Chapter 8
It has been over two months, and still she hasn't seen any of her family or friends. So
much for promises of visits. Amy called her practically everyday though, and Linda,
Vince, Shane, and Paul called usually once a week.
Milia had come to an conclusion though, she really only missed Amy and Paul. At least
that's what she told herself, but deep down she really missed her family. She felt like she
wasn't good enough, to be part of the McMahon family.
There had been alot of change in Milia. She was reading, though she still had a long way
to go, but it was a start. She had learned to drive. That was the most exciting thing for
her, she had even passed her driving test. But there was something else that had changed
about Milia, she had a new air of confidence to her. Her attitude had gotten tougher, but
it was only to cover the hurt.
"Milia, you have visitors." Ms. Brooks called. Ms. Brooks, was one of the most
annoying people she ever met. She was nosie and lectured way too much. She had
Saturday's off, but yet she was still here, in the house.
Must be Missy, Milia thought as she opened the door her bedroom. Milia had made
friends with her neighbors. Their parents were from old money, and currently living in
Paris. But they had chosen to stay behind in LA. Melissa was the only one there this
week, Melinda had a meeting in New York.
"Missy, what are you up too? You want to go shopping?" Milia said as she began to fly
down the steps.
"I'm not Missy, but you know I'm always up for shopping."
"Oh my god." Milia said coming down the steps as fast as she could. "Amy, I'm so glad
to see you. I'm so surprised, why didn't you tell me your coming?"
"Because I wanted it to be a surprise." Amy said reaching out and hugging Milia.
"How long can you stay?" Milia asked pulling away.
"I'm here until next sunday, that's if you don't mind me staying here."
"You know that your always welcomed here."
"Thanks. Now I have another surprise. Go look in your drive way." Milia looked at
Amy strangely wondering what she meant by that. Maybe it would be Matt. Milia had
thought alot about Matt in the past two months. Then she decided to show her something
that she had been working on. She raised one of her eyebrows keeping the other one
down.
Amy began to laugh, as Milia did her rock impression. "You have to show that too
Dwayne. But come on." Amy said sounding excited. She pushed Milia out of the door.
Milia stood shocked. There stood Shane beside a brand new Burgundy BMW
convertible. He came up and hugged Milia.
"You can close your mouth now, Sis. This is a gift from Dad and Mom. As soon as they
heard that you passed your driver's test, they decided to buy you a car. They wanted to
come themselves, but they were busy."
"Damn, I love it. I can't believe it." Milia said running to the car. "Wait a minute, their
not trying to buy me off, are they."
"Probably, but take the car, and still be pissed at them, I am. I am angry that they sent
my little sister across the country, and didn't even bother to tell me, till after it
happened."
"Well let's not think about it, okay." Milia said as Shane nodded his head in agreement.
"I know Amy is staying for a week, but what about you?"
"I would love to stay longer, but I got to get back. I have to be at a board meeting early
tomorrow morning. But I am coming back in two weeks okay."
"Okay, Shane. Do you have to leave now?" Shane nodded his head yes. "Well here I'll
drive you to the airport, then Amy and I can go shopping and catch up on things. But let
me change first."
They nodded in agreement and walked into the house after Milia. "Come on I'll show
you to the guest room, next to mine." Milia said to Amy.
Fifteen minutes later, Milia came back down the stairs. Amy and Shane were waiting in
the living room. Milia was excited because they were going to see her in something they
had never seen her in before.
"Milia, oh my God, you look great." Amy said taking in Milia. She had on a blue jean
shorts with a black baby T. "The scars are completely gone."
"Yeah, I had the treatments done when I first came here. Plus the Tatoo is gone." Milia
turned around showing her lower back.
"My little sis is all grown up. I must admit though you look good." Shane said hugging
her.
"Thanks, let's go before you miss your flight."
Milia and Amy made Shane sit in the back seat, as they headed off to the airport. Milia
had a great time, and enjoyed the time she got to spend with her brother, even thought it
was short. After dropping Shane off at the airport, Milia and Amy were now on their way
to the mall.
"So, what's been happening around the federation? Any good gossip?" Milia asked
Amy.
"Let's see, nothing really big. Andrew went home and found his girlfriend in bed with
another guy. He blew up, and kicked her out."
"Well, he doesn't have room to talk. I never met him, but I saw him go to his room with
a ring rat once."
"That sounds like Andrew. All the divas are beginning to gang up on Stacey and Torri.
No one can stand them. Oh, and Adam says hi."
"I miss the big oaf. So how is Matt?" Milia asked nonchalantly.
"He's doing okay." Amy said with a smile. She knew that the two liked each other.
Matt had been moping for the last two months. Jeff was about ready to kill him. So
when Amy told him she was coming out there, Jeff decided that him and Matt would fly
out Tuesday. "Actually if you don't mind, Matt and Jeff, thought that they would come
out on Tuesday and stay for a few days."
"No, I don't mind at all." Milia said with a small smile on her face.
"And what's that smile about?" Amy asked.
"I have no clue what your talking about, I'm just happy your here."
"Yeah right, so what do you feel about Matt?"
"He's nice."
"Milia, I saw you two kiss back in New York. Now tell me."
"Okay, I like him alot. I just hope he likes me back. Besides, It would never work, I'm
all the way out here, and you guys are always traveling. I guess you can call it a crush."
Amy let the subject drop. As much as she wanted to push things along, she knew that she
couldn't. Everything would have to happen on their own time.
They got out of the car and headed into the mall. As soon as they got into the first store,
Milia's cell phone went off.
"Hello?" Milia said turning on her phone.
"Hey, Milia. Are you busy?" Missy's voice said coming through the phone.
"I'm here shopping with my friend Amy. She flew in to stay for a little while. Why
anything going on tonight?"
"I was thinking about hitting Club Sapphire tonight. Would you girls be up for it?"
"Hold on one minute, Missy." Milia turned to Amy, who was busy looking at a violet
halter top. "Amy, feel like hitting a club tonight, with my friend Missy. It's a one of the
most slammn' places to go."
"Defiantly. You know I'm always up for a party." Amy said deciding to buy the top.
"Missy, we're on. We'll take my new ride, so we'll pick you up."
"When did you get a car?'
