Body Title: THE QUEST, chapter 4
Authors: Ellie and Westwinger247
Posted: March 24, 2001

The White House, Josh's bullpen
June 18, 2001
1:25 p.m.

Donna sat at her desk, staring blankly at her computer screen. It had been nearly a month and Josh's attitude still hadn't changed. So Donna's again found herself sitting at her desk with nothing to do for the remaining thirty-five minutes of her lunch hour. If this were a "normal" day for Donna, she would be pulling reference materials, working up index cards and calling Senators, all while eating her lunch. But now, she sat unbothered, unnoticed and feeling unwanted.

Donna sighed and opened her purse. She pulled out a mirror and her lipstick and began to reapply the portion that was eaten away by lunch when she saw Leo's reflection appear behind her.

"Hey Donna," Leo said. "You busy?"

"No," Donna answered. "I'm not needed until two."

"Good, take a walk with me would you?"

"Sure."

Donna placed her things back in her purse and stood up. Leo and Donna came out of her space and past Josh's door. Almost instinctively, Josh appeared in the doorway.

"Hey, where you going with my assistant?" Josh questioned.

"I need her to do something and since she's not busy, now's a good time." Leo replied with just a hint of sternness in his voice.

"Why do – okay, then. Just don't keep her too long," Josh said and disappeared back inside.

Leo nodded and resumed walking, with Donna in tow. Leo walked at a considerably slower pace than Josh; Donna had to constantly remind herself to slow down. The two walked the halls of the west wing until they came to the Oval Office.

"Uh, Leo," Donna said, "why are we here?"

"Because the President has something he needs from you."

"Okay," Donna said, her voice quivering slightly.

Donna had been in the Oval Office on several occasions, mostly with Josh. This was only her second time without him, but her first time being summoned. Leo opened the door and ushered Donna in ahead of him.

President Bartlet sat in a wingback chair and looked up when he heard the door open.

"Donna. Thanks for coming. That'll be all Leo."

"Thank you, Mr. President." Leo said, closing the door.

"Thank you," the President replied.

Donna just stood there, frozen. She didn't know what to do next.

"Donna, please come sit down," the President said as he motion toward the couch to his left.

Donna slowly moved towards the President.

"C'mon Donna. I won't bite," the President said with a light laugh in his voice.

Donna sat down on the couch and the President handed her a red folder. Donna opened it up and read the bold line: "Annual Kick-Off Campaign Celebration."

"Donna, I want you to know that your work has not gone unnoticed," President Bartlet said. "Your quick catch of Stackhouse's agenda was brilliant. It saved us all a lot of headaches."

"Thank you sir."

"Now, I want you to step it up a notch. You've heard of the Kick-Off Campaign?"

"Yes, sir," Donna replied.

"Good. Well this year, I want you to organize it. The whole kit and caboodle – from decorations to invitations to speakers. Your organizational skills are widely known and by keeping Josh in-line you may be the only one who regularly saves our collective sanity."

Donna smiled, not wanting to burden the President with Josh's sudden change. After all, Josh appeared to be doing just fine on his own. It was Donna who felt she was on the edge.

"You, Leo, CJ and myself will have meetings every other day to discuss everything that's going right and anything that's going wrong. Donna, this has to be finalized by the first, because the speech is the fifth."

"Absolutely, sir," Donna said. "I'll have everything done by the end of next week."

"Okay, but don't neglect your duties with Josh," the President said.

"That won't be a problem, sir." Donna responded.

Now I have something to do, since Josh lightened my workload, Donna thought.

"That'll be all, Donna. I'll see you on the 20th."

"Thank you, Mr. President," Donna said standing. She reached the door and paused.

"Sir, may I just say thank you for believing in me?"

"Your welcome, Donna

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The White House
Office of the Press Secretary
June 20, 2001
4:30 p.m.

"Okay, and make sure that the dais is setup no later than 6:30. We have to do a mike check and the Secret Service needs to be able to check things out," Donna said into the telephone receiver.

"Yes, Ms. Moss," came a reply from the other end. "We will take care of it. Will you be needing any of our staff?"

