He Was Supposed To Be My Friend
(Authors Notes :: This story is written by TWO people but got to go under my name cuz it was my idea but my girl helped out ALOT , So go read her stories " My Story " and "Can Their Relationship Last? " be sure to check those out. Also we might be writtin another story to go under her name so check it out shes a magician with words thanx girlie for helpin write this with me:)
( Disclaimer :: We do not own the F*R*I*E*N*D*S characters though i do sometimes think what i would do if i owned the guys... ugh well at least Chan and Joey * drools* ok read this story its incredibly good though i must warn you it gets incredibly dark so if you dont like those.. dont read and if you dont like it, who cares for all of those who do please reveiw tankie :)
She loved the feeling he gave her, even his mere presence seemed to fill her with a sense of safety and well being. She marveled at the way he could make her feel, especially when they made love, they seemed to fit perfectly together. His masculine arms wrapped themselves around her. As she lay she takes in the fragrance of his skin. Life before Chandler was meaningless, it now held so much promise so much potential.
"I love you " she whispered into his chest, as he slept. He inhaled and lifted her head with his rising chest she smiled to herself. They hadn't been together long but she already knew that he was the one, he was her everything, he was her Chandler.
His love for her was expressed only physically, he hadn't yet said the words yet, the words that signify commitment, scared the bejesus out of him even with Monica. He was afraid to get close to her, what was he trying to save himself from?
The morning light shown dim through Monica's half pulled curtains, her eyes fluttered slightly at the feel of sun in them so soon. They had gotten to bed late last night and it was now beginning to take its toll. She lifted herself to a sitting position glancing quickly at Chandler who hadn't seemed to change positions all night, maybe because she was laying on him.
A long wisp of hair fell in front of her eyes as her head turned, she closed her eyes as a reflex to the soft brush across her eyes, she left them shut for a few seconds it felt so good for them to shut she was incredibly tired.
Just before she had forced her eyes open she felt a large hand move the hair off her face, knowing who it was, she smiled big. Her eyes opened slowly to see a sleepy Chandler staring up to her with the same goofy smile on his face.
"Morning "
she let herself lay back down on his chest
"morning "
he rubbed her hair which made her sleepier but she wouldn't dare tell him to stop. It had been awkward to start a relationship with him, especially one with such physicality as it had come to have.
"Sleep well? "
his voice sounding hoarse from lack of letting himself wake up fully before initiating a conversation.
" not enough " she said with a small laugh
"I agree " he said reaching a hand up to rub his eyes during a yawn.
" What time is it? "
Monica leaned off him to look at the clock
"you don't wanna know "
she collapsed back onto him
"7:48 " she finally said with a yawn of her own.
"Oh my God ... its too early to be awake " he whined with a boyish charm that made Monica's smile reappear.
He shifted himself to lay on his side
"I have an idea....let sleep 'til noon " he said nudging the pillow so to make a comfy spot for his head
"work " Monica simply said.
Chandler moaned in protest. Monica mocked him pushing herself up to a sitting position again.
"Come on "
She tugged at the pillow Chandler had thrown over his head, more moans of protest came from him while she playfully shook him until he got up.
"You're evil " he said playfully while pulling his pants up to his hips.
"You know you love me "
Hearing her say those words so casually made him cringe slightly, Monica has definitely been the most amazing person he had ever been with but love? He wanted to say he was in .. "love" but he couldn't lie to himself he liked her a great deal but love wasn't leaving his tongue anytime soon, at least not in the next month.
"All right I'm off to ... count some numbers, because if I don't. it doesn't really matter " Chandler said with the sad realization that his whole day would revolve around something called a WENUS.
He sighed and kissed Monica good-bye
"ill call you " he said heading for his apartment to get ready for work
And almost on cue four other people entered her quiet apartment, making it full of argument and chatting. Monica was met with a kiss on the cheek from Ross who she hadn't seen for almost a week due to his dinosaur emergencies at the museum.
Rachel had spent the night with Joey. She had strong feelings for him but knew that the feelings weren't mutual. Why didn't he like her as much as she liked him? They were nothing serious yet, they had only been officially dating for about a month now but have been sleeping together for much longer, becoming friends with "benefits".
