A/N- This is the epilogue to Hurt Her to Save Her, in form of a songfic.
The song is "Don't Want to Live My Life Without You" by Soluna. I hope you
like it, I decided HHSH needed an epilogue!!! REVIEW!!!
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"Don't Want To Live My Life Without You"
Here... We are...
Going back to the start
When I thought we've come so far ~*~
James and I were together again, after that short time (that had seemed like forever) when we had been apart. James had taken me out dancing, then to dinner. After spending the evening dancing, I was happy to collapse in the chairs at our favorite restaurant. James sat down opposite me.
And I.. I try...
Tried to make you understand
I've done everything I can
~*~
I smiled at him, and he smiled back. "You never did tell me exactly why you did that," I told him. James sighed, and rolled his eyes playfully, "I thought we agreed never to talk about it again." "I just can't help it," I said, "Besides, I wanna know. It wouldn't hurt, would it?" James rolled his eyes, and said, "I didn't want to see you die like my mother, just because you were with me." "James," I told him, "I'd go to the end of the world and back if I had to, just to be with you. I love you, you know that." "That's the thing, I did it because I love you," James said.
Every night I'm losing sleep
Tell me if I'm in too deep ~*~
I smiled at James. "You know," I teased, "You should have known that I'd come after you. You should have known." "I know, but what can I say, I'm sorry?" James asked. I laughed, "Oh, don't worry about it. I was just kidding. Boy, am I tired. You know, by the way you look, you'd never guess that you can actually dance." "Very funny, Lily Evans." "Aren't I, James Potter."
I'm going... crazy
I don't know what I should do
To fight the risk of losing you
Baby.. Ay yi!
~*~
"You know, I never liked the name 'Lily Evans'," James said. I laughed, and asked, "And what exactly do you want me to do, change my name? To what, would like me to change my name?" "I like the name Lily, but Evans doesn't fit you quite right," James answered. "And what does?" I teased. James pretended to think, then smiled and said, "Let's see, 'Lily Potter' sounds just right for you." I stared at him. He pulled something out, a little red ring box, and said, "Lily, would you marry me?"
Don't Want to live my life
Without you
Can't go another night
Without you ~*~
"Oh my gosh, James," I cried. Everyone in the tables around us seemed to sense what was going on, and it grew quiet. "What do you say, Lily? I almost lost you once, and I'm not about to do it again. This seals it," James said. "Yes, oh my gosh, yes!" I cried, and leapt across the narrow table to hug him tight.
Don't Want to live my life
Without your Love
Without your love
Without your love
~*~
So a year later I was standing in my apartment with Abby and a few of my other friends, searching desperately for an Advil. "Lily! Lily! LILY!" Abby yelled, "Get a grip!" I swerved on my best friend and shouted, "EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, YOU'RE NOT THE ONE GETTING MARRIED IN. TWO HOURS!" "You're not having any Advil. You are going to sit down with the rest of your bridesmaids, and you're going to have fun," Abby said, and tried to drag me to the living room, where all my bridesmaids were sitting. "I'm just. nervous," I said. "Of course you are, you're getting married. It's natural. But you love James, James loves you, problem solved," Abby told me. "I suppose so," I said.
There you go
Hiding everything you feel
Too blind to see what's real ~*~
Abby insisted I wouldn't be able to see James until the ceremony. I was nervous, but my heart was lifted. After that short time we had been apart, I was scared he'd do it again. After today, we'd promise we'd be together forever. This would seal it. This would make it all work out.
You.. Forgot...
Everything I was to you
The sun, the stars, the moon
~*~
How could he have done that to me, anyway? He always told me he loved me, and he never wanted to be away from me. Sure, I'd forgiven him, and I knew the answers to all my questions. After today, I reasoned, everything will be perfect.
I don't know what I've done wrong
Tell me what's been going on
Inside you... Lately ~*~
Abby ran into my room. "Lily, the ceremony starts in a half an hour, and the best man isn't here yet!" Abby cried. "Where's Sirius?" I asked, because Sirius was James' best man. "Who knows. I just asked James, and he didn't know," Abby cried, "Oh, I'll kill him if he ruins this day!" "Don't worry, Abby," I whispered. "Are you nervous, still?" Abby asked. "Not really, not like I was before. I've been thinking," I answered. "About what?" Abby asked. I just smiled.
I just wanna do you right
I cant go another night
Baby... Ay yi! ~*~
"Lily, Abby, are you in here?" The door opened and I saw one of my bridesmaids, our neighbor, Alicia. "Are you guys ready? They sent me to tell you that the ceremony is starting in a few minutes," Alicia said. I nodded. "Is Sirius here?" Abby asked. Alicia nodded, "He just got here." "Oh, I'm going to have a word with him," Abby cried. I grabbed her arm, "Abby, wait until after the wedding. Just because he's a little late doesn't mean I want to lose either the best man or maid of honor." Abby smiled, and agreed.
