Alternate
By Ryuuen


My true self
shines
only when I'm with them...
...why?

I hide
behind makeup and skirts
a painful past no one knows...
...why?

As a man
I love her
but even so, I want her to just be happy...
...is it wasted?

As a woman
I just want to hold him
I want to make it so no one ever hurts him again...
...is it wasted?

I can change
become myself again
if I can learn it all again...
...but is it worth it?

I am a slave
to the past of myself and others
tied to my feelings...
...but is it worth it?

My heart is free
but.. not really
I'm tied to my loves as if chained...
...can I ever be free?

My heart is caught
in a trap
my days weave in and out of dreams of him...
...can I ever be free?

Alternate
Two sides
of the same
confusing puzzle.

~*OWARI*~