I Should Have Opened My Eyes Sooner
By: Heather-Bether
Ron and
Hermione walked into the kitchen of the Burrow to find Mrs. Weasley yelling
for Fred and George to knock off the racket in their room.
Ron
leaned down to Hermione. "She's making just ask much racket telling them
to stop all of their racket." Hermione covered her mouth so Mrs. Weasley
couldn't hear her laughing. Ron grinned broadly as he stood back up.
Mrs.
Weasley turned around and looked at the two standing by the door. She smiled
at them. "How are you Hermione?"
"I'm
fine Mrs. Weasley. Do you need any more help?"
Ron's
mother shook her head. "No, not in here. Ginny and I are almost finished.
But, Ron," she said addressing her son, "you can set the table."
Ron
sighed as walked to the utensil drawer. He pulled out some forks and spoons
and handed them to Hermione who had followed him. He grabbed a few knives,
and he and Hermione took them to the table.
"Ron?"
Hermione said quietly as she placed a fork beside a plate. He looked up
at her. "Is Percy eating with us?"
Ron
looked back at his mother. "I don't think so," he whispered to Hermione.
She
shook her head and let out a sigh. She hated seeing the Weasley family
being torn. They were like her second family and meant as much to hear
as her own family.
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Mr. Weasley showed up a few minutes before dinner. His eyes were still shining and a grin was plastered across his face. Mrs. Weasley shook her head.
"And what took you so long?" she exclaimed, as he slid into his chair. He shot a grin at Hermione and Ron.
Hermione smiled back. She loved Mr. Weasley. Looking at him, you would never guess that his own son was turning against him. "Mr. and Mrs. Granger were so nice to show me how their refrederater."
Hermione laughed. "Refrigerator, Mr. Weasley."
"Ah, yes, that's it."
Mrs. Weasley shook her head again. "Why do you have to extend every visit to the Muggles dear?"
"I can't visit with Hermione's parents?" He winked at Ron. "I think it's only right considering-"
Ron nearly jumped out of his seat. "Mum, I'm starving! What did you make tonight?"
Fred and George chuckled, and Ginny covered her mouth as she giggled. Ron's ears turned red as he sat back down. Hermione looked from Ron to Mr. Weasley with raised eyebrows.
Mrs. Weasley smiled and pulled a cover off of a dish. "We made pork chops!" She smiled at Ron. "And treacle pudding."
Dinner proceeded without much incident. Fred and George kept trying to flick peas at Ron, but Mrs. Weasley always caught them a second before hand. They would jumped and dropped the spoon in their lap.
Ron quickly finished his meal and asked to be excused. Hermione watched as he practically ran from the kitchen. Ginny scooted over and took Ron's spot.
"Don't mind Ron. I told you he was being a great prat." Ginny smiled and put a spoonful of potatoes in her mouth.
Hermione smiled weakly and nodded. "Um, Mrs. Weasley, may I be excused?"
She nodded. "Of course dear." Hermione reached for her plate. "No dear, it's all right. I'll get it," Ron's mother said, smiling. She nodded and quickly walked out the way Ron left.
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Hermione knocked on Ron's bedroom door. "Ron? It's me, Hermione." She waited as he unlocked it and opened it. He walked back to his bed and lied down, returning to reading a Quidditch magazine.
"What's wrong?" Hermione said as she walked into his room. She pulled the chair from his desk and sat down. He shrugged.
"Come on Ron, tell me," she coaxed.
Ron sighed,
knowing she wasn't going to give up. "Just leave me alone, okay?"
Hermione
huffed. "Well then!" She stood up, and Ron immediately jumped up from his
bed.
"Wait!
I didn't mean it like that," he said in a rush. He turned a bit red. "I
mean… it's just…" Hermione sat back down and waited for him to finish.
He looked up at her. "It's just…" He shrugged. "I don't know what I mean."
Hermione
bit her lip. "What's bothering you?" she asked, repeating the question.