Rachel wanted so much more with him, but it was painful to realize that she wouldn't get it. Her eyes were on him while he sat at the table, the look of sorrow was clearly in her eyes. Monica knew that they must have had a fight. Again.
Monica selfishly found herself thinking that she was the luckiest woman in the world to have a man who loved her back, so what if he hadn't said it yet. He needs time I mean it is after all Chandler.
"Well, what'll it be guys " Monica said going into waitress mode
"oh I'm good Mon I just ate " Joey said looking up from his magazine
"I went with Joey " Phoebe said after partly regretting she had reminded Rachel of her morning with Joey, reminding her that her "boyfriend" spent more time away from her than with her.
"I have to go now Mon thanks anyway though "
Rachel forced a smile she got up from the table eyeing Joey the whole time. When his eyes didn't meet hers she looked to the floor and went about her business unintentionally slamming the door on her way out.
Joey took a deep breath filled with annoyance he excused himself from the table and followed Rachel out the door slightly slamming it himself.
"Trouble in paradise " Ross said with a smirk holding out a coffee cup while Monica poured.
She looked to Phoebe
"I didn't do it " Phoebe said defending herself.
"So you guys don't want ... anything?" Monica asked while pushing Rachel and Joey's chairs back into place.
They shook their heads " no " without speaking.
Monica felt almost unneeded at all now that she had the day off from breakfast duty, the break was welcomed but felt empty. She knew Rachel was in the mood for something to eat, Joey had been giving her such an awful time she hardly ever ate. Much like the way she did in the end of her relationship with Ross.
Monica was worried about Rachel, no doubt about it, but she selfishly let herself think of Chandler at work playing computer games, or maybe actually working. Her thoughts were interrupted by Ross.
"well how's life with Bing? " he said half being sincere half being the big over protective big brother.
Monica could only smile, before she could respond a loud slam of another door made them all jump and face the door.
They could hear the muffled sounds of Joey yelling to Rachel. Then there was silence and the door slowly opened, and they heard Joey roughly shut his door again. Rachel walked in tears flowing from her eyes, she walked to her bedroom and without saying a word or making eye contact shut her door. They could hear her sobbing but none of them knew what to do.
Phoebe had felt part to blame, but she knew it was bound to happen. Monica found herself enraged, why was Joey treating her so miserably? Monica had spent many nights talking with Rachel about their relationships and Rachel always seemed so happy. What had happened?
Instead she lightly taped on Rachel's door, with permission , she walked in and let the door shut behind her. Ross and Phoebe excused themselves and left, why stay and feel awkward?
The shrill ring of the phone broke the silence of the two friends, they both jumped at the sudden sound. Rachel wiped her tears and meekly answered
"hello ? ... yeah she's here Chandler "
Monica's heart skipped a beat and she felt herself smiling, even through the severity of the situation. Rachel didn't hand over the phone instead she seemed to be listening to Chandler speak.
Monica hoped he wasn't telling her to say hi for him and was hanging up. Rachel spoke again breaking Monica's train of thought
"I'm fine .... No really Chand...."
She smiled a little while still talking to Chandler
"thank you ... here she is "
With those last three words Rachel broke down crying again.
Monica gave Rachel a look asking if she needed her off the phone.
"No no .. you talk to your man" she said faking a smile.
She got up to go to her room, she turned to Monica and pointed.
"I'll be here" she moved her lips but no words came out.
"What's wrong with Rachel? "
Monica moved to the window seat so Rachel wouldn't hear Monica explain to Chandler
"She broke up with Joey "
Monica looked to Rachel's door.
"What? why?"
Monica shook her head while she spoke
"They have just been falling apart and she ...she is a wreck I feel so bad for her"
"Aww well that sucks... "
He felt a little awkward because he wasn't calling to hear about Rachel but the sudden news had caught him off guard
"I know... But well what's new with you?
He silently thanked Monica for changing subject.
"Just inputting numbers .. this company would fall apart if it weren't for my numbers"
He joked and they both smiled.
"I cant wait till you can come to see me "
Chandler smirked
"yeah I cant wait either but ... "
She knew what that "but" meant. Her smile quickly faded.
"Oh Chandler no you promised! "
"I know and I'm sorry but Doug is leaving early and I have to fill in for him. He's my boss Mon I can't say no"
She understood but hated too.
