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~~~~~Wufei P.O.V~~~~~
Dammit.
It was my fault.
My fault Duo was gone.
I didn't admit to anything most of the time.. But this was different. As much as I loathed that braided baka, I knew deep inside I thought of him as a great friend.
And now he was gone. And I was my fault.
I'm pretty hard on the outside much of the time. I hate the weak. And emotions are for the weak. That is why I stay as indifferent as possible. But I'm not like Heero.
I regret.
I regret ever hitting Duo in the first place. The others had said what they had done. I was the only one whom took physical action.
I'm pathetic.
I'm weak.
I went and hit him when he was only trying to help. I let my anger get the best of me.
Only the weak show their anger.
Running into Quatre made it even worse. I knew how worried he was, and he I am acting as if I don't care.
I do.
But I find myself unwilling to show how I truly feel. My morals… My integrity…I guess it all means more to me than Duo.
Using his last name was degrading I bet.
I never call him Duo.. Always Maxwell. That must have hurt as well.
My fault.
I had ran downstairs.
Quatre had his room. Trowa had his corner. Where was I to go to relieve my stress?
Nataku.
I found myself in the hanger immediately, standing in view of my Gundam..
Still messed up from the battle, I knew I would have to work on it soon. And just after I had repainted it too. After…
I remembered Duo's actions. He had sneakily snuck in and painted Nataku a brilliant pink. And then stuffed around 100 empty spray-paint cans into it's cockpit.
I remembered how I blew up that day, and chased him with my sword.. With the threat of death. And how he laughed and laughed, even as I managed to grab him.
Only after I had managed to mess him up a bit, Quatre and Trowa had dragged me off. And still…With the smile on his face. Duo apologized.
He apologized.
I realized then he was stronger than me. He had the guts to stand up, even if I had hurt him, and still say he was sorry.
I remember ignoring him and stomping off.. To go and repaint my gundam. And I remember his smiling face.. As he offered to help.
I refused. Those few days ago… To me, accepting help would have shown I couldn't do it alone.
I remember how his face seemed to fall then, when I said I wouldn't need his help ever, that I loathed him.. That I never wanted to see his face again.
But his face continued to bear that everlasting smile.
Dammit.
I sat in my gundam until mid afternoon, and even then some.. The sun was setting as I finally left.
Quatre was in the kitchen as I re-entered the building, and Trowa had swapped to the couch, staring at some OZ report on TV.
Why are we not trying harder? We only searched once…
So what if we didn't find him. We had to try again. He might get hurt.
Dammit.
I worrying.
Worrying is for the weak. Shit.
Why the hell was I thinking about being strong now? It was keeping me from doing what I had to do. Find Duo.
Without doing much thinking, I ran up to the room I usually occopupied, and grabbed my gun and keys.
I was out the door, ignoring the yells of Quatre, as he tried to ask where I was going.
I don't truly know what motivated me.. only that I leapt into the car, started the engine and headed into town.
Stupid.
OZ could be anywhere. I'm a gundam pilot. My life is in danger.
But so is Duo's.
There I go. Worrying again. As Duo would say, I should lighten up.
Maybe I should……
I continued to wonder to myself, driving down the deserted dirt road which lead to the small city nearby.
I saw lights up ahead.
Something came crashing towards me, I couldn't recognize it well, due to it's deformed shape.
With a yank to the wheel, I cut I hard right, to try and avoid it.
Too hard.
It happened in an instant.
And I remember….Before I blacked out…
Duo saying.. "Shouldn't use a jeep! They may be good for hills and rough terrain! But you never know when they may turn over!"
I should have heeded his warning.
~~~~~~~~~~TBC
Yep yep! Here's the next chapter! I hope you liked it. Remember, Leave a review! I need to get to 50! Thankies for reading! Bai bai!
DISCLAIMER: If I owned GW…..I'de add this story in :P
~~~~~Wufei P.O.V~~~~~
Dammit.
It was my fault.
My fault Duo was gone.
I didn't admit to anything most of the time.. But this was different. As much as I loathed that braided baka, I knew deep inside I thought of him as a great friend.
And now he was gone. And I was my fault.
I'm pretty hard on the outside much of the time. I hate the weak. And emotions are for the weak. That is why I stay as indifferent as possible. But I'm not like Heero.
I regret.
I regret ever hitting Duo in the first place. The others had said what they had done. I was the only one whom took physical action.
I'm pathetic.
I'm weak.
I went and hit him when he was only trying to help. I let my anger get the best of me.
Only the weak show their anger.
Running into Quatre made it even worse. I knew how worried he was, and he I am acting as if I don't care.
I do.
But I find myself unwilling to show how I truly feel. My morals… My integrity…I guess it all means more to me than Duo.
Using his last name was degrading I bet.
I never call him Duo.. Always Maxwell. That must have hurt as well.
My fault.
I had ran downstairs.
Quatre had his room. Trowa had his corner. Where was I to go to relieve my stress?
Nataku.
I found myself in the hanger immediately, standing in view of my Gundam..
Still messed up from the battle, I knew I would have to work on it soon. And just after I had repainted it too. After…
I remembered Duo's actions. He had sneakily snuck in and painted Nataku a brilliant pink. And then stuffed around 100 empty spray-paint cans into it's cockpit.
I remembered how I blew up that day, and chased him with my sword.. With the threat of death. And how he laughed and laughed, even as I managed to grab him.
Only after I had managed to mess him up a bit, Quatre and Trowa had dragged me off. And still…With the smile on his face. Duo apologized.
He apologized.
I realized then he was stronger than me. He had the guts to stand up, even if I had hurt him, and still say he was sorry.
I remember ignoring him and stomping off.. To go and repaint my gundam. And I remember his smiling face.. As he offered to help.
I refused. Those few days ago… To me, accepting help would have shown I couldn't do it alone.
I remember how his face seemed to fall then, when I said I wouldn't need his help ever, that I loathed him.. That I never wanted to see his face again.
But his face continued to bear that everlasting smile.
Dammit.
I sat in my gundam until mid afternoon, and even then some.. The sun was setting as I finally left.
Quatre was in the kitchen as I re-entered the building, and Trowa had swapped to the couch, staring at some OZ report on TV.
Why are we not trying harder? We only searched once…
So what if we didn't find him. We had to try again. He might get hurt.
Dammit.
I worrying.
Worrying is for the weak. Shit.
Why the hell was I thinking about being strong now? It was keeping me from doing what I had to do. Find Duo.
Without doing much thinking, I ran up to the room I usually occopupied, and grabbed my gun and keys.
I was out the door, ignoring the yells of Quatre, as he tried to ask where I was going.
I don't truly know what motivated me.. only that I leapt into the car, started the engine and headed into town.
Stupid.
OZ could be anywhere. I'm a gundam pilot. My life is in danger.
But so is Duo's.
There I go. Worrying again. As Duo would say, I should lighten up.
Maybe I should……
I continued to wonder to myself, driving down the deserted dirt road which lead to the small city nearby.
I saw lights up ahead.
Something came crashing towards me, I couldn't recognize it well, due to it's deformed shape.
With a yank to the wheel, I cut I hard right, to try and avoid it.
Too hard.
It happened in an instant.
And I remember….Before I blacked out…
Duo saying.. "Shouldn't use a jeep! They may be good for hills and rough terrain! But you never know when they may turn over!"
I should have heeded his warning.
~~~~~~~~~~TBC
Yep yep! Here's the next chapter! I hope you liked it. Remember, Leave a review! I need to get to 50! Thankies for reading! Bai bai!