You Guys Already Know...
By Ryuuen

A/N: I apologize for any inconsistancies that may be present in this fan-fiction. I don't remember Nuriko ever telling Miaka that he loved her, but I know he told Tamahome, so I'm just going with that. If I'm wrong, I'm sorry.
BTW, "Akarui Hoshi" means "Bright Star".
Disclaimer: Don't own FY. However, if you want to give it to me, my b-day's in March.. ^^;;;;
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Miaka,

How's it going? Okay, so not good, but that's okay, you know?
I know that you're going to cry when you find this, probably, but I want you to know some things.. things I couldn't bring myself to tell you before this.

It'll be too late by the time you find this. I know this because of the dream I had that told me that I was going to die.. I know that it's true.

What I want to tell you... I love you, Miaka. I didn't say anything because, well.. you're with Tamahome. I love you, but I want you to be happy.. does that make any sense? I told Tamahome about these feelings, and it's okay, but I figured you should know how I feel. You know, since I probably won't have another opportunity to say this.
You're the first girl that I've loved.. one of the first people that I've loved, period, end of sentance. I know, I know, "but you love Hotohori-sama!".. but I'm not sure. I don't know if I love him like that anymore. I know I love you. And someone else, but I'll tell them personally. But.. you've been unconditionally kind to me. I was a real bitch to you when we first met, and you still treated me like an extremely difficult friend.

I apologize for what happened when we first met.. I apologize for being such a bitch. I'm sorry, Miaka, I'm sorry that I was so stupid. I didn't know what a real friend was until I met you and the gang, I didn't know love, or what it was like to live, even. You taught me to live life to the fullest, and I have. Since I met you, I have. I'm sorry I was so... so bad.

Listen, I'm sorry this had to happen, but don't be sad on account of me, okay? I don't want you to be sad. Like I said, I just want you to be happy. So don't mourn me, 'k? You need to find that Shinzaho, right?

Hey Miaka, do you know what I've been thinking of? I've been thinking that it would be really fun to go to your world. I guess I won't have a chance, but if you'd take the others, I bet they'd really like that. That would be so cool. They'd love that, especially Tasuki. He gets a kick outta new things. He'd have a ball.

I'm sorry that I had to do this to you, but it's not like I have a choice. Just hang on, you'll see me again, promise. Just don't fail, don't die, or I'll never be able to come back. Don't let it happen, please.. the world needs you, Miaka, Hong-Nan needs you, Hotohori-sama needs you..

Don't EVER give up, no matter how much the odds are stacked against you, Miaka, keep going no matter what. You have to get the Shinzaho and save Hong-Nan. I know this is kind of a lot of pressure, but please, if you ever do anything for me.. save Hong-Nan. Save the country. And go back home.

I'm just thankful that you were my friend, even when I didn't deserve it, you were always there with me, I was just too blind to see what a great person you are. I see why Hotohori-sama and Tamahome both love you. I never said I LIKED it, but I see why. Just kidding, Miaka.

Continue onwards, Akarui Hoshi, live on and keep going, for me..

Sayanora
Nuriko