NC-17 ( I tried something a bit different , tell me what you think.)
Flinging the door to the garage open I stumbled in looking around wildly. Letty was under a car, and V, Leon, and Jesse were all working on cars. They turned around to look at me when the door slammed into the wall. When there mouths dropped open I began to think of what I must look like for the first time. My black tank top was torn, and my frayed jeans barley hung onto my hips I knew my face must have been flushed, and my pony tail shot to hell, and back. As soon as Jesse turned around I found myself running to him, he didn't even have time to wipe his hands before I pounced. As soon as I felt his arms wrapped around me my body began to tremble. In the back of my mind I could hear what was going on, Letty rolling from underneath the car, and V, and Leon trying to figure out what was going on .
"What happened?" Jesse asked quietly, almost as if he was afraid he'd startle me. I opened my mouth to tell him, but nothing came out, and I was chocking on unshed tears. The moment he realized this he shifted me in his arms saying
"Ok babe, lets' go." I relaxed wrapping my legs around his waist as he lifted me. The others remained quite, knowing I would explode if they tried to force me into talking at the moment. As we left the garage I laid my head on his shoulders clinging tighter, and breathing him in, he had a certain smell, that was him alone. Like car oil, sweat, cleverness, and something else that was him alone. I feel in love with him all over again in that moment. Once we were in our room he sat down on the bed with me practically attached.
"What happened bube?" He asked taking out my ponytail holder, and rubbing my back slowly.
"Oh God Jess, I was so scared, and he wouldn't let me go," I whispered roughly as I struggled to keep my voice fro cracking.
"Who ?" He asked as he ground his teeth together.
"Lance," I said trembling as he tensed. Sensing that I needed him with me he said
"Shh its ok babe, I'm not going anywhere." We sat quietly for a while him rocking me back and forth until we heard the slamming of car doors.
"You feel like talking to them?" he asked knowing it was the rest of the team.
"Not right now." I 'm not sure exactly what Jesse said but he somehow managed to get them to leave.
"They're all staying at V's we have the place to ourselves tonight," he said walking in. o:p/o:p
"Come on, lets' get you cleaned up," He said coming over to help me out my torn tank. I leaned into him, as I sat they're limp my body aching. This was the side of Jesse that only I could bring out. To most people he can't take care of himself, but he has always managed to care for me, sometimes making me do things I Don't feel like doing. Like Studying for a test, or even going to school. I always like to think I'm loo0king after Jess, but its really a two way street. I chuckled as I Jesse's hand touched bare skin.
"Jess?"
"Yea?"
"You never wiped your hand of did you? "
"I'm sorry Lad, let me go get a towel," He said realizing he's just smeared grease all over my
back.I laughed as I remembered a time when we first started dating. V had been going to the
store to shop with Mia, and I yelled out "Bring me back some grease." Jesse had said "Why we
have plenty at the garage." Making everyone laugh. It took me almost 10 minutes to explain why I
needed to put grease in my hair. That was one of the only times me being part black had ever
come up. That was one of the reasons I loved Jesse so much, he loved me because I was me,
just me. A lot of other guys I had known before Jess had always tried to make me into something
I wasn't. Wanting to tell they're parents I was Hispanic, because they were afraid to tell them
about my mixed heritage. That was the reason why I had never dated, I wouldn't deny who I was
for anyone.
"Here we go,:" Jesse said as he unsnapped my bra to wipe the grease off. "Sit up," He said setting the cloth aside.
"For what?" I said playing dumb. I knew he wanted to look me over for bruises, and I was
ashamed. I knew he had grabbed me tight enough to bruise the skin, and to bruise my mocha
skin you had hit me extremely hard.
"Come on Lad," He said leaning over me to look directly into my eyes.
"Just don't' freak out ok?" I said arching my back, to help him ease the denim jeans over my hips, and down my legs
"Awwh baby," He said as he saw the dark bruises that were beginning to form on my hip line, waist, and sides. I winced softly as he gently probed them.
"I am so sorry I wasn't there for you ," he said gently kissing the dark marks.
"Jess, you can't be with me twenty four hours a say," I said putting my hand on the side of his face.
"I know," He said sighing heavily. " You know I know I don't; say this a lot, but I love you
Ladie Marie, I really do," he said leaning over to kiss me.
"I love you to Jess," I said pulling him down to me. Placing his hands on both sides of my body
he leaned in closer. I moaned as his tongue slid in my mouth, and I gently sucked. I wanted be
as close to him as humanly possible. Wiggling under him I slid my hand under his shirt, and
running my nails down his back.
"Lad," he said breathless, and he kissed my neck.
"Off," I said suddenly aggressive, something I had never been before. Minutes later he was
tossing his shirt over his head, and I was gently biting his shoulder.
"Damn, Lad what's gotten into you?" He asked growling. I smirked knowing I was turning him on .
