. Even though



the rain was mostly gone, it was a lot colder than I liked. I shivered, then sneezed.



Great, the _last_ thing I needed right now was to get sick! As I made my way along the



streets, I glared at the houses with undeniable envy. And since somesome things just can't



be helped, I walked on. I was finally admitting to myself that I had no idea where I was



going when I heard someone speaking. "Yugi?" I looked, and much to my personal dismay I



saw Taya staring at me. Her eyes widened when she realized exactly who she was speaking to.



"Yami? What -" I didn't give her a chance to finish the question. Instead I continued



walking. Much to my annoyance, she followed me. "Yami! Wait up!" I toyed with the idea



of actually stopping and talking with her, but decided against it. Yugi wanted me out of



his life entirely - that meant not associating with his friends. Taya, a sheer force of



nature when stubborn, got in front of me and blocked my way. "Yami, stop and talk to me!"



I sighed, and though I didn't walk off I did avoid meeting her eyes. "I got a call from



Joey saying you left Yugi! Did you really leave him?" I nodded. "Really? Why did you



leave? And why didn't you come to one of us? You look like you went swimming with your



clothes on." I didn't have an answer for that. That seemed to not satisfy Taya. "Yami,



look at me. _Why_did_you_leave_?" She even had to ask? I gave her the only answer I could,



which was to meet her eyes. Judging from the shock on her face, she could tell. And so I



walked past her, turning the nearest corner and then several more in order to lose



her. During which I became lost myself. After a few more hours, I found a place to spend



the night. Being curled up in a wooden packing crate was not one of my better experiences.



I'm not sure how I managed to sleep, but I did.




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After that copper pillar, I left Yami's Soul Room entirely. My feelings of



lousiness were not helped when I saw several messages on the machine. I played them back,



one at a time. "Yo Yugi, it's Tristan. Joey said you got rid of Yami. I have exactly one



thing to say about that. Ahem. WHAT IN *bleep* WERE YOU THINKING, YOU *bleep* !?!?!?!?!?!



Oh, and call me back." "Yugi, it's Ryou. Joey called me and told me about you and your



Yami. I don't feel it's my place to say anything, but I don't see why this had to happen.



*background noise* What? Oh. Uh, my Yami wants to know if you still want to keep the



Millennium Puzzle. I think he's joking, but…you know him." "Yugi, this is Taya. I'm



calling from Tristan's house. Joey called me about Yami this morning, but I didn't believe



it until an hour ago. Because then I ran into Yami. Yugi, I really think you need to find



him, and the sooner the better." I deleted all the messages. Then I noticed my stomach



growling, plus how late it was. Grabbing a quick snack, I went to bed. But after flopping



down on the bed and barely blinking, I was back in my Soul Room. I wanted to stay there,



but something drew me to Yami's Room. I suppose it was my curiosity acting up. After all,



I wasn't sure why Yami had left me to begin with. Walking amongst the pillars, I gingerly



reached out to touch a rust-red one.





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Seth was by my side, as always. Sitting on the throne all the time was usually


boring, but this case proved to be interesting. The guards hauled the white-haired lad


between them and dumped him in front of me. "This boy was caught stealing from the Royal


Palace," Seth told me. "The punishment for thievery is death by beheading." I raised my


hand, stopping the guards from merely hauling their prisoner off. I turned to see Seth's


ice-blue eyes boring into me. "Your Highness?" He asked the rest of the question in his


gaze. "I believe it is _my_ job to pass judgment on these things, Seth." My voice was bored,


but held a knife edge underneath. Turning back to the others, I asked, "What did he steal?"


"Uh, actually," the guard said, "He was apprehended before anything was taken." "Indeed?


And what, may I ask, tipped you off to arrest him?" The guards faces went blank as they


tried to remember, which proved my suspicions correct. I got up and walked right up to the


bound prisoner. "Your name?" I asked him directly. He glared at me, but answered.


