Disclaimer: I do not own digimon or any of its characters.

OK, I wrote this really fast, cause I had nothing better to do today, 5-21- 02…no school, so I just wrote it really fast, when I got up this morning, so …….this is probably a crappy story, I don't even remember what happens in it, except that it's a Taikari……..ok hope you guys enjoy this story, is not done yet….and I didn't even proof read it…so don't expect to much…….

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Heh I know I suck at writing, but I don't know why I keep writing. Sorry. *_*

Tai's Pov

I arrived home and went to my room, to write in my journal about my crappy day, Sora had just set my down, even laughed at me for asking. I started to think "Heh heh another day in my crappy life continued. Maybe I'll write it in my journal today.

Bla bla bla, hey maybe I can check on my lasts entree , you know to check my last toughs, sometimes its funny to read my own problems…… like this one, when Kari was sick, about two months ago… hey I described her a little cute sleeping angel… or this one (flipped page) how it would be perfect to have a girlfriend who cares about other people, like Kari does…… Or this other one where I described the girl of my dreams , short hair, big brown eyes, no taller than me, with a verry cute smile………..OK let see ….OH Ho

Big eyes, cute smile, sleeping angle, someone who cares for other people, like Kari…….heh hah hah, I think I just described Kari as my perfect girlfriend how stupid is that…….Okk why do I feel funny….could I have really fallen in love with her…….(flipped pages) I mention her in every other entrees,…. ( Check last entry)….(reading)… Ok I just ranted on how cute Kari looked the other day…….

Oh Crap, I love my sister, great another reason to hate my life.

Now that I think about it, I do love her, why didn't I figure it out before, I really luv her…. I even day dream about her in my algebra class, I love her, and she is going to hate my for that….. why did I have to fall in love with someone who would never love my back…..never… damn you world, you just deprived me of my happiness."

I turned the page in my journal, and wrote about me, being in love with her… how much I love her, how much…. My eyes begun to close slowly as I tough of her, how cute it she was….I love you…Kari.

Four weeks Later

Still Tai's Pov

Haw… I can't take her out of my head, damn I luv her, I have tried everything, even going out with other girls, trying to forget about her, and all I get to, is my setting in a restaurant with a cute girl, telling her how good of a sister I have…I'm sad, very sad. I have even tried ignoring her, but I just can't keep myself away from her… and I'm starting to be more noticeable, I even blush when she sees me, I think she is starting figure me out.

I got up and headed to the bathroom, I need to take a shower. I grabbed my stuff and headed to the bathroom, still thinking of her.

Kari's Pov

I laid on my bed, writing on my journal

I love him, I love him so much, but I can't have him even tough his right there next to me, even tough I see him every day, I can't have him. How could I had fallen for him? …. I know why, cause he is everything I could of ever wanted, Tall, cute hair, cute eyes, surprisingly strong, his brave….outgoing…..his my brother….why, if thing had been different I wouldn't hesitate to ask him out, my Tai…. Whom I love. Forever and ever.

I got up closed my journal, I hid it, and walked out, I really needed to pee, writing all of that, got me going…. I left my room, and walked to the bathroom….heh heh….Just then I saw the bathroom door open, and a shirt less Tai walked out….oh god…. I though I was going to faint, I'm seeing the crush of my life, shirt less in front of me, I could of fainted, he was way to well built to be a 14 almost 15 years old.

He walked past me, he gave me a smile and walked over to his room, I could of fallowed him to his room, and done stuff to him. Naughty tough… must contain myself… walk to the bathroom… overcome the urge. I made a joke in my mind, and left to the bathroom, he was still in my mind tough. I would need to tell him soon, my mind would explode soon.

I finished my business on the can, so I left, I headed for the kitchen, to eat a sorry excuse for a breakfast. I ate, regretting it, my breakfast taste like bird crap….wait how do I know what bird crap tasted like….well anyways this would taste like that.

After I finished with my "food" I headed to the couch, time to sit and watch some good old T.V ……oh great Tai is hugging the control….but that's alright he looks so cute, he can have it…. "hey Kari do you want watch T.V with me" he said, as he pointed to the space next to him, I blushed at the words "with me" I hope he didn't noticed. There where a couple of useless things laying on the other side of the couch, so the space between him and the useless crap was very small, so I squeezed in- between them.

