Author's Note: Yet Again I don't own Cardcaptors but I would like to but
then again who wouldn't. Remember to please review.
Chapter 2 Held back
This was horrid feeling. It was the worse feeling in the world. The plane began to go faster and faster and Sakura could do nothing to make it come back. She let her tears drop freely onto the new dress she bought just to show Shaoran. just for him. She tried so hard to hold back these tears but the were too much. The weighed too much for her eyes to hold within them. All she could think about now is why she said nothing. The memory of a few minutes ago replaying itself over and over..
Flashback
"Sakura I'm going to get on this plane if you don't answer my question." Said the boy with such a serious look on his face. It seriousness though could not hide the look of concern or the look of love that he felt. " Please just answer me" he slowly felt tears forming within himself, but he knew better. He believed he was strong enough to leave them within his eyes not letting them touch his cheek. Her looked up at the clock he had to check in now if he were to go. He put his arms around Sakura and held her close to him. Holding her so close that the rain that had soaked her clothes began to fall off. " Just answer me. do you have nothing to say to me? After it all you have nothing left to say. no matter Sakura. I love you. no matter what." Shaoran began to walk up to the counter getting his ticket. He continued to glance back at the one he loved and would forever love. He remembered his cousin and began to call her screaming her name into the crowd. "MELIN..MELIN!!!!" Melin hiding within the bushes realizing it was time for her to go as well. She gave a hug to Tomoyo and Eriol. Saying her thanks to them. " Thanks you guys. I really had a good time. I hope that my parents might let me come back with Shaoran next time. also I only wish Sakura could have answered his question.. then maybe we wouldn't have to go but.." Melin said stopping her sentence Shaoran was truly yelling for her now. She got up and walked past Sakura looking at her then surprisingly she gave Sakura a hug " I know you know he knows.I only wish I could be saying to you welcome to the family" Melin said hugging to Sakura then letting go. After hearing what Melin had to say she couldn't take it anymore. She ran off out of the airport.
End of Flashback
Sakura sat outside the gates of the airport looking threw the holes of the gate at the planes none of which carried her beloved. She knew he was long gone now. But still she kept whispering to herself. " I love you Shaoran. please forgive me." Tomoyo walked threw the sliding doors of the airport with Eriol on her arm and there she saw Sakura just standing there tears in her eyes. Soaked in her new dress that she once looked so cute in. Tomoyo walked up to her friend and hugged her and told Eriol to go call their ride. "Sakura.. Let's go home now." Tomoyo said staring down at the now fallen Sakura. Sakura looked up at her friend with tears in her eyes. Only letting the words "I love you Shaoran" escape her mouth. Tomoyo knew it already. She couldn't understand why Sakura didn't tell him to begin with. Tomoyo looked at her friend and hugged onto her but it wasn't Tomoyo's arms that Sakura wanted to feel wrapped around her. Sakura wanted Shaoran and only Shaoran. She began to think why she didn't tell him everyone already knew it. Sakura and Sharoan were already considered a couple by many, but even still she couldn't manage to say I love you to him. Even though she knew she did love him. Even though she knew she cared about him more than anyone. Even though she knew she couldn't live without him. She still couldn't manage to say it to him. All these thoughts kept ramming her brain and all Sakura could see was the blackness of the inside of her eyelids and slowly she began to release herself falling faster and faster back to the floor.
As she fell Tomoyo released her arms catching Sakura. Tomoyo picked up Sakura and carried her away threw the doors of the limo. Inside Eriol helped Tomoyo get Sakura threw the doors. While thinking to himself what possibly could have happened. As they drove away from the airport garage Eriol looked at Sakura she looked so sickly and she was shivering. Sakura shivered so much that you could see the drops of water that once were attached to her shake themselves off. "We might want to take her to the hospital, Tomoyo. Something might be wrong with her." Eriol said while still staring at the fallen Sakura.