"Everything."
"Ron,
that doesn't help."
He threw
his magazine down beside his bed and rolled onto his back. He crossed his
arms. "So?"
"Ron!
Stop feeling sorry for yourself!"
"I'm
not feeling sorry for myself!" He said, squinting at her.
She
rolled her eyes as she stood up. She waved her arms above him. "This
is feeling sorry for yourself!"
"No,
it's not!" He sat up. "And even if it was, I have good reasons to be!"
"Even
if it were," she corrected.
Ron
rolled his eyes. "Just go find Ginny or something. Since you two are such
good friends now."
Hermione
huffed. "I thought I was your friend. I thought you invited me."
He stood
up and pushed her out of his room. "Me too," he said before shutting the
door.
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Hermione stomped her foot as he shut the door in her face. She slammed
her hand against his door in frustration. "You are such a dolt!"
"What
is all the clamor?" someone said as another door opened. Hermione looked
down the stairs to Percy who was standing outside his bedroom. He had his
glasses perched on his nose and was looking over them at her with his eyebrows
raised.
Hermione
could just picture him with his prefect badge on his Hogwarts robes, standing
in front of a rule-breaker.
"Your
brother is an prat."
Surprisingly,
he chuckled. "Tell me something I don't know." He crossed his arms. "So,
what did he do now?"
Percy
always had a soft spot for Hermione. She figured this is why he even bothered
to talk to her. She shook her head and shrugged. "He decided that I wasn't
good enough for him and kicked me out."
Ron's
door opened. "I didn't say that!"
Hermione
turned and stared at him with narrowed eyes. "You might as well have!"
"But,
I didn't!" Ron said, angrily. "I never said you weren't good enough
for me." And with that he slammed his door shut again.
Percy
sighed. "He's always had a bad temper. Don't take it personally Hermione."
She
felt the tears welling in her eyes as she nodded. She walked down the stairs,
past Percy and into the living room. She wiped her eyes and let out a little
sigh to stop the tingling in her nose.
Ginny
was sitting on the couch next to her father, reading a book. She turned
around and looked at Hermione. She noticed her eyes slowly turning red
and watery. She jumped up from the couch and ran around it to Hermione.
"What's wrong? What did he do?"
Hermione
just shook Ginny off and walked into the kitchen. Ginny followed her.
"Hermione,
what happened?"
She
sighed as she sat down at the kitchen table. Mrs. Weasley was making tea
as the dishes washed themselves up.
"Do
you want some tea girls?" she said without turning around. She pulled a
few cups out from the cupboard and then turned to face them. "Hermione!"
she said, frantic. "What's the matter, dear?"
She
quickly rushed to the other side of Hermione. "What did Ron do?"
Hermione
laughed coarsely through her tears. "How does everyone know that it was
Ron who did something?"
"Because,
you wouldn't get this upset if it was something Fred or George said," Mrs.
Weasley said, patting Hermione's arm. Ginny smiled weakly. She knew what
her mother was getting at, but it was obvious that Hermione didn't. Mrs.
Weasley dropped it as soon as she said it and went to get them tea.
Hermione
let out a sob. "Why is he so touchy? One minute he's telling me a joke,
and then he's yelling at me."
Mrs.
Weasley placed a cup of tea down in front of Hermione and Ginny. "And men
say we have mood swings." She sat back down with her own cup of
tea. "Well dear, I don't know what to say. Ron is going through a tough
time." She sighed. "He's feeling a little ordinary as he looks at you and
Harry."
"What?"
Hermione managed to choke out between hiccups.
"Hermione,
you are smart and accomplished. Harry is… well he's Harry Potter. Enough
said," Mrs. Weasley said, placing her cup down. "And then Ron looks at
himself and what he sees kills him."
Hermione
shook her head. "I don't understand."
"He
thinks he is just another Weasley boy. But, he doesn't think he can even
live up to that."
Hermione
scrunched up her forehead. "How do you know all of this?"