"Well what time will you be home?"
"Late .. I'm sorry .. but hey ill be sure to stop over and tell you good night .."
She heard someone talking in the background
"Mon that's Doug I have to go now... "
"OK... ill see you later"
'I love you' was on the tip of her tongue but she keeps it in.
Chandler smiled
"see ya "
She wanted to tell him that she loved him but, had no way of going about it without scaring him, I mean come on it was Chandler. But she couldn't deny her feelings for him.
She went to comfort Rachel more but found that she had fallen asleep. So Monica too went to bed, not falling asleep at first but pretty quickly because of the late night she had.
She found herself waking up to the sound of her front door, and she felt herself growing slightly excited. She knew who it was. Her door creaked when it was opened and Monica turned to face the man standing in her room.
A very tired looking Chandler
" hey " she said with a small smile
" Shhh "
Chandler said as he crawled into her bed, she welcomed him in with a passionate kiss.
"I'm so glad you're here "
He climbs into her bed kicking off his shoes on the way, he lay beside her and held his upper body up with his shoulders looking down at her silhouette through the darkness she was so beautiful, and she was his only.
"Looks like no sleep tonight" he played and leaned in for another kiss.
His lips met hers and he felt her arm come up around his neck pulling him closer to her. Chandler pushed past her lips and their tongues intertwined, she moaned slightly into his mouth when she let herself react to what was going to happen.
Chandler moved himself under the sheet the cascaded over Monica's body, he was surprised to find that she was wearing his t-shirt and panties nothing more. She grunted a little to the feel of Chandler's weight on top of her, he was a slender guy but she felt him pressing into her.
His hands began to roam starting at her stomach and letting themselves slide down to the edge of her shirt to her surprise his hand kept roaming the length of her thigh. She smiled against his lips and his hand was brought back up to her face. He pulled his face up and she followed him begging and longing for his mouth to be with hers.
Her needs were becoming clear to Chandler as she pushed him to lay on his side. He loved it when she insisted on taking control. She lay him down on his back and with one quick movement she was on top of his furiously kissing him, that which he loved too.
She let her hand slip from its stationary position at his side, holding her body up. She sat fully on him grinding herself against him, she loved the small noises he made while she teased him. She went back to her duties of working Chandler belt buckle lose.
While Monica worked at his belt Chandler lay helpless under her, she was freakishly strong, but who was he kidding it wasn't like he was going to fight her off. With one quick move Monica ripped the belt off Chandler, he was shocked she could do it without him needing to move.
The sudden jerk at his pants made Chandler as anxious as Monica. He helped her by sliding his hand through the side rim of her lacy black panties. She looked down at the hand that play on her and gave him a smirk along with her raised eye brow.
Within minutes Chandler was the dominant one with Monica laying under him, he worked the buttons on her shirt all the while passionately kissing her. They both lay exposed, his kisses became more concentrated rather than quick and to the point. He lay on her with his hand at the side of her face.
She noticed his sudden change of pace.
"Are you ok "
She whispered close to his ear. He didn't answer instead he just smiled and let a hand drop away from her face, and slide down the side of her leaving in its wake thousands of tiny goosebumps. Monica sighed heavily.
Chandler lifts himself off Monica when his hand met her inner thigh, he gently pushed her legs open and with his knee he parted them even more. He used his other hand to bring the other leg up he looked down at her underneath him his eyes met hers and leaned back onto her.
She could feel him hard against her leg and she reached a hand down to help guide him towards her opening. He loved the feel of her hands on him and helped her by taking hold of himself and bringing his body closer. He pressed into her slightly and she moaned a little to the feel of him so close to her.
She brought her hands back up around his neck and there was a moment they looked into each others eyes and it was as if time stood still, the world had stopped just for them and this incredible moment they were about to share.
The door to the apartment opened quietly to reveal a worn out Joey, he headed to Rachel's room. He stopped suddenly and listened intently at the noise that seemed to fill the quiet dark apartment. His eyes grew narrow as he listened to the sounds of Chandler and Monica.
Chandler kissed Monica half muffling her moans of pleasure, he loved how he could please her. She grabbed ahold of his hips and helped to guide him inside her at a steadier faster pace.
