Passionate Affections
Chapter IV
Author's Note: Well, I lost some inspiration after I saw Austin Powers in Goldmember the other day. It was so fun and I enjoyed it very much. Luckily, my inspiration has returned. Yes, all of it. I know I haven't written in a while. Ok, so only a day has passed, though it seemed longer. And a certain someone has been growing impatient. What's on Squall's mind? You know it's not going to end "purty". That's all I'm going to say because then I'll eventually end up spoiling it, and I don't want to do that. You're just going to have to read to find out.
~(Squall's POV)~
After going home with Rinoa, all I thought about was Seifer. That kept me in a quite good mood. Especially after that kiss. I was practically daydreaming.
"Squall? Squall?!", Rinoa yelled. "Huh?", I said, and I immediately stopped daydreaming. I couldn't help it. It was just the one thing I needed in my life. I felt so happy since then.
"What's on your mind?", asked Rinoa between giggles. Then I remember myself saying to Seifer that I was going to come out just for him. As I said, I felt so confident before, but now, this was harder than I thought. I wasn't prepared to do this, neither was Rinoa to know this. I can't. I have to lie. Besides, it's not going to change. I had somehow accepted my solemn future. I feel that there is no turning back.
"Uh, I was just thinking about ... the marrige.", I lied. "Oh, Squall, I just knew you weren't going to deny this. We are so going to be perfect for each other.", said Rinoa in glee. We are so not.
I began to accept the real world, even if I didn't like it. I may be married to Rinoa, but my fantasy with Seifer will still remain forever. Spending time with Rinoa and doing all the boyfriendy stuff was not really that bad. I could get used to it. Well, I had to. So what if my lust for another man, while being married to a woman wasn't exactly right? I still was happy, right? Was I?
The next morning I had gone around town to buy groceries. People think it's the other way around, but it really doesn't matter. And I didn't care if people found it weird. Besides, I am the one who cooks, and I'm damn proud of it.
I finally finished and I entered the apartment lobby. I put the groceries down sat on one of the couches to rest. The day was hot, just like yesterday.
Next to the apartment lobby, there was a room, which was a bar. I didn't usually drink, only when I was stressed out or something. I had forgotten all about it during my pressure days, so I decided to take a peek. I entered the bar, and -- oh, no. Seifer?! What was he doing here? He was sitting in a stool on the counter and looked like he was going to order something. Wait, I should be happy. I remember his little game, so I decided to play along. Watch how I ignore him.
I walked in, and I notice the bartender wasn't there. Seifer was the only one sitting in the stool, the others were at the tables. I went behind the counter and acted like a bartender, "Excuse me, but if you're not going to order anything, you might as well leave".
"Squall?", Seifer asked, "What are you doing here?". "Do I know you?", I said. I tried not to giggle. Luckily, none came out. I love teasing Seifer and I'll always will.
~(Seifer's POV)~
"Squall?", I asked, "What are you doing here?". Wasn't he suppose to be with his wife-to-be? Besides, I don't recall him drinking before or being the bartender. He looked cute. Wait, what am I saying? I have to take those thoughts out of my head. He's going to get married. I can't lust over him. "Do I know you?", said Squall. Oh, I see his little game here. Well, two can play this game. "No, I believe you don't.", I said.
~(Squall's POV)~
"No, I believe you don't.", he answered. Oh, that Seifer! He wants it that way, huh? He better give up now. "Move it, handsome. I've got customers waiting.", I said. I have to resist the urge to laugh.
~(Seifer's POV)~
*sigh* He just doesn't get it, does he? I'll just have to teach him the hard way, then. Lucky for me, my disciplinary committe was here. And lucky for me too, that one of my newest apprentice members called, Suijin, was gay. Heh-heh. Perfect chance.
I went to the table where the group was. I made sure Squall was watching my every move.