"Today, when my parents had it delivered. It is sweet, it's a burgundy BMW
convertible."
"Sounds hot, okay I'll see you let's say Midnight."
"Okay, later." Milia shut of her phone, and set out to find the perfect outfit.
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Three days later . . . .
"Come on let's go." Milia said trying to hurry Amy up. They were getting ready to pick
Jeff and Matt up from the airport. Milia was getting nervous.
"Calm down girl." Amy called from upstairs. Five minutes later she walked down.
"Trying to look good for a certain someone."
Milia looked down at her clothes. She had on low waisted jeans, with a tight red tank top
that stopped above her belly button. "I have no idea what your talking about."
"Yeah right."
"Amy don't start."
"I'm not. But I am excited that your going to get your belly button pierced today."
"I know, I am too. I just hope that the guys flight is on time, or I will miss the
appointment."
"It will be, come on let's go."
Twenty minutes later we pulled up to the airport and parked. As they went in, Amy
almost walked into a post because she was busy watching a hot guy. Milia had to admit
he was cute. He had blonde hair that he wore messy, and had great muscles. He had a
tatoo of a chain going around his upper arm. Total hottie.
"He's been the most gorgeous guy so far." Amy said as they took a seat to watch the
planes come in. They had five minutes to wait, so they spent that time checking guys
out.
"Amy, over there. That guy in the blue shirt. Now he's hot." I said pointing to a guy
with short blonde hair, and rocker type appearance.
"No, too skinny. That guy over there with the muscles, now he's nice." Amy said
looking the opposite direction.
"But not as gorgeous as me." A voice said from behind them. Milia and Amy turned
around to see Jeff and Matt behind them.
"Hi, guys. Uh, We didn't see you come in." Amy said with a small smile.
"Probably not since you were staring at rocker boy, and muscle guy." Jeff said with a
laugh.
"Had to have something to do." Milia said with a smile.
"Is that right?" Matt asked.
Milia didn't say anything, just smiled. "Boys, we'll meet you out front. Come on Amy,
we'll pull the car around." Milia gave the guys a big smile, and winked at Matt before
turning around and walking away.
Matt stood completely still for a few seconds. He was shocked that Milia was actually
flirting with him. He watched her walk away, her hips lightly swaying. 'Damn, she
looks good.' Matt thought taking in her appearance. Matt couldn't see any signs of scars,
that she used to have.
"Okay, Matt you can stop staring now." Jeff said with a laugh. He was relieved to see
Matt in a better mood. They began to walk towards the luggage claim department.
After they collected their suitcases, they quickly made their way out of the airport. They
hadn't been recognized yet, and they were hoping to keep it that way. As soon as they
walked out the doors, Milia and Amy pulled up in a convertible.
"Nice car, you really need to let me drive it one day." Jeff said eyeing the car
appreciatively
"Don't." Amy said with a laugh. "Jeff, is one of the worst drivers that I know."
"Hey." Jeff yelled as him and Matt hopped into the backseat.
Milia took off, out of the parking lot. She looked back at Matt through the rearview
mirror, and smiled as she caught him staring at her.
"So, do you have any good music?" Matt asked.
The radio was tuned into a station that played hip hop music. Milia was the type of
person who liked to listen to every kind of music. Then she remembered that both Matt
and Jeff were into Rock. She hit the cd changer button, and an Aerosmith cd began to
play.
"Milia, you need to put the petal to the medal if we're going to be on time." Amy said
looking down at her watch.
Milia floored the petal, and shot off. Ten minutes later, they pulled into a practically
empty parking lot. It was 7:30 and this part of the city hadn't began hopping yet. It
usually didn't untill midnight. But this parlor was the best, and Milia wanted to do
something else later, so she made the appointment for early.
"What are we doing here?" Jeff asked looking at the sign that read tatoos and piercing.
"Milia is getting her belly button pierced." Amy said as she got out of the car.
"Oh, really." Matt said letting is mind picture her with a hoop on her belly. The image
began to stir him.
"Cool, maybe I can get an idea for a new tatoo." Jeff said as they went into the shop.
"Hey, Jake." Milia said as she went up to the counter.
"So, are you ready?" Jake asked Milia. She had met Jake through Missy. She had tried
to hook them up together, but there were never any sparks between then. Milia didn't
know why, he was good looking. He had brown eyes, and a gorgeous goatee. His head
was shaved, but he pulled if off so well. Actually Jake, would look bad with hair.
"Yeah, did you get it in?" Milia asked mysteriously, which caught Matt's attention.
"I ordered it just for you Lia." Jake said reaching up and taking a small box off of the
shelf. He opened it up and there laid a gold hoop with a jade stone in the middle.
"Are you sure you want it pierced with this one, because it will have to stay in for
awhile?" Jake asked.
"Yeah, that's why I picked it when Missy and I were in here last time. I'll be back to buy
more." Milia said.
Matt began to wonder about Jake and Milia. They seemed to know each other well.
Matt began to wonder why he cared so much.
"Okay, back here." Jake moved towards the back room. Milia grabbed Matt's hand and
dragged him along. Jeff and Amy were busy looking at tatoos.
"Hold my hand Matt?"
"Anything you want." Matt held Milia's hand as she climbed onto the table. Jake done
the piercing quickly, and Matt was shocked that Milia hadn't even flinched when it
happened. Matt was in awe of Milia.
Milia leaned over and kissed Matt's cheek. "Thanks for holding my hand." Milia
whispered to Matt.
"Anytime." Matt replied in a whisper. That's when Matt realized he was falling for
Milia. And it was head over heels falling.
"So what do you think?" Milia asked as she stood back from him.
"I love it. It is so sexy." Matt said.
"I was hoping you would say that." Milia said with a small smile. Everything was going
her way, now hopefully the rest of the night would also.
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They drove to the house, next. Everyone needed to change, before they headed out again.
Milia was going to take them to a small bar. They had great food, and Milia loved the
people there. Milia and Amy decided to get ready together, in Milia's room.
"So tell me are you going after Matt?" Amy asked with a smile. They had been flirting
with each other all evening.
"Amy to tell you the truth I have no idea. Would you be angry if I did, I won't if you
want me to stay away from him."
"No, I don't mind at all. Actually I think you two are very cute together." Amy said with
a smile. "Are you sure your ready for something to happen with him?"
