This is my first Smallville fanfic and as i live in the UK i haven't seen any of the episodes in Season two yet so if i make a mess of somethings please try and leave my limbs attached

Disclaimer: I don't any Smallville but if I did i'd sure as hell be playing Clark....so If WB want to sue me go right ahead not like i got much to hand over

Night after night i sit in the loft...my fortress of Solitude. God did dad nail it with that name. Trapped in here my punishment less than a mile away. So beautiful.

She is my angel, my strength, my weakness and my obsession. God i love her...i've loved her since forth grade and now it's killing me...killing me like the meteor fragment she wears around her neck...a memory of her parents and a sign of my guilt at their death. I brought the meteors here. So many lives ruined because of them. I wish i had never came. But that wish soon dies on my lips, because then i would never have met her.

She says she stays with Whitney because he makes her feel safe and that is like a knife in the guts...having to hide who i am...how often i have saved her life only for the QuarterBack to take the credit.
GOD!
I could tear him apart for how he treats her at times, but...she loves him and it breaks my heart when they kiss. Lex hits me at 60 miles an hour with his car and i feel nothing. My angel kisses another boy and i feel the wind knocked out of me and i just want to cry.

Slowly i cap the telescope and wiping the tears growing in my eyes away i turn and leave my prison another little piece of my heart gone.