Heres the next chapter :P I hope you like this chapter some. I dunno. I
might write a lot of chapters today and post em later.. hrm.. Well here
goes.
DISCLAIMER: Everything except Sarah and Sacrimyst the Gundam are not mine.
~~~~~Sarah P.O.V~~~~~
It was so dark. To dark.
The emptiness about me made my head reflect the haunting darkness.
I sat within the gundam Sacrimyst. My own. Only minutes ago I had received the gundam to be mine fully with the promise that without fail I shall serve OZ.
I had readily accepted…
And made enemies with the other gundam boys.
Including Duo.
And now I sat in the darkness of an unpowered gundam and thought.
"Lieutenant Sarah. Shall we clear the area and open the garage door so you shall begin testing?"
Yeah. I had been promoted.
I grinned slightly, still feeling weird inside, "Yeah! Open up! Let's test this baby."
The people within the area cleared as I flipped on the power switch to my gundam. The screens flickered blue before opening to give me a view of everything.
Buttons flickered to life and finally the system activated.
They had installed a system that had never been used before. One modified from data taken off our new mobile dolls.
Hell. If I could handle testing the gundams Zech's and Trieze used, I could handle this system no prob.
Wrong.
At first I felt light headed, with a sort of tingling sensation traveling up my spine before entering my head.
Then all I felt was coldness. As cold a steel. And I became just as sharp as the bite of a frosty wind.
However, I seemed to have been pushed to a corner of my own mind, allowing the mobile suit complete control over my actions. Using it's tactics instead of mine.
I saw, rather than felt my arm shifting the controller forward and my gundam exiting the building. And then everything went screwy.
Sacrimyst began using me to destroy the base.
Leo's and Aries began advancing, but I, rather Sacrimyst, slashed through them like a knife through butter.
I heard a voice come over the link, "Sarah! What are you doing?" It was Zech's.
I managed to raspily mumble out, "Have to destroy…." And cut him off.
Suddenly, a huge thing rammed into my right side at an unbelievable speed and sent me flying to hit the ground hard.
My head smacked against the glass, as I managed to see Tallgeese standing over me.
Then something weird began to happen.
Fire flashed through my head. Memories.
I saw the old man, my teacher.. on fire, his flesh literally melting from his bones.
I saw my mother be stabbed through the chest, my father shot and my little sister lashed through the neck.
I saw myself running.. Running blindly through the forest. Slamming into Zech's..
These scenes replayed themselves over and over within my head…
And then I began to see something new.
I saw Zech's dying in a ball of flame. I saw Duo shot through the head. And I saw myself responsible… And then… I saw myself…..Destroy me…
And everything faded to black.
I do not know how long I slept. All I knew is that I awoke with a splitting headache and an undying shiver.
I couldn't stop shaking. Those terrifying scenes kept replaying through my head as from when I had been in Sacrimyst.
Scenes I had worked so hard to forget.
And then the new ones.
The ones that made no sense, but made me dread even more than before.
And then I understood.
Anyone near me would die. Everyone has so far. I'm a curse.
And this sounded familiar to me…
I remember saying them before.. As I held a knife in my left hand, preparing to stab myself. And then I saw Zech's grab me.. And stop me…. To show my the light.
I felt the fear and anguish I had felt then.. I felt the sorrow.
NO!
I hated pain. I hated suffering. There's been to much of that in my life! I can't allow it anymore.
I finally summoned the strength to try and stand, but found myself strapped sturdily upon a metal table.
I dropped back down and relaxed.
Zech's entered the room.
I could see no emotion reflected on his face, for that mask revealed nothing. But I felt it as he kneeled beside my table and wrapped my hand in his.
"You alright?" he asked with a tint of sorrow to his voice.. And fear.
Zechs…. Afraid?
Still shaky, and in a wobbling voice, I manage to mumbled out, "Y…Y. yes… Why am..I..I..I.. strapped d…d…d..down?"
