Author's note: Hi hi again as always I don't own ccs, but could i...nope
tears in eyes.
Please read and review. I am in a writing mood but I have too much school
work to do so I decided to write a short chapter. and yes this is a short
chapter to me.
Chapter 4 (part1) my memories
Darkness having already come to claim the world of the boy. He lied there on his bed staring at the roof. Memories ramming into his head. Past his head and mind and into his heart. He wasn't going to lie to himself anymore.he was hurt and in pain. He knew Sakura loved him back, but the tears from her not being able to say it to him were to weighted. The tears he was trying so hard to hold in. He was trying so much to not cry to hold back his emotions and pretend it did not hurt but it did hurt. He looked out the window and began to remember.
He slowly began to find himself remembering the walks in the park with Sakura. How she so fondly would grasp onto his arm and not let go even if he were to request. But he never would tell her to get off. Because he enjoyed having her around so much. He enjoyed hearing her sweet voice. She would always sound so sweet even when she was scared. He thought of how many things Sakura was afraid of and then he remembered what he so often told her. She would stand there tears in eyes wincing at the simple mention of things. Then he would affectionately put his arms around her and hold her telling her " Don't worry Sakura, I told you no matter what comes for you I will protect you." She would look up at him all sparkly-eyed " Really?" tears still somewhat in her eyes. He would just respond with a red face "yes really." And soon afterwards her fears were gone and settled.
He stopped his remembering for a moment lying there on his bed. He felt no comfort from the dark. He found no comfort in shedding tears, but that's what he did. He felt it was somewhat dishonorable to be like this. He wanted none to see him. He never cried before except for once. It was for Sakura.
It was still fairly light. School had just let out and as always Sakura was the first one out. She was so excited it was the weekend of the big festival and who was her big data none other than Shaoran. She smiled happily skated on the sidewalk excitingly waiting for Shaoran to come. She kept skating back and forth. Back and forth. Till eventually her and all those who watched her became dizzy. She suddenly fell into the street, scraping her hands. She winced a little complaining it stung. Shaoran who was unlocking his bike looked at her laughing. Until he saw something. It was a force coming and it was coming for his beloved Sakura. He yelled loudly "Sakura get up!!!" That was the last thing she heard that day. Sakura had been hit by one of the festivals giant trucks. Shaoran stood there and all he could do is watch. He dropped his bike immediately and ran for Sakura scaling the giant gates then jumping over them. She lay there motionless the driver quickly got out of the truck "Oh my.." was all he could say. Neither one of those words really could help Sakura though. He bent down and began to pick up Sakura. Shaoran forcefully pushed the man, causing him to nearly drop Sakura, and took her in his arms. All the students from the school quickly ran out. The phrase "What happened to Sakura" and " No not her." Were phrases quickly adopted by the students. They ran only to see the horror of the truth. They saw Shaoran clutching onto her. Everyone just watched they found it beautiful the way he held onto her but unattractive the way she had fallen. Shaoran picked her up and took her to the hospital eventually he was meet by the now driving Touya who quickly drove them. That night Shaoran never left Sakura's bedside despite the threats form Touya. He stood/sat/slept right by her side. Nurses, doctors, average visitors hearing the story but it wasn't the rarity that made it touching. It was when you would walk by the room and see the two. It was such and eye- catching sight. He would be there next to her as if her faithful wolf. Angered by anyone who would hurt her. Standing by her side like the wolf, and licking her wounds healing them. It took only 2 weeks for Sakura to heal. And for 2 weeks Shaoran and Sakura lived in a hospital.
Shaoran remembered this story angered somewhat by the way he was unable to protect her. No it was not impossible like all the others even Touya said. He looked down at the ring on his finger it was from Sakura. The last night of them being in the hospital she secretly told Tomoyo to get her a present fit for Shaoran. And in turn Tomoyo bought 2 rings and engraved on Shaoran's it said "faithful" and on Sakura's it said "true". Together they didn't make a heart as others often made. The rings put together made a star. Shaoran brushed his hair aside and out of his tear filled eyes to look up at the stars. He made a wish and another star fell. Another wish to be with Sakura. He closed his eyes shut trapping the tears and not letting them free to show his weakness. He fell asleep clutching onto his pillow and pretending, for his heart's sake, that it was Sakura. He quietly began to whisper to himself "I'm not leaving.."