"Let's see," Donna said peering into her binder. "I'll only need them from 2:30 to 4:30 so that they can set up the tables and decorations. Then the White House staff will take over from there."

"Very well. And thank you once again for choosing the Watergate Hotel to host the President's Kick-Off Celebration."

"Thank you," Donna replied hanging up the phone.

"Well, Donna" CJ said as she kicked her heels up on her desk, "I must say that you've managed to get a lot farther in two days than the last person did four years ago."

"I've had a lot of time on my hands," Donna replied with a hint of sadness in her voice.

"So, what have you got so far?"

"Well, the balloons are ordered and the caterer's been called. The invitations have gone out. The Secret Service has the possible guest list and is checking out the Watergate Hotel as we speak. The only thing left is the President's speech."

"Did you hear that he wants to write it himself?" CJ said as a grin appeared.

"Yes, and after Toby and Sam regained consciousness, what happened?" Donna said grinning.

"There's still fighting with him about it."

"Oh, boy," Donna said rolling her eyes. "Are we ready to go?"

"Yep," CJ said, planting her feet back on the floor and grabbing her notebook. "Let's roll, sister."

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The Oval Office
June 20, 2001
5:25 p.m.

Donna stood nervously tapping her foot outside the Oval Office while waiting for the President to finish with Josh and Sam. The door finally opened and the two deputies walked out.

"Thank you," Sam said gratefully as they paused outside the office. Charlie instantly entered to check in with the President while Donna waited. "Toby and I were almost sure he was going to write the thing himself."

"I just told him he should," Josh said, not sounding pleased with the outcome.

"I know," Sam said. "I was there. You cinched it."

"I told him he should," Josh said again.

"I know and he realized what a bad idea it was after hearing you agree with him," Sam said with a grin. "That was helpful."

"Sure," Josh replied dejectedly. "So long as I have a purpose. You do realize he's going to read us what he wrote. He's not going to let all that work go to waste."

Sam's expression turned dark and foreboding. His shoulders drooped and he groaned quietly. He and Josh started to leave the outer office and appeared to notice Donna for the first time.

"Hey Donna," Josh said.

"Hey," Donna replied as she walked past him when Charlie signaled her to enter. Josh stopped for a brief moment and turned around to face the retreating figure. Josh hung his head and continued back to his office.

Inside the Oval Office, Donna approached the President's desk and opened her bulging folder.

"Donna, show me what you've got," the President said as he put on his glasses.

Donna handed him the folder and the President reviewed all of her impeccable notes--all typed. The President nodded and grinned.

"This is wonderful, Donna," the President remarked. "What's next?"

"Well, sir," Donna answered, "All that's left is to do is to start on the follow-up calls to Senators and Congressmen and we're set."

"Nice. Well, I don't see any reason to have a meeting on Friday, then. We'll postpone it until next Wednesday."

"Certainly, sir. By then I should have a decent head count."

"Anything else?" the President asked.

"No, sir. Thank you, Mr. President."

"Thank you."

Donna turned and walked out of the Oval Office with an added spring in her step. She was starting to feel important again. She decided that she could deal with Josh's attitude and newfound independence--at least for the moment. She had more important concerns than some old Deputy White House Chief of Staff's sudden urge to be left alone all the time.

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The White House
The Presidential Residence
June 30, 2001
10:36 p.m.

Donna sighed heavily before knocking on the door to the President's residence. This was a once-in-a-lifetime experience for her, and she didn't want to screw it up. Normally, this place was reserved for senior staff members. But Donna convinced herself that the President believed in her more and more as the days went on and would not have invited her if he didn't trust her.

KNOCK-KNOCK-KNOCK

"Come in," the President said.

Donna opened the door to see the President sitting in a chair.

"What's the final verdict?" the President asked.

"Well, sir," Donna replied, "Representative Thurman and Senator Leahy have finally RSVP'd. That completes the list of invitees. Senator Edwards will be introducing you, with Representative McIntyre and Senators Nelson and Feinstein each making a brief ten minute speech."

"Donna, let me say that you've did a fantastic job getting this together in under the deadline you imposed upon yourself."

"Thank you, sir," Donna said lowering her head to avoid the President seeing her blush.