"Bakora." I smirked. I knew that name. He knew me too, and though he continued to glare at


me he also flicked his eyes in the direction of my mostly treacherous High Priest. If


anything, my smirk got bigger. "Well then, Bakora, what were you doing when my guards found


you?" "I was going after my dog," he said. "He got away from me, and ran onto the palace


grounds. When I went after him to retrieve him, he got away from me again. That is when


your guards found me." It was quite obviously a lie, and he knew I knew it. "Well then,


there's no problem then is there?" I said, sitting back down in my throne, next to which


stood a fuming Rod Bearer. "Escort this fine lad to the gates and see him off." They lead


him off, Bakora looking both mad and satisfied at the same time. He was obviously getting


revenge for a defeat by Seth, but the fact he now had to live with was that he owed me. And


he knew it…
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I blinked. Okay, so the rusted ones were from Egypt. I tried a silver one.



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I watched from my Soul Room as Yugi sauntered down the street. He was excited


because of this 'dance studio' thing that he and some of his friends had set up for the girl


Taya. I personally have no idea what 'ballet' is, but I was happy that Yugi was happy. He


stopped being happy when he saw the thug go into the warehouse that Taya was supposedly


meeting him in. He ran as fast as his legs could go, and burst in on the thug cornering


Taya. "Taya!" He yelled, and tried to grab the thug, the fact he only came up to the man's


waist not stopping him for an instant. The man slammed Yugi into a nearby pile of wood,


knocking him out cold and briefly stunning me. I was able to discern Taya biting the man


before he slammed her into a wall and knocked her out too. That's when I took control of


our body from my unconscious other half. "Stand and face me, coward!" I said. "Huh?"


"Not so bold when someone stands up to you, are you?" "What are you talking about?" "Play


a game with me now, and I will decide your fate," I said as I held up Yugi's deck. "What


are you, nuts?" "Are you afraid? My game should be simple enough for even you to


understand. We each pick a card, and the highest power card wins." "You _are_ nuts," the man


said, and drew. "Hah! Lets see you beat this card! It's points are really high!" He held


the Curse of Dragon. I closed my eyes and drew, with absolute confidence in the Heart of


the cards. "And I drew…the Dark Magician, which means I win!" He growled, and lunged,


yelling, "I can still get you anyway, you freak!" Why did they always insist on being bad


losers? I sighed. "I really don't think so. Mind Crush!" I performed the Crush on the


man, dropping him. I knew that after a really, really bad day he was going to be perfectly


fine, so I went to check on Taya. She was just coming around, as was Yugi. "Taya? Taya,


are you alright?" I said to her. "Don't worry, you won't have to worry about him anymore."


Then I relinquished control back to Yugi without him knowing I had been there…
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"Oh." I felt kind of surprised I hadn't realized this sooner. So it had been



Yami in that instance. From what I could tell, Taya had had an inkling of his being



there, but until just now I had never figured it out. Feeling rather embarrassed, I



wandered around for a while before choosing a pillar that seemed to be made of some sort of



dark bluish steel.




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Sigh. Still stuck in the Soul Room. Yugi's acting like i'm going to attack him the


second he takes his eyes off me. Of course, he doesn't listen when I try and explain


myself. He barely talks to me at all, which can make anybody kind of lonely after a while.


I mean, sure I can sense what he's thinking, see what he's doing, but that's nothing like a


real conversation. Uh-oh. Damn, he's upset at something…here we go again. /Yami./


//Yes?// /You did it again. I can't believe you did it again when I told you not to do it


EVER!/ //What? What did I do?// /That Mind thing you do. You did it on the guy while I


was unconscious! You went behind my back!/ //Aibou, I -// /Don't 'Aibou' me! I told you


not to and you did it anyway! I've got half a mind to take the Puzzle apart right now!/


That sent me into a panic, embarrassing yes, but this was MY EXISTENCE we're talking about.


