Hi!! Umm…. This is my first crossover. I've read a lot of them especially SM/GW, I can't help it; they're addicting. *smiles sheepishly* Anyway I got this idea, you know how that feels, that feeling that completely takes over your thoughts, it's frustrating as hell, right? But eventually you get the point and write it down.

I really don't know that much about GW, I've watched the show and everything, but there are still some things I need to learn, like the responsibilities of the characters besides the pilots. I can do that with research, not hard, just a click away from what I need. Umm.. Ok I realize that I've been talking WAY too much so I'm gonna get straight to the point now.

This is going to be a busy fic, because there are a lot of things involved. To tell you the truth I haven't read anything like what I'm going to write, so I just hope that you like it. I honestly don't know how long this will be or when the next chapters will come out, after all, I did just sit down and started typing. I'm not yet sure if this will be a Usa/Hiiro or Usa/Wufei fic, I'll decide while I write.

Disclaimer: I don't own SM or GW

Prologue- Corrupted Innocence

(the definition is the bolded word)

Makura

There is nothing, demo complete and agonizing darkness. This black and empty void is my fate, what I was meant to live with for the whole of my life.

This gloomy abyss is as close to any emotion that I'll ever endure. I no longer know what the word means, it's foreign and I don't know if I'll ever be able to understand it. Love, friendship, trust no longer exist, they're just meaningless promises that have drowned in the dark depths of my soul.

Namaru

That's what I am, corrupted. That bubbly fourteen year-old, junior high student is forever changed and has been for quite a long while now. I was so carefree then, so innocent.

Mumyou

Maybe it was ignorance? Hai, my naivete kept me guarded, protected from the impurities of society, never knowing the truth, hindering my survival once I reached that soiled world.

I didn't stand a chance.

I was thrown into a battle that I could not win; I was too young, too inapt, too innocent. Demo I fought anyway.

Doushite? Because I had something to fight for, I had a reason. Nani? My reason? Is not important, it no longer matters, nothing does anymore. To tell the truth, I really don't know the reason, looking back at it, it seems so trivial, so stupid.

Boushin

How could I have been so blind? Could I have been that oblivious? Hai, love can do that to a person and I guess it's true demo in my situation, it doesn't apply. I wasn't in love, at least in the way that I should have been.

I was in love with the idea of being in love, which makes it even more pathetic. Love was unknown to us both, if only we were aware of the consequences of ignoring our own hearts. That's when it began, when we sold our souls without realizing it.

Shukuen

My life is predestined, already chosen to go down a certain path. The only one good thing resulting from this is that it can be altered. Destiny is fragile, one little unexpected misfortune can send your soul down another path.

Good or bad, it can be changed. Fate, however, is not so avoidable. Sadly it's the one thing that you can't out run, no matter how much of a head start you have, it somehow always catches up to remind you the exact thing that your running away from.

Yokushin

They are all hungry for power; their desires have left them with nothing demo a heartful of greed. They're marred right to the very core, they've become the very thing that we've fought against. Two years wasted.

I can't look at them, their physical features are beginning to tarnish. I won't let that happen to me, I wouldn't be able to live with myself. So how can they?

I could never agree to what they've done and that's the reason it was done without my knowledge, they knew I would never approve.

Taimu

That's what she did, gave me time to myself. I have much growing up to do, I am not yet ready to take on those responsibilities and may never be demo I get this time to think and decide.

I'm determining a solution to a question that I already know the answer to and if she looked close enough, she would know too. My destined path has shifted as she has explained in her own technical words, I have a new mission now, a new identity.

I'm not coming back, I'm not needed, that's been established and proven. Maybe one day I'll return to free these people from the oppression demo for now, I'll turn the other cheek and forget.

Walk away with my hurt pride, darkened soul, closed heart and corrupted innocence.

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"The sun will finally shine on me and clouds will drift away"

"There's something's that's in store for me and that's my brighter day" "No I just can't wait, tomorrow's too late, I'm leaving you today"

-Brandy

Well that was the prologue, short I know, but there will be more in the next chapter and soon things will start to make sense. Please R&R and tell me what you think. Arigatou!! ^_~