"Amy, I know everyone thinks that I'm going to break down at any minute. But I'm not,
I've accepted what's happened in the past and moved on. I know it's hard for people to
understand but my past doesn't bother me. It's like this. I never knew that the life I was
living was wrong, so it doesn't bother me. Sure I was scared most of the time, and cried
alot, but it's over. And even though I haven't worked out everything, I just want to forget
about it for now. I still have major issues with Vince and Linda, and one day I'm sure I'll
let them know how I feel. But as for a real love, Amy I am so ready, I have been for
awhile. And I'm not in love with Matt, at least not yet, but Amy I have feelings for him
that I have never had for anyone."
"Milia, it's okay. I believe you. I'm so happy for you." Amy said hugging Milia. Milia
seemed so sure of herself, so Amy wasn't going to question it. "Just please take it slow,
for your sake, and for Matt's."
"Okay sis. You know that's what you are to me, a sister. More than Stephanie ever will
be."
"That's how I think of you Milia." They were hugging again. "Now, let's go before we
begin crying."
Milia took one last look at herself in the mirror. She had on a blue jean skirt that sat low
on her waist, with a black button up sweater, which was only buttoned between her
breasts.
They walked down stairs to see Matt and Jeff already waiting on them. Milia had to
admit that Matt looked good. He had on a pair of baggy jeans and a white shirt with a
blue symbol on it.
"Are you two finally ready?" Jeff asked with an exaggerating sigh.
"Yeah, but we have to wait on the limo, it should be here in five." Milia said sitting
down.
"Limo?" Jeff asked.
"Yeah, Vince has one on call, whenever I want it. I hardly ever use it, but since we're
going to a bar tonight, I thought we better take it."
Just as she finished explaining, the limo drove up. "Perfect timing." Amy said with a
smile. They walked out and got in.
"Oh, I hope you guys don't mind, but my friend Missy's coming with us." Milia said
giving a smile to Amy. Amy and Missy had met when they went out the first night, and
hit it off. Amy thought that she would be perfect for Jeff, so they came up with a little
scheme to get them together.
We pulled up too the third house down, and Missy came running out. That girl, never ran
out of energy. Milia had to shake her head, as always Missy had went all out on her
appearance. She had on black leather halter dress with a sliver chain belt. Her black hair
was loosely curled and around her shoulders. She was built like her Italian ancestors, she
was just gorgeous. But just like Jeff, she was afraid to try anything, especially on a dare.
"Hello, Lia, Amy, and you two hot guys." Missy said jumping into the limo. She ended
up sitting between Amy and Milia directly in front of Jeff.
"Those two hot guys as you called them are Matt and Jeff." Milia said pointing out each
one.
"So, this is the famous Matt." Missy slipped out. Milia elbowed her and she yelped.
Matt gave Milia a smug grin.
"I wouldn't be too smug Matt, she talks about several other guys too. Let me see there's
a Paul and a Adam. But she has fell to mention a Jeff." Missy said eyeing Jeff up and
down. Jeff was doing the same to her.
"This should be an interesting night." Amy said out loud looking at the two potential
couples.
Fifteen minutes later, they pulled up to the bar. The girls led the way. Missy and Milia
stopped to talk to the bouncer.
"Hey, Tom. Is it rowdy tonight?" Missy asked putting her arms around the big man.
"Of course, just the way you like it." He said with a smile.
"You know me to well." Missy said with a laugh. "Well were going to go get a table."
"Have fun. Oh, Milia, we've already had some people in here asking if you were going
to be playing tonight. So you know that Billy's going to be asking."
"Thanks for the heads up, Tom." Milia said as they began to walk towards and empty
table.
"Play what?" Amy asked.
"Lia here, plays guitar and sings here sometimes." Missy said, answering for her.
"You know Missy I can talk." Milia said with a laugh. Missy just shrugged.
"I didn't know you could sing, or play guitar for that matter." Amy said taking the stool
at the end of the table. Milia ended up beside her and Matt. Missy and Jeff on the other
side.
Milia was surprised that Matt hadn't told anyone. She looked over and smiled at him,
knowing that they had a secret between them. "I'm decent at it." She said. Matt wanted
to say that she was being modest, that she was actually one of the best, but then he would
have to explain how he knew.
So, Missy instead spoke up. "What did I tell you about being modest, Lia? It's not worth
being, it just wastes time. She is great, one of the best. Actually she's the most requested
singer here, and has offers from some of the best clubs."
"We want to hear you Milia, you have to sing for us." Jeff said.
"Maybe later, we'll see. Let's order, I'm hungry." Milia said changing the subject.
The night was going great. Jeff and Missy were really hitting it off, and Milia was having
a blast. Amy even seemed to be enjoying herself.
"Let's dance." Matt said grabbing Milia's waist and helping her off of the stool. She put
her beer bottle down on the table, and followed Matt on to the dance floor. Missy and
Jeff were already dancing, and Amy was dancing with a hot guy on the other side.
"You know Milia, everytime I see you, your more beautiful." Matt said into her ear as
they danced.
"And you Matt, become more charming."
"I try."
"I bet you do. So Matt how had your life been these past two months."
"Miserable."
"Why?" Milia asked looking up at him.
"Because I met this wonderful woman, then she had to go away." Mat said watching
Milia blush.
"Well, I think I know how you might have felt. I met this wonderful man, and then had
to go away." Milia said stepping closer to Matt.
"Oh really, if you saw him right now, what would you do?" He asked as his hands went
around her waist.
"This." Milia hooked her hands behind Matt's head, and brought his lips down to meet
hers. Milia closed her eyes letting the sensations take over. She could feel the electricity
going through her body. Matt gently prodded Milia's lips open. His tongue sliding into
her mouth. Then slowly he broke away from her.
"Milia we need to talk, let's go sit down." Milia shook her head in agreement. Matt took
her hand and walked to the table. She sat down on one of the stools, Matt stood in front
of her, and wrapped his arms around her.
"Milia, I want you to know that I'm not the type of guy who is into casual relationships,
that's not my style. And if you don't want anything serious you need to say something
now, because Milia, I'm falling for you. It started that weekend at the spa, and I've
missed you badly since you've been gone. But I don't want to rush you, if your not ready
I'll understand, and I am willing to take it slow." Matt said some of the things he was
thinking.