"Chandler"
She breathed out for him to hear.
Joey looked to the floor the sound of Monica filled his ears he closed his eyes and wished he would have stayed in bed. and that that was his name she was moaning. He turned to exit the apartment and did so making a brief stop to the cabinet under the sink, he grabbed a white bottle with a strong label and even stronger proof.
He finally had made it to the safety of the hall , she couldn't be heard here, he thought to himself as his took a long drink from the bottle labeled "Malibu Rum ".
Chandler's breathing like Monica's was fast. He lay with his head on her chest while he caught his breath, Monica's breath steadied before his. She soaked in the feel of him still inside her. She smiles at the scene that replays in her head.
Chandler leaned up to kiss her. He rolled over to her side, she rolled to meet him and she draped his slightly sweaty arm over her. She buried her face in his chest and he could feel her smiling against him.
"I .... I love you " Chandler said and to his own surprise it felt incredible to say.
Her eyes grew wide and her smile got bigger she leaned her head up to him and looked as if she were going to cry, he wondered for a moment if he had said it wrong or at the wrong time.
"Oh Chandler .....I love you too" she said moving up to kiss him.
He marveled at how wonderful that felt to hear her speak those words and even more wonderful that they were directed to him. He kissed her back and lay with her on the bed his breathing startin to normalize. He kissed her head slowly before falling asleep next to the woman he loved.
Monica turned and was woken up by the sound of sobbing coming from Rachel's bedroom. She looked to the clock.
"Oh my God 3:42 am"
But her friend needed her, besides if Monica ever needed her Rachel would get up anytime for her. Monica looked at Chandler through the darkness he was laying on his stomach with his arms buried up under his pillow, he looked that much more desirable when he was sleeping.
She was careful not to move too suddenly, Chandler had worked a long day and she wouldn't want to wake him.
Success. She had gotten out of bed without even disrupting his breathing.
She got to her feet and grabbed the shirt she had been wearing earlier and made her way through the darkness to the door. Her hands held out so's not to run into anything, her eyes open wide desperately trying to see, she stumbled over Chandlers shoes and froze when she heard him shifting around the bed , then settle exhaling hard.
"Damn shoes"
The door knob made contact with Monica's hand. She had made it out now repeating her motions eyes wide, hands held straight out to her sides she made her way through the dark living room. She saw a tiny beam of light coming from under Rachel's door, a thin ray of light that almost looked creepy in this darkness.
The sobs and sniffles became louder as Monica approached the door. She knocked almost so light she thought Rachel hadn't even heard.
Rachel jumped at the sudden interruption
"Come... come in"
She prayed it wasn't Joey.
"Hey " Monica said with a weak smile her eyes red from lack of sleep her hair a mess and mascara laying on her lower eye lid.
"Oh hey I'm sorry I woke you ,.. go back to sleep"
Rachel's eyes were a bright crimson, the mass of crumbled tissues laid bunched up on her night table. She seemed oblivious to the time or the reason in which Monica had appeared.
"I didn't wake Chandler did I? "
Rachel's eye wide as her question was answered.
"No honey you didn't,... "
Monica sat herself down on the floor with Rachel, just letting her cry for awhile knowing that it was what she needed. She offered her shoulder and watched the minutes slowly pass by.
"I'm sorry Rach ..." She finally offered. "I mean for what its worth I know its hard, when Richard and I broke up I. "
She was interrupted by Rachel. She spoke out of turn but didn't seem to care.
"I'm pregnant"
Monica gasped to herself, and frantically tried to think of something to say.
"He broke up with me because I'm pregnant ..... with his baby, a baby that he says will ruin his career not to mention his life, and that if I chose to do this then I do it alone"
She wiped her eyes and sniffled. Monica wished there were something she could say to make everything better for Rachel but she felt her hatred grow for Joey.
"Oh my God honey I'm ... I ... I'm sorry I'm so sorry. I had no idea..."
"Neither did I, I've known that he doesn't love me or that he probably never did. I just .. I didn't want to admit it ya know, I mean its Joey. I love him."
The conversation dragged on until day was threatening to appear, another sleepless night for Monica. She gave her condolences yet again and apologized for having to go to bed. But bed is where she went and left still crying Rachel to think to herself.
