Her Life

Author: Midnite

Disclaimer: I own nothing that has to do with the WWE in any way, shape or form and nothing in my story has ever happened. The only person in my story that I own is Jade.

Summary: The nWo has just infected the WWE, and who should appear but Hogan's 18 year old daughter Jade. She finds friends, enemies and even…true love?

Chapter 2: I hate my life

Jade met a few of the guys that night and as long as she said nothing about the nWo or her father, they were mostly very nice. She really liked Rob Van Dam and Booker T. R V D was so full of charisma that it was hard not to like him and Booker T, (after he had finished hitting on her,) he was really fun to be around. She had also met the billion dollar bitch, Stephanie McMahon, and she now realised why Hunter had dumped her.

The show in itself was spectacular, with the nWo coming out on top. All she needed was a little more training, than she would be joining them. She couldn't wait.

They had gotten back to the hotel late and went to their separate rooms to try to get some sleep before they would be forced to board another plane, to get to the taping of Smackdown tomorrow. Jade wasn't really all that tired, but she instead opted to write in her journal, which she had been keeping since Dawn was born. The following is her entry for the night.

After Raw Is War

18/02/02

I can't sleep at all, waiting for the day when I will get to fight along side the nWo. Until I get to debut, I will be traveling with the WWF, getting a feel for what it's like on the road. The only thing from my old life that I will miss is Dawn, I love her so much and I will hardly see her anymore.

Getting to see Kevin and Scott again was fun, they both say that I got older looking, but I don't think so, but of course, whenever I look in the mirror, all I see is the failure that I truly am.

I write that with as much happiness as I can muster up from inside of me.

I hate my life.

As much as I love Dawn, she ruined my life.

I will never again be truly happy. I will never get my lost life back or any of my lost loves. I will never again love or be loved. I can't, it's impossible and Dawn is a living example of that. I give someone my heart, body and soul and all I get out of it is trouble.

My last boyfriend gave me his habit as a parting gift, cutting myself when I'm in a low mood. I know that's its wrong, but I can't stop. Right underneath my breasts is filled with cuts.

I keep that part nicely hidden, nobody knows about it and that's how I want it kept.

My life sucks.

Jade got up and went into the tiny room that the hotel called a bathroom and looked in the cabinet, there it was, her razor blade

She took the blade out and fingered it, all the past memories of her using it and why welled up inside her and got released in the form of tears.

She wasn't self-destructive enough to attempt suicide, her life sucked, yes, but she was afraid to die.

She loved the pain that it caused her, it was a pain that paralleled the pain of living her life and for a couple of seconds, she would forget her life and she thought that she needed that.

***

Jade got very little sleep that night , a lot of mixed feelings could do that to a person. She had joined her father, Kevin and Scott in the lobby and rode to the airport with them the next morning. When they got there, neither Vince nor Flair were in agreeable moods. Flair was sitting on a waiting chair, a scowl adorned his face. Vince was in the face of a airport employee, yelling about something while a lot of the stars stood around.

"I don't care if that airplane is late," Vince yelled, "You get another one out here then."

"If you would please keep calm sir." The employee said. "Your flight has been delayed at least another two hours."

"What?" Vince yelled. "We have a show that we need to get to."

"I am very sorry for the inconvenience but there is nothing that we can do." The employee stated.

"Oh, this is damn near perfect." Scott said annoyed. He threw his bags to the ground and sat down.

"There's gonna be no leisure time today." Kevin said. "By the time we get there, it'll be time to perform." He took a seat beside Scott.

"So what, we just wait here?" Jade asked.

"What else can we do?" Scott raised his voice.

"Scott, calm it." Kevin said.

"I hate this." Scott commented.

Hunter made his way over to them through all the stars and staff of the WWF. "Hey you guys hear what's going on?"

Scott looked at him. "What do you think?" He asked rudely.

"Whoa, someone's not in a good mood." Hunter commented.

"Thanks for pointing that out." Scott said.

Hunter looked at Kevin, "What's his problem?"

Kevin shrugged, "I have no idea."

Jade was standing there watching them, Hunter didn't even realise that she was there until he looked straight at her.

"Hey." Hunter said. "You still around?"

Jade nodded. "I'll be around for awhile yet."

"When are you going to be debuting?" He asked.

"On Raw in a couple more weeks, after a little more training." She answered.

"She'll be joining the nWo." Kevin added. "And helping us to kick ass."

"I want to go home." Scott piped up.

"You are." Kevin said. "We're going to Miami."

"I know." Scott said. "But I want to go home now."

"Is Jade staying and training with us the next couple of days at Scott's?" Hunter asked.

"Hey." Kevin said. "That's a great idea, if she trains really hard now, than Vince may let her on a week early. And besides, Kid will be there and he'd love to see her. What do you say Scott?"

He shrugged. "Alright with me."

"Shawn will be there too." Hunter said.

"She doesn't know Shawn." Kevin stated.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa." Jade said. "What are you talking about?"

"Hunter, Kid, Shawn and me," Kevin said, "Are all staying at Scott's for the next couple of days, hanging out and training, you should join us. And if you train a lot, Vince may let you on the Raw coming up, instead of the one in two weeks time."

"So, you gonna come?" Hunter asked.

"Alright, I'm game." Jade said.

"No," Hunter said seriously, "I'm THE game."

And Hogan was ignored the whole time.