Milia reached up and stroked his face. "Matt I've fallen for you too. And you don't
know how ready I am to have a real relationship. It's like I've waited for you my whole
life. And I know everyone thinks that they have to walk on eggshells around me, but I
don't need time. I know what I want, I want you. Plain and simple. And there might be
things that will take me time to tell you, but I will tell you eventually. You just have to
trust me." Matt leaned in and kissed Milia. It all did seem simple. They both needed
each other. "But, Matt I don't want to hold you back. I'm going to be here in LA and
your going to be on the road."
"Milia, I don't care where you are, you could always come and visit. And I'll come out
here to see you. Let's just see where this goes."
"I would love nothing more Matt." Milia and Matt kissed again. Matt broke away, much
to Milia's dismay. "Hey, I wasn't through with you." Milia said with a smile.
"Not until you sing for me. I want to hear your voice again." He nibbled on her ear.
"Okay, but don't think that you'll get away with this." Milia said getting up and going
over to the bar.
"Hey Billy, do you mind if I hit the stage tonight?" Milia asked the owner. She knew he
wouldn't.
"Only if you sing my song." Milia smiled over at Billy.
"Of course. Billy." Milia said.
She turned to see everyone sitting at the table again. She felt a tap on her shoulder and
turned around to see Jake. "Hey, I heard from Missy that you were coming here tonight,
so I thought I would stop in and see if you were singing." Jake said.
"Your just in time Jake. Hey, you know you should go talk to the red hair girl over
there."
"Oh really, isn't she the one you came in to the shop when you got your piercing?"
"Yeah, I thought I saw you staring at her. Go talk to her, she's single." Milia said as
Jake smiled. She walked away to the stage, as he walked towards the table.
She stepped on stage and nodded towards the band, who she often sang with me. The
lead singer handed me his extra electric guitar with a smile. The band loved when Milia
would sing and play with them.
"Hello everyone. If you don't mind I'd like to play a couple of songs." Everyone
clapped because they had heard her before, or they had heard of her.
She whispered to the band, and they nodded. "This was a request so this is for Billy."
Her hand slid along the guitar, and she began to play. The band joining in.
Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe
Matt couldn't take his eyes off of Milia. He couldn't get over how beautiful her voice
was, or how beautiful she was. It seemed like she felt every word of the song. He finally
took his eyes off of her, to notice that she had everyone's attention in the bar.
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe
Milia made eye contact with Matt, and there eyes locked. She gave him a small smile as
she kept singing. Amy and Jeff shared, a small smile, happy that the two were getting
somewhere.
Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold they Key
Never again
Would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe
Milia finished the song, and looked down quickly. She had so many thoughts running
though her head, and all of them were of Matt. She knew then what she wanted, and that
was him. So she was going to let him know, after she played the next song.
The lead singer took the microphone back. Milia turned up the volume on her guitar.
Then she began to play the beginning chords that most everyone recognized. It was Guns
n' Roses, Sweet Child of Mine. The lead began to sing. Jeff and Amy looked in awe of
her. She was playing the guitar as though she was it's master. And when it came to the
guitar solo, her fingers began to fly over the guitar. The song ended to thunderous
applause.
"What did I tell you, the best." Melissa said with a smile. Amy couldn't help to think
about how her the rest of her family was talented in business, but Milia's talent was
obviously music.
"I would like to do one last song." Milia said putting the guitar down, and taking the
microphone off of the stand. "It's usually the most requested so I'm gonna do it again."
The music started, and it was a very sexy beat. Matt watched Milia as Amy and Jake got
up to dance. Missy and Jeff followed, leaving Matt by himself. With her eyes closed she
began to sing.
You make me feel like a sticky pistil
Leaning into a stamen
You make me feel like a mister sunshine
Himself
You make me feel like splendor in the grass
While we're rollin'
Damn Skippy Baby
You make me feel like the amazon's running between
My thighs
Matt was mesmerized watching Milia sway her hips back and forth to the beat, with her
eyes closed. She opened them, and began to walk down the steps towards them. She
reached the table and took his hand to stand up.
You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love, love
You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love.
Milia's back was towards Matt, her arm slung around his neck. His arms were around
her waist, and they were moving to the beat together.
You make me feel like a candy apple
Red and horny
You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde
In a centerfold, the girl next door
And I would open the door and
I'd be all wet
With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt
That I'm wearing
And you would open the door and tie
Me up to the bed.**
Matt was amazed that Milia wasn't embarrassed by the words of the song. But she
wasn't even blushing. She turned around with her arm around his neck again. There
bodies were as close as they could get. She winked at Matt, as she felt his excitement
through his jeans.
She finished the song, and quickly kissed Matt, before heading back to the stage and
handing the microphone to the band. She made her way back to Matt, who was now
sitting at the table. Her eyes never left Matt's, as everyone praised her, and told her how
good she was.
"Thanks guys. Matt, how about we take off?" Milia suggested as she stood between his
legs. Her face was close to his, and he was about to lose it.
"I think that is a great idea. You all coming?" Matt asked as he took Milia's hand and
stood up.
"Actually we're going to stay here a little longer, you two go ahead." Jeff said with his
arm around Missy's waist.
"Yeah, I'll drive everyone home." Jake said from where he was sitting next to Amy.
Milia looked over her, and gave her a smile. She smiled back giving Milia the sign that
she really liked Jake.
"Okay, see you later." Matt said taking off fast, with Milia right behind him.
"Boy, is Matt in for a great night." Jeff said with a laugh watching the two. "It's about
damn time, those two got together."
"Well Jeff, if you play your cards right, you'll be having a great night too." Missy said
before attacking his mouth.
~~ Well I hope that you liked these two chapters. Things heat up in the next chapter, so
make sure you watch for it to find out what happens. Please Review, and give me your
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* Song: I Shall Believe Sung by: Sheryl Crow Album: Tuesday Night Music Club
** Song: Feelin' Love Sung by: Paula Cole Album: This Fire
It has been over two months, and still she hasn't seen any of her family or friends. So
much for promises of visits. Amy called her practically everyday though, and Linda,
Vince, Shane, and Paul called usually once a week.
