Objection/Never enough/Can t help myself

The silent gliding

Of things hiding

Winter is cooming soon along

The light has been gone for far too long

O so bitter and o so cold

I haven t seen you

Because I told you to go

But the truth was well hidden

I wanted for you to stay

And you didn t understand

The real message I was hoping to say

Crawling deep inside

From the twisted little black hole

Comonly known as my soul

I want you all to see

The feelings in me

The monster within

I want you all to know

I miss him so

It s never enough

Of you to me

I push you away

Cause I just wish that you would stay

I can t wait

To hear the next thing

Something new from you

Maybe about me

Maybe for me

I know I push you away when you touch me

And I m acting ignorant, mad….

I m acting hurt

Just because of the thing I can not say

The thing I ca not bare

In front of a pale little doll

Porculan faced

Cold

I m suffering

And I can t bare

I can t wait

The moment when I will push you away again

Cause it s never enough

Of words and hugs

That seem coincidental

Not real

It s never enough for me

Even as I runaway

It is only because

I don t want to be a sexual objection

For your pleasure

Without feelings

Without a valid soul

Nobody cares

Everybody cry

I want you to come back

And stop listening to the stupid words

I always say

Caus I can t help myself

For never getting enough

Of torturing us both

Runing and loving you

And hating, stabing

Every minute more and more….

Don t listen to my words

They can t be helped

Listen to my heart

It can not lie

Stay