* This is an excerpt from Integra's journal, or rather a few dealing with Alucard. Um.I don't know when Integra was born, but as I mentioned as Alucard, she died on the day she was born, and I'm going to say that it was in January, but I don't know.if you do, tell me. *

Journal Entry:

December 25, 1999

God I hate him. Alucard was really testing his bounds with his little 'Christmas gift.' To think that he would even try to kiss me, I think he's lost his mind. Though I seriously doubt he ever had one to begin with. He's testing my control over him, I know he is, but he can piss me off so well when he wants to. His touch was comfortable, but.oh what am I doing? I can't give into a creature like him, I'm supposed to kill them not fall in love with them!

Journal Entry: December 31, 1999

Is it '99 anymore? It's 3:00 in the morning I guess it isn't, oh well. It doesn't matter; the date is not of importance, though that damned vampire is. He's becoming a little weirder than normal, oh wait. *answers the phone, talks and slams the receiver down. * Damn. Iscariot is carrying on again, must call Alucard to fix them. ... *Screams*

Journal Entry:

I don't know the date; I don't care about it either. Walter is in the basement cleaning up Alucard, he's forcing me to stay in bed. Says my neck is bleeding and I should remain still till the doctor can come. Why does he need cleaning? His body heals itself. *holds her head * unlike mine. I can't remember the exact occurrences of a few nights ago.it seems like there was.the phone call! Someone called and said that a church was killing people, an insane priest, I went to send for Alucard and I was grabbed. Maxwell had me when I awoke, tight grip for such a small man. Of course, Alucard and Walter came to save the day, if Anderson hadn't caused so much trouble none of us would have been in this mess. Alucard's aim was off, my neck was cut and I distinctly remember Walter carrying a large black dog out of the church, all 6 of its eyes were closed and it was bleeding from a gun shot from the heart. Oh Walter's back.God there's blood all over him.

He's left me now. Says the blood was Alucard's. That bullet was merely an inch away from his heart; the silver was ripping through him. He made a joke, my old butler did. Something about if it wasn't the silver bullet that killed Alucard it would have been him, says that he attacked him in the middle of trying to take it out. I say all the power to him. oh, my head hurts. I'm in desperate need of sleep.

Journal Entry:

Still don't know the date and I still don't really care. It's snowing. Alucard just came in, looks as though he's been in the shower.God.now there's a frightening thought. Alucard in the shower.. never mind. Not going to go there. I feel sick, my neck is black and blue and lord if he doesn't stop touching me I'll bite him. No.. not Alucard. He'd like that too much. The doctor. *Sighs * It seems there is a reason I keep Alucard around, makes a good distraction. He just through the guy out the door, sure, he's poking me now, but it's better I think. Oh boy. I must be sick if I think Alucard is better than human company. *She is sick and he pulls her up to keep her from choking * H-helpful as he is.he knows I will never give into him.

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Lying in bed it seems the world has grown old. I have tried to move my body, to act as a leader should, but I cannot. Walter, God I miss him, he would have known how to help me. Alucard still acts like a child; sometimes I wish he would just grow up. He's beside me now, but the morning has forced him to sleep. I need rest myself..

She's died. When I woke up I found her dead. My master, the one I served despite her ignorance has left finally. I wonder now why she never took my hand when I offered it. She knew she would die, as all humans do. There are no more of the Hellsing members to serve and yet I remain bound to this accursed house. I will miss her, as I retire to the darkness to wait.