"Donna, you do understand that you are going to this event. You must see how your hard work paid off."

"Yes, sir."

"Excellent. Thank you, Donna. Now go home."

"Thank you, sir." Donna said on her way out. Once she was out of the President's residence, she pumped her fists in the air. The Secret Service Agents looked at Donna with curiosity.

"Sorry, guys," Donna said feeling a little embarrassed. "I was just excited."

The Secret Service Agents nodded, each of them trying to hide a grin.

Donna bid a hasty retreat down the hall.

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The Watergate Hotel
5 July 2001
10:05 p.m.

"Thank you all for coming out tonight to this event. We're officially off and running. With your continued support, we're gonna win in February, we're gonna win on Super Tuesday and we're gonna win in November! God Bless You and God Bless America!"

The crowd rose to their feet in unison. The applause and cheers resonated throughout the ballroom of the Watergate Hotel. The Bartlet staff, each wearing formal attire, joined in. Leo and Toby celebrated with a hearty handshake, CJ and Sam gave each other a high-five and Josh gently placed his hand on Donna's shoulder, but recoiled suddenly when he caught Leo's scolding glare.

"Okay troops, gather 'round," Leo said. "We hit a homerun with the speech. This weekend's the one and only time we have to relax. Then it's crunch time with a capital 'C'."

"Please," Toby said in disgust, "not the barbecue!"

"Yes, the barbecue," Leo replied. "Donna, the President's very appreciative of all the hard work you did getting this thing organized. He'd like you to join us at the farm."

"M-me?" Donna said, taken slightly aback. "I'd be honored."

Josh, standing at Leo's shoulder dropped his chin instinctively and smiled slightly. He was barely aware he had done it but once he realized it, he put a stern look on his face again. He surveyed the eyes of his colleagues. None appeared to notice.

"All right, now that that's done, I want everybody at the White House tomorrow at 6:30 am for a 7 am departure," Leo continued.

"Which means we'll leave by nine," CJ said dryly.

"We told the President we have a 5 am departure so we can leave by 7," Leo responded. "Now go."

The group disbanded and headed for the exit. Leo was beside CJ, giving her last minute instructions on the press conference that followed the speech. Sam and Toby were arguing over the section of the speech that the President skipped. The President had already exited surrounded by his Secret Service detail. Josh and Donna completed the parade. They walked together in silence. This manner of walking was becoming the norm for them. Josh had his hands shoved deep into the pockets, and Donna pulled her wrap closer.

When he noticed that everyone was in deep conversation, Josh pulled back slightly, letting Donna walk ahead. He studied her lines, her movement, the way her blonde hair swayed, her dress.

That dress…where had he seen it before?

Oh. It's that dress. The red one from the date with the lobbyist.

The group came to the automatic doors that led them to the warm and slightly humid night air. The rhythmic swoosh of the doors startled Josh. Certain things, sudden movements or sounds, still jarred him--yet another lingering reminder from that night in Virginia.

The staff piled into their respective vehicles--all except Josh and Donna. They stood on the curb with Josh looking at the DC skyline and Donna gazing up at the stars.

"I see you kept the dress." Josh said, his gaze shifting from the horizon towards the ground, but never at Donna.

"Yeah. I decided that after my miserable date with Todd, I deserved a little pick-me-up."

"Good, I mean, it looks good on you--fabulous actually," Josh said, rocking back and forth on his heels.

"Thank you," Donna whispered.

"Do you have a ride home? I didn't see when you got here."

"Yeah, my roommate Ashley came with me," Donna said pointing towards a tall, ebony-haired woman.

"Well, okay then."

"Okay."

"Good night Donna," Josh said. "See you tomorrow. Sleep well."

"Thanks," Donna replied. "You, too."

Josh watched as Donna headed away from him and towards her roommate. Ashley looked at Donna and smiled. Her gaze then shifted to Josh. Ashley's stare went from warm and welcoming to cold and harsh. Josh knew her demeanor towards him was mostly because of the way he treated her cats, especially when Josh came over drunk. But this look had nothing to do with those furballs. This look was all about Donna.

Ashley's just trying to look out for Donna's well-being, Josh thought.