Milia had come to an conclusion though, she really only missed Amy and Paul. At least
that's what she told herself, but deep down she really missed her family. She felt like she
wasn't good enough, to be part of the McMahon family.
There had been alot of change in Milia. She was reading, though she still had a long way
to go, but it was a start. She had learned to drive. That was the most exciting thing for
her, she had even passed her driving test. But there was something else that had changed
about Milia, she had a new air of confidence to her. Her attitude had gotten tougher, but
it was only to cover the hurt.
"Milia, you have visitors." Ms. Brooks called. Ms. Brooks, was one of the most
annoying people she ever met. She was nosie and lectured way too much. She had
Saturday's off, but yet she was still here, in the house.
Must be Missy, Milia thought as she opened the door her bedroom. Milia had made
friends with her neighbors. Their parents were from old money, and currently living in
Paris. But they had chosen to stay behind in LA. Melissa was the only one there this
week, Melinda had a meeting in New York.
"Missy, what are you up too? You want to go shopping?" Milia said as she began to fly
down the steps.
"I'm not Missy, but you know I'm always up for shopping."
"Oh my god." Milia said coming down the steps as fast as she could. "Amy, I'm so glad
to see you. I'm so surprised, why didn't you tell me your coming?"
"Because I wanted it to be a surprise." Amy said reaching out and hugging Milia.
"How long can you stay?" Milia asked pulling away.
"I'm here until next sunday, that's if you don't mind me staying here."
"You know that your always welcomed here."
"Thanks. Now I have another surprise. Go look in your drive way." Milia looked at
Amy strangely wondering what she meant by that. Maybe it would be Matt. Milia had
thought alot about Matt in the past two months. Then she decided to show her something
that she had been working on. She raised one of her eyebrows keeping the other one
down.
Amy began to laugh, as Milia did her rock impression. "You have to show that too
Dwayne. But come on." Amy said sounding excited. She pushed Milia out of the door.
Milia stood shocked. There stood Shane beside a brand new Burgundy BMW
convertible. He came up and hugged Milia.
"You can close your mouth now, Sis. This is a gift from Dad and Mom. As soon as they
heard that you passed your driver's test, they decided to buy you a car. They wanted to
come themselves, but they were busy."
"Damn, I love it. I can't believe it." Milia said running to the car. "Wait a minute, their
not trying to buy me off, are they."
"Probably, but take the car, and still be pissed at them, I am. I am angry that they sent
my little sister across the country, and didn't even bother to tell me, till after it
happened."
"Well let's not think about it, okay." Milia said as Shane nodded his head in agreement.
"I know Amy is staying for a week, but what about you?"
"I would love to stay longer, but I got to get back. I have to be at a board meeting early
tomorrow morning. But I am coming back in two weeks okay."
"Okay, Shane. Do you have to leave now?" Shane nodded his head yes. "Well here I'll
drive you to the airport, then Amy and I can go shopping and catch up on things. But let
me change first."
They nodded in agreement and walked into the house after Milia. "Come on I'll show
you to the guest room, next to mine." Milia said to Amy.
Fifteen minutes later, Milia came back down the stairs. Amy and Shane were waiting in
the living room. Milia was excited because they were going to see her in something they
had never seen her in before.
"Milia, oh my God, you look great." Amy said taking in Milia. She had on a blue jean
shorts with a black baby T. "The scars are completely gone."
"Yeah, I had the treatments done when I first came here. Plus the Tatoo is gone." Milia
turned around showing her lower back.
"My little sis is all grown up. I must admit though you look good." Shane said hugging
her.
"Thanks, let's go before you miss your flight."
Milia and Amy made Shane sit in the back seat, as they headed off to the airport. Milia
had a great time, and enjoyed the time she got to spend with her brother, even thought it
was short. After dropping Shane off at the airport, Milia and Amy were now on their way
to the mall.
"So, what's been happening around the federation? Any good gossip?" Milia asked
Amy.
"Let's see, nothing really big. Andrew went home and found his girlfriend in bed with
another guy. He blew up, and kicked her out."
"Well, he doesn't have room to talk. I never met him, but I saw him go to his room with
a ring rat once."
"That sounds like Andrew. All the divas are beginning to gang up on Stacey and Torri.
No one can stand them. Oh, and Adam says hi."
"I miss the big oaf. So how is Matt?" Milia asked nonchalantly.
"He's doing okay." Amy said with a smile. She knew that the two liked each other.
Matt had been moping for the last two months. Jeff was about ready to kill him. So
when Amy told him she was coming out there, Jeff decided that him and Matt would fly
out Tuesday. "Actually if you don't mind, Matt and Jeff, thought that they would come
out on Tuesday and stay for a few days."
"No, I don't mind at all." Milia said with a small smile on her face.
"And what's that smile about?" Amy asked.
"I have no clue what your talking about, I'm just happy your here."
"Yeah right, so what do you feel about Matt?"
"He's nice."
"Milia, I saw you two kiss back in New York. Now tell me."
"Okay, I like him alot. I just hope he likes me back. Besides, It would never work, I'm
all the way out here, and you guys are always traveling. I guess you can call it a crush."
Amy let the subject drop. As much as she wanted to push things along, she knew that she
couldn't. Everything would have to happen on their own time.
They got out of the car and headed into the mall. As soon as they got into the first store,
Milia's cell phone went off.
"Hello?" Milia said turning on her phone.
"Hey, Milia. Are you busy?" Missy's voice said coming through the phone.
"I'm here shopping with my friend Amy. She flew in to stay for a little while. Why
anything going on tonight?"
"I was thinking about hitting Club Sapphire tonight. Would you girls be up for it?"
"Hold on one minute, Missy." Milia turned to Amy, who was busy looking at a violet
halter top. "Amy, feel like hitting a club tonight, with my friend Missy. It's a one of the
most slammn' places to go."
"Defiantly. You know I'm always up for a party." Amy said deciding to buy the top.
"Missy, we're on. We'll take my new ride, so we'll pick you up."
"When did you get a car?'
"Today, when my parents had it delivered. It is sweet, it's a burgundy BMW
convertible."
"Sounds hot, okay I'll see you let's say Midnight."
"Okay, later." Milia shut of her phone, and set out to find the perfect outfit.
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Three days later . . . .
