Good Morning Beautiful
Chapter 3
"Sleepless"
Disclaimer: Third Watch belongs to NBC, WB, John Wells and a whole bunch more people. The song "If Not For Loving You" Is by Lace.
Authors note: I tried something a little different with this chapter so we will see how it works :) Let me know if you liked it or not. I don't really know if Faith listens to country or not but I'm pretty certain Bosco doesn't :-) So I blamed it on Faith :-)
Feedback: Always wanted, let me know what you think.
E-Mail: Wine_Into_Water@hotmail.com
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He laid there tossing and turning. It was almost 4 AM and he hadn't slept a wink. Why was this bothering him so much? He should have welcomed a night alone, right? He and Faith were probably spending to much time together anyway, They were going to start getting on each others nerves soon, right? It had been five days since that night and since then they had been inseparable for the most part. They had went to work together. After work she had always came back here with him. So he should be enjoying having the place back to himself, having all the room he wanted in the bed. Not having to fight for the blankets during the night. Not waiting for the shower in the morning. But he didn't, he missed having her here. He missed falling asleep next to her and waking up next to her. He missed having breakfast with her. He missed just sitting there and watching TV with her....he missed everything.
He knew what he could do, he would give her a call. That would work. He would call her and see how she was and how things had went. Plus it would give him a chance to hear her voice. He reached over and picked up the phone and started dialing. He got up to the last number then he stopped and hung up the phone. What was he doing? What right did he have to call her at 4:00 in the morning just to hear her voice? Besides she was probably sleeping.
What's wrong with you? he asked himself. She's just a girl, just a girl.....Yeah you're right she's just a girl. He was acting like a love sick puppy. 'Come on Boscorelli you don't play the love sick puppy'.....until now. She wasn't just a girl, she was his girl. She was Faith, his Faith.
He sighed and rolled over again.
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She rolled over and checked the clock, almost 4 AM and still no sleep. What was wrong with her? She shouldn't be feeling like this, Bosco probably wasn't he was probably sleeping like a baby enjoying having the blankets and bed to himself. They had been together practically 24 hours a day since that night. She knew it would probably do them good to spend some time apart. She didn't want them getting on each others nerves, which was bound to happen. So this was a good thing...right? Maybe it was a good thing but it didn't stop her from missing him, feeling his arms around her as she fell asleep and still there when she woke up in the morning. She missed his famous bacon and eggs. She even missed his endless comments at the TV while they were trying to watch it. She missed him.
She needed to call him. She could tell him what happened with Fred tonight. She would hear his voice. She rolled over and picked up the phone she got all the way to the last number then she shook her head and put the phone back. She couldn't do it. She had to get a grip on herself, it was 4 in the morning. She had no business calling him at that time of night just so she could hear his voice. He was probably sleeping anyway and she didn't want to wake him.
Come on Faith go to sleep, she told herself. Why are you acting like this? It's just Bosco....just Bosco. Who was she kidding? He could never be just Bosco. He was her Bosco. He would always be her Bosco.
She let out a sigh and rolled over again.
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He looked back at the clock again, 4:29 and still no sleep. Was he ever going to get any sleep tonight?
Not only was he missing Faith, he had started worrying about what happened with Fred. He was due back tonight by the time they got off from work. She had said she would tell Fred that it was over tonight but what if she didn't have the heart to do it and decided to wait until the morning? What if he was laying beside her right now? Bosco's skin started to crawl. He hated the thought of Fred touching her, being the one beside her watching her sleep. That was his place now. He didn't care that he was her husband and that they had spent years together. He had no business with Faith anymore. She was his now.
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She looked over to the clock again, it was 4:29 and she still hadn't managed to fall asleep.
She started to remember what happened when she got home. Fred was sitting on the couch watching TV. When she walked in he walked up to her and leaned in to kiss her but she jumped back. She had seen the look of hurt and anger cross his face but she couldn't help it. She didn't want to feel his lips on hers or his arms around her. If felt wrong. They didn't belong there anymore, he didn't belong there anymore.
She had been debating if she should tell him tonight or wait until the morning but after this she realized she had to tell him tonight. So she ended up blurting out that she didn't want to be with him anymore. He got angry and they argued and screamed at each other and finally she stormed off to their bedroom and slammed the door behind her. Fred ended up staying on the couch. He would be leaving in the morning. She didn't like the way she had handled it but she couldn't pretend that nothing was wrong, that nothing had changed. She didn't want to feel him laying beside her as she slept, she didn't want his arms around her when she woke up. It wasn't his place anymore. She felt bad for him because there was a time when it was his place, it was his arms she craved but she hadn't felt like that in a long time. It was Bosco that belonged there now. It was his touch she craved.
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ARGGGG! He rolled over and looked at the clock , again. This time it was 5:09. It was hopeless he wasn't going to be getting any sleep anytime soon so he got up, flicked on the radio and walked over to the window. He looked outside, it had started raining. The streets were bare except for the occasional passing car.