"I know what's wrong with her and you know it too.. It's Shaoran her body misses his touch. She is shivering because she knows that he is no longer here to hold onto. He is no longer close enough to keep her warm. We need to take her to China." Tomoyo said while also staring at the shaking Sakura. " You know we can't. but still I know you're right. Why don't we take Sakura over to her house, Touya will know what to do. Rather maybe Touya will agree with us and help us get her to China." Eriol responded. He slowly began to lift his eyes away from Sakura looking at Tomoyo who was already looking back at him.
"Eriol-Kun do you remember what today is?" Tomoyo asked Eriol shyly. Eriol looking back at her knowing that the day was special but they were both too afraid to celebrate it. It might only make Sakura cry. But he just sat there looking at Tomoyo he wanted so bad to just lean over towards her and hold her. He slowly began to move over towards Tomoyo as he placed his arms around her whispering in her ear. " One month."
Tomoyo looked at Eriol with excitement in her eyes. She knew he wouldn't forget. She threw her arms around Eriol noticing he slowly began to blush. And as they drove towards Sakura's house as bad as the day may have been for Sakura and Shaoran, Tomoyo and Eriol couldn't help but to be happy. They tried to hold back their excitement in fear of waking Sakura, so they sat there holding onto each other. They began to stop holding back their feelings for each other and they kissed. They kissed as deeply as Sakura and Shaoran did.
Sakura slowly began to open her eyes to the sight of Tomoyo and Eriol but she stayed quiet for she already knew that Tomoyo and Eriol cared for each other. She already knew they were together, and it made her happy despite the pain she felt form being away from Shaoran. She lied there watching the two and how they loved each other but they would never show it infront of others. She wondered was that the same way she felt for Shaoran. She shook her head. No it wasn't the love she felt for Shaoran she wanted everyone to see, everyone except for Shaoran himself. For she had the fear that if Shaoran knew how she cared for him. It would only make it more painful when he left. Sakura lied there quietly watching Tomoyo and Eriol debating so many things within her mind. And slowly she began to fall back to sleep. Only hearing the soft movements of Tomoyo and Eriol and the hard beating of the rain against the windows, but somewhere deep within her heart she heard the sweetness of the voice of her only Shaoran.
Yes I know still bad but still I would like to know how bad so please review.
This was horrid feeling. It was the worse feeling in the world. The plane began to go faster and faster and Sakura could do nothing to make it come back. She let her tears drop freely onto the new dress she bought just to show Shaoran. just for him. She tried so hard to hold back these tears but the were too much. The weighed too much for her eyes to hold within them. All she could think about now is why she said nothing. The memory of a few minutes ago replaying itself over and over..
Flashback
"Sakura I'm going to get on this plane if you don't answer my question." Said the boy with such a serious look on his face. It seriousness though could not hide the look of concern or the look of love that he felt. " Please just answer me" he slowly felt tears forming within himself, but he knew better. He believed he was strong enough to leave them within his eyes not letting them touch his cheek. Her looked up at the clock he had to check in now if he were to go. He put his arms around Sakura and held her close to him. Holding her so close that the rain that had soaked her clothes began to fall off. " Just answer me. do you have nothing to say to me? After it all you have nothing left to say. no matter Sakura. I love you. no matter what." Shaoran began to walk up to the counter getting his ticket. He continued to glance back at the one he loved and would forever love. He remembered his cousin and began to call her screaming her name into the crowd. "MELIN..MELIN!!!!" Melin hiding within the bushes realizing it was time for her to go as well. She gave a hug to Tomoyo and Eriol. Saying her thanks to them. " Thanks you guys. I really had a good time. I hope that my parents might let me come back with Shaoran next time. also I only wish Sakura could have answered his question.. then maybe we wouldn't have to go but.." Melin said stopping her sentence Shaoran was truly yelling for her now. She got up and walked past Sakura looking at her then surprisingly she gave Sakura a hug " I know you know he knows.I only wish I could be saying to you welcome to the family" Melin said hugging to Sakura then letting go. After hearing what Melin had to say she couldn't take it anymore. She ran off out of the airport.