"So, sir. Am I ready to become one of your members?", Suijin asked. "Well, only of you're a good kisser.", I said, as I kissed his lips. Yuck! I'm kissing some guy that I don't even know. But then, I imagined it was Squall, so I didn't feel that disgusted. No! I. Can't. Think. About. Squall. But I was, and I was focused on making him jealous, so he'll back off. Sad thing, though.
~(Squall's POV)~
Why, that miserable scumbag! In a cute way. I can read him like a book. He just wants to make me jealous. He thinks he can do that by playing tonsil hockey with another man? Well, it ain't going to happen. I glared at him.
Miraculously, Rinoa came. He still wants to play? "Rinoa!", I yelled, running to her. "What's the matter I saw the bags and --", ahe was saying until I kissed her. Ha! Take that, Seifer! This was certainly nothing new to me, so I had less trouble than Seifer, kissing and unknown guy.
"Let's go, fiancee. Back to our room.", I said, and Rinoa and I scuttled along. Seifer is so going to give up. Then, he'll come to me, pleading to be with him. I can just see it now. I kind of feel sorry to use Rinoa that way, but oh well.
Rinoa was so onto me. I couldn't even pick up the grocery bags. This could turn out to be bad. Really bad.
Was she aroused? Did I excite her? I don't know, but as soon as we got back to our room, she just climbed on top of me and kissed me wildly. Uh-oh.
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Comments: Well, you weren't expecting to see that coming. Yes, I guess it's *ahem*.
I'm going to answer some of the reviews:
I'm not going to write lemons. I'm going to take my dear friend, Ookami Wolf's, advice. I knew you had some good in you. If you need help on that fluffy, mushy upcoming chapter of your Final Fantasy X story, you know who to call. And now, what about the recordings, huh? Can we do this story right after Love is Forever? Please? For those who don't know, Ookami Wolf is doing real live audio recordings for her story. No, not boring narrations, I mean the whole story with voice actors and stuff. Hopefully, we've agreed to do this, too, if she wasn't so lazy these days.
Of course I can do yuri. I love yaoi, but I enjoy yuri as equally. Ok, so maybe I like yaoi a tad bit better. I'll just have to see then. P.S. Yuri is no different than yaoi. The difference is in the opposite sex.
I would like to remind people that I know Squall hasn't the guts to tell Rinoa. I'm not bisexual, but I've seen True Life, and for some gay men and women, it's hard to come out to their parents and other people. So for a moment, put yourself in their shoes. It's not as easy as it looks.
The famous oxymoron question is: If Squall doesn't love Rinoa, then why did he end up with her in the first place? You should be asking Squaresoft that question. Ok, so Square didn't have the intention of making Squall gay, even though he is/acts/looks.
As you can see, I haven't finished the game. I'm still on the first disc. Why? Because the game "fails to check memory card". I've checked the memory card a thousand times and it is NOT full and saves other games perfectly well. And it's not the game. They gave shiny, new discs with a perfectly good condition. And it's not my PS2, either. I don't have PSX. So you see, I only get to the boss in that island that is being attacked by troops or something like that. You know that red-dragon-lizard-boss-thingy? Yeah, that one. Well, unfortunately, I don't get pass that because he always beats me and I have to start the game ALL over again. But look in the bright side - At least I get to see the fabulous intro, which everyone knows and loves. You must know which is my fav part. Yep, when Squall and Seifer are dueling with their 'gunblades' (I take Squall Bomemhard's joke). Oh, and when Seifer does that dirty little 'come over here' gesture. Thus, I realized Squall and Seifer were gay. I didn't even need the big, red, and bold letters to tell me. Oh, yeah, and they weren't fighting, they were 'training'. One scene that I don't like is when Zell is all, "Hey, let me see your 'gunblade'.". No. Only Seifer can see it. You're just going to have to wait for the 'hot dogs' in the cafetria. Oh, wait, Seifer and his 'disciplinary' committe 'arrested' you for 'speeding'. Sounds kind of kinky and naughty. I've been seeing to much Austin Powers, haven't I?