(Authors Notes :: This story is written by TWO people but got to go under my name cuz it was my idea but my girl helped out ALOT , So go read her stories " My Story " and "Can Their Relationship Last? " be sure to check those out. Also we might be writtin another story to go under her name so check it out shes a magician with words thanx girlie for helpin write this with me:)
( Disclaimer :: We do not own the F*R*I*E*N*D*S characters though i do sometimes think what i would do if i owned the guys... ugh well at least Chan and Joey * drools* ok read this story its incredibly good though i must warn you it gets incredibly dark so if you dont like those.. dont read and if you dont like it, who cares for all of those who do please reveiw tankie :)
She loved the feeling he gave her, even his mere presence seemed to fill her with a sense of safety and well being. She marveled at the way he could make her feel, especially when they made love, they seemed to fit perfectly together. His masculine arms wrapped themselves around her. As she lay she takes in the fragrance of his skin. Life before Chandler was meaningless, it now held so much promise so much potential.
"I love you " she whispered into his chest, as he slept. He inhaled and lifted her head with his rising chest she smiled to herself. They hadn't been together long but she already knew that he was the one, he was her everything, he was her Chandler.
His love for her was expressed only physically, he hadn't yet said the words yet, the words that signify commitment, scared the bejesus out of him even with Monica. He was afraid to get close to her, what was he trying to save himself from?
The morning light shown dim through Monica's half pulled curtains, her eyes fluttered slightly at the feel of sun in them so soon. They had gotten to bed late last night and it was now beginning to take its toll. She lifted herself to a sitting position glancing quickly at Chandler who hadn't seemed to change positions all night, maybe because she was laying on him.
A long wisp of hair fell in front of her eyes as her head turned, she closed her eyes as a reflex to the soft brush across her eyes, she left them shut for a few seconds it felt so good for them to shut she was incredibly tired.
Just before she had forced her eyes open she felt a large hand move the hair off her face, knowing who it was, she smiled big. Her eyes opened slowly to see a sleepy Chandler staring up to her with the same goofy smile on his face.
"Morning "
she let herself lay back down on his chest
"morning "
he rubbed her hair which made her sleepier but she wouldn't dare tell him to stop. It had been awkward to start a relationship with him, especially one with such physicality as it had come to have.
"Sleep well? "
his voice sounding hoarse from lack of letting himself wake up fully before initiating a conversation.
" not enough " she said with a small laugh
"I agree " he said reaching a hand up to rub his eyes during a yawn.
" What time is it? "
Monica leaned off him to look at the clock
"you don't wanna know "
she collapsed back onto him
"7:48 " she finally said with a yawn of her own.
"Oh my God ... its too early to be awake " he whined with a boyish charm that made Monica's smile reappear.
He shifted himself to lay on his side
"I have an idea....let sleep 'til noon " he said nudging the pillow so to make a comfy spot for his head
"work " Monica simply said.
Chandler moaned in protest. Monica mocked him pushing herself up to a sitting position again.
"Come on "
She tugged at the pillow Chandler had thrown over his head, more moans of protest came from him while she playfully shook him until he got up.
"You're evil " he said playfully while pulling his pants up to his hips.
"You know you love me "
Hearing her say those words so casually made him cringe slightly, Monica has definitely been the most amazing person he had ever been with but love? He wanted to say he was in .. "love" but he couldn't lie to himself he liked her a great deal but love wasn't leaving his tongue anytime soon, at least not in the next month.
"All right I'm off to ... count some numbers, because if I don't. it doesn't really matter " Chandler said with the sad realization that his whole day would revolve around something called a WENUS.
He sighed and kissed Monica good-bye
"ill call you " he said heading for his apartment to get ready for work
And almost on cue four other people entered her quiet apartment, making it full of argument and chatting. Monica was met with a kiss on the cheek from Ross who she hadn't seen for almost a week due to his dinosaur emergencies at the museum.
Rachel had spent the night with Joey. She had strong feelings for him but knew that the feelings weren't mutual. Why didn't he like her as much as she liked him? They were nothing serious yet, they had only been officially dating for about a month now but have been sleeping together for much longer, becoming friends with "benefits".
