Passionate Affections
Chapter VII
Author's Note: No, I'm not dead. I wrote this chapter a long time ago, but I couldn't go to the internet to upload it. You can gladly thank AOHell for that. I'm not using AOHell right now and I got a new laptop. Horray for me! Anyways, I'm rewriting the best chapter (in my opinion) because this retarded new computer doesn't want to read my diskettes. Bastards ... Now I hardly remember what I wrote, but I'll try. Don't kill me, please.
I'm going to have to do all the work again. Damn it. Anyways, erase your minds from hideous last chapter, and enjoy this one. Ookami Wolf, your waiting is over, if you know what I mean ^_~ . No, it doesn't contain lemons, but a nice strip tease part. If it, for some pointless reason, cause an offense to anyone in anyway, then I suggest you don't read it. For those who do, enjoy. For those who don't, well, you don't know what you're missing. Unless you hate yaoi.
~(Squall's POV)~
After Quistis's "pep talk", I walked back to town and to the apartment building. I was ready to face Rinoa once and for all. I was ready to tell her. Now. There was no turning back this time. I was going straight to tell her and nothing was going to stand in my way. Not marrige, not anything. Sure I sounded confident now. I know it's going to be hard, but I can't take this anymore. I'm about to break inside soon.
Imagine: I can be around guys and I didn't have to worry about Rinoa. I'm not so sure about Seifer now. I'm still mad at him. But I have to take my mind off of him. I can't be distracted. Well, the wedding was only 2 weeks away, so I had to stop them. I wondered, why didn't I do this before? What was so hard? I don't feel nervous or anything like I did before. I'm not a coward now --or as Seifer would say -- a chickenwuss.
Here I was. Right in our apartment door. This is it. After I come out of here, everything will change. Probably sooner than I expected, if Rinoa gets real pissed and gets one of her rages and starts throwing stuff -- just like she did with her last boyfriend. A last boyfriend who wasn't proposed to her. Oh, shit. I'm starting to have those second thoughts again. Why do I get the feeling there's going to be a WWE Smackdown in this little room?
... Whatever.
I didn't take my keys when I went out, so I had to knock so Rinoa would let me in. Just when I was about to knock, someone had pulled me away from behind, and turned me around. Much to my surprise, it was the infamous Seifer. What did he want now? I thought he was never going to talk to me or have anything to do with me. Then, he made such a "manly" pose, almost like trying to seduce me. I'm confused.
"Hey", said Seifer.
"What do you want now? I can't talk right now. I was busy.", I replied. And so went on the conversation ..."
"I know you're mad, Squall", he said, "but I can make it up to you.". Did he just said "he'll make it up to me"? Why, I couldn't believe my ears! So that must mean he does care. Wait, and just how is he going to "make it up to me", is my question. What could it possibly be? So I asked. I hope he just doesn't take me for ice cream or something weak like that, although an ice cream with Seifer would be nice. If it only were on his body, so I can lick it all off.
"How about if we go an play with our gunblades?", he asked. Gunblades? Of all the "fun" things we can do, and he wants us to train with our gunblades? The SeeD final exam is over. We graduated a year ago in Balamb, my gunblade even gathered dust by now. Why would gunblades make it up to me? Sure I liked training with him, but I'm certainly not in the mood for it. Oh, well, let's see what oh-so-fun could we get out of this.
"Okay, then", I said weak, "I'll go get my gunblade."
"No, don't worry, just follow me.", he answered and looking at me weirdly. I should be the one looking at him weirdly, not him. I followed him, but strangely in the other end of the hall. What the --? Where's he going? The last time I checked, the way to gunblade fighting is: out the lobby, into Balamb, and at the training grounds. Sometimes, I just think Seifer is plain weird.
"Where the hell are you going?", I asked.
"Into the elevator and up to my room.", he replied.
"Up to your room? And you suppose there's a magic portal warp zone that magically takes us to the gunblade training grounds?"
"Well, you could say that."
"You're weird, Seifer, weird."
"You're clueless, aren't you?"
Well, I surprised, since I never went to Seifer's room before and, at the same time, excited. What does he mean clueless? I must have misunderstood or something, but I still don't get it.
We rode up the elevator, and went to the last room of the hall. He inserted the key and open the door. His room was so much bigger than mine, considering that he lives alone. It also had a vanilla scent in the air. I would have assumed it was from a candle, but it was so natural. His bed was very big. Big enough to get down and dirty? He also had an incredible sound system, too, which Seifer went over to it and turned it on. A softcore porno techno kind of music was playing.