Don't Want to Live my Life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't Want to live my life without your Love
Without your love ~*~
Did you ever get so nervous you wanted to throw up? That's how I felt as I stood outside the doors to the room where everyone was sitting, waiting. Janie, the flower girl, was already half way down the isle. The bridesmaids were ready to go. Abby gave my hand a squeeze. "See you later, Mrs. Potter," she whispered, and smiled at me before disappearing around the corner through the doors. I waited a few seconds, and took a deep breath, and smiled. Here I go, I thought, and took a step, a step towards my future, a step towards my love.
Don't Want to Live my Life (don't want to live my life) without you
Can't go another night (cant go another night) without you
Don't Want to live my life (whoa ooohhh..) without your Love
(without your love)
Without your love ~*~
There he was, waiting at the other end for me. Smiling at me. The moment I saw his smile all feelings of nervousness melted within me to a feeling of pure joy. Oh, how close I came to losing him, forever. Now, forever would be ours, together.
Don't want to live my life... without you
Don't want to live my life... without you
No, No, No
Without you
~*~
I smiled back at him, and he took my arm. He whispered in my ear, "Ready, Lily?" I nodded. Together we stood facing the priest, ready to go. Ready for anything.
Here... We are...
Going back to the start
When I thought we've come so far
~*~
The priest turned to me first. "Do you, Lily Evans, take James Potter to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?"
Don't want to live my life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't want to live my life without your Love
(without your love) Without your love
~*~
I didn't even need to think about my answer. "I do."
Don't want to live my life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't want to live my life without your Love
(oohhh...) Without your love
~*~
He turned to James next. "Do you, James Potter, take Lily Evans to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?"
Don't Want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live ~*~
I smiled at James. "I do."
Without You... Without your love...
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Without You... Without your love *~*
"By the power vested in me," the priest said, "I know pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride." James leaned over and kissed me on the lips. In the background I heard the priest announce, "Ladies and gentlemen, may I present, Mr. and Mrs. James Potter!"
A/N- How did you like it? I thought HHSH needed an epilogue. Well, that's it, people. If you want anything else to read, check out my other stories, Lily's Lake, Yours Hating James Potter, Erika, and so on. Buh-bye!!!
Review!!!
Additional comments can be given to me at StarlightEve111@aol.com
Buh-bye!
Disclaimer-
"Don't Want To Live My Life Without You"
Here... We are...
Going back to the start
When I thought we've come so far ~*~
James and I were together again, after that short time (that had seemed like forever) when we had been apart. James had taken me out dancing, then to dinner. After spending the evening dancing, I was happy to collapse in the chairs at our favorite restaurant. James sat down opposite me.
And I.. I try...
Tried to make you understand
I've done everything I can
~*~
I smiled at him, and he smiled back. "You never did tell me exactly why you did that," I told him. James sighed, and rolled his eyes playfully, "I thought we agreed never to talk about it again." "I just can't help it," I said, "Besides, I wanna know. It wouldn't hurt, would it?" James rolled his eyes, and said, "I didn't want to see you die like my mother, just because you were with me." "James," I told him, "I'd go to the end of the world and back if I had to, just to be with you. I love you, you know that." "That's the thing, I did it because I love you," James said.
Every night I'm losing sleep
Tell me if I'm in too deep ~*~
I smiled at James. "You know," I teased, "You should have known that I'd come after you. You should have known." "I know, but what can I say, I'm sorry?" James asked. I laughed, "Oh, don't worry about it. I was just kidding. Boy, am I tired. You know, by the way you look, you'd never guess that you can actually dance." "Very funny, Lily Evans." "Aren't I, James Potter."
I'm going... crazy
I don't know what I should do
To fight the risk of losing you
Baby.. Ay yi!
~*~
"You know, I never liked the name 'Lily Evans'," James said. I laughed, and asked, "And what exactly do you want me to do, change my name? To what, would like me to change my name?" "I like the name Lily, but Evans doesn't fit you quite right," James answered. "And what does?" I teased. James pretended to think, then smiled and said, "Let's see, 'Lily Potter' sounds just right for you." I stared at him. He pulled something out, a little red ring box, and said, "Lily, would you marry me?"
Don't Want to live my life
Without you
Can't go another night
Without you ~*~
"Oh my gosh, James," I cried. Everyone in the tables around us seemed to sense what was going on, and it grew quiet. "What do you say, Lily? I almost lost you once, and I'm not about to do it again. This seals it," James said. "Yes, oh my gosh, yes!" I cried, and leapt across the narrow table to hug him tight.