Rachel wanted so much more with him, but it was painful to realize that she wouldn't get it. Her eyes were on him while he sat at the table, the look of sorrow was clearly in her eyes. Monica knew that they must have had a fight. Again.
Monica selfishly found herself thinking that she was the luckiest woman in the world to have a man who loved her back, so what if he hadn't said it yet. He needs time I mean it is after all Chandler.
"Well, what'll it be guys " Monica said going into waitress mode
"oh I'm good Mon I just ate " Joey said looking up from his magazine
"I went with Joey " Phoebe said after partly regretting she had reminded Rachel of her morning with Joey, reminding her that her "boyfriend" spent more time away from her than with her.
"I have to go now Mon thanks anyway though "
Rachel forced a smile she got up from the table eyeing Joey the whole time. When his eyes didn't meet hers she looked to the floor and went about her business unintentionally slamming the door on her way out.
Joey took a deep breath filled with annoyance he excused himself from the table and followed Rachel out the door slightly slamming it himself.
"Trouble in paradise " Ross said with a smirk holding out a coffee cup while Monica poured.
She looked to Phoebe
"I didn't do it " Phoebe said defending herself.
"So you guys don't want ... anything?" Monica asked while pushing Rachel and Joey's chairs back into place.
They shook their heads " no " without speaking.
Monica felt almost unneeded at all now that she had the day off from breakfast duty, the break was welcomed but felt empty. She knew Rachel was in the mood for something to eat, Joey had been giving her such an awful time she hardly ever ate. Much like the way she did in the end of her relationship with Ross.
Monica was worried about Rachel, no doubt about it, but she selfishly let herself think of Chandler at work playing computer games, or maybe actually working. Her thoughts were interrupted by Ross.
"well how's life with Bing? " he said half being sincere half being the big over protective big brother.
Monica could only smile, before she could respond a loud slam of another door made them all jump and face the door.
They could hear the muffled sounds of Joey yelling to Rachel. Then there was silence and the door slowly opened, and they heard Joey roughly shut his door again. Rachel walked in tears flowing from her eyes, she walked to her bedroom and without saying a word or making eye contact shut her door. They could hear her sobbing but none of them knew what to do.
Phoebe had felt part to blame, but she knew it was bound to happen. Monica found herself enraged, why was Joey treating her so miserably? Monica had spent many nights talking with Rachel about their relationships and Rachel always seemed so happy. What had happened?
Instead she lightly taped on Rachel's door, with permission , she walked in and let the door shut behind her. Ross and Phoebe excused themselves and left, why stay and feel awkward?
The shrill ring of the phone broke the silence of the two friends, they both jumped at the sudden sound. Rachel wiped her tears and meekly answered
"hello ? ... yeah she's here Chandler "
Monica's heart skipped a beat and she felt herself smiling, even through the severity of the situation. Rachel didn't hand over the phone instead she seemed to be listening to Chandler speak.
Monica hoped he wasn't telling her to say hi for him and was hanging up. Rachel spoke again breaking Monica's train of thought
"I'm fine .... No really Chand...."
She smiled a little while still talking to Chandler
"thank you ... here she is "
With those last three words Rachel broke down crying again.
Monica gave Rachel a look asking if she needed her off the phone.
"No no .. you talk to your man" she said faking a smile.
She got up to go to her room, she turned to Monica and pointed.
"I'll be here" she moved her lips but no words came out.
"What's wrong with Rachel? "
Monica moved to the window seat so Rachel wouldn't hear Monica explain to Chandler
"She broke up with Joey "
Monica looked to Rachel's door.
"What? why?"
Monica shook her head while she spoke
"They have just been falling apart and she ...she is a wreck I feel so bad for her"
"Aww well that sucks... "
He felt a little awkward because he wasn't calling to hear about Rachel but the sudden news had caught him off guard
"I know... But well what's new with you?
He silently thanked Monica for changing subject.
"Just inputting numbers .. this company would fall apart if it weren't for my numbers"
He joked and they both smiled.
"I cant wait till you can come to see me "
Chandler smirked
"yeah I cant wait either but ... "
She knew what that "but" meant. Her smile quickly faded.
"Oh Chandler no you promised! "
"I know and I'm sorry but Doug is leaving early and I have to fill in for him. He's my boss Mon I can't say no"
She understood but hated too.
