Author's Note: sorry for not having updated in a while. I had to reevaluate my writings. I had to consider all the different ways for the story to go. So I hope from this chapter I can gain more readers. Please remember to read and review.

Ch8: first date

Slowly Sakura began to come around remembering last night how she had heard form Shaoran. She felt her self somewhat happy. Her face beamed with joy as she thought more of her love Shaoran. But one thought continued to come into her mind and attack her happy thoughts and replace them with the depressing thoughts of Shaoran's last words to her. He wanted her to go out and experiment with new people. He wanted her to see what was out there, but did this mean they were done. No she hated the thought of being without Shaoran she felt like she was a different Sakura.

Her mind began to wonder had Shaoran found someone new himself. She shook her head making her beautiful amber hair wave back and forth falling into her eyes. Picking up her hand she brushed her hair out of her eyes, letting the light fall into her eyes. She knew inside of her that Shaoran did not find anyone new. His words showed too much truthfulness, no that wasn't the word his words showed too much commitment and devotion. It was because of this feeling that she became scared of him unsure. She didn't want to commit herself and then have him leave her.

As all these thought began to ponder inside her head. She heard Touya on the outside trying to quiet their Dad.

" Dad. shh. that boy Shaoran called Sakura last night and it somewhat stopped her tears. I heard them last night talking of seeing new people. This is the chance for me to get rid of that fool from Sakura's life" Touya said somewhat happily. He didn't agree with Sakura and Shaoran being together. His beliefs told him that they were too young. Which is why he wanted her to try new things. And the fact that Shaoran encouraged her too only peaked his interest.

"Touya let Sakura deal with her own love life. Personally I like Shaoran I see truthfulness in his eyes. Its just Sakura she is unsure, she has never been away from the umbrella that is her family. She doesn't want to rely on someone to be her protector the way he can be." Fujitaka said grabbing Touya by the shirt and dragging him down the stairs to go make breakfast. A smile still on Fujitaka's face. The silence settling on the upstairs leaving Sakura to herself.

"Everyone pulls me in all these different ways, but the only way that seems to be definite is my family. But Shaoran's feelings for me seem so indefinite. I won't look for trouble if it finds me all know well who they will deal with." Sakura said falling back into her pillows.

Unnoticed to her Touya had come back upstairs and had been waiting outside the door. This was the chance that Touya had been waiting for. A chance to break Shaoran away. Silently slipping away to his room he picks up the phone.

"Hello? It's me Touya . I know what you said, but this is the time at least give it some time." Touya said eagerly wanting the other end to give his words of approval.

"Touya I told you.I have my own and she has her own." The voice on the other side responded coldly and cooly.

"Please?" Touya began to ask desperately.

An uneasy silence took over as the voice on the other end began to ponder Touya's offer. Touya took the opportunity to reassure him. "I will take you two anywhere." Touya knew now that he was seriously considering it.

".. Considerable" the voice began to whisper.

"You won't regret oh yeah and Eriol don't tell Sakura." Touya said hanging up the phone. He took out the phonebook and yearbook and began to call more people.