Chapter 18
The truth.
I'm here, just thinking of you as always. Michi, I know I'm not the best when it comes to feelings and all that stuff, but I love you, is much more simple to write it, instead of telling it in front of you, I'm not good in writing, I'm tring so hard to be clear, to make you understend what i really feel, what you really mean to me, what you've done, what you're doing. From the firs time I knew you, you made me open my eyes, those eyes I keept closed for such a long time, after her death... Camille, she was my best friend, maybe she was even more, she wanted to help me... I had serious problems with alcohol and when I knew her, she took care of me, I was almost out of that terrible stuff, then one night, we hade a fight and I drunk, I drunk so much that, I didn't see it, I didn't see the car that was caming from the other side of the road and we had an accident, it was all my fault, she died 3 days after, I had the possibility to speak with her only once before her death, she told me not to cry, not to drink... I wasn't strong enough, but you know, right now, I found a person worth to try, worth to be strong... you... you are making me so happy! I love you Michiru,
Haruka
The racer put her pen on the table, then she read again the letter and put it in a little box...
* You will not give it to her... *
I'm not telling or thinking something different...
* I knew it, you're a loser... *
Michiru does not think it!
* So why don't you give her that letter? *
Shut up!
Dedications and comments: CLA this is dedicated mostly to you, there's a point here that maybe can remember you something... Nikki, Lory, Chicca, One, Caterina, Morgan and Cloud Van Dyk.
I'm here, just thinking of you as always. Michi, I know I'm not the best when it comes to feelings and all that stuff, but I love you, is much more simple to write it, instead of telling it in front of you, I'm not good in writing, I'm tring so hard to be clear, to make you understend what i really feel, what you really mean to me, what you've done, what you're doing. From the firs time I knew you, you made me open my eyes, those eyes I keept closed for such a long time, after her death... Camille, she was my best friend, maybe she was even more, she wanted to help me... I had serious problems with alcohol and when I knew her, she took care of me, I was almost out of that terrible stuff, then one night, we hade a fight and I drunk, I drunk so much that, I didn't see it, I didn't see the car that was caming from the other side of the road and we had an accident, it was all my fault, she died 3 days after, I had the possibility to speak with her only once before her death, she told me not to cry, not to drink... I wasn't strong enough, but you know, right now, I found a person worth to try, worth to be strong... you... you are making me so happy! I love you Michiru,
Haruka
The racer put her pen on the table, then she read again the letter and put it in a little box...
* You will not give it to her... *
I'm not telling or thinking something different...
* I knew it, you're a loser... *
Michiru does not think it!
* So why don't you give her that letter? *
Shut up!
Dedications and comments: CLA this is dedicated mostly to you, there's a point here that maybe can remember you something... Nikki, Lory, Chicca, One, Caterina, Morgan and Cloud Van Dyk.