"Come on let's go." Milia said trying to hurry Amy up. They were getting ready to pick
Jeff and Matt up from the airport. Milia was getting nervous.
"Calm down girl." Amy called from upstairs. Five minutes later she walked down.
"Trying to look good for a certain someone."
Milia looked down at her clothes. She had on low waisted jeans, with a tight red tank top
that stopped above her belly button. "I have no idea what your talking about."
"Yeah right."
"Amy don't start."
"I'm not. But I am excited that your going to get your belly button pierced today."
"I know, I am too. I just hope that the guys flight is on time, or I will miss the
appointment."
"It will be, come on let's go."
Twenty minutes later we pulled up to the airport and parked. As they went in, Amy
almost walked into a post because she was busy watching a hot guy. Milia had to admit
he was cute. He had blonde hair that he wore messy, and had great muscles. He had a
tatoo of a chain going around his upper arm. Total hottie.
"He's been the most gorgeous guy so far." Amy said as they took a seat to watch the
planes come in. They had five minutes to wait, so they spent that time checking guys
out.
"Amy, over there. That guy in the blue shirt. Now he's hot." I said pointing to a guy
with short blonde hair, and rocker type appearance.
"No, too skinny. That guy over there with the muscles, now he's nice." Amy said
looking the opposite direction.
"But not as gorgeous as me." A voice said from behind them. Milia and Amy turned
around to see Jeff and Matt behind them.
"Hi, guys. Uh, We didn't see you come in." Amy said with a small smile.
"Probably not since you were staring at rocker boy, and muscle guy." Jeff said with a
laugh.
"Had to have something to do." Milia said with a smile.
"Is that right?" Matt asked.
Milia didn't say anything, just smiled. "Boys, we'll meet you out front. Come on Amy,
we'll pull the car around." Milia gave the guys a big smile, and winked at Matt before
turning around and walking away.
Matt stood completely still for a few seconds. He was shocked that Milia was actually
flirting with him. He watched her walk away, her hips lightly swaying. 'Damn, she
looks good.' Matt thought taking in her appearance. Matt couldn't see any signs of scars,
that she used to have.
"Okay, Matt you can stop staring now." Jeff said with a laugh. He was relieved to see
Matt in a better mood. They began to walk towards the luggage claim department.
After they collected their suitcases, they quickly made their way out of the airport. They
hadn't been recognized yet, and they were hoping to keep it that way. As soon as they
walked out the doors, Milia and Amy pulled up in a convertible.
"Nice car, you really need to let me drive it one day." Jeff said eyeing the car
appreciatively
"Don't." Amy said with a laugh. "Jeff, is one of the worst drivers that I know."
"Hey." Jeff yelled as him and Matt hopped into the backseat.
Milia took off, out of the parking lot. She looked back at Matt through the rearview
mirror, and smiled as she caught him staring at her.
"So, do you have any good music?" Matt asked.
The radio was tuned into a station that played hip hop music. Milia was the type of
person who liked to listen to every kind of music. Then she remembered that both Matt
and Jeff were into Rock. She hit the cd changer button, and an Aerosmith cd began to
play.
"Milia, you need to put the petal to the medal if we're going to be on time." Amy said
looking down at her watch.
Milia floored the petal, and shot off. Ten minutes later, they pulled into a practically
empty parking lot. It was 7:30 and this part of the city hadn't began hopping yet. It
usually didn't untill midnight. But this parlor was the best, and Milia wanted to do
something else later, so she made the appointment for early.
"What are we doing here?" Jeff asked looking at the sign that read tatoos and piercing.
"Milia is getting her belly button pierced." Amy said as she got out of the car.
"Oh, really." Matt said letting is mind picture her with a hoop on her belly. The image
began to stir him.
"Cool, maybe I can get an idea for a new tatoo." Jeff said as they went into the shop.
"Hey, Jake." Milia said as she went up to the counter.
"So, are you ready?" Jake asked Milia. She had met Jake through Missy. She had tried
to hook them up together, but there were never any sparks between then. Milia didn't
know why, he was good looking. He had brown eyes, and a gorgeous goatee. His head
was shaved, but he pulled if off so well. Actually Jake, would look bad with hair.
"Yeah, did you get it in?" Milia asked mysteriously, which caught Matt's attention.
"I ordered it just for you Lia." Jake said reaching up and taking a small box off of the
shelf. He opened it up and there laid a gold hoop with a jade stone in the middle.
"Are you sure you want it pierced with this one, because it will have to stay in for
awhile?" Jake asked.
"Yeah, that's why I picked it when Missy and I were in here last time. I'll be back to buy
more." Milia said.
Matt began to wonder about Jake and Milia. They seemed to know each other well.
Matt began to wonder why he cared so much.
"Okay, back here." Jake moved towards the back room. Milia grabbed Matt's hand and
dragged him along. Jeff and Amy were busy looking at tatoos.
"Hold my hand Matt?"
"Anything you want." Matt held Milia's hand as she climbed onto the table. Jake done
the piercing quickly, and Matt was shocked that Milia hadn't even flinched when it
happened. Matt was in awe of Milia.
Milia leaned over and kissed Matt's cheek. "Thanks for holding my hand." Milia
whispered to Matt.
"Anytime." Matt replied in a whisper. That's when Matt realized he was falling for
Milia. And it was head over heels falling.
"So what do you think?" Milia asked as she stood back from him.
"I love it. It is so sexy." Matt said.
"I was hoping you would say that." Milia said with a small smile. Everything was going
her way, now hopefully the rest of the night would also.
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They drove to the house, next. Everyone needed to change, before they headed out again.
Milia was going to take them to a small bar. They had great food, and Milia loved the
people there. Milia and Amy decided to get ready together, in Milia's room.
"So tell me are you going after Matt?" Amy asked with a smile. They had been flirting
with each other all evening.
"Amy to tell you the truth I have no idea. Would you be angry if I did, I won't if you
want me to stay away from him."
"No, I don't mind at all. Actually I think you two are very cute together." Amy said with
a smile. "Are you sure your ready for something to happen with him?"