Read & send those reviews for a happy fangirl! ^_^
Chapter IV
Author's Note: Well, I lost some inspiration after I saw Austin Powers in Goldmember the other day. It was so fun and I enjoyed it very much. Luckily, my inspiration has returned. Yes, all of it. I know I haven't written in a while. Ok, so only a day has passed, though it seemed longer. And a certain someone has been growing impatient. What's on Squall's mind? You know it's not going to end "purty". That's all I'm going to say because then I'll eventually end up spoiling it, and I don't want to do that. You're just going to have to read to find out.
~(Squall's POV)~
After going home with Rinoa, all I thought about was Seifer. That kept me in a quite good mood. Especially after that kiss. I was practically daydreaming.
"Squall? Squall?!", Rinoa yelled. "Huh?", I said, and I immediately stopped daydreaming. I couldn't help it. It was just the one thing I needed in my life. I felt so happy since then.
"What's on your mind?", asked Rinoa between giggles. Then I remember myself saying to Seifer that I was going to come out just for him. As I said, I felt so confident before, but now, this was harder than I thought. I wasn't prepared to do this, neither was Rinoa to know this. I can't. I have to lie. Besides, it's not going to change. I had somehow accepted my solemn future. I feel that there is no turning back.
"Uh, I was just thinking about ... the marrige.", I lied. "Oh, Squall, I just knew you weren't going to deny this. We are so going to be perfect for each other.", said Rinoa in glee. We are so not.
I began to accept the real world, even if I didn't like it. I may be married to Rinoa, but my fantasy with Seifer will still remain forever. Spending time with Rinoa and doing all the boyfriendy stuff was not really that bad. I could get used to it. Well, I had to. So what if my lust for another man, while being married to a woman wasn't exactly right? I still was happy, right? Was I?
The next morning I had gone around town to buy groceries. People think it's the other way around, but it really doesn't matter. And I didn't care if people found it weird. Besides, I am the one who cooks, and I'm damn proud of it.
I finally finished and I entered the apartment lobby. I put the groceries down sat on one of the couches to rest. The day was hot, just like yesterday.
Next to the apartment lobby, there was a room, which was a bar. I didn't usually drink, only when I was stressed out or something. I had forgotten all about it during my pressure days, so I decided to take a peek. I entered the bar, and -- oh, no. Seifer?! What was he doing here? He was sitting in a stool on the counter and looked like he was going to order something. Wait, I should be happy. I remember his little game, so I decided to play along. Watch how I ignore him.
I walked in, and I notice the bartender wasn't there. Seifer was the only one sitting in the stool, the others were at the tables. I went behind the counter and acted like a bartender, "Excuse me, but if you're not going to order anything, you might as well leave".
"Squall?", Seifer asked, "What are you doing here?". "Do I know you?", I said. I tried not to giggle. Luckily, none came out. I love teasing Seifer and I'll always will.
~(Seifer's POV)~
"Squall?", I asked, "What are you doing here?". Wasn't he suppose to be with his wife-to-be? Besides, I don't recall him drinking before or being the bartender. He looked cute. Wait, what am I saying? I have to take those thoughts out of my head. He's going to get married. I can't lust over him. "Do I know you?", said Squall. Oh, I see his little game here. Well, two can play this game. "No, I believe you don't.", I said.
~(Squall's POV)~
"No, I believe you don't.", he answered. Oh, that Seifer! He wants it that way, huh? He better give up now. "Move it, handsome. I've got customers waiting.", I said. I have to resist the urge to laugh.
~(Seifer's POV)~
*sigh* He just doesn't get it, does he? I'll just have to teach him the hard way, then. Lucky for me, my disciplinary committe was here. And lucky for me too, that one of my newest apprentice members called, Suijin, was gay. Heh-heh. Perfect chance.
I went to the table where the group was. I made sure Squall was watching my every move.
