A/N: This chapter focuses only on Jess and Rory. This is only part one of
chapter two because if you read this chapter you will see that it's not the
way you would want it. You'll have questions like: "Why was she like that?
Why didn't she tell Jess how she really felt?" It's kinda suspenseful well,
not really but you just wouldn't know what to expect exactly. LOLZ I do
apologize if you don't enjoy reading this. I am a weird person and if you
have anything to tell me about how to improve my fic then just review and
say so, so that this fic will not continue to be so retarded. Lolz
Rory entered her room exhausted after cleaning up the house and Kirk's not so pleasant hurl. She began to unpack and put everything away neatly. The last item that remained in the luggage was a copy of The FountainHead. She glanced at it admiringly and smiled but a sudden drop of unexplainable drop of tear traveled down her gentle face. It was the novel that Jess had wanted her to read and the thought of it all brought back so many aching and loving memories. She glimpsed at it one last time and turned to put it away on the bookshelf.
'Everything is just the way as I left it.nothing seems to have changed. The problem is I don't know where to begin picking up where I left off. Dean is wonderful like he always has been but now I feel so guilty just looking at him and accepting his kindness. He was a person that I truly admired but now all I see of him is a villain standing between Jess and me. I know he means well and that he loves me but I no longer have the same passion in our relationship as he does. I guess there is nothing that I can do as of now but to take some action and do what is right.' It was 2:00 AM and her eyelids were finally giving up on her so she decided to put her coat away in the closet.
"Hey."
"Oh, my God!"
"Shocked?"
"No."
"Right.So are you gonna keep me in the closet all night or are you gonna let me in to your room?"
"You're already in my room."
Rory stepped aside and Jess got out of the closet.
"What are you doing here?"
"Nothing, just checking to see if there were any monsters hiding in your closet. You know, I wouldn't want any of those "mean and ugly" monsters hurting my princess."
Jess grimaced slyly.
"That's really nice of you but I've already befriended one."
"Really, and who would that be? Your boyfriend?"
"No, I'm staring at him right now."
"Oh, dear sweet Rory I am hurt. But Dean does have a slight resemblance to one of those freaks on the Sci-Fi channel. You know the way he stares down at me, man that just scares the life out of me away."
Rory crossed her arms and stared at Jess.
"Why are you here?"
"What? You didn't find that funny?"
"Why are you here?"
Jess' expression suddenly faded to seriousness and paused for a slight moment.
"You know why I'm here. I'm here because the girl that I love that I thought would never love me back kissed me intensely with such deep passion and ran away. She didn't tell me why she left and she didn't tell me how she felt. All that she left me with was the feeling of her lips on mine and for that short moment I felt what she really felt deep inside. She left me with nothing but questions in my heart but all of that doesn't matter to me anymore because she's here now. Me and her can be together but she's hiding a part of herself that loves me and me and her together.
Jess moved closer towards her and only the width of a finger was the space that separate them from each other. Rory stared at the ground not knowing what to do or how to react to his beautiful words.
Jess stared down at her and paused for a moment before finally managing to get the words out.
"I guess, maybe I was wrong. I'm the only one who feels this way."
He turned to leave and neared the window for his exit. Then he paused and turned right back at Rory who was now staring right at him.
"I love you because. you treat me the way you do and you're not fake and because you are honest to yourself. I think it's time you become the real you again. stop lying to yourself Rory. You know what you feel so stop denying whatever it is that is inside you. You can never hide anything the truth always foretells itself. When you decide to accept what is there I'll be here."
With that Jess climbed out the window leaving Rory stunned.
TBC..
Rory entered her room exhausted after cleaning up the house and Kirk's not so pleasant hurl. She began to unpack and put everything away neatly. The last item that remained in the luggage was a copy of The FountainHead. She glanced at it admiringly and smiled but a sudden drop of unexplainable drop of tear traveled down her gentle face. It was the novel that Jess had wanted her to read and the thought of it all brought back so many aching and loving memories. She glimpsed at it one last time and turned to put it away on the bookshelf.
'Everything is just the way as I left it.nothing seems to have changed. The problem is I don't know where to begin picking up where I left off. Dean is wonderful like he always has been but now I feel so guilty just looking at him and accepting his kindness. He was a person that I truly admired but now all I see of him is a villain standing between Jess and me. I know he means well and that he loves me but I no longer have the same passion in our relationship as he does. I guess there is nothing that I can do as of now but to take some action and do what is right.' It was 2:00 AM and her eyelids were finally giving up on her so she decided to put her coat away in the closet.
"Hey."
"Oh, my God!"
"Shocked?"
"No."
"Right.So are you gonna keep me in the closet all night or are you gonna let me in to your room?"
"You're already in my room."
Rory stepped aside and Jess got out of the closet.
"What are you doing here?"
"Nothing, just checking to see if there were any monsters hiding in your closet. You know, I wouldn't want any of those "mean and ugly" monsters hurting my princess."
Jess grimaced slyly.
"That's really nice of you but I've already befriended one."
"Really, and who would that be? Your boyfriend?"
"No, I'm staring at him right now."
"Oh, dear sweet Rory I am hurt. But Dean does have a slight resemblance to one of those freaks on the Sci-Fi channel. You know the way he stares down at me, man that just scares the life out of me away."
Rory crossed her arms and stared at Jess.
"Why are you here?"
"What? You didn't find that funny?"
"Why are you here?"
Jess' expression suddenly faded to seriousness and paused for a slight moment.
"You know why I'm here. I'm here because the girl that I love that I thought would never love me back kissed me intensely with such deep passion and ran away. She didn't tell me why she left and she didn't tell me how she felt. All that she left me with was the feeling of her lips on mine and for that short moment I felt what she really felt deep inside. She left me with nothing but questions in my heart but all of that doesn't matter to me anymore because she's here now. Me and her can be together but she's hiding a part of herself that loves me and me and her together.
Jess moved closer towards her and only the width of a finger was the space that separate them from each other. Rory stared at the ground not knowing what to do or how to react to his beautiful words.
Jess stared down at her and paused for a moment before finally managing to get the words out.
"I guess, maybe I was wrong. I'm the only one who feels this way."
He turned to leave and neared the window for his exit. Then he paused and turned right back at Rory who was now staring right at him.
"I love you because. you treat me the way you do and you're not fake and because you are honest to yourself. I think it's time you become the real you again. stop lying to yourself Rory. You know what you feel so stop denying whatever it is that is inside you. You can never hide anything the truth always foretells itself. When you decide to accept what is there I'll be here."
With that Jess climbed out the window leaving Rory stunned.
TBC..