Josh sighed heavily and headed towards his car. He unlocked the door and paused before getting in.

How was he going to make it through the weekend? He knew there was only one answer: keeping busy and staying as far away from Donna as possible.

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Donna arrived at the White House at six a.m. with her weekend bag packed and her stomach telling her she should not go. She was nervous. This was the annual gathering of the senior staff. She felt she was a part of the administration, but the senior staff was part of the inner sanctum, the elite enclave who had the ear of the President of the United States. She was an assistant whose claim to fame within these walls was that she was the person who kept the craziest member of the staff in line on occasion.

She shook her head and chastised herself. Josh was difficult; he was unique; he was particular. He was not crazy.

She knew she would be early but she came to the office anyway, hoping some task there could make her feel more grounded and stem the jitters in her bones. She walked through the halls, passing a cleaning crew finishing their early morning rounds. The halls were lit but most of the commotion typically present on a weekday was missing. There would be staffers around later, but this was a Saturday; things would be quieter on the whole anyway.

But quiet was not what she found when she approached her desk. Josh's door was closed, a rare enough sight that she took notice. Light was seeping under the door, another oddity for a room that remained cloaked in darkness most days and nights save the single lamp that sat on the corner of his desk. Inside, Donna could hear voices.

She sat quietly at her desk, trying not to eavesdrop blatantly; however, she was certain she heard the second door to the office, the one leading to the hallway, open and close. A moment later, the door near her desk was ripped open and Josh stepped out sputtering to himself.

"Just say screw 'em all and save myself the headache," he seethed as he passed her desk. "Hi Donna."

He stopped in mid-step and turned around. He looked at her questioningly. She was dressed as casually as he was--jeans and T-shirt. He looked at the clock, back at her, then to the clock again.

"What are you doing?" he asked.

"Waiting," she replied. "What's up?"

"For what?"

"What?"

"What are you waiting for?" he asked.

"I'm going to Manchester with the rest of you," Donna said. "Leo said the President wanted me to go."

"Oh, right," Josh said, shaking his head. "I forgot. Well, have fun."

He walked away; Donna instinctively followed, catching up with his long strides easily and falling into step beside him within seconds.

"Aren't you going?"

"I've got things to do," he said. "There was a... Never mind."

"What?" she asked. "Josh, you don't tell me anything anymore. I feel like I'm being punished. You said after the thing last night that I would be busy again. Well?"

"You're going with Sam and everyone," Josh said. "Enjoy your weekend in the country. I'm probably going to be here dealing with the New York delegation."

"All of them?" she asked astounded.

"No, just the House Democrats from the City," he sighed. "HUD is... Look, it's too complicated to explain in 10 seconds. I've made my decision, and I need to tell Leo."

"Is there anything I can do?" she asked earnestly.

He sighed again and shook his head as he clasped her upper arm for a moment. The look in his eyes for a split second screamed he had a list of things he needed her to do, but he faded just as quickly. He let his hand fall away and shook his head.

"No," he said. "Just have fun."

He walked away, his mood darkening as he approached Leo's office. He was partially glad he wasn't going on the trip. It would save him from further awkward moments around Donna or from incurring further bouts of Leo's stony stare--something he was seeing more frequently but why precisely he was not sure. Josh was not pleased to be staying in sweltering Washington while his colleagues were heading to the fresh air of New England; even 48 hours of listening to the President pontificate on the beauty and sanctity of New Hampshire was preferable to wrangling with a handful of cranky congressmen looking to create some waves in time for their own campaign announcements. The problem with any political party, Josh thought for the umpteenth time, is that the members may all run under the same banner but they do not all play for the same team.

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Sam sat in his office, quietly humming. He furiously typed away on his laptop, finishing a briefing memo on the latest information regarding Mad Cow Disease. He pressed a button and saved what he thought to be an excellent piece of work regarding the seizing of sheep from a Vermont farm, for fear of them being infected with the disease.

Excellent, that is, until Toby gets his hands on it.

BANG…

BANG…

BANG…

"Oh, jeez, not this again," Sam muttered as he stood up and walked the two feet from his office to Toby's.

"I'm here," he said.