"I have no idea." I answered huskily. Moments later I had him shimming out of his pants.
"Lad, If we don't stop… I don't think I'm going to be able to," he said lifting himself up to look
down on me. Looking up at him I smiled, he was everything I had ever wanted in a man. Just
then his green eyes were glazed over with passion, and his hair was ruffled from me running my
fingers through. I don't think he had ever looked as attractive to me as he did in that moment. As
long as I lived I knew I would never forget the way he looked in that moment.
"Then don't."
"What?" He said leaning closer, and narrowing his eyes at me.
"Don't stop Jesse, " I said breathing heavily.
"You know what your saying?" he asked shocked.
"Jesse I love you like I could never love anyone, our four year anniversary is in less than two hours …"
"I know , I just … I don't want to hurt you ," He said bashfully.
"Ok," He said growling, as I smiled ,and nibbled on his ear.
"I never knew you could be like this Lad."
"Me neither." HE rubbed my thigh, as he slid my underwear down ,and I sighed ,it seemed like I'd been waiting for this moment forever. Kissing my neck he leaned over me after taking his boxers off.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes," I said looking into his eyes. Entwining our hands together he lifted my arms over my head.
"Look at me Ladie." Lips trembling slightly my brown eyes met his, our eyes saying things we
could never fully express with words. I tensed as he slid in slightly, and he kissed my neck, and
shoulders until I was putty in his hands. He kissed me as he made the final thrust, and my soft cry
was lost in his mouth. Tears slid down my face as I tensed it felt like something had torn. I knew it
was going to hurt, but I hadn't expected it to hurt so much.
"Shh I'm sorry it won't hurt anymore," he said kissing away my tears, and resting on his arms as he kissed me gently.
Eventually I completely relaxed, and the throbbing changed, from being painful to being a tension.
When I began to move my hips experimentally he began to move .Slowly in, and out building the
strange tension in the pit of my stomach.
"God Jesse," I said growling.
"Am I hurting you?" He said tensing
"No, you're driving me crazy," I said rubbing my nails down his back
Later
"Are you ok?" Jesse asked as he lay on top of me.
"I'm fine Jess."
"You don't regret it do you ?"
"No, happy Anniversary," I said glancing at the clock.
"Happy Anniversary , I love you Ladie Marie, " he said rolling over.
"I Love you to Jesse Alexander." As I drifted off to sleep that night I remember thinking things
could never get better than this. Sometimes I wish I could erase that statement cause for a long
time after that I wasn't happy
Flinging the door to the garage open I stumbled in looking around wildly. Letty was under a car, and V, Leon, and Jesse were all working on cars. They turned around to look at me when the door slammed into the wall. When there mouths dropped open I began to think of what I must look like for the first time. My black tank top was torn, and my frayed jeans barley hung onto my hips I knew my face must have been flushed, and my pony tail shot to hell, and back. As soon as Jesse turned around I found myself running to him, he didn't even have time to wipe his hands before I pounced. As soon as I felt his arms wrapped around me my body began to tremble. In the back of my mind I could hear what was going on, Letty rolling from underneath the car, and V, and Leon trying to figure out what was going on .
"What happened?" Jesse asked quietly, almost as if he was afraid he'd startle me. I opened my mouth to tell him, but nothing came out, and I was chocking on unshed tears. The moment he realized this he shifted me in his arms saying
"Ok babe, lets' go." I relaxed wrapping my legs around his waist as he lifted me. The others remained quite, knowing I would explode if they tried to force me into talking at the moment. As we left the garage I laid my head on his shoulders clinging tighter, and breathing him in, he had a certain smell, that was him alone. Like car oil, sweat, cleverness, and something else that was him alone. I feel in love with him all over again in that moment. Once we were in our room he sat down on the bed with me practically attached.
"What happened bube?" He asked taking out my ponytail holder, and rubbing my back slowly.
"Oh God Jess, I was so scared, and he wouldn't let me go," I whispered roughly as I struggled to keep my voice fro cracking.
"Who ?" He asked as he ground his teeth together.
"Lance," I said trembling as he tensed. Sensing that I needed him with me he said
"Shh its ok babe, I'm not going anywhere." We sat quietly for a while him rocking me back and forth until we heard the slamming of car doors.
"You feel like talking to them?" he asked knowing it was the rest of the team.
"Not right now." I 'm not sure exactly what Jesse said but he somehow managed to get them to leave.
"They're all staying at V's we have the place to ourselves tonight," he said walking in. o:p/o:p
"Come on, lets' get you cleaned up," He said coming over to help me out my torn tank. I leaned into him, as I sat they're limp my body aching. This was the side of Jesse that only I could bring out. To most people he can't take care of himself, but he has always managed to care for me, sometimes making me do things I Don't feel like doing. Like Studying for a test, or even going to school. I always like to think I'm loo0king after Jess, but its really a two way street. I chuckled as I Jesse's hand touched bare skin.
