TITLE: Max's tears

AUTHOR:X-948 DICSCLAIMER: I Don't own them AUTHORNOTES: OK this is how Max feels now after this chapter there's more about Alec's big plan



Max tears

I couldn't stop with crying. The tears were my only way to say something they became my words. It was my way to say how much I miss his arm around me, his lips kissing mine and his gentle touches like as if he was a shy schoolboy. Before all of this there was hope but again I found out that hope was for losers. Now there's nothing left anymore only a broken heart.

Joshua tries to comfort be but I run away. I know he'll understand it.

I go to the space needle the only save place left. It's getting dark outside you can see little lights and tinny little stars. In my heart it's getting dark to but there is no light or star, only pain.

How do I have to tell this to Logan would he understand? I feel very guilty towards him it was his money not mine. Everything is so confusing. Never in my whole life I was so afraid and vulnerable not even when Renfro locked me in the basement with the nomalies. I don't know what to do there are no words only tears.

I hate Alec. It's his fault shy didn't he died instead of Ben. Gosh what I'm doing? I'm lost and waiting for someone to find me. I know that's not great but I had to write this before you would know about Alec's idea. So please don't be to harsh on me for this.