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DISCLAIMER: Wake up!
~~~~~Sarah P.O.V~~~~~
I had woken to a dull throbbing pain in my head and the shiver that still would not go away. I felt hazy, confused, dizzy and nauseous yet most of all were the emotions…
Dread, Sorrow, Hate, Fear….Love.
They had so many different types, names, ways..
I had all those bundled up in me till now… Sascrimyst had shown me the truth..
Anything near me shall die.
I didn't want it to be true.. I loved Zech's… I even figured I loved Duo…But it's because I love them that I can't allow them to die.
I'm feeling pain once more and I don't want it!
I want to be happy again…
And I'm fighting.. but the emotions are winning… Battle after battle I loose.
I vaguely remembered getting out of bed, but I ended up in the kitchen one way or another.
That's when and idea struck me.
If I would hurt someone if I stayed alive.. Why not die and save their lives?
I guess my jumbled head comes up with things for me.
Before I knew what I was doing, I had a knife in my shaking hand, over my other wrist.
That's when I head the door open and close.
With a blink, I dropped the knife, barely missing my wrist and just switched my gaze to stare at it.
I barely noticed as Duo walked into the kitchen.. But when I did, relief came flushing in like a tidal wave. I was given a brief amount of happiness. He had come back.
And then did I fling myself into his arms and grip him as tight as I possibly could my with trembling arms.
And then….
Only then did I feel his arms come around and return the hug.
We had stayed that way for a long time…
Me sobbing into his black shirt and him just standing, his arms wrapped about me…
Finally he lifted me backwards by my shoulders and locked his crystal clear violet eyes with my bloodshot, golden ones.
And only then did he speak, "What happened."
If not in such a traumatized state. I would have fallen down from amazement.. but my brain could not handle anymore shock at the moment.
Through sobs I choked out what happened.. Sacrimyst.. The Visions… Being promoted…
He stayed silent the whole time and only once did I hear him mumbled something about a Zero system.
After I stopped my blubbering, the tears stopped. I suddenly felt extremely weary.
My legs buckled underneath me and I would have fallen with the exception that Duo lifted me up and lied me down upon the couch.
A few minutes later, he approached with a blanket and tossed it over me.
I still could not shake the shiver.
I do not remember falling asleep, only waking to find myself groggy with an extreme dizziness and headache.. But the shaking was gone.
As I shifted, I felt a large lump next to my chest area and turned my head to see.
Duo laid with his head upon the sofa, hair ruffled a bit and messed. He was breathing quietly, and even with the chilling feeling of death he gave off, his character resembled that of only a child's..
He resembled an innocent sleeping child. He was so cute.
I didn't move, for it would have cost to much energy to move.
It was hard to think with such a huge headache. And hard to get back to sleep as well..
But eventually I drifted off once more.
When I awoke again, Duo was gone and by the window, I could tell it was around Midnight.
Something clattered in the kitchen, but I found myself unable to stand and go see what it was..
I didn't have to. Duo emerged moments later, carrying a small tray set with a few things. He just set it down upon my stomach and vanished back into the kitchen.
By his steely movements I guessed his old self was back… Or whatever.
I surveyed the plate hazily and saw a cup of milk, rice and gravy, buttered bread and a bowl of a thick brown stew that resembled a sort of beef stew.
I didn't know he could cook.
Slowly and with a struggle, I grasped a piece of bread and slid it in my mouth, tearing a bite off and chewing. It was a lot of effort even to swallow.
By the time I was done with the bread, Duo came back with his own tray and sat in a chair near the couch, eating and watching me eat.
I managed to sit up straighter and grab the spoon, dipping it in and shakily extracting it to lift it to my lips.
Immediately warmth flowed through my body.
It was spicy and salty, but not to much. Thick with vegetables and large chunks of beef, it gave off a splendid taste and immediately began to fill me.
By the time I finished half of the bowl, I was stuffed and feeling a lot better. I drank my milk and tried some of the rice and gravy. I couldn't eat much more however.
Duo saw I was finished and grabbed my tray rather roughly, stomping back to the kitchen. I heard the sink water running and the clang of dishes. Soon he emerged once more.
I drifted back down, still exhausted and not knowing what to do.
Silently, Duo moved to my side and sat down by my head on the floor. He flipped on the TV and leaned back.
As I drifted off to sleep, I fuzzily heard something about the explosion of the small cities base…
Before weariness set in and everything faded to black.
~~~~~TBC
There's Sarah's. I'll do Duo's next I guess.. I dunno.. I'll just have to see how this goes! Well I hope you liked this chapter. Please review! I need 200 by May 11th! Thank you soooooooo much and I hope you enjoyed it so far!
