Author Notes

Warning! This is my first Eva Fiction. Come to think of it my only Fan Fiction. So give constructive criticism. If you decide to review just to curse me out. Hey its still a review

I do not own Evangelion or any of it's characters or themes. All credit goes to Gainax Studios. If you want to sue call me embassy. You can contact the English Embassy at 202-588-6500

And if you still decide to get your kicks from suing a fourteen year olde. You're sick. Coming from a Masochist that means a lot, mind you.

This story ignores EOE. Enjoy!!

"Home"

" I told you I'd never get out." The young man was sitting on a chair facing a small window. He said it quietly to himself as he sat watching the people walk along the sidewalk. He was twenty-five, though he looked seventeen or eighteen. That is, until you gazed into his weary blue eyes, his dark cold blue eyes. Eyes that seemed dead to the world. Eyes that had seen nothing but pain. His name was Shinji Ikari.

'But you did get out. I got you out, if you don't remember. I was convinced you were ready, Shinji, and I convinced them." Shinji jumped, surprised by the response. He turned and saw a man, a small, mousy looking man, with a handlebar mustache and mutton chops standing in the room. He hadn't heard anyone come through the door.

It was a small room, only a one room apartment, with a small washroom and a kitchenette in one corner. The walls were bare concrete, as was the floor. The apartment was bare of furnishings, lacking a TV, an oven, or even a bed. On floor, in a far corner, were the broken bits and pieces of his former prized possession, his SDAT. Shinji sat in the only chair in the room, a worn, ragged, leather, wood-frame chair, which looked older than the troubled soul whom occupied it.

" I only wanted what you had, I just wanted to be free, I wanted to see what a normal life was. No Eva, no Angels, no pain, just a normal life. I wanted to see what your life was , Dr. Yamaoka." Shinji looked at the doctor, who stood near the worn wooden door, wearing a suit and looking very professional.

Shinji heard the doctor respond after a few seconds of silence. Shinji figured that the doctor was considering what he had said for a moment. " Always thought, that that was what you wanted. I knew that you wanted to know what a normal life was. That's why I helped you get out two months ago. I had been seeing you for ten years. Ten years! Since you were fifteen, a young lad, a troubled young lad. You were like my son. I treated you like my son, like I was your father."

Shinji immediately responded to this thought, shouting in his anger. " No! No, you weren't my father, you aren't my father! YOU NEVER talk about him!! He pauses for a moment and in a slightly audible mumble. " I got rid of him a long time ago for what he did to me." Shinji had stood up. He was crying, sobbing from the memories that had flooded his mind. Memories of the First Child, Rei, and Touji and unit 03, Asuka and the 15th Angel, and of course his cold hearted bastard for a father. He was pacing the room agitated.

Well that's the end of the first chapter. Stay tuned second chapter soon to be up.

Zakarias Faust

"Bloody Brit"