A/N I'm still in need of a title! Some of you like Heartache, Hearbreak,
but I don't, so if any of you want to come up with something better, please
tell me. Well, anyways, here's part 7,do enjoy it, I enjoy writing this!
Over the next week I pondered what John had said. Riff was looking for me. Why? I really don't know, but I wanted to find out. John as trying to be as overprotective as he could, without suffocating me like Riff had. He was pretty much trying to be the exact opposite of Riff.
It was a much needed break. I needed to be with someone who wasn't Riff. But yet, at the same time, I still missed Riff. I didn't regret that I left him, but I still wanted him. I longed to find a happy medium. Someone with all of the wonderful traits I missed in Riff, but without Riff's short temper. But it was then that I realized that I could never find another Riff.
John was the nearest thing I had to another Riff. He was just as kind and wonderful and caring as Riff could be, and he could control his temper better. But he thought thing through too much. He was too methodical. Riff, yes, Riff thought things through a lot, but he also had a spontaneous side to him. he was unpredictable.
As I thought about this, I tried to shake the thought of Riff from my head. I left him, for good reason. I wasn't going to go back. I was going to stay here until Riff gave up looking for me, and then find a place on my own. And forget about Riff forever. Put him behind me. Forget about him and move on with my life. And try to find someone to take his place. But could I ever find another Riff?
Over the next week I pondered what John had said. Riff was looking for me. Why? I really don't know, but I wanted to find out. John as trying to be as overprotective as he could, without suffocating me like Riff had. He was pretty much trying to be the exact opposite of Riff.
It was a much needed break. I needed to be with someone who wasn't Riff. But yet, at the same time, I still missed Riff. I didn't regret that I left him, but I still wanted him. I longed to find a happy medium. Someone with all of the wonderful traits I missed in Riff, but without Riff's short temper. But it was then that I realized that I could never find another Riff.
John was the nearest thing I had to another Riff. He was just as kind and wonderful and caring as Riff could be, and he could control his temper better. But he thought thing through too much. He was too methodical. Riff, yes, Riff thought things through a lot, but he also had a spontaneous side to him. he was unpredictable.
As I thought about this, I tried to shake the thought of Riff from my head. I left him, for good reason. I wasn't going to go back. I was going to stay here until Riff gave up looking for me, and then find a place on my own. And forget about Riff forever. Put him behind me. Forget about him and move on with my life. And try to find someone to take his place. But could I ever find another Riff?