Okay, this fic was written because I read the description of a story (Not the story itself, though, because I was struck with inspiration and didn't want to use the author's ideas) that said, and I quote: "Those 'Oh my god I can't live with out him' fics begin to bore me." So, I thought: Wait, wait, wait. Yuna's not the kind of girl who would become so overrun with grief that she couldn't do anything. She's strong. So, I decided that I was gonna write a fic based around that, again going inside her head. 'Cause I like her.
Disclaimer: FFX, nor any of the characters, places, events, etc. belong to me. That'd be really shibby, though.
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Well, Tidus, thanks. You were here such a short time, and you always managed to cheer me up. Well, almost always. Except that night, in Lake Macalania, when you were talking about Zanarkand. But you managed to cheer me up eventually, if you know what I mean.
Yevon, I've changed so much. I never would have thought anything like that before the Final Pilgrimage. Yes, that's what they're calling it these days. Since it was the last, and we defeated Sin forever. But wouldn't it be horrible if it came back? The people of Spira would be defenseless, without the Final Aeon or anything!
I can't believe you were just a dream. A dream of the Fayth. But you were real once, right? So does that mean you're on the Farplane? Or do the people who lived in Zanarkand go somewhere else? It'd be a wonderful thing to do research on. The Beliefs of the People of Zanarkand: The Afterlife. I can see it now, a best-seller! No home is complete with a copy!
Yevon, I'm so weird.
It's weird, being here without you. Of course, there are suitors coming everyday. I don't think I'd be able to love them, but maybe I'll marry one just to end the headache. Don't worry, Tidus. I probably won't. You're the only person I could ever love. Yevon, I feel like such a sap! Next thing you know I'll be bawling like a baby. But no. I've shed too many tears over you, Tidus. Last month I cried myself to sleep almost every night. I was so unhappy. I thought there was no point to life anymore, without you. Then I snapped out of it. You can thank Rikku for that. She was the one who finally got me to see reason. "Look around you, Yunie. Everyone's so happy! Everything's so calm, so peaceful. Everything's right in the world, and everyone can thank you for that! Be happy, Yuna! I hate to be the one to tell you this, but he's not coming back! He's DEAD, for Yevon's sake! And don't say this isn't about him, that you don't know what I'm talking about, because you do, you know? You do!" she had yelled.
Well, I don't think I need to tell you how surprised I was. Not only that she had yelled at me, but that she could hold in so much air and yell so loudly. She took one breath while saying that. She startled me so much that I actually did think about it. That was when I realized how pointless this constant aguish was. You had proved to me that life was beautiful, that it should be enjoyed, because you never know when it'll all be over. You taught me how important it is to live life to it's fullest. So thanks, Tidus.
Thank you so much.