"Good," Toby replied as he put down the balls. "Have you finished the memo?"

"Yes, you'll get it when we're on the plane."

"Why?" Toby inquired with a hint of irritation in his voice.

"Because you'll be less likely to throw me off the plane at 30,000 feet."

"Don't bet on it." Toby grumbled. "Sam, what the hell are you wearing?"

"This?" Sam asked, pointing to a rather strange-looking hat that rested sideways on his head. "This is my lucky fishing hat."

"Well it looks ridiculous with all those…things hanging from it."

"Those would be lures," Sam replied matter-of-factly. "And I'll have you know that I have caught many a fish with these and look forward to using them at the lake on the President's residence."

"Don't wear it on the plane or anywhere near the President. I don't want to see it until well after we've landed and you are still far away from the President."

"I don't see any reason why I have to take it off," Sam said.

"Sam! Unlike you, I don't care to hear the history of the fish that are in his pond for the entire plane ride, car ride, and whatever else ride I'm going to be subjected to!" Toby yelled.

"Well, you're just mad because you have to go to the retreat. You've complained every year and every year I have had to hear it because I've had to room with you. This year I'm not going to. You're bunking with Leo. Let him deal with your tirades." Sam said.

Sam turned and left Toby's office, his fishing hat just barely being missed by the projectile thrown at his head.

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CJ sat on the couch in her office, rummaging through her carry-on bag. She wanted to make sure that she didn't forget anything. CJ left behind her laptop, for fear of pulling up her press notes on the high amount of toxins in the bodies of the American public. No, this time she wasn't going to work. If she needed a laptop, she would borrow Sam or Toby's because she knew that one, if not both, would have it. Writers never stop writing. And truthfully, that's why they're the best at what they do.

CJ mentally checked items off her list: Sunscreen-check. Sunglasses-check. Bug spray-check. Calamine lotion-check. Romance novel-check. CJ rolled her eyes at the last one. Why did she even bother to ask Carol for Purple Passion-the Triumphs and Tragedies of Savannah? Because she needed an escape from what was sure to be an excruciating weekend. At least Donna was there to keep her company. CJ figured that her and her "cohort" could have a little fun at the boys' expense.

CJ buried the book in her bag, zipped it up, and headed for the helopad.

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"I'm sleeping with you tonight," Sam announced as he walked into Josh's office.

"Excuse me?" Josh said, covering the mouthpiece on the phone in his hand.

He was on the phone--on hold--looking perturbed. The New York delegates had absconded to the City with their gripes not long after offering their scathing comments to the Post, and it appeared they were inspired to do so by another in the other wing of congress in the form of Seth Gillette.

"At the farm," Sam said. "I'm staying with you this year."

"Well, you'll have your own bed," Josh said. "And if I don't get what I need out of this call, you'll have your own room entirely."

"Yeah," Sam nodded. "I can't sleep with Toby anymore."

"Okay, you have to stop saying it like that," Josh warned. "What is that?"

He pointed at the tattered hat on Sam's head adorned with hooks and tiny feathers and stuff that Josh was certain just didn't belong so close to a person's eyes.

"This is my lucky fishing hat," Sam explained. "I'm going to wear it when I go fishing. You got the HUD thing settled?"

"No," Josh said. "That's why I'm still in here."

"Leo said I'm to beat you unconscious if you won't come with me peacably," Sam said. "No excuses--you're going. We should get moving. The President's on his way from the residence."

Josh held up his hand to silence Sam. He listened for a second then thanked the caller. He slammed the phone back into it's craddle and cursed under his breath.

"I hate senators," Josh said as he stood and grabbed his duffle bag.

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The farm in Manchester was at the end of a dirt road and surrounded by acres of meadow and dense stands of maples and pines. The house itself, a rambling, 200-year-old clapboard dwelling was stately in it's rustic charm. It could have been any New England homestead except for the slew of secret service agents both seen and only suspected and the fleet of black Chevy Suburbans parked along the long, circular driveway. To the north of the home was a vast, spring fed pond that covered nearly 15 square acres.