She shrugged.
"I have know Ron all his life," she said, smiling. Ginny smiled and laughed
a little. Hermione wiped her cheeks and smiled.
"They
all go through it. It's natural. He'll snap out of it soon enough."
The next
few days passed by slowly. Hermione and Ron avoided each other at all costs.
Hermione skipped breakfast, so she wouldn't have to sit with Ron. During
lunch, he would grab a sandwich and then run outside to eat it. He would
spend most of the rest of the afternoon practicing Quidditch.
Hermione
had expressed her worries that Muggles would spot him up in the air.
"Don't
worry about him," Fred said, through a mouthful of pudding during lunch.
"We found a nice field a little ways into the forest. We got Dad to put
some charms up so Muggles don't have any chance of seeing us up there."
George
nodded. "Only we haven't had time to practice." Fred threw him a look,
and he grinned apologetically.
"Hermione,
do you think you could help me with my potions essay?" Ginny said, putting
her plate in the sink.
She
nodded. "Yes, I can. I have finished all of my homework already, being
that Ron-" She quickly stopped and replaced her words with a spoonful of
pudding.
Mrs.
Weasley sighed as she watched Hermione's demeanor change drastically at
the mention of her son.
"I was
thinking we could go to Diagon Alley in a couple of days," Mrs. Weasley
said as Fred and George put their plates in the sink.
"Sure
Mum," George said.
"Lovely
lunch Mum," Fred added, as he and his brother left the kitchen.
Hermione
looked up. "Is Harry coming with us?"
"Ron
owled him this morning. Dumbledore is allowing Harry to come with us. We
just need to get the Muggles to let him out of the house," Mrs. Weasley
said, as Ginny sat back down.
Hermione
nodded. She welcomed the idea of Harry coming. She needed someone to talk
to. Then it hit her. Harry wouldn't want to come to the Burrow to be with
her. He would go and be with Ron.
She
let out a sigh as she looked at Ginny. Guess it's just Ginny and I for
now, she though grimly. She immediately scolded herself. Ginny was
a wonderful person. She loved Ginny like a sister. She is the sister
I don't have. But, Ginny isn't Ron. Or Harry, she added quickly, denying
what she had meant by that.
"Come
on Ginny," Hermione said, getting up from the table. "Let's go work on
that essay."
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Hermione
and Ginny were sitting in the living room working on Ginny's essay when
Ron came running into the house. He threw down Fred's broomstick and looked
up at the clock in the kitchen.
"Mum!"
he yelled, looking around. "Harry can come!" He walked into the living
room. His good mood faded as he looked at Hermione. "Ginny, where's mum?"
"Out
in the garden with Fred and George." She giggled. "They got de-gnomeing
this time."
Ron
turned and walked out of the room quickly.
"Oh,
honestly!" Hermione said as soon as he was out of earshot. "What is his
problem?" She rolled her eyes. "I'm not that despicable."
Ginny
gasped. "Hermione! Don't say that! You are not despicable at
all!"
"Thank
you Ginny," Hermione said, weakly smiling at her. "I just wish Ron thought
that too."
"Maybe
he does," Ginny said, nearly inaudibly. She looked up to see if Hermione
heard her. Guess not, she thought looking back at her half-written
essay.
Hermione
kept her head down. She had heard Ginny. She shook her head and
chose not to discuss the subject further.
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Mr. Weasley had gone to the Dursleys' the next day to get Harry. He left that morning saying he would be back soon. Ron and Hermione made an effort to act normal. Normal to them was staying in the same room.
Hermione was perched on a chair on the far side of the living room, and Ron was sitting on the couch, closest to the kitchen. Ginny sat beside Ron and was trying to coax him into speaking to Hermione.
"Ginny, leave me alone," he murmured, staring at the orange flames. He pushed her a little ways away. But she just kept scooting back next to him.
"Please Ron," she said, pulling on his t-shirt. "Please?"