Don't Want to live my life
Without your Love
Without your love
Without your love
~*~
So a year later I was standing in my apartment with Abby and a few of my other friends, searching desperately for an Advil. "Lily! Lily! LILY!" Abby yelled, "Get a grip!" I swerved on my best friend and shouted, "EASY FOR YOU TO SAY, YOU'RE NOT THE ONE GETTING MARRIED IN. TWO HOURS!" "You're not having any Advil. You are going to sit down with the rest of your bridesmaids, and you're going to have fun," Abby said, and tried to drag me to the living room, where all my bridesmaids were sitting. "I'm just. nervous," I said. "Of course you are, you're getting married. It's natural. But you love James, James loves you, problem solved," Abby told me. "I suppose so," I said.
There you go
Hiding everything you feel
Too blind to see what's real ~*~
Abby insisted I wouldn't be able to see James until the ceremony. I was nervous, but my heart was lifted. After that short time we had been apart, I was scared he'd do it again. After today, we'd promise we'd be together forever. This would seal it. This would make it all work out.
You.. Forgot...
Everything I was to you
The sun, the stars, the moon
~*~
How could he have done that to me, anyway? He always told me he loved me, and he never wanted to be away from me. Sure, I'd forgiven him, and I knew the answers to all my questions. After today, I reasoned, everything will be perfect.
I don't know what I've done wrong
Tell me what's been going on
Inside you... Lately ~*~
Abby ran into my room. "Lily, the ceremony starts in a half an hour, and the best man isn't here yet!" Abby cried. "Where's Sirius?" I asked, because Sirius was James' best man. "Who knows. I just asked James, and he didn't know," Abby cried, "Oh, I'll kill him if he ruins this day!" "Don't worry, Abby," I whispered. "Are you nervous, still?" Abby asked. "Not really, not like I was before. I've been thinking," I answered. "About what?" Abby asked. I just smiled.
I just wanna do you right
I cant go another night
Baby... Ay yi! ~*~
"Lily, Abby, are you in here?" The door opened and I saw one of my bridesmaids, our neighbor, Alicia. "Are you guys ready? They sent me to tell you that the ceremony is starting in a few minutes," Alicia said. I nodded. "Is Sirius here?" Abby asked. Alicia nodded, "He just got here." "Oh, I'm going to have a word with him," Abby cried. I grabbed her arm, "Abby, wait until after the wedding. Just because he's a little late doesn't mean I want to lose either the best man or maid of honor." Abby smiled, and agreed.
Don't Want to Live my Life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't Want to live my life without your Love
Without your love ~*~
Did you ever get so nervous you wanted to throw up? That's how I felt as I stood outside the doors to the room where everyone was sitting, waiting. Janie, the flower girl, was already half way down the isle. The bridesmaids were ready to go. Abby gave my hand a squeeze. "See you later, Mrs. Potter," she whispered, and smiled at me before disappearing around the corner through the doors. I waited a few seconds, and took a deep breath, and smiled. Here I go, I thought, and took a step, a step towards my future, a step towards my love.
Don't Want to Live my Life (don't want to live my life) without you
Can't go another night (cant go another night) without you
Don't Want to live my life (whoa ooohhh..) without your Love
(without your love)
Without your love ~*~
There he was, waiting at the other end for me. Smiling at me. The moment I saw his smile all feelings of nervousness melted within me to a feeling of pure joy. Oh, how close I came to losing him, forever. Now, forever would be ours, together.
Don't want to live my life... without you
Don't want to live my life... without you
No, No, No
Without you
~*~
I smiled back at him, and he took my arm. He whispered in my ear, "Ready, Lily?" I nodded. Together we stood facing the priest, ready to go. Ready for anything.
Here... We are...
Going back to the start
When I thought we've come so far
~*~
The priest turned to me first. "Do you, Lily Evans, take James Potter to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?"
Don't want to live my life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't want to live my life without your Love
(without your love) Without your love
~*~
I didn't even need to think about my answer. "I do."
Don't want to live my life without you
Can't go another night without you
Don't want to live my life without your Love
(oohhh...) Without your love
~*~
He turned to James next. "Do you, James Potter, take Lily Evans to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?"
Don't Want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live ~*~
I smiled at James. "I do."
Without You... Without your love...
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Don't want to Live
Without You... Without your love *~*
"By the power vested in me," the priest said, "I know pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride." James leaned over and kissed me on the lips. In the background I heard the priest announce, "Ladies and gentlemen, may I present, Mr. and Mrs. James Potter!"
A/N- How did you like it? I thought HHSH needed an epilogue. Well, that's it, people. If you want anything else to read, check out my other stories, Lily's Lake, Yours Hating James Potter, Erika, and so on. Buh-bye!!!
Review!!!
Additional comments can be given to me at StarlightEve111@aol.com
Buh-bye!