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Couldn't see the colors of the southern sunrise
Didn't see the moon until it shone in your eyes
You taught me to believe and gave me wings to fly
~*~
'What the hell am I listening to? Faith must have changed the station.' But he didn't bother going to change it he just stood there staring out at the rain.
She looked at the clock 5:09. It was useless she wasn't going to be getting any sleep tonight. She got up and walked across the room, turned on the radio and walked to the window. She looked outside, it had started to rain.
~*~
If not for loving you, I never would have known
How safe a heart can feel, how deep a love can go
If not for loving you would've never had the chance
Of knowing what it is to open up and give
There is so much I'd a missed
If not for loving you
~*~
He remembered all the great times they had over the years. Almost of all his happy memories had her in them. It was Faith that taught him how to care, how to love. She had saved him from himself. Without her he would have been nothing.
Still watching the rain hitting the window she stood their thinking of him. He had saved her so many times. She would have been destroyed countless times with Fred and his drinking but Bosco had always been there. His caring for her had kept her believing. Without him she would have broken.
~*~
When I think how easy it would have been
to let you go instead of letting you in
Baby, I'm so thankful you're in my life
~*~
What if he never took the chance to love her? Where would he be now? What would he have missed? The thought of not having her in his life scared him.
What if she never let herself feel her feelings for him? Where would she be now? What would she have missed? The thought scared her.
~*~
If not for loving you, I never would have known
How safe a heart can feel, how deep a love can go
If not for loving you would've never had the chance
Of knowing what it is to open up and give
There is so much I'd a missed
If not for loving you
~*~
He let out a sigh and rested his head against the window. He missed her so much it ached.
She let out a sigh and rested her head against the window. She missed him so much it hurt.
~*~
Seems like you've always been a part of me
I can't imagine how my life would be
If not for loving you
~*~
He wanted nothing more then to have her here with him. Her just being in the same room made him feel complete like something was missing when she wasn't around. He had always felt that way. He needed her in his life.
She wanted nothing more then to be there with him now. Being with him always calmed her, he made her feel whole. Without him, something was missing. She had always felt that way. She needed him in her life.
~*~
If not for loving you, would never had the chance
of knowing what it is to open and give
There's so much I'd have missed
If not for loving you
~*~
Still looking out of the window into the distance he whispered the words his heart was feeling,
......"I love you Faith"......
Still looking out of the window into the distance she whispered the words her heart was feeling,
......"I love you Bos"......
They both took one more look out at the rain, turned and walked back to bed where finally sleep found them.
Chapter 3
"Sleepless"
Disclaimer: Third Watch belongs to NBC, WB, John Wells and a whole bunch more people. The song "If Not For Loving You" Is by Lace.
Authors note: I tried something a little different with this chapter so we will see how it works :) Let me know if you liked it or not. I don't really know if Faith listens to country or not but I'm pretty certain Bosco doesn't :-) So I blamed it on Faith :-)
Feedback: Always wanted, let me know what you think.
E-Mail: Wine_Into_Water@hotmail.com
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He laid there tossing and turning. It was almost 4 AM and he hadn't slept a wink. Why was this bothering him so much? He should have welcomed a night alone, right? He and Faith were probably spending to much time together anyway, They were going to start getting on each others nerves soon, right? It had been five days since that night and since then they had been inseparable for the most part. They had went to work together. After work she had always came back here with him. So he should be enjoying having the place back to himself, having all the room he wanted in the bed. Not having to fight for the blankets during the night. Not waiting for the shower in the morning. But he didn't, he missed having her here. He missed falling asleep next to her and waking up next to her. He missed having breakfast with her. He missed just sitting there and watching TV with her....he missed everything.
He knew what he could do, he would give her a call. That would work. He would call her and see how she was and how things had went. Plus it would give him a chance to hear her voice. He reached over and picked up the phone and started dialing. He got up to the last number then he stopped and hung up the phone. What was he doing? What right did he have to call her at 4:00 in the morning just to hear her voice? Besides she was probably sleeping.
What's wrong with you? he asked himself. She's just a girl, just a girl.....Yeah you're right she's just a girl. He was acting like a love sick puppy. 'Come on Boscorelli you don't play the love sick puppy'.....until now. She wasn't just a girl, she was his girl. She was Faith, his Faith.
He sighed and rolled over again.
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She rolled over and checked the clock, almost 4 AM and still no sleep. What was wrong with her? She shouldn't be feeling like this, Bosco probably wasn't he was probably sleeping like a baby enjoying having the blankets and bed to himself. They had been together practically 24 hours a day since that night. She knew it would probably do them good to spend some time apart. She didn't want them getting on each others nerves, which was bound to happen. So this was a good thing...right? Maybe it was a good thing but it didn't stop her from missing him, feeling his arms around her as she fell asleep and still there when she woke up in the morning. She missed his famous bacon and eggs. She even missed his endless comments at the TV while they were trying to watch it. She missed him.