"No! Leave me alone!" She had pushed it too far that time, and he snapped. He had a scowl on his face as he stood up and walked to the stairway. He sat down and made sure to take up the whole space of the step.
Ginny sighed and rolled her eyes. Hermione watched Ron from behind her book. She bit her lip and let out a frustrated sigh.
Mrs. Weasley bustled into the living room with a tray full of mugs of tea. She handed one to Ginny and then to Hermione. She looked around the room in search of Ron. She spotted him on the stairs. She rolled her eyes and walked over.
She held out a cup to him, and he looked up at her with a weak smile. He took the mug from his mother and held it in his hands, staring at the tea.
"Ron," Mrs. Weasley whispered, "please talk to her."
He shook his head. "No," he grunted, putting the scowl back on his face.
She put her hands on her hips and shook her head. "I don't believe you. You are so thick-headed!"
Hermione made a noise of agreement. Ron put his tea on a near by bookshelf and stood up.
"You don't have room to talk Hermione!" He said loudly. He turned around and went up the stairs, taking two steps at a time. He pushed passed Percy who had emerged from his room moments before.
He walked
down the stairs, looking up the stairs at Ron's retreating back. "What's
going on?" Percy asked, pushing his glasses up on his nose.
"Ron
and Hermione are fighting," Ginny said from the couch.
Mrs.
Weasley took the tray and Ron's forgotten tea back to the kitchen. Percy
walked up behind Ginny and faced Hermione.
"Why?"
he simply asked.
Hermione
shrugged, acting rather childish.
Percy
opened his mouth to give one of his long lectures, one of the characteristics
he got from his mother. He put on hand on his hip and used the other to
point at Hermione.
There
was a loud swish and a thud. The three of them turned towards the front
of the room where Harry stood, pulling his trunk from the fire.
Percy
dropped his speech and hurried over to help him. "Hello there, Harry. How
are you?"
Harry
nodded. "Hello, I'm fine." With Percy's help, he managed to drag his trunk
out of the fire. He brushed his bangs back from his forehead. He spotted
Ginny and Hermione and grinned at them. "Hello," he said, walking over
to the two girls.
He furrowed
his brow. "Where's Ron?"
Hermione
crossed her arms and shrugged. Ginny looked at Hermione and then back to
Harry. "He's probably up in his room."
He nodded
slowly. "Why are you down here then Hermione?"
Ginny
shook her head at Harry. "Don't ask."
Percy scoffed. "They are both being extremely childish. If I were Mum-"
There
was a pop as Mr. Weasley appeared in the middle of the room. Percy stopped
talking and turned around to walk upstairs. Mr. Weasley just simply shook
his head.
Harry slowly opened Ron's bedroom door and slipped in. He closed the door behind himself quietly. Ron's room hadn't changed since the first time Harry saw it. The Chudley Cannons' colors were still painted on the walls that were adorned with posters of the Quidditch team.
"Ron?" Harry said, peering at his friend who was sitting near the window with a book open on his lap. "Oh, no. There must be something wrong. You're reading!" he said, trying to lighten the mood.
Ron glared at Harry, but his lips slid into a smile. "Oh, funny Harry." He closed the book and got up from his chair. "So," he said, stretching. "How are you?"
Harry raised his eyebrows at his friend. "I'm fine. How are you, Ron?"
The redhead rolled his eyes. "Don't ask."
"I've been told that a few times now today. What's going on between you and Hermione?" He sat down on his temporary bed, which Ron had brought in for him.
Ron looked like he wasn't going to say anything as he shrugged. But, his anger got the better of him.
"She can be so arrogant! She's such a know-it-all!" Ron burst out with his arms flailing about. "She thinks she knows exactly what is going on in my head! Well, I've got news for her. She doesn't!"
Harry couldn't stop a smirk forming on his lips. He quickly dropped it and nodded at Ron, waiting for him to continue.
Ron shook his head, obviously not aware of Harry's amusement. "I can't believe her! And now she's mad at me!"
