I haven't written in awhile.. But finally, Finals are over.. All that's
left is to get ready to move. I haven't been writing cuz I've been packing
and spending as much time with my friends as possible. So.. I got the most
votes for Duo's P.O.V. So here it is okies? And yeah, I've decided to add
Zech's in P.O.V's since most of you said yes.
Vote again! I need to know who should come after Duo okies? And this parts gunna draw to a close soon :P maybe in the next 10 chapters hehehehehe.. Vote!
DISCLAIMER: DUH! :P
~~~~~Duo. P.O.V~~~~~
I spent an awful lot of time thinking.
To much pain.
It isn't right.
It's like reliving my childhood times.
I've lost yet another loved one.
I'm so sick of being thought of that goofy guy that people never hurt, or doesn't have a care in the world. Always happy happy happy.
I don't just know the ways of goofiness.
No one has ever tried to figure out why I'm like this.. No one has ever cared…
But she did.
She didn't pry. She trusted me. She helped me.
But….
They wanted to help as well.
They do..
I realize that now.
Quatre…
Wufei….
Heero….
Trowa…
They took their time to spend looking for me. They cared enough to put their lives on the line just to find me.
They did care.
I don't know how I ever suspected different.
I lost another… Yet realized that I've always had four whom have always been there for me.
I love her..
But….
It's clear we are not meant to be.
I have to live my life to the fullest.. I realize that now.
I can't stay moping forever.
How would my friends feel?
After all that.
And yes.
I did realize the change…
Heero… He cared. He actually showed emotions…I saw that happiness. I felt his relief as he hugged me.. Who would have thought?
Quatre. Still the same, sweet caring guy who is always there. But sparked, a fire within him now. I see his anger. I see the violence flickering in his eyes.
Am I responsible for that?
And Wufei. He seems to have given up his sense of justice. Using my first name now.. Doing the dishes. Cooking..
Yes.. I did peek.
I didn't spend the entire time in my room.
I had to watch SOMETHING!
Just staring at a blurry wall was dull.
And so now I have it sorted out.
I still have people who care.
Who hate seeing me moping.. And I'm sure Sarah would disapprove of it as well.
And that's when my smile returned.
After I walked down and gave each of them a hug, Wufei started to question what made me, me again.
That's when Quatre stopped him.
"Don't pry into what you do not need to know. Be happy he's smiling once more." Were his words. Wufei was silent after that.
I guess…That time Quatre tried to comfort me.. And I blew up at him, he must have learned a lesson.
As I sat down at the table, I watched Heero. He was still intent upon his computer screen.
As always.
I guess some things will never change you know?
And that's when I saw his face twist in confusion and heard his voice soon afterwards.
"I found something on Trowa."
Immediately Quatre and Wufei were grouped about him. I rushed over and peeked over his shoulder as he read the current information.
"According to OZ files, not to long ago, the base pilot 04 03 was staying at was broken into. It was late at night and the guards on duty were knocked out. Trowa's door was opened and he escaped. The guards on duty report seeing only blurry figures."
"What does it mean?" Quatre asked softly. I saw his fists clenched in worriment and anxiety.
"It means many things. Another corporation may be after him, Zech's taken into consideration. Someone may be breaking him out to set him free.. Or someone might just break him out to kill him. Along with some more things that could happen, it's hard to say." Heero closed his laptop and grunted.
"So what now?" I heard Wufei ask.
"We'll have to continue searching. Especially checking out Zech's new corporation. That's most likely where he is."
"If he is there… Do you think that girl will help him?" Quatre sat on the edge of the table, looking to Heero.
Sarah…….
"Hn. Don't forget. She may have stopped them from killing us once. But her father is Zech's. And most likely she'll league with the one she cares about. That's what emotions do. And therefore in siding with the enemy, she is in fact the enemy and shall be destroyed as the rest."
"If it comes to that, yes. Butcha never know! Some people change over night! It's miraculous!" I laughed as all eyes turned to me.
What they didn't see was my heart silently breaking in two.