"Well what time will you be home?"
"Late .. I'm sorry .. but hey ill be sure to stop over and tell you good night .."
She heard someone talking in the background
"Mon that's Doug I have to go now... "
"OK... ill see you later"
'I love you' was on the tip of her tongue but she keeps it in.
Chandler smiled
"see ya "
She wanted to tell him that she loved him but, had no way of going about it without scaring him, I mean come on it was Chandler. But she couldn't deny her feelings for him.
She went to comfort Rachel more but found that she had fallen asleep. So Monica too went to bed, not falling asleep at first but pretty quickly because of the late night she had.
She found herself waking up to the sound of her front door, and she felt herself growing slightly excited. She knew who it was. Her door creaked when it was opened and Monica turned to face the man standing in her room.
A very tired looking Chandler
" hey " she said with a small smile
" Shhh "
Chandler said as he crawled into her bed, she welcomed him in with a passionate kiss.
"I'm so glad you're here "
He climbs into her bed kicking off his shoes on the way, he lay beside her and held his upper body up with his shoulders looking down at her silhouette through the darkness she was so beautiful, and she was his only.
"Looks like no sleep tonight" he played and leaned in for another kiss.
His lips met hers and he felt her arm come up around his neck pulling him closer to her. Chandler pushed past her lips and their tongues intertwined, she moaned slightly into his mouth when she let herself react to what was going to happen.
Chandler moved himself under the sheet the cascaded over Monica's body, he was surprised to find that she was wearing his t-shirt and panties nothing more. She grunted a little to the feel of Chandler's weight on top of her, he was a slender guy but she felt him pressing into her.
His hands began to roam starting at her stomach and letting themselves slide down to the edge of her shirt to her surprise his hand kept roaming the length of her thigh. She smiled against his lips and his hand was brought back up to her face. He pulled his face up and she followed him begging and longing for his mouth to be with hers.
Her needs were becoming clear to Chandler as she pushed him to lay on his side. He loved it when she insisted on taking control. She lay him down on his back and with one quick movement she was on top of his furiously kissing him, that which he loved too.
She let her hand slip from its stationary position at his side, holding her body up. She sat fully on him grinding herself against him, she loved the small noises he made while she teased him. She went back to her duties of working Chandler belt buckle lose.
While Monica worked at his belt Chandler lay helpless under her, she was freakishly strong, but who was he kidding it wasn't like he was going to fight her off. With one quick move Monica ripped the belt off Chandler, he was shocked she could do it without him needing to move.
The sudden jerk at his pants made Chandler as anxious as Monica. He helped her by sliding his hand through the side rim of her lacy black panties. She looked down at the hand that play on her and gave him a smirk along with her raised eye brow.
Within minutes Chandler was the dominant one with Monica laying under him, he worked the buttons on her shirt all the while passionately kissing her. They both lay exposed, his kisses became more concentrated rather than quick and to the point. He lay on her with his hand at the side of her face.
She noticed his sudden change of pace.
"Are you ok "
She whispered close to his ear. He didn't answer instead he just smiled and let a hand drop away from her face, and slide down the side of her leaving in its wake thousands of tiny goosebumps. Monica sighed heavily.
Chandler lifts himself off Monica when his hand met her inner thigh, he gently pushed her legs open and with his knee he parted them even more. He used his other hand to bring the other leg up he looked down at her underneath him his eyes met hers and leaned back onto her.
She could feel him hard against her leg and she reached a hand down to help guide him towards her opening. He loved the feel of her hands on him and helped her by taking hold of himself and bringing his body closer. He pressed into her slightly and she moaned a little to the feel of him so close to her.
She brought her hands back up around his neck and there was a moment they looked into each others eyes and it was as if time stood still, the world had stopped just for them and this incredible moment they were about to share.
The door to the apartment opened quietly to reveal a worn out Joey, he headed to Rachel's room. He stopped suddenly and listened intently at the noise that seemed to fill the quiet dark apartment. His eyes grew narrow as he listened to the sounds of Chandler and Monica.
Chandler kissed Monica half muffling her moans of pleasure, he loved how he could please her. She grabbed ahold of his hips and helped to guide him inside her at a steadier faster pace.