"What did you do?" Harry said, breaking into Ron's rant.
His friend was caught off guard. Apparently, Ron figured Harry would immediately take his side; he would think he, Ron, hadn't done a thing wrong and blame everything on Hermione, just like he did.
"W-what?" He stuttered.
"What – did – you – do?" Harry said, slowly so Ron caught every word.
"I didn't do anything! She just started yelling at me about 'feeling sorry for myself'." He crossed his arms. "Which I wasn't. Which I am not!"
Harry nodded. "All right Ron."
Ron turned and looked at his friend. "What?" Harry shook his head and raised his eyebrows, acting like he didn't know what Ron was talking about. "You think I overreacted, don't you?"
Harry smiled weakly as he nodded. "Sorry to say mate."
Ron groaned.
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The sun
beat down on Hermione and Ginny as they sat at the picnic table in the
backyard. Hermione was reading a rather large volume of Charms: All You
Need To Know. Ginny, meanwhile, was working on a few unfinished essays.
Crookshanks
was lying under Hermione's bench, tail swinging back and forth across the
grass. He occasionally would let out a slight hiss so Hermione would bend
down and scratch behind his ears.
Fred
and George had gone off to the field to practice Quidditch. Ron and Harry
with Firebolt in hand soon followed them out into the forest. Harry gave
a small wave and a grin to them, but Ron kept his head down and looked
away from them.
"Do
you want to go watch them?" Ginny said, rolling up her Transfiguration
essay.
Hermione
closed her book. "I guess we could."
Fred
and George somehow had acquired a Bludger, a Quaffle, and a Snitch. George
winked at Harry as he and Fred pulled them out of a bag, clutching the
Bludger tightly.
"Where
are they getting all of this money?" Ron said, as Fred threw the Quaffle
at him. "They got me new dress robes too."
Harry
just shrugged and shook his head. He held out his Firebolt. "Want a go?"
Ron nodded eagerly. "Sure!" He quickly got on and kicked off the ground. Fred and George soon followed with their Cleansweeps.
"Ronnie,
you be keeper and Fred will be a chaser." George looked down at Harry who
was now holding the Bludger. "So, that leaves me as Beater. Reckon we won't
have a seeker for now. Too bad Bill and Charlie aren't home."
Fred
called down to Harry: "Okay, let 'em go!" He let go of the Bludger and
was knocked backwards onto the ground as it flew off into the sky.
Harry
looked up at Hermione and Ginny who were standing over him. "You all right
Harry?" Ginny said, smiling.
He nodded.
"I'm fine."
Ron
was swooping around a hole in the trees as Fred hovered in front of him,
holding the Quaffle. Fred tried to distract him, but Ron was too quick
for him. Fred threw the ball, and Ron easily caught it.
George
grinned at he hit the Bludger towards Ron as Fred once again tried to score.
Ron caught the Quaffle.
SMACK!
"RON!"
Hermione shouted a moment too late. The Bludger hit him hard, very hard
in the shoulder. She covered her mouth as Ron fell to the ground. Fred
and George flew down and landed. Hermione was quicker than they were though.
She ran to him and practically threw herself down at his side. His eyes
were closed, and he was lying on his side. The rest of the Weasleys and
Harry came rushed over.
"Ron!"
Hermione said firmly, touching his shoulder. "Ron?"
He groaned,
but didn't open his eyes. His whole body seemed to give into the pain,
and he slumped down, now lying on his back.
"Oh
Ron," Hermione said, grabbing his hand. "Please be all right."
George
looked guilty. "He hit the tree before he fell." He looked frantic. "I
didn't mean to hit it so hard!"
Fred
patted his brother. "We know you didn't."
Ginny
was wringing her hands. "We should go get mum."
"I'll
go get her," Hermione said, standing up. Fred noticed as she wiped away
a renegade tear from her cheek. She quickly jogged away, towards the house.