DISCLAIMER: Wake up!
~~~~~Sarah P.O.V~~~~~
I had woken to a dull throbbing pain in my head and the shiver that still would not go away. I felt hazy, confused, dizzy and nauseous yet most of all were the emotions…
Dread, Sorrow, Hate, Fear….Love.
They had so many different types, names, ways..
I had all those bundled up in me till now… Sascrimyst had shown me the truth..
Anything near me shall die.
I didn't want it to be true.. I loved Zech's… I even figured I loved Duo…But it's because I love them that I can't allow them to die.
I'm feeling pain once more and I don't want it!
I want to be happy again…
And I'm fighting.. but the emotions are winning… Battle after battle I loose.
I vaguely remembered getting out of bed, but I ended up in the kitchen one way or another.
That's when and idea struck me.
If I would hurt someone if I stayed alive.. Why not die and save their lives?
I guess my jumbled head comes up with things for me.
Before I knew what I was doing, I had a knife in my shaking hand, over my other wrist.
That's when I head the door open and close.
With a blink, I dropped the knife, barely missing my wrist and just switched my gaze to stare at it.
I barely noticed as Duo walked into the kitchen.. But when I did, relief came flushing in like a tidal wave. I was given a brief amount of happiness. He had come back.
And then did I fling myself into his arms and grip him as tight as I possibly could my with trembling arms.
And then….
Only then did I feel his arms come around and return the hug.
We had stayed that way for a long time…
Me sobbing into his black shirt and him just standing, his arms wrapped about me…
Finally he lifted me backwards by my shoulders and locked his crystal clear violet eyes with my bloodshot, golden ones.
And only then did he speak, "What happened."
If not in such a traumatized state. I would have fallen down from amazement.. but my brain could not handle anymore shock at the moment.
Through sobs I choked out what happened.. Sacrimyst.. The Visions… Being promoted…
He stayed silent the whole time and only once did I hear him mumbled something about a Zero system.
After I stopped my blubbering, the tears stopped. I suddenly felt extremely weary.
My legs buckled underneath me and I would have fallen with the exception that Duo lifted me up and lied me down upon the couch.
A few minutes later, he approached with a blanket and tossed it over me.
I still could not shake the shiver.
I do not remember falling asleep, only waking to find myself groggy with an extreme dizziness and headache.. But the shaking was gone.
As I shifted, I felt a large lump next to my chest area and turned my head to see.
Duo laid with his head upon the sofa, hair ruffled a bit and messed. He was breathing quietly, and even with the chilling feeling of death he gave off, his character resembled that of only a child's..
He resembled an innocent sleeping child. He was so cute.
I didn't move, for it would have cost to much energy to move.
It was hard to think with such a huge headache. And hard to get back to sleep as well..
But eventually I drifted off once more.
When I awoke again, Duo was gone and by the window, I could tell it was around Midnight.
Something clattered in the kitchen, but I found myself unable to stand and go see what it was..
I didn't have to. Duo emerged moments later, carrying a small tray set with a few things. He just set it down upon my stomach and vanished back into the kitchen.
By his steely movements I guessed his old self was back… Or whatever.
I surveyed the plate hazily and saw a cup of milk, rice and gravy, buttered bread and a bowl of a thick brown stew that resembled a sort of beef stew.
I didn't know he could cook.
Slowly and with a struggle, I grasped a piece of bread and slid it in my mouth, tearing a bite off and chewing. It was a lot of effort even to swallow.
By the time I was done with the bread, Duo came back with his own tray and sat in a chair near the couch, eating and watching me eat.
I managed to sit up straighter and grab the spoon, dipping it in and shakily extracting it to lift it to my lips.
Immediately warmth flowed through my body.
It was spicy and salty, but not to much. Thick with vegetables and large chunks of beef, it gave off a splendid taste and immediately began to fill me.
By the time I finished half of the bowl, I was stuffed and feeling a lot better. I drank my milk and tried some of the rice and gravy. I couldn't eat much more however.
Duo saw I was finished and grabbed my tray rather roughly, stomping back to the kitchen. I heard the sink water running and the clang of dishes. Soon he emerged once more.
I drifted back down, still exhausted and not knowing what to do.
Silently, Duo moved to my side and sat down by my head on the floor. He flipped on the TV and leaned back.
As I drifted off to sleep, I fuzzily heard something about the explosion of the small cities base…
Before weariness set in and everything faded to black.
~~~~~TBC
There's Sarah's. I'll do Duo's next I guess.. I dunno.. I'll just have to see how this goes! Well I hope you liked this chapter. Please review! I need 200 by May 11th! Thank you soooooooo much and I hope you enjoyed it so far!