The staff tromped dutifully into the big house via the backdoor as that was how visitors came to homes in New England. Only the Jehovah Witnesses and trick-or-treaters came to the front doors. They dropped their bags in their respective rooms. Per Sam's finagling, he was paired with Josh; Toby was with Leo; and for the first time ever, CJ had a roommate: Donna.

"Okay, sister," CJ said as she and Donna unpacked their few pieces of clothing. "This year is my year. It's you and me."

"For what?" Donna asked.

"Every year those two find someway to...," she paused. "Well, they just act like little boys at summer camp, and I always come out looking like a fool or feeling like one."

"This is Sam and Josh?"

"Yeah," CJ said. "Last year, I let my guard down. Josh had just gotten out of the hospital a little while before we came up here so I didn't think he was up for anything. Well, he and Sam used that. Used my better nature."

"What did they do?"

"Nevermind," CJ said, her face taking on a red tinge. "A word of advice: Don't let your shoes get out of your sight and don't put them on in the morning unless you make sure they're empty."

Donna nodded. She was still feeling awkward about being there, even more so now that CJ was recalling past visits to the compound.

"So, what do we do?" Donna asked.

"We watch each other's back," CJ said triumphantly. "That's first. Then, when I think of it, we get those two back for everything."

"But they haven't done anything to me," Donna said.

"Ah, don't bet on it," CJ said in a conspiratorial tone. "We've been here 20 minutes. That's long enough normally. But not this year. No, this year, Donna."

"We have each other's back?" she responded reluctantly.

"Sisterhood," CJ said, clapping her arm over Donna's shoulder. "Now we'd better get going. It's almost 11. The President gives us a little talk to start things off."

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The sun, like radioactive egg yolk, bore down from the sky on the staff as they stood on the lawn, listening to the President speak. Tree frogs piped in a chorus of backgroup music as Bartlet rambled through his discourse from the top steps of the porch.

"Do you see him?" CJ asked in a whisper.

"No," Donna said looking at those gathered. "Should we be worried?"

"Cautious," CJ said as the president continued his speech.

"Because, without teamwork, where would any leader be?" Bartlet asked. "Even the greatest leaders in history..."

He was using index cards to keep his speech on track. He had been speaking for 30 minutes from the shade of his porch. The White House senior staff, his family and those staffing the farm for the retreat were sweltering in the blazing sun.

"How much longer can it be?" Toby asked under his breath to Sam who was sweating bullets beside him and had shed his hat to use it as a fan.

"He was doing some revising on the plane," Sam said without moving his lips. "We should have let him us this thing at the Kick Off."

"We'd still be there," Toby replied.

"I know," Sam said. "At least the Watergate has airconditioning."

"It reminds me of an entry in the log kept by the reknowned explorer Magellan..." Bartlet continued.

"I think he's in the house," CJ said, gesturing with her chin.

"Shouldn't he be out here listening?" Donna asked.

"We're not," CJ said. "We're just out here."

"Which brings me to the point," Bartlet said finally.

"Thank God," Toby sighed.

"We are a team," the president said. "We pull together in a time of crisis; we console in times of sorrow; we rejoice in times of... Where the hell is Josh?"

Bartlet scanned the 20 faces before him. He turned to Leo who was leaning on a porch railing partially in the shade. Leo pointed to the house.

"Josh!" Bartlet bellowed. "Get out here!"

Josh appeared moments later, his cellphone glued to his ear and a scowl on his face.

"Can we get rid of North Dakota?" Josh asked.

"No," Bartlet answered instantly.

"You didn't even give yourself a chance to consider it," Josh pointed out.

"You don't say," the President remarked dryly.

"I'm just saying that it might be worthwhile," Josh continued. "We could swap it for a piece of Canada--Saskatchewan maybe. I know people."

"Hang up the phone," Bartlet said.

Josh spoke briefly it the phone and shut it off.

"Are you finished?" Bartlet asked.

"The tone in your voice tells me the correct answer is yes."

"Smart boy," Bartlet said. "Now shut up. I was coming to the point."

"In under 40 minutes no less," Josh said as he descended the steps to join his colleagues.

"Shut up or he'll start from the beginning," Toby groaned.

"Where was I?" Bartlet asked.

"You were coming to the point," Leo sighed.