~~ A poem for chp 3, i won't be done with that for about another week, gomen.....But enjoy these ' lyrics' from chp 3 'reset' ~~ Nicky
Fading mourning light
I guess you never wanted me to begin with
never though of me as lover
I shed tears through these tired red eyes
and think of you
Roll me into clouds of invisibility
hide me in the shadows
let me walk with the rain
let me fall with the stars, let me pain
I'm sure I'm not enough
for your sophisticated touch
to common for your lust
so throw my away
I am crying crystal tears
leaving stains on your velvet spears
your tongue lashing out and burning my name
burning into me searing hot pain.
Wanna know my pain?
Want to touch my heart
I am ripped and torn
I am lost
Curled in another's arm, crying pitiful sobs
crying out your stupid name
Lusting for you, isn't it vain?
shifting in my chair, bloody pain
I am just your stepping stone
ready for you to fuck
thrown to the ground only to touch
kissed by your silver only in lust
I am lonely in this solid white house
cold and torn forgotten and without
starring at the silver stars
tears blurring that lost vision of ours
So simple is the morning dew
glistening in it's ripened time
so lovely are the tears that shine
in the morning of my great demise
In the box of junk left by your door
you throw my happiness in a moment of pain
it was never a reason to throw me away
never a reason to let go
but i guess in the end
when the rain settles in
your lost words of lust
are flooded.