"Amy, I know everyone thinks that I'm going to break down at any minute. But I'm not,
I've accepted what's happened in the past and moved on. I know it's hard for people to
understand but my past doesn't bother me. It's like this. I never knew that the life I was
living was wrong, so it doesn't bother me. Sure I was scared most of the time, and cried
alot, but it's over. And even though I haven't worked out everything, I just want to forget
about it for now. I still have major issues with Vince and Linda, and one day I'm sure I'll
let them know how I feel. But as for a real love, Amy I am so ready, I have been for
awhile. And I'm not in love with Matt, at least not yet, but Amy I have feelings for him
that I have never had for anyone."
"Milia, it's okay. I believe you. I'm so happy for you." Amy said hugging Milia. Milia
seemed so sure of herself, so Amy wasn't going to question it. "Just please take it slow,
for your sake, and for Matt's."
"Okay sis. You know that's what you are to me, a sister. More than Stephanie ever will
be."
"That's how I think of you Milia." They were hugging again. "Now, let's go before we
begin crying."
Milia took one last look at herself in the mirror. She had on a blue jean skirt that sat low
on her waist, with a black button up sweater, which was only buttoned between her
breasts.
They walked down stairs to see Matt and Jeff already waiting on them. Milia had to
admit that Matt looked good. He had on a pair of baggy jeans and a white shirt with a
blue symbol on it.
"Are you two finally ready?" Jeff asked with an exaggerating sigh.
"Yeah, but we have to wait on the limo, it should be here in five." Milia said sitting
down.
"Limo?" Jeff asked.
"Yeah, Vince has one on call, whenever I want it. I hardly ever use it, but since we're
going to a bar tonight, I thought we better take it."
Just as she finished explaining, the limo drove up. "Perfect timing." Amy said with a
smile. They walked out and got in.
"Oh, I hope you guys don't mind, but my friend Missy's coming with us." Milia said
giving a smile to Amy. Amy and Missy had met when they went out the first night, and
hit it off. Amy thought that she would be perfect for Jeff, so they came up with a little
scheme to get them together.
We pulled up too the third house down, and Missy came running out. That girl, never ran
out of energy. Milia had to shake her head, as always Missy had went all out on her
appearance. She had on black leather halter dress with a sliver chain belt. Her black hair
was loosely curled and around her shoulders. She was built like her Italian ancestors, she
was just gorgeous. But just like Jeff, she was afraid to try anything, especially on a dare.
"Hello, Lia, Amy, and you two hot guys." Missy said jumping into the limo. She ended
up sitting between Amy and Milia directly in front of Jeff.
"Those two hot guys as you called them are Matt and Jeff." Milia said pointing out each
one.
"So, this is the famous Matt." Missy slipped out. Milia elbowed her and she yelped.
Matt gave Milia a smug grin.
"I wouldn't be too smug Matt, she talks about several other guys too. Let me see there's
a Paul and a Adam. But she has fell to mention a Jeff." Missy said eyeing Jeff up and
down. Jeff was doing the same to her.
"This should be an interesting night." Amy said out loud looking at the two potential
couples.
Fifteen minutes later, they pulled up to the bar. The girls led the way. Missy and Milia
stopped to talk to the bouncer.
"Hey, Tom. Is it rowdy tonight?" Missy asked putting her arms around the big man.
"Of course, just the way you like it." He said with a smile.
"You know me to well." Missy said with a laugh. "Well were going to go get a table."
"Have fun. Oh, Milia, we've already had some people in here asking if you were going
to be playing tonight. So you know that Billy's going to be asking."
"Thanks for the heads up, Tom." Milia said as they began to walk towards and empty
table.
"Play what?" Amy asked.
"Lia here, plays guitar and sings here sometimes." Missy said, answering for her.
"You know Missy I can talk." Milia said with a laugh. Missy just shrugged.
"I didn't know you could sing, or play guitar for that matter." Amy said taking the stool
at the end of the table. Milia ended up beside her and Matt. Missy and Jeff on the other
side.
Milia was surprised that Matt hadn't told anyone. She looked over and smiled at him,
knowing that they had a secret between them. "I'm decent at it." She said. Matt wanted
to say that she was being modest, that she was actually one of the best, but then he would
have to explain how he knew.
So, Missy instead spoke up. "What did I tell you about being modest, Lia? It's not worth
being, it just wastes time. She is great, one of the best. Actually she's the most requested
singer here, and has offers from some of the best clubs."
"We want to hear you Milia, you have to sing for us." Jeff said.
"Maybe later, we'll see. Let's order, I'm hungry." Milia said changing the subject.
The night was going great. Jeff and Missy were really hitting it off, and Milia was having
a blast. Amy even seemed to be enjoying herself.
"Let's dance." Matt said grabbing Milia's waist and helping her off of the stool. She put
her beer bottle down on the table, and followed Matt on to the dance floor. Missy and
Jeff were already dancing, and Amy was dancing with a hot guy on the other side.
"You know Milia, everytime I see you, your more beautiful." Matt said into her ear as
they danced.
"And you Matt, become more charming."
"I try."
"I bet you do. So Matt how had your life been these past two months."
"Miserable."
"Why?" Milia asked looking up at him.
"Because I met this wonderful woman, then she had to go away." Mat said watching
Milia blush.
"Well, I think I know how you might have felt. I met this wonderful man, and then had
to go away." Milia said stepping closer to Matt.
"Oh really, if you saw him right now, what would you do?" He asked as his hands went
around her waist.
"This." Milia hooked her hands behind Matt's head, and brought his lips down to meet
hers. Milia closed her eyes letting the sensations take over. She could feel the electricity
going through her body. Matt gently prodded Milia's lips open. His tongue sliding into
her mouth. Then slowly he broke away from her.
"Milia we need to talk, let's go sit down." Milia shook her head in agreement. Matt took
her hand and walked to the table. She sat down on one of the stools, Matt stood in front
of her, and wrapped his arms around her.
"Milia, I want you to know that I'm not the type of guy who is into casual relationships,
that's not my style. And if you don't want anything serious you need to say something
now, because Milia, I'm falling for you. It started that weekend at the spa, and I've
missed you badly since you've been gone. But I don't want to rush you, if your not ready
I'll understand, and I am willing to take it slow." Matt said some of the things he was
thinking.
