DISCLAIMER:
What I said earlier.
Author's Notes: Uh…a tinge of OOC-ness. Gomen, it's unavoidable.
Nakkie: Thanks for pointing it out to me. I guess I'm so used to writing humour
that sometimes these kind of things go unnoticed. Hontou ni gomen na sai!
*bows*
jaded-puppet, Keitsu Han'ei, sLL, and akane : Thanks a lot for your
generous reviews! Hope you'll enjoy the continuation!
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Sakuragi, now conscious, was pulling
his blanket. Apparently he had nothing to see, so his fingers played with the
white sheet.
Rukawa's shoe, upon entering,
made a tiny sound. He had waited the whole time Sakuragi was out cold, and just
when he was about to go home, he noted the redhead was awake.
Sakuragi froze almost
immediately. His ear listened intently, his mouth shut.
"Who is it?" he asked, his
voice still shaky. "Micchy?"
Silence.
Must be my imagination…His
thread of thoughts was cut by another similar sound.
"You're not the nurse, are
you?"
Still no reply.
"Youhei? Don't play tricks on
me, Youhei…" Realizing it would not work, Sakuragi was getting impatient. "Who
the hell are you? I can't see you so don't make fun of me like this! I want to
get some sleep! Buzz off before I call someone!"
"It's still early."
"It doesn't matter to me! My
whole world is nighttime now! So just get the hell out of here, Rukawa!" Only
then did he recognize whom his mysterious visitor was. "Rukawa?"
"Hn."
"I should've known you
wouldn't make my life easier even if I'm on a verge of dying…"
Rukawa kept silent. It crushed
him unreservedly to stare at the hazel brown eyes that were once so full of
determination, enthusiasm and naturally, life. But the radiance in his eyes was
history. Blankness, infinite blankless.
"Go away, Rukawa, I don't want
to see you."
"You're blind; you can't see
me," replied Rukawa without thinking.
"You insensitive, heartless—"
Sakuragi shot curses at Rukawa.
Inside, Rukawa was blaming
himself. Nice going, idiot. Now he's really mad…
Sakuragi, assuming Rukawa
was right in front of him, lunged forward. He stumbled over the bed. Rukawa
was, in fact, too far to catch him.
"Damn, damn, damn…" muttered
Sakuragi, his eyes watery. "Leave, Rukawa, please! I beg of you!" There were
sobs in his speech.
Rukawa stood still; staring at
the figure sprawled on the floor. He kneeled and held Sakuragi's arm. The blind
boy, however, swatted his hand away.
"Don't touch me!" he warned
Rukawa.
If Sakuragi was not in a
deplorable circumstance, Rukawa would have gladly given him a black eye. No,
make that two black eyes.
"I'll help you get up, then
I'll go," promised Rukawa, negotiating.
"I don't need your help
either!"
"Do'aho, don't be stubborn."
"I know you're enjoying
yourself, Rukawa, seeing me so helpless. Go away and don't come here anymore!"
"…No."
"Don't be so adamant about
this, Rukawa! I know you'll be laughing any moment now that you've seen my
pitiful state!"
"Do'aho, I wouldn't come here
simply to laugh at you—"
"Liar! Go and play basketball,
do whatever you want to do—just leave me alone!" He proceeded to punch Rukawa
but the shorter lad avoided it gracefully—and in the nick of time.
"Damn it, Rukawa, stay still
so that I'll be able to give you a broken nose!" After several unsuccessful
tries, with Rukawa far beyond his reach, he head-butted his own head on the
wall.
Rukawa seized him. "Do'aho,
what are you trying to do? Kill yourself?"
Sakuragi tried to break free
from the iron bind. "Yes! I've become a disabled person! There's no use for me
to live anymore!"
Rukawa pulled him away from
the wall.
"I know what I'm doing,
Rukawa!" said Sakuragi. "If I hit at the exact spot, I might be able to undo
the damage—"
"By then you'll be long dead."
"How would you know? And what
do you care?"
"Shut up, you're too noisy."
"If you want me to be silent,
I suggest you leave now. You've seen me, so get moving!"
"Lie on your bed."
"How dare you tell me what to
do?"
"Shut up, do'aho."
"GO!!!"
Rukawa, knowing Sakuragi could
never tell his presence without his sight, stepped out of the room. And he
waited.
Sakuragi stood unmoved for a
while. "He's gone." With his hands in front of him, he tried to feel his way.
He sat on the bed, his cheeks wet with tears.
It took all of Rukawa's mind
power to prevent himself from marching straight back into the room and dry
those tears away.
"Why me?" Sakuragi was almost
choking. "Why must this happen to me?" His trembling hands clutched his sweaty
forehead. "Haruko-san…"
Rukawa's eyebrows quivered. He
still remembers her…
"Now that I'm sightless,
she's bound to go after Rukawa…and forget all about me…that sly devil Rukawa
gets all the luck…and he had the nerve to come right hear and pretend he's
sorry for me…"
Rukawa could not bear
listening to his moans about the captain's sister and himself. Tearing his gaze
away, he walked away in silence.
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Author's Notes: Sorry for the short chapter. It can't be any longer. Author's block is attacking me again! Reviews, anyone?