"They were afraid you'd go insane if let up. But you won't. let me unhook these."
Soon the cuffs were off and I was helped to my feet.
"I'm….Going home."
Zech's went to protest but stopped, before saying, "Of course. I'll explain what happened to the board and to Trieze. I'm sure he can forgive you. Luckily we did not loose very much."
I stumbled out of the room, and immediately someone escorted me to a truck and we started the ride home.
I noticed the clock. I had tested my gundam at 10:00 am. It was now 11:00 pm.
I felt drained, so utterly weak and useless. Pathetic.
Not even could I bring a smile to my face.
We arrived at my place at 12:00, and is tumbled out, up the steps and opened the door where I shut it and fell to my knees, hands clasped over my face.
I wept.
I did not notice the black clad figure that strode in and looked down towards me.
Duo.
I felt his strong hands clasping my wrists, and pulling my hands from my face. I lifted my bloodshot golden gaze to his own, sharp violet ones.
And we just stared at each other.
Still shivering like I had the chills, I soon found I couldn't walk.. And I couldn't speak. All I could utter was, "Uhhhhh.." over and over.
And then something weird happened.
Duo lifted me gently from the floor and carried me to my room, where he sat me down and covered me with the sheets.
I relaxed to the warmth, still jittery and unable to think straight.
The bed shifted and I could barely make out Duo on it's edge, a calm, caring look upon his face.
My failing vision tried frantically to grasp the small bit of sweetness that I saw radiating from his tiny smile.
The first I had ever seen from him.
And I barely felt the sharp pain to the side of my head, which succeeded to knock me out of reality once more.
And yet before the darkness reached my eyes, I fuzzily saw the smile become an icy smirk and then vanish into indifference.
~~~~TBC
Yada yada. Not very well written I think. Dunno really. I might do Duo next, or Quatre. Cuz now two people are in difficult situations, Trowa and Sarah. So review and tell me who's P.O.V you want next, Duo or Quatre.
Please leave a review! Bai bai!
DISCLAIMER: Everything except Sarah and Sacrimyst the Gundam are not mine.
~~~~~Sarah P.O.V~~~~~
It was so dark. To dark.
The emptiness about me made my head reflect the haunting darkness.
I sat within the gundam Sacrimyst. My own. Only minutes ago I had received the gundam to be mine fully with the promise that without fail I shall serve OZ.
I had readily accepted…
And made enemies with the other gundam boys.
Including Duo.
And now I sat in the darkness of an unpowered gundam and thought.
"Lieutenant Sarah. Shall we clear the area and open the garage door so you shall begin testing?"
Yeah. I had been promoted.
I grinned slightly, still feeling weird inside, "Yeah! Open up! Let's test this baby."
The people within the area cleared as I flipped on the power switch to my gundam. The screens flickered blue before opening to give me a view of everything.
Buttons flickered to life and finally the system activated.
They had installed a system that had never been used before. One modified from data taken off our new mobile dolls.
Hell. If I could handle testing the gundams Zech's and Trieze used, I could handle this system no prob.
Wrong.
At first I felt light headed, with a sort of tingling sensation traveling up my spine before entering my head.
Then all I felt was coldness. As cold a steel. And I became just as sharp as the bite of a frosty wind.
However, I seemed to have been pushed to a corner of my own mind, allowing the mobile suit complete control over my actions. Using it's tactics instead of mine.
I saw, rather than felt my arm shifting the controller forward and my gundam exiting the building. And then everything went screwy.
Sacrimyst began using me to destroy the base.
Leo's and Aries began advancing, but I, rather Sacrimyst, slashed through them like a knife through butter.
I heard a voice come over the link, "Sarah! What are you doing?" It was Zech's.
I managed to raspily mumble out, "Have to destroy…." And cut him off.
Suddenly, a huge thing rammed into my right side at an unbelievable speed and sent me flying to hit the ground hard.
