Title: Angel Eyes
Started:11/18/02
Disclaimer: I own nothing in the story
Summary: This is from Faye's point of view and what she thinks of Spike... and Julia.
He's always doing this. Taking off when ever he feels like it without a thought to the consequences. One day he's going to leave and never come back, I just know it. And she
isn't helping any either. Not all guys prefer blondes and I know that Spike is no different. It's not the same as it was back then. I've learned that you need to keep moving
forward no matter what. The past is the past, the present is the present, and the future is the future. Why does he always have to be the one to go? Doesn't he see what this
is doing to himself... and to me. Julia is gone. She died on that rainy day. I'm not happy about her death, but at the same time I'm not unhappy. She was only going to get in
the way and corrupt Spike even more. It's her fault. And to think that I had wanted to join up with her and form a female bounty hunter team. Good think she refused, otherwise
it only would have made things more complicated. Why does it have to be this way? It wasn't like this in the beginning. First it was Spike and Jet. Ein was rescued and made
a member of the team. For just a dog he's pretty smart. I managed to join them. I'm surprised that they didn't just kick me off their ship. Edward was by far the strangest of
them all. We were like one big weird family living out in space and going after bountys. Slowy we started to dissolve. In a way it was my fault that I left Spike and Jet alone. I
had no idea that Edward and Ein had gone in search of her father. f only I had been there I might have been able to do...something... anything. Lady Luck was not with me
because this is how I had met up with Julia. A troubled woman with an equely troubled past. One that involved Spike. My Spike. I didn't know it at the time. Spike had never
mentioned her, left alone told a description of what she looked like. I had no idea that the person I was talking was the fabled Julia. Spike's one true love. Ha. Doesn't he know
that first loves never last. I know this from experience. See. Spike and I are the same. We belong together. To get away from our past lives we need each other. The Ace of
Spades said so. But it's too late now. Our team has dispersed, Julia is dead, and now Spike is going off to fight Vicious. Why does it have to be this way? I know that
Spike said he wasn't going there to die, but I can't shake this feeling I have. I can't stand having to sit here and wait, hoping that Spike will come back alive. If I could just
see him again I'd tell him what he means to me. Even if he doesn't feel the same way I don't care. I just want him to be alive. To keep living his dream as a Space Cowboy.
I'll even go out and find Edward and Ein for him. Drag them back here if I have to. Just so it could be the same as it was, before this all got out of control. It's decided. As
soon as the guy with the fuzzy hair gets back I'll tell him my thoughts, my dreams, and my feelings.
Started:11/18/02
Disclaimer: I own nothing in the story
Summary: This is from Faye's point of view and what she thinks of Spike... and Julia.
He's always doing this. Taking off when ever he feels like it without a thought to the consequences. One day he's going to leave and never come back, I just know it. And she
isn't helping any either. Not all guys prefer blondes and I know that Spike is no different. It's not the same as it was back then. I've learned that you need to keep moving
forward no matter what. The past is the past, the present is the present, and the future is the future. Why does he always have to be the one to go? Doesn't he see what this
is doing to himself... and to me. Julia is gone. She died on that rainy day. I'm not happy about her death, but at the same time I'm not unhappy. She was only going to get in
the way and corrupt Spike even more. It's her fault. And to think that I had wanted to join up with her and form a female bounty hunter team. Good think she refused, otherwise
it only would have made things more complicated. Why does it have to be this way? It wasn't like this in the beginning. First it was Spike and Jet. Ein was rescued and made
a member of the team. For just a dog he's pretty smart. I managed to join them. I'm surprised that they didn't just kick me off their ship. Edward was by far the strangest of
them all. We were like one big weird family living out in space and going after bountys. Slowy we started to dissolve. In a way it was my fault that I left Spike and Jet alone. I
had no idea that Edward and Ein had gone in search of her father. f only I had been there I might have been able to do...something... anything. Lady Luck was not with me
because this is how I had met up with Julia. A troubled woman with an equely troubled past. One that involved Spike. My Spike. I didn't know it at the time. Spike had never
mentioned her, left alone told a description of what she looked like. I had no idea that the person I was talking was the fabled Julia. Spike's one true love. Ha. Doesn't he know
that first loves never last. I know this from experience. See. Spike and I are the same. We belong together. To get away from our past lives we need each other. The Ace of
Spades said so. But it's too late now. Our team has dispersed, Julia is dead, and now Spike is going off to fight Vicious. Why does it have to be this way? I know that
Spike said he wasn't going there to die, but I can't shake this feeling I have. I can't stand having to sit here and wait, hoping that Spike will come back alive. If I could just
see him again I'd tell him what he means to me. Even if he doesn't feel the same way I don't care. I just want him to be alive. To keep living his dream as a Space Cowboy.
I'll even go out and find Edward and Ein for him. Drag them back here if I have to. Just so it could be the same as it was, before this all got out of control. It's decided. As
soon as the guy with the fuzzy hair gets back I'll tell him my thoughts, my dreams, and my feelings.