Well, next one. I've been bored :D so I write.. I hope you like it!

~~~~~Quatre P.O.V~~~~~

That poor girl.

I've hardened up since the incident with Duo. It's been nearly two months since we got him back, and I've learned so many things since then.

The end is near. I can feel it.

The end of this annoying war.

The end of everyone's suffering. Hopefully.

This girl.

She has sacrificed everything for the sake of her own enemies. And within that, she's given her life to fighting a war against the one she loves.

I do not know how that feels, but I can guess.

We loose so many loved ones in wars, we all have experienced pain at least once in our lives.

But this is different.

Her soul is being ripped in two. Her mind trying to decide, which way should she go? Either way, she gets hurt.

She'll be destroyed.

There's no doubt to everyone now that she has chosen WF's side. Her father's side.

Family comes first.

That must be how she feels.

Can I bring myself to destroy her own father? And her? Can I go through with it, taking the life of someone who has helped us many times, or the life of her father, and then destroy her that way?

I have taken many lives before, and all of them have bothered me.

But if this is the road to peace, I will gladly follow it until the end.

And when this is all over, hopefully everyone can rest.

Sandrock has taught me so many things.

All life is precious, not matter the side they choose, or how they intend to live their own life. Everyone deserves to live.

But if they stand in the way of achieving peace, they know that death might come, and each and every one of them is prepared for the worst, as am I.

I just wish I could do something to help her in return.

She brought Trowa back. She saved Duo. She saved us from being killed by Zechs. All at the risk of her own safety. Her own life.

How can someone so pure, be mixed up in this wretched war?

WHY is someone so compassionate stuck. fighting a war against the one she loves?

Duo.

Is it affecting him the same way?

Is he fighting to choose sides? Is he loyal?

I don't understand why this had to happen. Why both of them had to meet in these circumstances.

But..

Would they have been able to meet any other way?

Was it only a coincidence she found him? Or was there something more?

Is it their destiny.. To show how fighting ruins everything? Including love? As every minute ticks past, each and every minute, someone suffers.

If only, we could all ease that.

Any way we could.

In the end, we will end up destroying each other.

But who will loose?

Everyone.

Duo looses yet another he loves, if WF is to fall. The girl.. Will loose her father.. If it comes to that.

And if the other way was to be true.. If we were to die. The girl would be forced to kill the one she loves. Or help in doing so with her father.

And then.

Everyone around us. The people working for WF and OZ. The people believing in those who are wrong, and thinking they are right!

EVERYONE will loose!

War is a situation where no matter what you do, someone is destroyed, mentally or physically. I have seen it so many times.

I have killed.

I have destroyed.

And each day I have to live through the memories of my enemies screams. The only way I know how to bare it is the fact they were in the way of peace.

Their lives were given to accomplish what is much needed.

And even though, they must have believed they were right, it doesn't make them wrong. They didn't deserve to die.

This is frustrating.

Where is.

The peace we are so much in need for?

~~~~~TBC

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