~~~~~~~TBC
There goes! Soooo Please review with your vote on who should be next okies? That includes Zech's now! So you can vote for him. Thanks for reading! I'll get the next chapter out soon.
Vote again! I need to know who should come after Duo okies? And this parts gunna draw to a close soon :P maybe in the next 10 chapters hehehehehe.. Vote!
DISCLAIMER: DUH! :P
~~~~~Duo. P.O.V~~~~~
I spent an awful lot of time thinking.
To much pain.
It isn't right.
It's like reliving my childhood times.
I've lost yet another loved one.
I'm so sick of being thought of that goofy guy that people never hurt, or doesn't have a care in the world. Always happy happy happy.
I don't just know the ways of goofiness.
No one has ever tried to figure out why I'm like this.. No one has ever cared…
But she did.
She didn't pry. She trusted me. She helped me.
But….
They wanted to help as well.
They do..
I realize that now.
Quatre…
Wufei….
Heero….
Trowa…
They took their time to spend looking for me. They cared enough to put their lives on the line just to find me.
They did care.
I don't know how I ever suspected different.
I lost another… Yet realized that I've always had four whom have always been there for me.
I love her..
But….
It's clear we are not meant to be.
I have to live my life to the fullest.. I realize that now.
I can't stay moping forever.
How would my friends feel?
After all that.
And yes.
I did realize the change…
Heero… He cared. He actually showed emotions…I saw that happiness. I felt his relief as he hugged me.. Who would have thought?
Quatre. Still the same, sweet caring guy who is always there. But sparked, a fire within him now. I see his anger. I see the violence flickering in his eyes.
Am I responsible for that?
And Wufei. He seems to have given up his sense of justice. Using my first name now.. Doing the dishes. Cooking..
Yes.. I did peek.
I didn't spend the entire time in my room.
I had to watch SOMETHING!
Just staring at a blurry wall was dull.
And so now I have it sorted out.
I still have people who care.
Who hate seeing me moping.. And I'm sure Sarah would disapprove of it as well.
And that's when my smile returned.
After I walked down and gave each of them a hug, Wufei started to question what made me, me again.
That's when Quatre stopped him.
"Don't pry into what you do not need to know. Be happy he's smiling once more." Were his words. Wufei was silent after that.
I guess…That time Quatre tried to comfort me.. And I blew up at him, he must have learned a lesson.
As I sat down at the table, I watched Heero. He was still intent upon his computer screen.
As always.
I guess some things will never change you know?
And that's when I saw his face twist in confusion and heard his voice soon afterwards.
"I found something on Trowa."
Immediately Quatre and Wufei were grouped about him. I rushed over and peeked over his shoulder as he read the current information.
"According to OZ files, not to long ago, the base pilot 04 03 was staying at was broken into. It was late at night and the guards on duty were knocked out. Trowa's door was opened and he escaped. The guards on duty report seeing only blurry figures."
"What does it mean?" Quatre asked softly. I saw his fists clenched in worriment and anxiety.
"It means many things. Another corporation may be after him, Zech's taken into consideration. Someone may be breaking him out to set him free.. Or someone might just break him out to kill him. Along with some more things that could happen, it's hard to say." Heero closed his laptop and grunted.
"So what now?" I heard Wufei ask.
"We'll have to continue searching. Especially checking out Zech's new corporation. That's most likely where he is."
"If he is there… Do you think that girl will help him?" Quatre sat on the edge of the table, looking to Heero.
Sarah…….
"Hn. Don't forget. She may have stopped them from killing us once. But her father is Zech's. And most likely she'll league with the one she cares about. That's what emotions do. And therefore in siding with the enemy, she is in fact the enemy and shall be destroyed as the rest."
"If it comes to that, yes. Butcha never know! Some people change over night! It's miraculous!" I laughed as all eyes turned to me.
What they didn't see was my heart silently breaking in two.
~~~~~~~TBC
There goes! Soooo Please review with your vote on who should be next okies? That includes Zech's now! So you can vote for him. Thanks for reading! I'll get the next chapter out soon.