I was very close to him, and I could even smell his sent, his perfume, the fresh smell he had just after he finished his bath. We watch T.V for quite some time, not watching anything in particular, just different channels. After a while I had relaxed enough to settle next to him. I coddled next to his worm body, it felt so right, to be there next to him. I loved him, I, unknowingly started to lean on his chest, and I very slowly flung my arms around him. After sometime he too placed his arms around me, and we stayed in that position for quite some time, till I looked up to him, not realizing how close his face was.

My lips brushed against the tip of his chin, I blushed at my accidental touch, but he only looked at me, and gave me a small verryyyy worm smile, I blushed even more. He brought his hand up and cupped my chin, he slowly made me look at him, and his eyes placed a spell on me, they took me, and I was mesmerizes by them, I felt his body slowy lean towards me, I begun to think I was in a dream. His lips gently brushed against mine….and " Tai, Kari, are you guys up yet" I heard my mom yell trough her room, Damn… so close…. Tai got up, braking our embrace. I felt bad. What had just happened?, who started this? did he like me.?

He got up from the couch, leaving me alone there, and left for his room, he went in said nothing…. I couldn't be left hanging there… I got up and fallowed him in, he had closed the door before I got there, but he didn't lock it… I entered his room, he hadn't noticed me.he was laying on his bed, his arms on his back, thrown as if he was about to do crunches. His eyes closed, he seemed to be thinking hard….. yet he looked peaceful.

I crept up without him noticing me.

Tai Pov

What had just happened, I almost kissed her, but she hadn't refused, did she like me. I laid on the bed thinking, imagining what would of happened if he had kissed her….. God did I ever felt so uncompleted now, I had almost tasted her, why…

That when I felt someone lean on me I flung my eyes opened surprised.

Kari's Pov

I went up to his bed, and without thinking, I slowly leaned on his body, on top of him…. I touched his face, feeling his face, his skin… he had a surprised look, but his eyes showed other things… I decided to take action, before he got me off from him, if this would be the last time, and only time I kiss him ( because he might never like me back) I would, as sure as hell, make it worth while.

My hands went to his cheeks, as I took him near me, my lips met his, and a world of joy surged my body. I leaned closer to him, deepening the kiss. For a while he just received the kiss.. well what else would I have expected, I was about to pull away, to end, probably his misery…..my lips were about to detach from his, when I felt his strong hands, wrap themselves around my waist, and with one motion, he turned us around, and I felt him on top of me.

He was kissing me now, I couldn't believe it he loved me, soon I too kissed him back, and we were kissing madly, Making up for lost time I think.

He finally let go of my lips, and pulled his head back, his eyes were facing mine, I was cough in them again. I reached up and touched his face. A tear seem to trickle down his cheek. He got of me, and started to walk around…. He then took his coat from his chair, he lunged it across his shoulder and opened the door, he was leaving….but how after what we had done, did he not love me… he was leaving me…. I felt my eyes fill with tears, I was about to burst into tears, as he went trough the door, he then took a step backwards, and looking at me, " you coming" he asked me, giving me a small smile, as if he himself was unsure what he was doing….. a smile crossed my face, as I recomposed myself, and got up and walked to his side, and very doubtfully, I gave him a quick peck on the lips, he smiled and took me by the waist… and hoping our parents weren't outside to see us, in such an embrace, we left his room, and finding out that our parents hadn't left there room we left the apartment. I knew we would go somewhere were we would be able to talk.



Ok, since I know this story sucked, I'm going to replace it with a better one, as soon as I read it myself, when I proof read it….the second chapter will be up by the next weekend, when I find myself bored again and I start to write for the hell of it

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PLEASE, AND TELL ME WHAT TO DO NEXT CHAPTER…..( OH YEA, I WOTE THIS THING IN, PROBABLY 2 HOURS, SO AGAIN DON'T BE TOO HARD ON THE REVIEWS)……off to get lunch, yay