"So, sir. Am I ready to become one of your members?", Suijin asked. "Well, only of you're a good kisser.", I said, as I kissed his lips. Yuck! I'm kissing some guy that I don't even know. But then, I imagined it was Squall, so I didn't feel that disgusted. No! I. Can't. Think. About. Squall. But I was, and I was focused on making him jealous, so he'll back off. Sad thing, though.
~(Squall's POV)~
Why, that miserable scumbag! In a cute way. I can read him like a book. He just wants to make me jealous. He thinks he can do that by playing tonsil hockey with another man? Well, it ain't going to happen. I glared at him.
Miraculously, Rinoa came. He still wants to play? "Rinoa!", I yelled, running to her. "What's the matter I saw the bags and --", ahe was saying until I kissed her. Ha! Take that, Seifer! This was certainly nothing new to me, so I had less trouble than Seifer, kissing and unknown guy.
"Let's go, fiancee. Back to our room.", I said, and Rinoa and I scuttled along. Seifer is so going to give up. Then, he'll come to me, pleading to be with him. I can just see it now. I kind of feel sorry to use Rinoa that way, but oh well.
Rinoa was so onto me. I couldn't even pick up the grocery bags. This could turn out to be bad. Really bad.
Was she aroused? Did I excite her? I don't know, but as soon as we got back to our room, she just climbed on top of me and kissed me wildly. Uh-oh.
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Comments: Well, you weren't expecting to see that coming. Yes, I guess it's *ahem*.
I'm going to answer some of the reviews:
I'm not going to write lemons. I'm going to take my dear friend, Ookami Wolf's, advice. I knew you had some good in you. If you need help on that fluffy, mushy upcoming chapter of your Final Fantasy X story, you know who to call. And now, what about the recordings, huh? Can we do this story right after Love is Forever? Please? For those who don't know, Ookami Wolf is doing real live audio recordings for her story. No, not boring narrations, I mean the whole story with voice actors and stuff. Hopefully, we've agreed to do this, too, if she wasn't so lazy these days.
Of course I can do yuri. I love yaoi, but I enjoy yuri as equally. Ok, so maybe I like yaoi a tad bit better. I'll just have to see then. P.S. Yuri is no different than yaoi. The difference is in the opposite sex.
I would like to remind people that I know Squall hasn't the guts to tell Rinoa. I'm not bisexual, but I've seen True Life, and for some gay men and women, it's hard to come out to their parents and other people. So for a moment, put yourself in their shoes. It's not as easy as it looks.
The famous oxymoron question is: If Squall doesn't love Rinoa, then why did he end up with her in the first place? You should be asking Squaresoft that question. Ok, so Square didn't have the intention of making Squall gay, even though he is/acts/looks.
As you can see, I haven't finished the game. I'm still on the first disc. Why? Because the game "fails to check memory card". I've checked the memory card a thousand times and it is NOT full and saves other games perfectly well. And it's not the game. They gave shiny, new discs with a perfectly good condition. And it's not my PS2, either. I don't have PSX. So you see, I only get to the boss in that island that is being attacked by troops or something like that. You know that red-dragon-lizard-boss-thingy? Yeah, that one. Well, unfortunately, I don't get pass that because he always beats me and I have to start the game ALL over again. But look in the bright side - At least I get to see the fabulous intro, which everyone knows and loves. You must know which is my fav part. Yep, when Squall and Seifer are dueling with their 'gunblades' (I take Squall Bomemhard's joke). Oh, and when Seifer does that dirty little 'come over here' gesture. Thus, I realized Squall and Seifer were gay. I didn't even need the big, red, and bold letters to tell me. Oh, yeah, and they weren't fighting, they were 'training'. One scene that I don't like is when Zell is all, "Hey, let me see your 'gunblade'.". No. Only Seifer can see it. You're just going to have to wait for the 'hot dogs' in the cafetria. Oh, wait, Seifer and his 'disciplinary' committe 'arrested' you for 'speeding'. Sounds kind of kinky and naughty. I've been seeing to much Austin Powers, haven't I?
Read & send those reviews for a happy fangirl! ^_^