//NO! Please Aibou, don't do that!// /You're really not going to do it anymore?/ He was


skeptical. //I-I won't even speak unless you want me to! Just don't take apart the


Puzzle.// Gods that was pathetic. A new low for me. /Alright, but you'd better keep your


word this time!/ He closed off the link, leaving me alone. Not really alone, technically


speaking, but as close as I could be. I didn't even bother hiding the tears that threatened


to spill. He _hated_ me. He hated everything about me, and all I did was protect him from


certain death. It didn't really help that no matter how much he hated me, I couldn't help


but like him. That's what kept me going under all this pain. The thought that maybe, just


maybe, he might go back to the sweet, loving Light that I had known…
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I was crying, I suddenly realized. I remembered that incident, it had happened a



month ago today. I couldn't believe I had threatened to kill him! I moved to another dark



blue steel pillar. Though it did take me a minute to work up the courage to actually reach



out and touch it.



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I might as well face facts. Yugi is never going to change back. And I haven't


spoken to him or anything, just like I promised. I haven't even spoken in my own defense


when he rants about me. I watched in melancholy fashion as Yugi met up with his friends


after school. They're at the 'arcade', although I'm still not sure what really happens in


there. 'Video' games aren't something you learn about as a Pharaoh. And to make things


worse, I can't exactly ask Yugi for an explanation, can I? Yugi seems to be good at them.


He's actually laughing, something I wish he'd do more often. "I won again!" "Ah, this


thing must be broken," Joey grumbled as he kicked the offending machine. "Joey, don't be a


sore loser just because Yugi beat you seventeen times in a row," Taya said. "That just


ain't natural! It's not fair, seeing as how Yug's got the King of Games to use!" I was


afraid someone would mention me. Yugi's good mood instantly switches gears. "What, do you


think I need him to play?" He snaps, and his friends look surprised. "You think I can't do


anything without Yami, don't you!" I winced at his tone. "Jeez Yug, you don't gotta take


it _personally_," Joey snapped back defensively. "Yeah, we all know you weren't even using


Yami," Tristan added, most unhelpfully. "Stop mentioning me," I whispered as I tried to


cover my ears from the argument that followed. Yugi's anger really hurts me, the sheer


force of it gets shoved right down our link and sears itself into my brain every time. And


this one was no exception. After a while, they calm down and make up. Yugi even manages to


stay calm when Taya asks the inevitable, 'Hey, we haven't seen Yami in a while, how is he


anyway?' "Give me a second, I'll ask," Yugi said to her. /Yami./ //Yes?// He sounds


relaxed enough, but I probably shouldn't push it. /They want to know how you're doing./ Oh


gee, I'm just peachy, except for being MISERABLE! //Tell them I'm fine,// I managed to say


in a neutral tone. Yugi cuts off the link again and relays my message to the others. "You


know, maybe he wants to try a video game. How about he joins us, Yugi?" Tristan's idea


sounds perfectly fine to me, but of course Yugi's not about to let me out for an instant.


"Actually, I have to go home now. Maybe next time," Yugi says smoothly…
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I winced. I was beginning to sound like how Yami Bakura used to, a thought that



deeply sickened me. I hadn't noticed my paranoia turning into this kind of semi-sadistic



treatment. I didn't even _know_ my anger could hurt him like that. Feeling that was enough



for one night, I left the Soul Room. It was eight in the morning. I shrugged and got up,



belatedly realizing I was still wearing the Puzzle. I took it off and stuck it in a desk



drawer before going to the kitchen for breakfast.




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Yugi: Can I register a complaint?

Yes, what is it?

Yugi: *ahem* YOU MADE ME LIKE YAMI BAKURA!

Yami Bakura: And what, pray tell, is wrong with that?!

Yami: How did you get in here?

Yami Bakura: Chaos Chao forget to lock her door again.

Actually, I invited him over!

Yugi and Yami: You did? Why?

I wanna see if I can do this theme with him and Ryou! But it'll have a LOT more Yami Bakura angst and suffering than i've been doing to Yami... (eyes glaze over thinking about wonderful evilness to be written)

Yami Bakura: You do and I'll seriously injure you for life.

Too late, one's in the works! MUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Yami Bakura: I'm gone. (runs off screaming)

Yami: If only we could do that...

Yugi: I know what you mean. Oh well, everybody R&R!

Yeah!