The Explanation for Righteousness? Pain.

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See Java. Hi Java!

See Java looking around ff.net/bible. Lookie lookie. Thinkie thinkie.

See Java look at a lot of reviews about righteousness and "righteous hate."

See Java worry.

See Java decide to write out her worrying.

See Java surf the internet while she is writing.

See Java find on www.religioustolerance.org a reference to a site saying Mother Teresa is in hell.

See Java not like that idea.

See Java search Google with the words "Mother Teresa in Hell."

See Java find stuff saying Mother Teresa is doomed to hell regardless of her works because she committed idolatry (from a Muslim site), that she equated religions with each other and didn't convert (Catholic) and that she believed her good works would help her on the way to Heaven (Evangelical). See Java seeing all the sites are not nice.

See Java click a link to www.godhatesfags.com

See Java stare.

See Java start crying.

See Java read all the hate-filled sites.

See Java start writing again, starting after the "And yet..."

See Java cry out in pain.

See Java very very sad. See Java want to die sad.

See Java finish writing and upload to ff.net.

See Java breathe for a few moments.

See Java talk to a friend.

See Java relax a bit and regain faith in humanity.

See Java reread her fic.

See Java decide that she won't take it off because it does speak a painful truth close to her heart - her agony at people deciding to hurt others and not give a damn about the Golden Rule.

See Java write this in explanation.

See Java no be angry at Christians, or Jews, or any religion. See Java angry at the concept of a loving God who could let this happen. See Java be angry at hypocrisy and hate.

See Java insisting that Atheist be capitalised because Buddhism is too and Buddhism is a philosophy and Java capitalized Christianity, the other writers' religion.

See Java respect the other writer. See Java be annoyed with the other writer, but respecting nonetheless.

See Java finish this now and go do schoolwork.

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