"Jess?"
"Yea?"
"You never wiped your hand of did you? "
"I'm sorry Lad, let me go get a towel," He said realizing he's just smeared grease all over my
back.I laughed as I remembered a time when we first started dating. V had been going to the
store to shop with Mia, and I yelled out "Bring me back some grease." Jesse had said "Why we
have plenty at the garage." Making everyone laugh. It took me almost 10 minutes to explain why I
needed to put grease in my hair. That was one of the only times me being part black had ever
come up. That was one of the reasons I loved Jesse so much, he loved me because I was me,
just me. A lot of other guys I had known before Jess had always tried to make me into something
I wasn't. Wanting to tell they're parents I was Hispanic, because they were afraid to tell them
about my mixed heritage. That was the reason why I had never dated, I wouldn't deny who I was
for anyone.
"Here we go,:" Jesse said as he unsnapped my bra to wipe the grease off. "Sit up," He said setting the cloth aside.
"For what?" I said playing dumb. I knew he wanted to look me over for bruises, and I was
ashamed. I knew he had grabbed me tight enough to bruise the skin, and to bruise my mocha
skin you had hit me extremely hard.
"Come on Lad," He said leaning over me to look directly into my eyes.
"Just don't' freak out ok?" I said arching my back, to help him ease the denim jeans over my hips, and down my legs
"Awwh baby," He said as he saw the dark bruises that were beginning to form on my hip line, waist, and sides. I winced softly as he gently probed them.
"I am so sorry I wasn't there for you ," he said gently kissing the dark marks.
"Jess, you can't be with me twenty four hours a say," I said putting my hand on the side of his face.
"I know," He said sighing heavily. " You know I know I don't; say this a lot, but I love you
Ladie Marie, I really do," he said leaning over to kiss me.
"I love you to Jess," I said pulling him down to me. Placing his hands on both sides of my body
he leaned in closer. I moaned as his tongue slid in my mouth, and I gently sucked. I wanted be
as close to him as humanly possible. Wiggling under him I slid my hand under his shirt, and
running my nails down his back.
"Lad," he said breathless, and he kissed my neck.
"Off," I said suddenly aggressive, something I had never been before. Minutes later he was
tossing his shirt over his head, and I was gently biting his shoulder.
"Damn, Lad what's gotten into you?" He asked growling. I smirked knowing I was turning him on .
"I have no idea." I answered huskily. Moments later I had him shimming out of his pants.
"Lad, If we don't stop… I don't think I'm going to be able to," he said lifting himself up to look
down on me. Looking up at him I smiled, he was everything I had ever wanted in a man. Just
then his green eyes were glazed over with passion, and his hair was ruffled from me running my
fingers through. I don't think he had ever looked as attractive to me as he did in that moment. As
long as I lived I knew I would never forget the way he looked in that moment.
"Then don't."
"What?" He said leaning closer, and narrowing his eyes at me.
"Don't stop Jesse, " I said breathing heavily.
"You know what your saying?" he asked shocked.
"Jesse I love you like I could never love anyone, our four year anniversary is in less than two hours …"
"I know , I just … I don't want to hurt you ," He said bashfully.
"Ok," He said growling, as I smiled ,and nibbled on his ear.
"I never knew you could be like this Lad."
"Me neither." HE rubbed my thigh, as he slid my underwear down ,and I sighed ,it seemed like I'd been waiting for this moment forever. Kissing my neck he leaned over me after taking his boxers off.
"Are you sure about this?"
"Yes," I said looking into his eyes. Entwining our hands together he lifted my arms over my head.
"Look at me Ladie." Lips trembling slightly my brown eyes met his, our eyes saying things we
could never fully express with words. I tensed as he slid in slightly, and he kissed my neck, and
shoulders until I was putty in his hands. He kissed me as he made the final thrust, and my soft cry
was lost in his mouth. Tears slid down my face as I tensed it felt like something had torn. I knew it
was going to hurt, but I hadn't expected it to hurt so much.
"Shh I'm sorry it won't hurt anymore," he said kissing away my tears, and resting on his arms as he kissed me gently.
Eventually I completely relaxed, and the throbbing changed, from being painful to being a tension.
When I began to move my hips experimentally he began to move .Slowly in, and out building the
strange tension in the pit of my stomach.
"God Jesse," I said growling.
"Am I hurting you?" He said tensing
"No, you're driving me crazy," I said rubbing my nails down his back
Later
"Are you ok?" Jesse asked as he lay on top of me.
"I'm fine Jess."
"You don't regret it do you ?"
"No, happy Anniversary," I said glancing at the clock.
"Happy Anniversary , I love you Ladie Marie, " he said rolling over.
"I Love you to Jesse Alexander." As I drifted off to sleep that night I remember thinking things
could never get better than this. Sometimes I wish I could erase that statement cause for a long
time after that I wasn't happy