DISCLAIMER: The only things that belong to me
are the storyline and some original characters. That reminds me—if anyone wants
to take Dr. Matsuyama, then go ahead *chuckles*.
Author's Notes: Thank you to Nakkie (I agree about Youhei posing
as a bigger threat than Haruko) , sLL (Make it easier for Rukawa? Um,
that'll be hard…*grins*), kristel (in my opinion, the idea of amnesia is
quite popular now, don't you think? ^^), Crescent Quetzalcoatl (glad to
hear you're enjoying this fic! ^^), DT (*grins* You'll have to wait to
read my ending to see for yourself…), Dr Jigen (Thanks!), OrOoo
(gomen, I'll try my best in making the chapters longer!), ayu (Thanks a
lot!) and Yuriko (as for the fan, I was thinking that since Sakuragi was
already rather weak, so it's nothing new to see him just go out cold because of
the fan. Perhaps I have been too cruel…) for your kind feedbacks! Love
you all!
*coughs*
I can't really say how the story will untangle itself nor can I say what the
ending will be. All I know is I've some unanticipated stuff in my head
right now and I'm planning to transfer them into this story. I don't think I
can promise anyone whether Sakuragi will get any more accidents or not. Spoils
the fun of it, don't you think? I don't think I'm that cruel, you know…
*coughs*
~
For the first time in his whole
life, Rukawa Kaede has had a sleepless night. Because he was so accustomed to
cycling in his sleep, he actually got lost on his way to school with his eyes
wide open. Talk about irony.
"What's up with Rukawa?" asked
one of his classmates. "I could've sworn there are black circles under his
eyes."
"You can't be serious!"
exclaimed another. "The infamous Rukawa NOT sleeping? It must be the end of the
world!"
"Surely it's obvious why," remarked
a third person as he motioned at Rukawa, who was staring out the window. "He's
in love. One cannot miss the dreamy, far-away eyes."
"Ishida! There's just no way
he could've fallen in love!"
"Hey, everyone!" The door was
opened, somewhat violently. It was a boy from another class. "Have you heard?
Sakuragi Hanamichi got involved in an accident!"
The class sucked their breath
sharply. Rukawa had turned away from the window, his eyes now focused on the
newcomer.
Ishida, who was watching the
Shohoku Ace, grinned at his new discovery. Bingo! Bull's eye!
"How is he now?" asked a girl,
Akemi.
"No serious injury, except…he
can't see anymore."
Rukawa sighed silently.
"Did you tell Rukawa about
Sakuragi?" Kogure asked Ayako as they made their way into the locker room.
"I didn't, and I couldn't. I
was too busy in class," informed Ayako.
Kogure unlocked his locker. "I
didn't see him today. He wasn't even on the rooftop when I was searching for
him."
"That won't be a problem,"
said Mitsui, who had just joined them. He grinned at Kogure. "The whole school
knows about it, so rightfully he should too."
"Not just that," added Miyagi.
"There's a rumour saying Sakuragi had broken his neck—and another one saying he
has two broken legs."
"Rubbish," replied Mitsui.
"Such untruth!"
"They are rumours,"
reminded Ayako.
"Hello, Aya-chan!" Miyagi
brightened.
"Hello, Ryota," answered
Ayako. She looked around, noticing Rukawa was nowhere to be found. "Where's
Rukawa? Why isn't he here?"
"Now that you've pointed it out…"
murmured Kogure thoughtfully. "Mitsui, have you seen him? Ayako and I haven't
all day."
"Nope. I thought he's already
here—he's always the first one to be here, usually."
"He's going to skip practice?"
asked Miyagi. "How unlike him."
"Oi!" Akagi appeared in the
doorway. "What's taking you people so long?"
"Move it, move it!" ordered
Ayako.
"Min-kun…"Mitsui whispered to
Kogure. "Do you suspect Sakuragi's accident has something to do with Rukawa's
absence from practice?"
"Really? Oh…"
Mitsui frowned. "Mou,
Min-kun…surely that's obvious enough…come to think of it, Rukawa with
Sakuragi…"
"Cute."
"Eh?"