Ginny followed Hermione, running a few paces behind her.
Harry
and the twins stood over Ron, looking worried. Fred got down on his knees
next to Ron's side. He leaned over him. "Ron?"
Ron
groaned again, and his eyes slowly opened.
Fred
let out a sigh and grinned. "You should have opened your eyes sooner."
Ron
looked a bit confused. "W-what?"
"Where
is he?" an anxious voice asked. They looked up at Mrs. Weasley who had
just entered the makeshift field.
"Over
here Mum!" George said, waving her over.
She
shook her head as she saw Ron lying on the ground. "I wish you would all
be more careful!"
Ginny
helped Harry gather the broomsticks, and the twins managed to get all the
balls back in the bag. Ron looked around slowly, looking for her.
She
was standing to the side of all the commotion, biting one nail. She had
one arm clasping her side, which was hurting from running. But, that seemed
to be the last of her worries at the moment. She was staring at Mrs. Weasley
as she helped Ron to his feet, her face etched with concern.
Mrs.
Weasley looked around for some help, but it seemed like everyone was busy.
"Hermione! Come help me, grab his arm."
Hermione
looked fearful, as if Ron would yell at her for touching him if she took
his arm. But, she walked over quickly to his side. She gently took his
arm and put it over her shoulders. She held onto his hand as she helped
steady him.
Ron
didn't yell at her or yank his arm away, not as if he had the strength
to at the moment anyway. But, even if he had the might, he wouldn't have
done it. He wouldn't admit it, but he missed Hermione. And now, he had
her this close; he wasn't about to ruin it.
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Mrs.
Weasley and Hermione took Ron up to his room. They laid him down on his
bed, and he whimpered as he clutched his side.
"I'm
going to go get my wand and fix you up. I'll bring up some tea too. Put
your pajamas on Ron. You're going to need some rest."
Hermione
turned to leave with his mother. "Stay and help him," Mrs. Weasley said,
stopping Hermione from leaving. Hermione stuttered out some incoherencies,
but Mrs. Weasley shut the door. She turned around and looked at Ron.
He was
still holding his side. "Does it hurt much?" Hermione said, in a small
voice. He nodded.
"I think
I hit the tree pretty hard," he said, looking up at her. "My pajamas are
in the chair," he said, pointing to the chair near the window.
She
nodded and walked over to the other side of the room. She picked up the
white t-shirt and pair of boxers. She blushed as she handed them to him.
She turned back towards the window so he could change. She heard his jeans
hit the floor, and she had to hold her breath to keep her heart from beating
too rapidly.
"You
can turn around now," Ron said, muffled by his shirt coming over his head.
Hermione turned around and quickly down at the floor. He was sitting on
the bed in his boxers without a shirt.
"Look
Hermione," he said quietly. "I'm sorry."
She
looked up at him. He really did look sincere. Hermione knew this was important.
He never liked to admit that he was at fault. Letting down her guard, she
crossed the room and threw her arms around his neck. He groaned slightly,
but slipped his arms around her back and hugged her.
"Apology
accepted Ron," she said, burying her face in his neck. He smiled into her
hair.
The
door creaked open, and Mrs. Weasley walked in and set a mug of tea on the
bedside table. She smiled at her son. His ears turned red, and his cheeks
began to burn. Hermione let go of him, and he, surprisingly, reluctantly
let her out of his embrace.
He quickly
put his shirt on. Hermione helped him slide into bed and pulled the covers
up. Mrs. Weasley, still smiling, prodded Ron with her wand. "Tell me where
it hurts."
Hermione
smiled at Ron and slipped out the door. Things will be back to normal,
she thought as she walked down the stairs.
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Disclaimer: I own none of this! Yay for me! It all belongs to the wonderful JK Rowling.
A/N: Well, review, and I'll keep going. Thanks to everyone who reviewed last time. Don't be nice all the time though, tell me what you don't like too. If something seems out of character... tell me! Thanks a bunch!