My head smacked against the glass, as I managed to see Tallgeese standing over me.
Then something weird began to happen.
Fire flashed through my head. Memories.
I saw the old man, my teacher.. on fire, his flesh literally melting from his bones.
I saw my mother be stabbed through the chest, my father shot and my little sister lashed through the neck.
I saw myself running.. Running blindly through the forest. Slamming into Zech's..
These scenes replayed themselves over and over within my head…
And then I began to see something new.
I saw Zech's dying in a ball of flame. I saw Duo shot through the head. And I saw myself responsible… And then… I saw myself…..Destroy me…
And everything faded to black.
I do not know how long I slept. All I knew is that I awoke with a splitting headache and an undying shiver.
I couldn't stop shaking. Those terrifying scenes kept replaying through my head as from when I had been in Sacrimyst.
Scenes I had worked so hard to forget.
And then the new ones.
The ones that made no sense, but made me dread even more than before.
And then I understood.
Anyone near me would die. Everyone has so far. I'm a curse.
And this sounded familiar to me…
I remember saying them before.. As I held a knife in my left hand, preparing to stab myself. And then I saw Zech's grab me.. And stop me…. To show my the light.
I felt the fear and anguish I had felt then.. I felt the sorrow.
NO!
I hated pain. I hated suffering. There's been to much of that in my life! I can't allow it anymore.
I finally summoned the strength to try and stand, but found myself strapped sturdily upon a metal table.
I dropped back down and relaxed.
Zech's entered the room.
I could see no emotion reflected on his face, for that mask revealed nothing. But I felt it as he kneeled beside my table and wrapped my hand in his.
"You alright?" he asked with a tint of sorrow to his voice.. And fear.
Zechs…. Afraid?
Still shaky, and in a wobbling voice, I manage to mumbled out, "Y…Y. yes… Why am..I..I..I.. strapped d…d…d..down?"
"They were afraid you'd go insane if let up. But you won't. let me unhook these."
Soon the cuffs were off and I was helped to my feet.
"I'm….Going home."
Zech's went to protest but stopped, before saying, "Of course. I'll explain what happened to the board and to Trieze. I'm sure he can forgive you. Luckily we did not loose very much."
I stumbled out of the room, and immediately someone escorted me to a truck and we started the ride home.
I noticed the clock. I had tested my gundam at 10:00 am. It was now 11:00 pm.
I felt drained, so utterly weak and useless. Pathetic.
Not even could I bring a smile to my face.
We arrived at my place at 12:00, and is tumbled out, up the steps and opened the door where I shut it and fell to my knees, hands clasped over my face.
I wept.
I did not notice the black clad figure that strode in and looked down towards me.
Duo.
I felt his strong hands clasping my wrists, and pulling my hands from my face. I lifted my bloodshot golden gaze to his own, sharp violet ones.
And we just stared at each other.
Still shivering like I had the chills, I soon found I couldn't walk.. And I couldn't speak. All I could utter was, "Uhhhhh.." over and over.
And then something weird happened.
Duo lifted me gently from the floor and carried me to my room, where he sat me down and covered me with the sheets.
I relaxed to the warmth, still jittery and unable to think straight.
The bed shifted and I could barely make out Duo on it's edge, a calm, caring look upon his face.
My failing vision tried frantically to grasp the small bit of sweetness that I saw radiating from his tiny smile.
The first I had ever seen from him.
And I barely felt the sharp pain to the side of my head, which succeeded to knock me out of reality once more.
And yet before the darkness reached my eyes, I fuzzily saw the smile become an icy smirk and then vanish into indifference.
~~~~TBC
Yada yada. Not very well written I think. Dunno really. I might do Duo next, or Quatre. Cuz now two people are in difficult situations, Trowa and Sarah. So review and tell me who's P.O.V you want next, Duo or Quatre.
Please leave a review! Bai bai!