Sweet Lily
By: Sot Moon
Disclaimer: I don't own HP, la la la.
Authors Note: Well, thank you for the little reviews I did get, but yes, it was Sirius. Good job!
I should have told him.
He was so adorable. He was sweet, kind and completely loveable. I mean, what's not to love? His sandy blonde hair, his gorgeous blue eyes. He was handsome, especially when he smiled. But... It didn't even matter, about his condition. I'd love him until the death.
Why didn't I choose him?
I could have had anyone, but... James, he was so sweet. Do I love him? Does he know that I feel regret and pain, seeing the faces of his friends?
Should I tell him?
Should I tell James, that the worthless rat tried to rape me? And that sweet, sweet Sirius saved me? I made Sirius swear on the inch of his life, that he wouldn't tell. Right in the middle of that, he told me how he felt. I feel horrible. I yelled at him... He didn't know I had feelings for him... Why are my emotions so fucked?
Why me?
Why was I blessed with my life? Why couldn't I have been Muggle? Why couldn't I have been happy like Petunia? Uugh... Never mind... I don't want to be like her, the damned horse.
Life's over.
I'm here, at the Astronomy tower, soon to jump. My red hair blowing in the breeze, I look down, and sigh. If only forgetting things were so easy...
(A/N: Hehe. Review!)
By: Sot Moon
Disclaimer: I don't own HP, la la la.
Authors Note: Well, thank you for the little reviews I did get, but yes, it was Sirius. Good job!
I should have told him.
He was so adorable. He was sweet, kind and completely loveable. I mean, what's not to love? His sandy blonde hair, his gorgeous blue eyes. He was handsome, especially when he smiled. But... It didn't even matter, about his condition. I'd love him until the death.
Why didn't I choose him?
I could have had anyone, but... James, he was so sweet. Do I love him? Does he know that I feel regret and pain, seeing the faces of his friends?
Should I tell him?
Should I tell James, that the worthless rat tried to rape me? And that sweet, sweet Sirius saved me? I made Sirius swear on the inch of his life, that he wouldn't tell. Right in the middle of that, he told me how he felt. I feel horrible. I yelled at him... He didn't know I had feelings for him... Why are my emotions so fucked?
Why me?
Why was I blessed with my life? Why couldn't I have been Muggle? Why couldn't I have been happy like Petunia? Uugh... Never mind... I don't want to be like her, the damned horse.
Life's over.
I'm here, at the Astronomy tower, soon to jump. My red hair blowing in the breeze, I look down, and sigh. If only forgetting things were so easy...
(A/N: Hehe. Review!)