Milia reached up and stroked his face. "Matt I've fallen for you too. And you don't
know how ready I am to have a real relationship. It's like I've waited for you my whole
life. And I know everyone thinks that they have to walk on eggshells around me, but I
don't need time. I know what I want, I want you. Plain and simple. And there might be
things that will take me time to tell you, but I will tell you eventually. You just have to
trust me." Matt leaned in and kissed Milia. It all did seem simple. They both needed
each other. "But, Matt I don't want to hold you back. I'm going to be here in LA and
your going to be on the road."
"Milia, I don't care where you are, you could always come and visit. And I'll come out
here to see you. Let's just see where this goes."
"I would love nothing more Matt." Milia and Matt kissed again. Matt broke away, much
to Milia's dismay. "Hey, I wasn't through with you." Milia said with a smile.
"Not until you sing for me. I want to hear your voice again." He nibbled on her ear.
"Okay, but don't think that you'll get away with this." Milia said getting up and going
over to the bar.
"Hey Billy, do you mind if I hit the stage tonight?" Milia asked the owner. She knew he
wouldn't.
"Only if you sing my song." Milia smiled over at Billy.
"Of course. Billy." Milia said.
She turned to see everyone sitting at the table again. She felt a tap on her shoulder and
turned around to see Jake. "Hey, I heard from Missy that you were coming here tonight,
so I thought I would stop in and see if you were singing." Jake said.
"Your just in time Jake. Hey, you know you should go talk to the red hair girl over
there."
"Oh really, isn't she the one you came in to the shop when you got your piercing?"
"Yeah, I thought I saw you staring at her. Go talk to her, she's single." Milia said as
Jake smiled. She walked away to the stage, as he walked towards the table.
She stepped on stage and nodded towards the band, who she often sang with me. The
lead singer handed me his extra electric guitar with a smile. The band loved when Milia
would sing and play with them.
"Hello everyone. If you don't mind I'd like to play a couple of songs." Everyone
clapped because they had heard her before, or they had heard of her.
She whispered to the band, and they nodded. "This was a request so this is for Billy."
Her hand slid along the guitar, and she began to play. The band joining in.
Come to me now
And lay your hands over me
Even if it's a lie
Say it will be alright
And I shall believe
Matt couldn't take his eyes off of Milia. He couldn't get over how beautiful her voice
was, or how beautiful she was. It seemed like she felt every word of the song. He finally
took his eyes off of her, to notice that she had everyone's attention in the bar.
I'm broken in two
And I know you're on to me
That only come home
When I'm so all alone
But I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe
Milia made eye contact with Matt, and there eyes locked. She gave him a small smile as
she kept singing. Amy and Jeff shared, a small smile, happy that the two were getting
somewhere.
Open the door
And show me your face tonight
I know it's true
No one heals me like you
And you hold they Key
Never again
Would I turn away from you
I'm so heavy tonight
But your love is alright
And I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me
And I shall believe
And I shall believe
Milia finished the song, and looked down quickly. She had so many thoughts running
though her head, and all of them were of Matt. She knew then what she wanted, and that
was him. So she was going to let him know, after she played the next song.
The lead singer took the microphone back. Milia turned up the volume on her guitar.
Then she began to play the beginning chords that most everyone recognized. It was Guns
n' Roses, Sweet Child of Mine. The lead began to sing. Jeff and Amy looked in awe of
her. She was playing the guitar as though she was it's master. And when it came to the
guitar solo, her fingers began to fly over the guitar. The song ended to thunderous
applause.
"What did I tell you, the best." Melissa said with a smile. Amy couldn't help to think
about how her the rest of her family was talented in business, but Milia's talent was
obviously music.
"I would like to do one last song." Milia said putting the guitar down, and taking the
microphone off of the stand. "It's usually the most requested so I'm gonna do it again."
The music started, and it was a very sexy beat. Matt watched Milia as Amy and Jake got
up to dance. Missy and Jeff followed, leaving Matt by himself. With her eyes closed she
began to sing.
You make me feel like a sticky pistil
Leaning into a stamen
You make me feel like a mister sunshine
Himself
You make me feel like splendor in the grass
While we're rollin'
Damn Skippy Baby
You make me feel like the amazon's running between
My thighs
Matt was mesmerized watching Milia sway her hips back and forth to the beat, with her
eyes closed. She opened them, and began to walk down the steps towards them. She
reached the table and took his hand to stand up.
You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love, love
You make me feel love, love, love, love, love
love, love, love, love.
Milia's back was towards Matt, her arm slung around his neck. His arms were around
her waist, and they were moving to the beat together.
You make me feel like a candy apple
Red and horny
You make me feel like I wanna be a dumb blonde
In a centerfold, the girl next door
And I would open the door and
I'd be all wet
With my tits soaking through this tiny felt t-shirt
That I'm wearing
And you would open the door and tie
Me up to the bed.**
Matt was amazed that Milia wasn't embarrassed by the words of the song. But she
wasn't even blushing. She turned around with her arm around his neck again. There
bodies were as close as they could get. She winked at Matt, as she felt his excitement
through his jeans.
She finished the song, and quickly kissed Matt, before heading back to the stage and
handing the microphone to the band. She made her way back to Matt, who was now
sitting at the table. Her eyes never left Matt's, as everyone praised her, and told her how
good she was.
"Thanks guys. Matt, how about we take off?" Milia suggested as she stood between his
legs. Her face was close to his, and he was about to lose it.
"I think that is a great idea. You all coming?" Matt asked as he took Milia's hand and
stood up.
"Actually we're going to stay here a little longer, you two go ahead." Jeff said with his
arm around Missy's waist.
"Yeah, I'll drive everyone home." Jake said from where he was sitting next to Amy.
Milia looked over her, and gave her a smile. She smiled back giving Milia the sign that
she really liked Jake.
"Okay, see you later." Matt said taking off fast, with Milia right behind him.
"Boy, is Matt in for a great night." Jeff said with a laugh watching the two. "It's about
damn time, those two got together."
"Well Jeff, if you play your cards right, you'll be having a great night too." Missy said
before attacking his mouth.
~~ Well I hope that you liked these two chapters. Things heat up in the next chapter, so
make sure you watch for it to find out what happens. Please Review, and give me your
opinions.
BurgundyRose
* Song: I Shall Believe Sung by: Sheryl Crow Album: Tuesday Night Music Club
** Song: Feelin' Love Sung by: Paula Cole Album: This Fire