"Chandler"
She breathed out for him to hear.
Joey looked to the floor the sound of Monica filled his ears he closed his eyes and wished he would have stayed in bed. and that that was his name she was moaning. He turned to exit the apartment and did so making a brief stop to the cabinet under the sink, he grabbed a white bottle with a strong label and even stronger proof.
He finally had made it to the safety of the hall , she couldn't be heard here, he thought to himself as his took a long drink from the bottle labeled "Malibu Rum ".
Chandler's breathing like Monica's was fast. He lay with his head on her chest while he caught his breath, Monica's breath steadied before his. She soaked in the feel of him still inside her. She smiles at the scene that replays in her head.
Chandler leaned up to kiss her. He rolled over to her side, she rolled to meet him and she draped his slightly sweaty arm over her. She buried her face in his chest and he could feel her smiling against him.
"I .... I love you " Chandler said and to his own surprise it felt incredible to say.
Her eyes grew wide and her smile got bigger she leaned her head up to him and looked as if she were going to cry, he wondered for a moment if he had said it wrong or at the wrong time.
"Oh Chandler .....I love you too" she said moving up to kiss him.
He marveled at how wonderful that felt to hear her speak those words and even more wonderful that they were directed to him. He kissed her back and lay with her on the bed his breathing startin to normalize. He kissed her head slowly before falling asleep next to the woman he loved.
Monica turned and was woken up by the sound of sobbing coming from Rachel's bedroom. She looked to the clock.
"Oh my God 3:42 am"
But her friend needed her, besides if Monica ever needed her Rachel would get up anytime for her. Monica looked at Chandler through the darkness he was laying on his stomach with his arms buried up under his pillow, he looked that much more desirable when he was sleeping.
She was careful not to move too suddenly, Chandler had worked a long day and she wouldn't want to wake him.
Success. She had gotten out of bed without even disrupting his breathing.
She got to her feet and grabbed the shirt she had been wearing earlier and made her way through the darkness to the door. Her hands held out so's not to run into anything, her eyes open wide desperately trying to see, she stumbled over Chandlers shoes and froze when she heard him shifting around the bed , then settle exhaling hard.
"Damn shoes"
The door knob made contact with Monica's hand. She had made it out now repeating her motions eyes wide, hands held straight out to her sides she made her way through the dark living room. She saw a tiny beam of light coming from under Rachel's door, a thin ray of light that almost looked creepy in this darkness.
The sobs and sniffles became louder as Monica approached the door. She knocked almost so light she thought Rachel hadn't even heard.
Rachel jumped at the sudden interruption
"Come... come in"
She prayed it wasn't Joey.
"Hey " Monica said with a weak smile her eyes red from lack of sleep her hair a mess and mascara laying on her lower eye lid.
"Oh hey I'm sorry I woke you ,.. go back to sleep"
Rachel's eyes were a bright crimson, the mass of crumbled tissues laid bunched up on her night table. She seemed oblivious to the time or the reason in which Monica had appeared.
"I didn't wake Chandler did I? "
Rachel's eye wide as her question was answered.
"No honey you didn't,... "
Monica sat herself down on the floor with Rachel, just letting her cry for awhile knowing that it was what she needed. She offered her shoulder and watched the minutes slowly pass by.
"I'm sorry Rach ..." She finally offered. "I mean for what its worth I know its hard, when Richard and I broke up I. "
She was interrupted by Rachel. She spoke out of turn but didn't seem to care.
"I'm pregnant"
Monica gasped to herself, and frantically tried to think of something to say.
"He broke up with me because I'm pregnant ..... with his baby, a baby that he says will ruin his career not to mention his life, and that if I chose to do this then I do it alone"
She wiped her eyes and sniffled. Monica wished there were something she could say to make everything better for Rachel but she felt her hatred grow for Joey.
"Oh my God honey I'm ... I ... I'm sorry I'm so sorry. I had no idea..."
"Neither did I, I've known that he doesn't love me or that he probably never did. I just .. I didn't want to admit it ya know, I mean its Joey. I love him."
The conversation dragged on until day was threatening to appear, another sleepless night for Monica. She gave her condolences yet again and apologized for having to go to bed. But bed is where she went and left still crying Rachel to think to herself.