He took of his large, grey trenchcoat and set in on the corner of a chair. He wasn't wearing his blue vest today, he was wearing a tight, black shirt. I stared as he took it off -- admiring his muscles. Damn, he looked dead sexy.
He came closer to me. "What did you mean I was clueless?", I stupidly asked. "Squall, Squall, I wasn't talking about gunblades -- I was talking about these.", he said grabbing my crotch. My eyes almost popped out because of the hard grab. What an incredibly stupid question I asked. I should have realized before. I had made a complete fool of myself in front of Seifer.
I can't believe I was actually going to "do it" with Seifer. The biggest, most aspiring dream of my life was going to come true, as I understood.
Seifer then backed off a bit, and started to strip in front of me. First taking off his tight, black shirt, which he was weilding it in the air. Then, he took of his black pants and threw if off, leaving him only with his boxers. Then jumping around like a complete idiot to the beat of the music.
"Do you want me to turn off the lights?", I asked. Well, I tried to set the mood, but Seifer just grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me to kiss me in the lips. What an everlasting kiss, it was! We stood there making out while we undressed. This moment I will never forget.
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Comments: So it's all good ... now. It's still not going to end. Only like 2-3 more chapter to go, or maybe even four. All depends if I have more ideas. But yeah, I want to finish this already. I want to write other stories, too, and I don't want to start another one without completing this first. I'm getting tired of this just a bit. Not the yaoi, but the story is tedious, I think. For the last few chapters, you've probably heard the same thing over again, but something always happens from Squall telling Rinoa. Just like some of you, I'm tired of hearing the damn thing again, so let's just finish it. Yes, so next chapter the grand secret revealed to Rinoa. But what happens? Does she have something in mind? Is there a deal behind this? Was Seifer part of it? Does Rinoa ever get to freaking know that her fiancé is gay? Did she knew? Was the sex good? Find out next chapter ... sometime next decade! Ok, I'm not that slow, dammit!
Read & send those reviews for a happy fangirl. ^_^
Chapter VII
Author's Note: No, I'm not dead. I wrote this chapter a long time ago, but I couldn't go to the internet to upload it. You can gladly thank AOHell for that. I'm not using AOHell right now and I got a new laptop. Horray for me! Anyways, I'm rewriting the best chapter (in my opinion) because this retarded new computer doesn't want to read my diskettes. Bastards ... Now I hardly remember what I wrote, but I'll try. Don't kill me, please.
I'm going to have to do all the work again. Damn it. Anyways, erase your minds from hideous last chapter, and enjoy this one. Ookami Wolf, your waiting is over, if you know what I mean ^_~ . No, it doesn't contain lemons, but a nice strip tease part. If it, for some pointless reason, cause an offense to anyone in anyway, then I suggest you don't read it. For those who do, enjoy. For those who don't, well, you don't know what you're missing. Unless you hate yaoi.
~(Squall's POV)~
After Quistis's "pep talk", I walked back to town and to the apartment building. I was ready to face Rinoa once and for all. I was ready to tell her. Now. There was no turning back this time. I was going straight to tell her and nothing was going to stand in my way. Not marrige, not anything. Sure I sounded confident now. I know it's going to be hard, but I can't take this anymore. I'm about to break inside soon.
Imagine: I can be around guys and I didn't have to worry about Rinoa. I'm not so sure about Seifer now. I'm still mad at him. But I have to take my mind off of him. I can't be distracted. Well, the wedding was only 2 weeks away, so I had to stop them. I wondered, why didn't I do this before? What was so hard? I don't feel nervous or anything like I did before. I'm not a coward now --or as Seifer would say -- a chickenwuss.
Here I was. Right in our apartment door. This is it. After I come out of here, everything will change. Probably sooner than I expected, if Rinoa gets real pissed and gets one of her rages and starts throwing stuff -- just like she did with her last boyfriend. A last boyfriend who wasn't proposed to her. Oh, shit. I'm starting to have those second thoughts again. Why do I get the feeling there's going to be a WWE Smackdown in this little room?
... Whatever.
