DISCLAIMER: They belong to JK Rowling.
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I hear you screaming.
It terrifys me and I hurry up from the kitchen where I was helping Lily make breakfast, up the staires, down the hall. Its all a trance. And I realize you wern't screaming. You were whimpering, softly, I don't know how I heard it. But then again, I do. I'm so connected to you. You're screaming inside.
I instantly have you in my arms, tightly, and you're stormy grey eyes are open, your hands and clutching my robes, your mouth is gasping for air. I sit down on the chair next to your bed and rock you softly, back and fourth, back and fourth. Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. I see your skinny chest expanding and collapsing, over and over again. It hurts so bad to see you scared.
Remus and Lily have entered, after my dash away I knew they'd come. Remus sits by me and gently pats your head. You close your eyes.
'James'
'James.'
'JAMES!'
trance breaks and the noises fill my ears. I look up and nod. 'Yeah?' I ask, pressing you a bit more into my chest.
'Relax.' Lilys saying it and I nod and set you on the bed. Your fully awake now, looking at me.
'I wanna be alone with Sirius.' I say, and they nod. Lily and Remus leave the room and I turn back to you.
'Let me see.'
You understand what I want. I want the memories. I want to see what happened when I wasn't looking, because now I understand that I didn't see everything. I want to see so I can understand and prevent anymore pain. You nod and close your eyes, and I'm filled with a rush.
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Held down, beaten, black. its all black. Hard to breath. Need Prongs. Prongs is dead. Need him. Moony. Moony hates me. Wormtail. Wormtails a traitor. Prongs I'm sorry. Prongs please. Never would have hurt you. Harry. Harry will be sent to the Dursleys. Lily. Lily Lily Lily. Lilys dead. Screaming. Dark. Pain
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Your screaming.
No.
I'm screaming.
END
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I hear you screaming.
It terrifys me and I hurry up from the kitchen where I was helping Lily make breakfast, up the staires, down the hall. Its all a trance. And I realize you wern't screaming. You were whimpering, softly, I don't know how I heard it. But then again, I do. I'm so connected to you. You're screaming inside.
I instantly have you in my arms, tightly, and you're stormy grey eyes are open, your hands and clutching my robes, your mouth is gasping for air. I sit down on the chair next to your bed and rock you softly, back and fourth, back and fourth. Breath in, breath out, breath in, breath out. I see your skinny chest expanding and collapsing, over and over again. It hurts so bad to see you scared.
Remus and Lily have entered, after my dash away I knew they'd come. Remus sits by me and gently pats your head. You close your eyes.
'James'
'James.'
'JAMES!'
trance breaks and the noises fill my ears. I look up and nod. 'Yeah?' I ask, pressing you a bit more into my chest.
'Relax.' Lilys saying it and I nod and set you on the bed. Your fully awake now, looking at me.
'I wanna be alone with Sirius.' I say, and they nod. Lily and Remus leave the room and I turn back to you.
'Let me see.'
You understand what I want. I want the memories. I want to see what happened when I wasn't looking, because now I understand that I didn't see everything. I want to see so I can understand and prevent anymore pain. You nod and close your eyes, and I'm filled with a rush.
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Held down, beaten, black. its all black. Hard to breath. Need Prongs. Prongs is dead. Need him. Moony. Moony hates me. Wormtail. Wormtails a traitor. Prongs I'm sorry. Prongs please. Never would have hurt you. Harry. Harry will be sent to the Dursleys. Lily. Lily Lily Lily. Lilys dead. Screaming. Dark. Pain
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Your screaming.
No.
I'm screaming.
END