End of Flashback
Sakura sat outside the gates of the airport looking threw the holes of the gate at the planes none of which carried her beloved. She knew he was long gone now. But still she kept whispering to herself. " I love you Shaoran. please forgive me." Tomoyo walked threw the sliding doors of the airport with Eriol on her arm and there she saw Sakura just standing there tears in her eyes. Soaked in her new dress that she once looked so cute in. Tomoyo walked up to her friend and hugged her and told Eriol to go call their ride. "Sakura.. Let's go home now." Tomoyo said staring down at the now fallen Sakura. Sakura looked up at her friend with tears in her eyes. Only letting the words "I love you Shaoran" escape her mouth. Tomoyo knew it already. She couldn't understand why Sakura didn't tell him to begin with. Tomoyo looked at her friend and hugged onto her but it wasn't Tomoyo's arms that Sakura wanted to feel wrapped around her. Sakura wanted Shaoran and only Shaoran. She began to think why she didn't tell him everyone already knew it. Sakura and Sharoan were already considered a couple by many, but even still she couldn't manage to say I love you to him. Even though she knew she did love him. Even though she knew she cared about him more than anyone. Even though she knew she couldn't live without him. She still couldn't manage to say it to him. All these thoughts kept ramming her brain and all Sakura could see was the blackness of the inside of her eyelids and slowly she began to release herself falling faster and faster back to the floor.
As she fell Tomoyo released her arms catching Sakura. Tomoyo picked up Sakura and carried her away threw the doors of the limo. Inside Eriol helped Tomoyo get Sakura threw the doors. While thinking to himself what possibly could have happened. As they drove away from the airport garage Eriol looked at Sakura she looked so sickly and she was shivering. Sakura shivered so much that you could see the drops of water that once were attached to her shake themselves off. "We might want to take her to the hospital, Tomoyo. Something might be wrong with her." Eriol said while still staring at the fallen Sakura.
"I know what's wrong with her and you know it too.. It's Shaoran her body misses his touch. She is shivering because she knows that he is no longer here to hold onto. He is no longer close enough to keep her warm. We need to take her to China." Tomoyo said while also staring at the shaking Sakura. " You know we can't. but still I know you're right. Why don't we take Sakura over to her house, Touya will know what to do. Rather maybe Touya will agree with us and help us get her to China." Eriol responded. He slowly began to lift his eyes away from Sakura looking at Tomoyo who was already looking back at him.
"Eriol-Kun do you remember what today is?" Tomoyo asked Eriol shyly. Eriol looking back at her knowing that the day was special but they were both too afraid to celebrate it. It might only make Sakura cry. But he just sat there looking at Tomoyo he wanted so bad to just lean over towards her and hold her. He slowly began to move over towards Tomoyo as he placed his arms around her whispering in her ear. " One month."
Tomoyo looked at Eriol with excitement in her eyes. She knew he wouldn't forget. She threw her arms around Eriol noticing he slowly began to blush. And as they drove towards Sakura's house as bad as the day may have been for Sakura and Shaoran, Tomoyo and Eriol couldn't help but to be happy. They tried to hold back their excitement in fear of waking Sakura, so they sat there holding onto each other. They began to stop holding back their feelings for each other and they kissed. They kissed as deeply as Sakura and Shaoran did.
Sakura slowly began to open her eyes to the sight of Tomoyo and Eriol but she stayed quiet for she already knew that Tomoyo and Eriol cared for each other. She already knew they were together, and it made her happy despite the pain she felt form being away from Shaoran. She lied there watching the two and how they loved each other but they would never show it infront of others. She wondered was that the same way she felt for Shaoran. She shook her head. No it wasn't the love she felt for Shaoran she wanted everyone to see, everyone except for Shaoran himself. For she had the fear that if Shaoran knew how she cared for him. It would only make it more painful when he left. Sakura lied there quietly watching Tomoyo and Eriol debating so many things within her mind. And slowly she began to fall back to sleep. Only hearing the soft movements of Tomoyo and Eriol and the hard beating of the rain against the windows, but somewhere deep within her heart she heard the sweetness of the voice of her only Shaoran.
Yes I know still bad but still I would like to know how bad so please review.