I didn't take my keys when I went out, so I had to knock so Rinoa would let me in. Just when I was about to knock, someone had pulled me away from behind, and turned me around. Much to my surprise, it was the infamous Seifer. What did he want now? I thought he was never going to talk to me or have anything to do with me. Then, he made such a "manly" pose, almost like trying to seduce me. I'm confused.
"Hey", said Seifer.
"What do you want now? I can't talk right now. I was busy.", I replied. And so went on the conversation ..."
"I know you're mad, Squall", he said, "but I can make it up to you.". Did he just said "he'll make it up to me"? Why, I couldn't believe my ears! So that must mean he does care. Wait, and just how is he going to "make it up to me", is my question. What could it possibly be? So I asked. I hope he just doesn't take me for ice cream or something weak like that, although an ice cream with Seifer would be nice. If it only were on his body, so I can lick it all off.
"How about if we go an play with our gunblades?", he asked. Gunblades? Of all the "fun" things we can do, and he wants us to train with our gunblades? The SeeD final exam is over. We graduated a year ago in Balamb, my gunblade even gathered dust by now. Why would gunblades make it up to me? Sure I liked training with him, but I'm certainly not in the mood for it. Oh, well, let's see what oh-so-fun could we get out of this.
"Okay, then", I said weak, "I'll go get my gunblade."
"No, don't worry, just follow me.", he answered and looking at me weirdly. I should be the one looking at him weirdly, not him. I followed him, but strangely in the other end of the hall. What the --? Where's he going? The last time I checked, the way to gunblade fighting is: out the lobby, into Balamb, and at the training grounds. Sometimes, I just think Seifer is plain weird.
"Where the hell are you going?", I asked.
"Into the elevator and up to my room.", he replied.
"Up to your room? And you suppose there's a magic portal warp zone that magically takes us to the gunblade training grounds?"
"Well, you could say that."
"You're weird, Seifer, weird."
"You're clueless, aren't you?"
Well, I surprised, since I never went to Seifer's room before and, at the same time, excited. What does he mean clueless? I must have misunderstood or something, but I still don't get it.
We rode up the elevator, and went to the last room of the hall. He inserted the key and open the door. His room was so much bigger than mine, considering that he lives alone. It also had a vanilla scent in the air. I would have assumed it was from a candle, but it was so natural. His bed was very big. Big enough to get down and dirty? He also had an incredible sound system, too, which Seifer went over to it and turned it on. A softcore porno techno kind of music was playing.
He took of his large, grey trenchcoat and set in on the corner of a chair. He wasn't wearing his blue vest today, he was wearing a tight, black shirt. I stared as he took it off -- admiring his muscles. Damn, he looked dead sexy.
He came closer to me. "What did you mean I was clueless?", I stupidly asked. "Squall, Squall, I wasn't talking about gunblades -- I was talking about these.", he said grabbing my crotch. My eyes almost popped out because of the hard grab. What an incredibly stupid question I asked. I should have realized before. I had made a complete fool of myself in front of Seifer.
I can't believe I was actually going to "do it" with Seifer. The biggest, most aspiring dream of my life was going to come true, as I understood.
Seifer then backed off a bit, and started to strip in front of me. First taking off his tight, black shirt, which he was weilding it in the air. Then, he took of his black pants and threw if off, leaving him only with his boxers. Then jumping around like a complete idiot to the beat of the music.
"Do you want me to turn off the lights?", I asked. Well, I tried to set the mood, but Seifer just grabbed me by my shirt and pulled me to kiss me in the lips. What an everlasting kiss, it was! We stood there making out while we undressed. This moment I will never forget.
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Comments: So it's all good ... now. It's still not going to end. Only like 2-3 more chapter to go, or maybe even four. All depends if I have more ideas. But yeah, I want to finish this already. I want to write other stories, too, and I don't want to start another one without completing this first. I'm getting tired of this just a bit. Not the yaoi, but the story is tedious, I think. For the last few chapters, you've probably heard the same thing over again, but something always happens from Squall telling Rinoa. Just like some of you, I'm tired of hearing the damn thing again, so let's just finish it. Yes, so next chapter the grand secret revealed to Rinoa. But what happens? Does she have something in mind? Is there a deal behind this? Was Seifer part of it? Does Rinoa ever get to freaking know that her fiancé is gay? Did she knew? Was the sex good? Find out next chapter ... sometime next decade! Ok, I'm not that slow, dammit!
Read & send those reviews for a happy fangirl. ^_^