cDISCLAIMER: Not mine,
I have a few questions to answer
Kitcloudkicker- First of all, as for how did Sirius get so weak pysichally, he underwent a while in Azkaban again when James came back, just for a few days before the trial. And also, after not eating and stuff like that for so long, it'd catch up with him.
And as for how he got so weak mentally, like clinging to James and panicing when he left the room. His best friend is back and now he can be weak. Before, he didn't fall because he knew no one would catch him. But now, James is back and is already holding him before he falls, so he can let go and be babied. Also, the trial terrified him. He was scared as to whether James and Lily would believe him or not. And besides, all that horror in his life? I'd be weak too.
Redfeather- He came back by a Coma Curse, which in my opion is to say, Lily loved him like hell too. But because she didn't DIE for him, it put him in a Coma. Thats just one theory of many that I've tested, but I'm not quite sure.
BY THE WAY EVERYONE
When James is talking to Harry when hes a baby, there really is a fic where that happens and its called Safe Here With Me and its by Calista Black. Its cute.
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I wake up to Remus gently tapping my cheek with his wand, muttering 'wakus waku wakus' over and over again. Softly, I push his wand away so he knows I'm councious. And then a sudden terror overtakes me. I don't see you. 'Sirius!' I gasp and try to stand, realizing I'm in a chair. Remus softly pushes me back down and you walk into view.
'Jamie.' You whimper and hug me lightly. I close my eyes softly and struggle to remember what happened. 'You passed out...thought you were dead.' The sudden crack in your voice reminds me exaclty what happens and I hold you on my lap, nose pressed against your hair.
'James.' Remus says, lifting my chin. 'Drink this, please.' I obey, knowing Remus wants nothing but the best and beckon him to sit by us, as I can't hold two men in my lap. He pats the couch and I quietly move over. You sit on my other side, putting me in the middle.
'Daddy?' Harry's voice comes from the hall. Remus calls him in. I see his bright green eyes covered in tears and he flies into my lap, sobbing quietly.
'Shh, shh.' I coax, trying to calm him down. 'Its okay, Harry, everythings okay, please, shhh, relax.' I whisper into his hair and after a while he stops sniffling and lifts his eyes to meet mine.
'What happened?' He whispers. 'You just fell and and and there was blood...daddy.' the last word comes out as a whimper. I frown and a sudden rush of memories...not my memories, his memories, comes over me.
'STUPID BOY!' The blond woman shouts. Thats Petunia, Lilys sister. And a sudden hand...she hit my son. Sirius, the bitch hit my son! I'll murder her! And now its years later and shes doing it again...god no...this couldn't have really happened...I know they treated him horribly but Sirius I never saw this! Oh god...no...
The memories stop and hes looking at me, quietly, because he knows I know. 'm sorry, Harry.' I whisper and hug him tightly. 'No ones ever gonna hurt you again...I promise...my baby...'
He nuzzles against my chest, eyes sliding closed. Remus is snuggled against one side, with my arm wrapped around him, and you're on the other, watching with soft eyes. Your hands have my robes, but its a relaxed hold and I know you aren't scared.
'Harry, when you were young your mum used to have a hard time feeding you because I never wanted to put you down...she was sick once, and a nurse slapped you...I would have murdered the nurse, but I wanted you to stop crying. So Sirius and Remus came right over, after you fell asleep in my arms, and they threatened her good...and your mum had an absolute fit when she found out...you were such a good baby, Harry. I'm sorry things turned out how they did...'
'Why should you be sorry, daddy.' Harry mutters into my robes. 'I missed you, yes...but if I grew up normally would we be this close? Or would I be a bratty kid who hated his parents? I love you guys...'
Your nearly asleep, and so is Remus. I coax Harry into sleeping, gently stroking his hair, and then drop off, with the most important people to me at my sides.
TBC
I have a few questions to answer
Kitcloudkicker- First of all, as for how did Sirius get so weak pysichally, he underwent a while in Azkaban again when James came back, just for a few days before the trial. And also, after not eating and stuff like that for so long, it'd catch up with him.
And as for how he got so weak mentally, like clinging to James and panicing when he left the room. His best friend is back and now he can be weak. Before, he didn't fall because he knew no one would catch him. But now, James is back and is already holding him before he falls, so he can let go and be babied. Also, the trial terrified him. He was scared as to whether James and Lily would believe him or not. And besides, all that horror in his life? I'd be weak too.
Redfeather- He came back by a Coma Curse, which in my opion is to say, Lily loved him like hell too. But because she didn't DIE for him, it put him in a Coma. Thats just one theory of many that I've tested, but I'm not quite sure.
BY THE WAY EVERYONE
When James is talking to Harry when hes a baby, there really is a fic where that happens and its called Safe Here With Me and its by Calista Black. Its cute.
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I wake up to Remus gently tapping my cheek with his wand, muttering 'wakus waku wakus' over and over again. Softly, I push his wand away so he knows I'm councious. And then a sudden terror overtakes me. I don't see you. 'Sirius!' I gasp and try to stand, realizing I'm in a chair. Remus softly pushes me back down and you walk into view.
'Jamie.' You whimper and hug me lightly. I close my eyes softly and struggle to remember what happened. 'You passed out...thought you were dead.' The sudden crack in your voice reminds me exaclty what happens and I hold you on my lap, nose pressed against your hair.
'James.' Remus says, lifting my chin. 'Drink this, please.' I obey, knowing Remus wants nothing but the best and beckon him to sit by us, as I can't hold two men in my lap. He pats the couch and I quietly move over. You sit on my other side, putting me in the middle.
'Daddy?' Harry's voice comes from the hall. Remus calls him in. I see his bright green eyes covered in tears and he flies into my lap, sobbing quietly.
'Shh, shh.' I coax, trying to calm him down. 'Its okay, Harry, everythings okay, please, shhh, relax.' I whisper into his hair and after a while he stops sniffling and lifts his eyes to meet mine.
'What happened?' He whispers. 'You just fell and and and there was blood...daddy.' the last word comes out as a whimper. I frown and a sudden rush of memories...not my memories, his memories, comes over me.
'STUPID BOY!' The blond woman shouts. Thats Petunia, Lilys sister. And a sudden hand...she hit my son. Sirius, the bitch hit my son! I'll murder her! And now its years later and shes doing it again...god no...this couldn't have really happened...I know they treated him horribly but Sirius I never saw this! Oh god...no...
The memories stop and hes looking at me, quietly, because he knows I know. 'm sorry, Harry.' I whisper and hug him tightly. 'No ones ever gonna hurt you again...I promise...my baby...'
He nuzzles against my chest, eyes sliding closed. Remus is snuggled against one side, with my arm wrapped around him, and you're on the other, watching with soft eyes. Your hands have my robes, but its a relaxed hold and I know you aren't scared.
'Harry, when you were young your mum used to have a hard time feeding you because I never wanted to put you down...she was sick once, and a nurse slapped you...I would have murdered the nurse, but I wanted you to stop crying. So Sirius and Remus came right over, after you fell asleep in my arms, and they threatened her good...and your mum had an absolute fit when she found out...you were such a good baby, Harry. I'm sorry things turned out how they did...'
'Why should you be sorry, daddy.' Harry mutters into my robes. 'I missed you, yes...but if I grew up normally would we be this close? Or would I be a bratty kid who hated his parents? I love you guys...'
Your nearly asleep, and so is Remus. I coax Harry into sleeping, gently stroking his hair, and then drop off, with the most important people to me at my sides.
TBC