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Hi every1!!!!!!! Thankyou so much 4 the reviews, I luv u!!!!! I luv u all! It's gonna be so hard to write this chap because I am in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok I have to control myself, too many happy pills! Only jokin, Im not really a druggie! But am I am really in love!!!!!!!!

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Chapter 11

Are you lonesome? Yes!

Lily had now been living at Malfoy Manor for a month. It had been hard at first. No friends, no money, no knowledge of what she was letting her self in for but she soon got used to it. Malfoy was perfect, for a gold digger. He showered her with presents, made her feel special, introduced her to his mom and dad, but Lily couldn't help but feel lonely. The routines, which had once seemed exciting had now become boring. The dinner parties, that once were an excuse to go out and by magnificent robes out of Malfoys money, were now ancient history. Every party was the same. A couple of stuck up rich people, were being badgered into doing something Malfoy told them to do. Lily usually turned her brain off, on these occasions and fantasised about when the whole marriage thing was over and she was living in her Mansion with her mom. Her mother was recovering quite well. The doctors had told Lily that there were obvious signs of improvement. The only time she'd properly smiled, Lily recalled. A quick thought flashed across Lily's mind. What if he doesn't ask me to marry him? She asked herself. The whole reason for being here is to get married and have his money, she thought glumly. She decided on leaving little signs around the house. A ring or two, just so Malfoy knew the right ring size. Or maybe a bridal magazine, or if she had to take extreme measures she'd ask him to marry her!

Lily was sitting down on one of the big leather sofas. She was bored to say the least. No TV (remember, Malfoy hates muggle things), no one to talk to and nothing to listen to. She decided to go shopping. Malfoy had given some money just before she had went out. Maybe I am a whore, taking money off him. Lily thought as Malfoy handed her a sum of money, quickly remembering what James had said to her last month. But as soon as she hit the shops, her mind moved away from James and on to clothes. She shopped until she ached then went back to Malfoy Manor and through all the wonderful robes she'd bought on to her bed. Thinking she better move them, before Malfoy came back, she stuffed them all in the huge wardrobe and went down stairs. She could smell the food the house elves were making and it smelt absolutely fabulous. She quickly went and made her self a drink at the cocktail bar and lay on the sofa. She began reading a book she had earlier bought. Lily was just getting into it when a voice came from behind her and made her jump.

"Hello my love, how was your day?" Malfoy asked her as she got up to greet him.

"Hi, it was ok."

"What did you get up to?" He asked enquiringly looking at her book.

"I went shopping. How was yours?" Lily asked.

"It was fine, you know you should really find something more to do. You have lots of time. Why don't you get a job?" He asked her in a fatherly tone.

"That's a great idea! I think I might just do that!" Lily smiled enthusiastically, wincing.

"Yes, well. I'll keep my eyes open for you. Anyway, I'm taking you out for a meal. So go up stairs and put on some clothes. I'm sure you'll have something suitable as you've been shopping nearly everyday this week." He said as he turned and left.

Malfoy was very annoyed. He was planning on asking this women to be his wife and there she was being a slob. All she did was laze around and go shopping. But he needed to get the marriage out of the way. He had been involved in another one of the marriage talks with his father earlier on. He didn't mind marrying Lily, just as long as she got a job, because he was sick of coming home to find her lazing over a chair or asleep. Occasionally she would cook something but then one day he had told her not to bother because he had house elves, so that was his fault really. But that wasn't the point, it wasn't in his nature to marry a slob, who took him and his money for granted. It's fortunate, she's beautiful, he thought to himself, or she would have been out of this house. You see, Malfoy had enjoyed his time with Lily. Oh yes, he had a wonderful time with her, at first. But now the only reason he was in this whole relationship, was so he wasn't made to marry Narcissa. He did not want to marry yet, but the only way of getting his Dad off the subject of marriage was to marry Lily. He had decided he wouldn't want a divorce after the marriage. He was happy as having her as his wife. Because wife was only a word. The thing with Lily is, She'll never know what I'm up to, he smiled to him self. I could do anything, and she will not even know. He smiled once more. His mind drifted to Sarah, his colleague at work. There was something about her that he loved, he just couldn't put his finger on it. Sometimes when he was with Lily he would often fantasise about Sarah sitting with him, instead of Lily. Malfoy didn't mind marrying Lily, he could have the best of both worlds. Of course he would wait another month until the subject of marrying came up. He had only known her 2 months and was 2 months really enough time to ask for her hand in marriage. He would have to think about that!

James yawned and pulled himself out of bed. He was late for work, he realised as he looked at the clock. Pulling his clothes on he ran down stairs, to find Sirius and Amel sitting at the kitchen table.

"James, what on earth are you rushing for?" Asked Amel, biting her piece of toast (with ketchup on it)

"Sirius, we've got work, come on get ready." He yelled, pulling a sock on.

"James, it's Saturday." Sirius answered calmly.

"Yes I know."

"We're not at work today, remember, Cornelius gave us this weekend off as you requested it." Sirius said as Amel tried not to laugh.

"Oh.....yeah. I.....I knew that." James said feeling very stupid. He fell on to a chair and grabbed a piece of toast of Amels plate.

"Could I have a piece of toast please. Yes sure James." Amel said sarcastically, implying James should have asked. She then poured him a tea a cup of tea.

"Here, you look like you need it." Amel said passing it to him.

"Thanks."

"So how are you today?" Amel asked him concerned.

"I'm ok. Honestly I'm fine." James told them.

They both gave him funny looks.

"Look! It's been a month since she went! I'm fine. Well maybe not that fine as I got ready for work when we're not suppose to go in, but apart from that, I'm fine." He grinned. He wasn't really fine.

"So how's Kate?" Sirius asked.

"Kirsty is fine, thanks." James said. Kirsty was James's new squeeze, as Sirius had like to call her. She was blonde and basically an idiot. Sirius could not stop laughing when he met her and Amel had to leave the room.

"I can not believe that girl has one brain cell in her ditzy head. Honestly she's an idiot and an insult to women, actually, not just women, humans!" Amel had told Sirius when James was out of ear shot. Both of them had told him they thought she was lovely, but they hated her.

In all truths, James didn't really like her either. She was just something to keep his mind off Lily. But every time she said something he would imagine Lily's face after hearing her. He knew he wasn't happy, but there was no way he was going to let Lily control his life.

It was Monday morning and Lily woke up with one of those head aches that you just can't get rid of. Malfoy had already left so yet again her only company was the health elves. She wasn't due to visit her mother for another couple of days but decided she would go anyway, just to pass the time. Lily spent everyday that week down the hospital. She had nothing else to do, and besides it was nice spending time with her Lily had seen Petunia only once since her mom had gone into hospital. She didn't particularly want to see her again though!

As Lily curled up on Friday night in bed alone, she wondered, tears falling down her face, I have everything, yet it still feels like I have nothing. She fell into a peaceful sleep.

Im done, No matter what I do, my chaps get shorter and sadder, sorry! But I dont want to rush into it!

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