Chapter 4 (part1) my memories
Darkness having already come to claim the world of the boy. He lied there on his bed staring at the roof. Memories ramming into his head. Past his head and mind and into his heart. He wasn't going to lie to himself anymore.he was hurt and in pain. He knew Sakura loved him back, but the tears from her not being able to say it to him were to weighted. The tears he was trying so hard to hold in. He was trying so much to not cry to hold back his emotions and pretend it did not hurt but it did hurt. He looked out the window and began to remember.
He slowly began to find himself remembering the walks in the park with Sakura. How she so fondly would grasp onto his arm and not let go even if he were to request. But he never would tell her to get off. Because he enjoyed having her around so much. He enjoyed hearing her sweet voice. She would always sound so sweet even when she was scared. He thought of how many things Sakura was afraid of and then he remembered what he so often told her. She would stand there tears in eyes wincing at the simple mention of things. Then he would affectionately put his arms around her and hold her telling her " Don't worry Sakura, I told you no matter what comes for you I will protect you." She would look up at him all sparkly-eyed " Really?" tears still somewhat in her eyes. He would just respond with a red face "yes really." And soon afterwards her fears were gone and settled.
He stopped his remembering for a moment lying there on his bed. He felt no comfort from the dark. He found no comfort in shedding tears, but that's what he did. He felt it was somewhat dishonorable to be like this. He wanted none to see him. He never cried before except for once. It was for Sakura.
It was still fairly light. School had just let out and as always Sakura was the first one out. She was so excited it was the weekend of the big festival and who was her big data none other than Shaoran. She smiled happily skated on the sidewalk excitingly waiting for Shaoran to come. She kept skating back and forth. Back and forth. Till eventually her and all those who watched her became dizzy. She suddenly fell into the street, scraping her hands. She winced a little complaining it stung. Shaoran who was unlocking his bike looked at her laughing. Until he saw something. It was a force coming and it was coming for his beloved Sakura. He yelled loudly "Sakura get up!!!" That was the last thing she heard that day. Sakura had been hit by one of the festivals giant trucks. Shaoran stood there and all he could do is watch. He dropped his bike immediately and ran for Sakura scaling the giant gates then jumping over them. She lay there motionless the driver quickly got out of the truck "Oh my.." was all he could say. Neither one of those words really could help Sakura though. He bent down and began to pick up Sakura. Shaoran forcefully pushed the man, causing him to nearly drop Sakura, and took her in his arms. All the students from the school quickly ran out. The phrase "What happened to Sakura" and " No not her." Were phrases quickly adopted by the students. They ran only to see the horror of the truth. They saw Shaoran clutching onto her. Everyone just watched they found it beautiful the way he held onto her but unattractive the way she had fallen. Shaoran picked her up and took her to the hospital eventually he was meet by the now driving Touya who quickly drove them. That night Shaoran never left Sakura's bedside despite the threats form Touya. He stood/sat/slept right by her side. Nurses, doctors, average visitors hearing the story but it wasn't the rarity that made it touching. It was when you would walk by the room and see the two. It was such and eye- catching sight. He would be there next to her as if her faithful wolf. Angered by anyone who would hurt her. Standing by her side like the wolf, and licking her wounds healing them. It took only 2 weeks for Sakura to heal. And for 2 weeks Shaoran and Sakura lived in a hospital.
Shaoran remembered this story angered somewhat by the way he was unable to protect her. No it was not impossible like all the others even Touya said. He looked down at the ring on his finger it was from Sakura. The last night of them being in the hospital she secretly told Tomoyo to get her a present fit for Shaoran. And in turn Tomoyo bought 2 rings and engraved on Shaoran's it said "faithful" and on Sakura's it said "true". Together they didn't make a heart as others often made. The rings put together made a star. Shaoran brushed his hair aside and out of his tear filled eyes to look up at the stars. He made a wish and another star fell. Another wish to be with Sakura. He closed his eyes shut trapping the tears and not letting them free to show his weakness. He fell asleep clutching onto his pillow and pretending, for his heart's sake, that it was Sakura. He quietly began to whisper to himself "I'm not leaving.."