I see a flash

Remember a black memory

So faint

It's hard to tell in this cloud

Eyes are open

Flash - a garden

Back to the cloud

It's swallowing me further now

I fight for the thought

Of a boy who learned

At such a young age to fight back

To hide his feelings.

Flash - his father

Shouting yelling screaming at him

To keep quiet

He better run

And he better do it fast

Or his old man

Or his memories

Or that black cloud

Will catch up with him.

He learns to mask the pain

He learns to cover it all up

He learns to almost forget.

He's rude

I'm evil

He's crude

I'm mad

We're suffering

We're hiding

We're one in the same

We didn't mean it

We won't do it again

I didn't mean anything.

Flash - a garden

It's like a prison

Ironic

I worked there

I worked in my prison

I am my prison

Have I been forever

Have I always

A swirling light

A flash

A cloud.

It will swallow me

Don't let it

I don't want it to

I'm fighting to stay on top

I'm fighting and losing

Really losing bad

These dark restraints.

Flash - electricity

It's that chair

It's haunting me

Leave me alone

I want to be free.

Flash - me

I think that's me

Who is that man

Who is me

Who am I

I know

I thought I knew

What's my name

How could I forget

How would I know

So many people

Which one am I?

I knew

I did know

But when that cloud

That cloud is over me

Taking me

Catching me

I have no idea

It's such a dark cloud

Am I going mad?

Who am I?

Who am I?

Who am I?

I am mad

I am gone

I cannot come back

I cannot remember anything

I cannot escape now

It's got me

It took me

I am...

Flash -