Kogure blinked, aware of his
sudden remark. "I…I'll see you in court, Hisashi…" Kogure hastily departed.
Sakuragi was not in a good mood. He
barked at the nurses, giving tantrums and causing trouble without end.
Relying on his hearing, he
heard footsteps. They were heading in his direction.
"I want to be alone!" He threw
an empty container towards the door.
The container bounced off
Rukawa's chest. He picked the object up.
"Who're you?" demanded
Sakuragi. He reached for another item to throw. This time, a vase. He flung it,
but his visitor was able to catch it smartly.
Noting there was not any sound
of glass breaking, Sakuragi was quietened.
Rukawa was about to enter, but
he heard paces approaching him—approaching Sakuragi's ward.
Haruko knocked on Sakuragi's door.
Sakuragi was jolted back to
reality, for he was stunned, wondering who his mysterious visitor was and his
purpose of seeing him.
"Sakuragi-kun?" asked Haruko.
"How're you feeling today?"
"Haruko-san? Sore wa anata
desu ka*?" asked Sakuragi.
"Yes. I brought you
flowers—all sorts of them. Where can I put them?"
"Thank you, Haruko-san."
Sakuragi forced a smile. "You can place them in this vase on this table right
here…"
"Vase? What vase?"
Oh, yeah…I threw it…
"Haruko-san, did you notice anyone before you enter?"
"Notice anyone? No, I don't
think so."
"So you didn't see anyone at
the door?"
"No, I didn't. What's the
matter? Anything wrong?"
"A furtive visitor was here,
just seconds before you showed up. He took the vase."
Haruko had a weird look in her
face. "What did he do that for?"
Sakuragi shrugged. He felt
touched to know she was there, in the same room—and they were alone.
"You're all right now?" asked
Haruko.
Biting his lower lip, Sakuragi
replied softly, "I…I'm fine."
"I'm pleased to hear that."
She must be smiling right
now…and I can't see that…
"Sakuragi-kun?"
He raised his head. "Ah, hai?"
"You're…quiet…"
A sad smile. "Gomen…"
Haruko shook her head. "No,
you don't have to. It's perfectly understandable…"
Her voice…it's fading… "Haruko-san?"
"I…It's just that…I missed
seeing you in school…on court…that's why I come…to meet you…"
Sakuragi could not answer. He was
cursing his inability to stop her tears.
"It saddens me to see you like
this, Sakuragi-kun…you've always been cheerful and energetic…I've never seen
you…not being you…"
"Haruko-san, are you crying?"
Is that why my cheeks are
wet? "No, I'm not crying…I'm just, uh…"
"You are. Don't try to hide
it, Haruko-san…I know you are, I can hear your sobs…"
Out of the blue Haruko flung
her arms around Sakuragi. The latter was caught off guard.
"Why—"
"I can't help it,
Sakuragi-kun! I feel guilty! I'm the reason you've become like this! It's all
my fault!"
"No, don't…"
"How am I ever going to
forgive myself? I can never live in peace thinking what I have done to ruin
your whole life, your whole future ahead of you! I couldn't sleep last night—"
"…enough…"
Haruko shook her head. "It's
all my fault! Mine!" Her tears were wetting Sakuragi's shirt.
Sakurag wrapped his muscled
arms around the girl. "There's nothing you can do, nothing we can do…just,
don't worry too much…"
Haruko was speechless in
Sakuragi's arms. "But I…I'm not sure if.."
"If I forgive you, Haruko-san,
promise me you'll forgive yourself…"
"Sa—Sakuragi-kun?"
"I forgive you, Haruko-san, I
sincerely do."
Tears were flooding her eyes,
blurring her vision. She moved closer to him, and he to her.
"Hanamichi…"
Rukawa was getting good in playing
hide-and-seek. He managed to conceal himself from view and yet saw everything
that occurred between Sakuragi and the captain's sister.
He looked down, staring
distractedly at his shoes. With a sigh, he departed. He knew he could not bear
waiting a second longer, witnessing the two. He felt his heart was sliced into
millions of thin slivers.
~{to be continued}~
More Author's Notes: Is this what people call sap? *grins*
P/s: *Sore wa anata desu ka? = Is that you?
