Wait For Me In Heaven
By Ryuuen
Warnings: Spoilers.
A/N: A short, introspective piece from Nuriko's POV.
Wait For Me In Heaven
Korin.. I promised you I'd never forget you, that you could live through me, but I find my grip on that life slipping. Korin, please help me...! This whole thing is falling apart in my hands. I guess I knew that it would happen eventually, someone would find out and it would all go down from there, but... I guess I didn't want it to happen, so strongly that I began to believe that it wouldn't, that I would never have to become "Ryuuen" ever again...
I feel it slipping away, Korin.. your life.. and my own. I know that the end of this world is near for me, and when I think about it I realize that I guess my life ended eight years ago, huh? When I became you, I let "Ryuuen" die, but now I find him coming back. Coming back in me, in my actions, my voice, the things I say, my feelings.. yes, my feelings.. specifically for her. I don't know why I never really realized it before, but I suppose that I do love Miaka. But, more than I love her, I want her to be happy, so I won't interfere with her and Tamahome.
But, seriously, I do feel it coming. Death.
Korin, I don't want to die, but I suppose it will be alright, if I die for them.. if I die for them, than it's okay, because it'll be for something.. you know what I mean? And I'll get to see you again.. there.. in Heaven.
Korin, what does dying feel like? Does it hurt much? I hope it didn't hurt much for you.
I'm crying now, Korin, because I guess that just by saying this I'm admitting that you're dead, and you aren't coming back. And I don't want you to be gone, Korin.. I don't think I know how to live as Ryuuen anymore, so please don't leave me.. don't leave me alone..
You're gone, aren't you? You are.. Gods, Gods, Korin, please don't.. don't... I don't want to be alone.. anymore.. please..
I don't want to die, Korin, but I guess it will happen, just.. Korin?
Please, just do one more thing for me, okay?
Wait for me, in Heaven...
~*Owari*~
By Ryuuen
Warnings: Spoilers.
A/N: A short, introspective piece from Nuriko's POV.
Wait For Me In Heaven
Korin.. I promised you I'd never forget you, that you could live through me, but I find my grip on that life slipping. Korin, please help me...! This whole thing is falling apart in my hands. I guess I knew that it would happen eventually, someone would find out and it would all go down from there, but... I guess I didn't want it to happen, so strongly that I began to believe that it wouldn't, that I would never have to become "Ryuuen" ever again...
I feel it slipping away, Korin.. your life.. and my own. I know that the end of this world is near for me, and when I think about it I realize that I guess my life ended eight years ago, huh? When I became you, I let "Ryuuen" die, but now I find him coming back. Coming back in me, in my actions, my voice, the things I say, my feelings.. yes, my feelings.. specifically for her. I don't know why I never really realized it before, but I suppose that I do love Miaka. But, more than I love her, I want her to be happy, so I won't interfere with her and Tamahome.
But, seriously, I do feel it coming. Death.
Korin, I don't want to die, but I suppose it will be alright, if I die for them.. if I die for them, than it's okay, because it'll be for something.. you know what I mean? And I'll get to see you again.. there.. in Heaven.
Korin, what does dying feel like? Does it hurt much? I hope it didn't hurt much for you.
I'm crying now, Korin, because I guess that just by saying this I'm admitting that you're dead, and you aren't coming back. And I don't want you to be gone, Korin.. I don't think I know how to live as Ryuuen anymore, so please don't leave me.. don't leave me alone..
You're gone, aren't you? You are.. Gods, Gods, Korin, please don't.. don't... I don't want to be alone.. anymore.. please..
I don't want to die, Korin, but I guess it will happen, just.. Korin?
Please, just do one more thing for me, okay?
Wait for me, in Heaven...
~*Owari*~