Well then. I haven't written in a while. Due to a few things. One: I'm failing subjects in school and I got grounded. Two: My computer gained a virus that screwed it over. It has to be wiped out and redone and all that crap. So, it'll be a while. Three: I've had total writers block on everything. No idea why and Four: I've been to tired lately to even move. That's all the reasons I got. Well here's the next chapter. We finally get to see the deep, dark depths of Sarah's mind unraveled.

~~~~~Sarah P.O.V~~~~~

I hated him.

I did.

And..

I hated all of them.

Every.

Single.

One.

I hated him most of all. He left me. He did. How could he! He promised he'd always be there for me. He promised that same day.

** "Sarah is it? Pleasure to meet you. The name is Zechs. Last name is not of importance." Younger version of Milliardo stood, Oz uniformed neatly pressed, gaze viewing the young girl, shivering within the enfolds of a blanket.

"Nice. To meet you.to sir." The girl sniffed, tears trailing down her cheeks. Body trembled, freezing as an arm wrapped itself about her, "I'm sorry."

She glanced up into the calm face, or what could be seen, rest obscured by that mask. "He's still dead." She pointed out abruptly.

"And I cannot change that. By what I have gathered, that man was not apart of your family was he?"

Sarah shook her head furiously, "No sir. He was my mentor. He.. My family is dead. I've been an orphan most my life."

"Then I'll adopt you." Golden orbs widened to view the stoic male. Flicker of a smile flashed, before vanishing, "Together, we can ease each others pain. I'll always be here for you. I promise." **

He broke it. He broke his promise! He said he'd be ok against that pilot. He said so.

And yet.. Heero Yuy, the same name given to the dead pacifist, killed him.

He killed him!

I couldn't bring myself to move. But I did view my surroundings. A plain hospital room, though the modifications were evident. Viewing glasses, tinted to only see one way. Monitors, barred windows and steel door.

I was a prisoner.

As before.

** "Will she be alright?"

"We are not certain. She lost a lot of blood. We've managed to stabilize her, but we must inquire, what was the cause of this wound?"

Blinding light, as the familiar voice spoke, wavering lightly, lie easily identified, "She cut herself on some machinery while working. That is all you need to know."

Lies.

"Yes sir! We will treat her with utmost care sir."

"Good. Sarah. Please be alright." The comfort of a warm hand and the worried face, masked beneath the steel helmet faded. **

If he cared so much for me, why did he leave me? He led me on, saving me all those times I tried to cheat out of life by death. He taught me to be cautious, and yet, now he left me.

He loved me so much. I know.. That's right. He wouldn't ever break a promise. It was me.

My fault.

I had caused his death. I should have protected him. I should have! He protected me so many times. And in the end, I failed him. That's why he died. I caused it. I failed him.

** "Sarah!"

His voice was strong and clear, yet rather worried. Flames flickered about the area, growing rapidly.

The pain. The heat. All over again.

"Sarah!" Gloved hands tore away debris, uncovering the shivering and burnt form of the girl, blood covered and coughing.

"Sarah. Thank god you're alive. Don't worry. The troops are trying to locate the bomber now. He'll die for this."

Ruins were left of the military base, all destroyed and rising in flames.

To fade. **

"She's awake!" Noins face blocked my straight vision towards the pure white ceiling, an unfamiliar woman peering over as well, twisted hair falling over both shoulders. And Lady Une. She was there as well.

"Sarah! Sarah! Can you hear me?"

"She hasn't even blinked for the past ten minutes."

I hated her.

Noin.

I saw how much she had admired my father. And how she was trying to.. To. Steal him. Yeah. That's it. Steal him.

I couldn't move to rip her throat out. My limbs wouldn't work. Lucky for her.

"I'll have to call Quatre and tell him the good news. He's been wondering how she is. He'll inform Duo and the others."

Quatre. Duo. THEM!

I hated them most of all. Those pilots I had helped so readily. So easily.. Betrayed me.

They had helped kill my father. Kept me from protecting him. But that was because of my weakness.

No matter what I had done for them, they repaid me by destroying everything I knew.

Father.

"She won't respond!" Noins face creased in confusion, "What's wrong with her?"

"I'm going to get the doctors." The unfamiliar woman turned, trailed by Une who muttered, "I'll come too."

Noin turned after them, "I'm going to get a drink." She fled the room.

I was alone again.

"So. I hadn't expected you to be this weak. I guess I can understand though."

An unfamiliar voice.

The figure revealed itself, melting from the shadows to show the figure of the slim woman, dark brown hair falling straight to her shoulders, big clump of hair on each side falling to her mid-chest, over each shoulder. Bangs I guessed.

"Not going to greet me?" I saw amber eyes narrow, as she shrugged, "You don't know me do you? That will change. Come on. Lets leave this place. So dull." Strong arms gripped my form, heaving me over her shoulder.

I didn't move. Couldn't move.

"You feel like a light sack. Not even going to blink? I guess you're still in shock. That'll make my job easier."

She opened the door, calmly walking out as I just closed my eyes, uncaring.

"An empty shell. Dormant aren't you? We'll just have to wake you up with a little story." The voice snickered as I faded out.

I hated everyone.

~~~~~TBC

Well then. Seems as if well. Sara's dead! Mentally. So whos this new girl? Where's she taking Sarah? What will happen? Find out in the next chapter, in Duo's P.O.V

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