She needed to call him. She could tell him what happened with Fred tonight. She would hear his voice. She rolled over and picked up the phone she got all the way to the last number then she shook her head and put the phone back. She couldn't do it. She had to get a grip on herself, it was 4 in the morning. She had no business calling him at that time of night just so she could hear his voice. He was probably sleeping anyway and she didn't want to wake him.
Come on Faith go to sleep, she told herself. Why are you acting like this? It's just Bosco....just Bosco. Who was she kidding? He could never be just Bosco. He was her Bosco. He would always be her Bosco.
She let out a sigh and rolled over again.
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He looked back at the clock again, 4:29 and still no sleep. Was he ever going to get any sleep tonight?
Not only was he missing Faith, he had started worrying about what happened with Fred. He was due back tonight by the time they got off from work. She had said she would tell Fred that it was over tonight but what if she didn't have the heart to do it and decided to wait until the morning? What if he was laying beside her right now? Bosco's skin started to crawl. He hated the thought of Fred touching her, being the one beside her watching her sleep. That was his place now. He didn't care that he was her husband and that they had spent years together. He had no business with Faith anymore. She was his now.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
She looked over to the clock again, it was 4:29 and she still hadn't managed to fall asleep.
She started to remember what happened when she got home. Fred was sitting on the couch watching TV. When she walked in he walked up to her and leaned in to kiss her but she jumped back. She had seen the look of hurt and anger cross his face but she couldn't help it. She didn't want to feel his lips on hers or his arms around her. If felt wrong. They didn't belong there anymore, he didn't belong there anymore.
She had been debating if she should tell him tonight or wait until the morning but after this she realized she had to tell him tonight. So she ended up blurting out that she didn't want to be with him anymore. He got angry and they argued and screamed at each other and finally she stormed off to their bedroom and slammed the door behind her. Fred ended up staying on the couch. He would be leaving in the morning. She didn't like the way she had handled it but she couldn't pretend that nothing was wrong, that nothing had changed. She didn't want to feel him laying beside her as she slept, she didn't want his arms around her when she woke up. It wasn't his place anymore. She felt bad for him because there was a time when it was his place, it was his arms she craved but she hadn't felt like that in a long time. It was Bosco that belonged there now. It was his touch she craved.
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ARGGGG! He rolled over and looked at the clock , again. This time it was 5:09. It was hopeless he wasn't going to be getting any sleep anytime soon so he got up, flicked on the radio and walked over to the window. He looked outside, it had started raining. The streets were bare except for the occasional passing car.
~*~
Couldn't see the colors of the southern sunrise
Didn't see the moon until it shone in your eyes
You taught me to believe and gave me wings to fly
~*~
'What the hell am I listening to? Faith must have changed the station.' But he didn't bother going to change it he just stood there staring out at the rain.
She looked at the clock 5:09. It was useless she wasn't going to be getting any sleep tonight. She got up and walked across the room, turned on the radio and walked to the window. She looked outside, it had started to rain.
~*~
If not for loving you, I never would have known
How safe a heart can feel, how deep a love can go
If not for loving you would've never had the chance
Of knowing what it is to open up and give
There is so much I'd a missed
If not for loving you
~*~
He remembered all the great times they had over the years. Almost of all his happy memories had her in them. It was Faith that taught him how to care, how to love. She had saved him from himself. Without her he would have been nothing.
Still watching the rain hitting the window she stood their thinking of him. He had saved her so many times. She would have been destroyed countless times with Fred and his drinking but Bosco had always been there. His caring for her had kept her believing. Without him she would have broken.
~*~
When I think how easy it would have been
to let you go instead of letting you in
Baby, I'm so thankful you're in my life
~*~
What if he never took the chance to love her? Where would he be now? What would he have missed? The thought of not having her in his life scared him.
What if she never let herself feel her feelings for him? Where would she be now? What would she have missed? The thought scared her.
~*~
If not for loving you, I never would have known
How safe a heart can feel, how deep a love can go
If not for loving you would've never had the chance
Of knowing what it is to open up and give
There is so much I'd a missed
If not for loving you
~*~
He let out a sigh and rested his head against the window. He missed her so much it ached.
She let out a sigh and rested her head against the window. She missed him so much it hurt.
~*~
Seems like you've always been a part of me
I can't imagine how my life would be
If not for loving you
~*~
He wanted nothing more then to have her here with him. Her just being in the same room made him feel complete like something was missing when she wasn't around. He had always felt that way. He needed her in his life.
She wanted nothing more then to be there with him now. Being with him always calmed her, he made her feel whole. Without him, something was missing. She had always felt that way. She needed him in her life.
~*~
If not for loving you, would never had the chance
of knowing what it is to open and give
There's so much I'd have missed
If not for loving you
~*~
Still looking out of the window into the distance he whispered the words his heart was feeling,
......"I love you Faith"......
Still looking out of the window into the distance she whispered the words her heart was feeling,
......"I love you Bos"......
They both took one more look out at the rain, turned and walked back to bed where finally sleep found them.